current feeling: tired but yet contented~! :)
song: stacie orrico - hestitation

arrived home for 3days dee~!! so far so good .. really anticipated whenever the tot of going to taiwan came to my head .. well.. glad to hear tat hong kah ee mk n chen han is in my group \.. dint know chen hann tat well last time .. shall make good use of this opportunity~! .. chun wei bou bou jian jun and ppl are in group a // chongshen patrick in c .. kimchew joanne in d .. really scattered out .. but oh well .. -.-'

i wonder how come time flies when i'm back home .. just so fast i've been back for 3 days /~!! if u know me well .. u know tat i'm probably am a greedy pig. .heehe .. cos once i touched down .. i went to eat hokkien mee at my aunt's hawker stall .. heheh .. thurs .. had to renew my passport cos mine was about to expire .. ie. cant go to taiwan without renewing my passport .. so .. went there in the noon after having a jet lagged morning.. when my bro n i arrived .. we went to the officer and found out tat we needed both our birth certificate and ic ... well .. i dint bring my birth cert and bro hasnt gotten his ic yet .. so we cant renew our passport~!! aiks,.. had to go there again the next day .. but after all .. there wasnt any hastle .. just tat i looked real weird in the photo ..

today ..went to klcc with yeen jm jy and junhui.. wore heels for the second time in my life.. not actual heels actually.. just platform .. oh my god~!! my legs were like aching !! but luckily i dint fall down and embarass myself.. hheheh :P .. had to collect my passport so jm n i were kinda late after that .. anyway .. we bot jy a tiny cake to celebrate her belated bday .. we were so idiotic .. ( actually i'm the one who suggested that ) we went to pharmacies and supermarket to look for lighter to lit up the candle .. found it in a indian shop .. hehe .. anyway .. went out to the fountain and surprised jy when she came out of the building.. sang her a bday song ..she was a bit shocked and i felt so hyper.. happily singing her the bday song despite the staring crowd.. heheh .. went back to the mall .. went hunting for food .. wanted to eat chillis mdm kwan and few other restaurants but realised tat we dun have enough money to afford them .. so finally.. ate at the one and oni ... food court .. hahah ... so damn expensive.. jm's claypot rice and yeen's noodle are too filling .. jun hui and jia yee's sizzling noodle n nasi pattaya are too spicy .. mine meehun goreng is too spicy too ..
went shopping for jy n yeen's bf;s bday preesnt~! did lots of walking around .. my heels were killing me .. but yeen said practice make perfect.. oh well .. i think i'll reconsider wearing heels again~! >.< but girls wear heels .. would it be weird if i dun wear heels?? i hope not .. '
after lots of walkign..jm n i were like desperate looking for chairs to sit .. we even went into the shoe shops just to sit down .. but obviously jm was more desperate than me .. heheh .. so finally decided to go to a n w to yum cha .. chat there for a while .. i was being really clumsy and dirty the table .. oopz.. i felt as if i was a child .. cant even help myself .. sad case~! hehhee ..
after tat sent yeen jun hui n jy to lrt // walked past ck perfume promo .. started smelling the sample tat jm described us as being addicted to it /. .. i think i still have it wit me .. heheh~!

current feeling: excited and yet sorta stressed out .

lots of packing aint done yet and also not to mention tat the room is in total mess ... but it'll be gone after tmr .. : ) also .. have to write heaps of plane letters for the friends here .. gonna miss them during these 2 months hols ..
anyway .. i had a really nice dream last nite of jia mien, yeen, jia yee, junhui, chunwei, kah hoe, chenghong, kimchew and a few friends back home .. it sweetened my day~!! i'm not telling u guys wat's it like cos it's too stupid but funny~! :P have to chiaoz .. heaps of stuff to do~!

current feeling : happy and relieved

just got my papers back .. well .. they werent as bad as i tot they would be but the fact that i've stuffed up my exams are solid true.. my grads werent as good as last time .. but oh well .. still pretty good~!!
geo - A .. thanks for mrs. lynch 1 sympathethic mark ..cos i've oni had 79 originally
maths - A ( 91 ) for skills
- A+(98 ) for analysis
muahahaha.. i din stuffed up my maths ..so proud .. hahah .. no one can scold me stupid for not screwing up my maths even though most of the mistakes are off careless mistakes
history - wasnt as good as last time but still a good old 58/60 A+ adieus
and last of all .. english - B+ and C+ ... woohoo .. no Ds .. and shockingly B+ ... cant believe i got B >!??! REJOICE mann ..
overall wasnt as bad but still aint good .. welll .. i shant be tat greedy rite.. yeah .. : )

on saturday .. uncle hugh (jesh's bf) came to melbourne from singapore .. they went out together .. how sweet~!! :) anyway .. she went to albert park to meet up with him .. we missed 2 damn trams tat made me late for 45minutes .. how embarassing and i felt really bad for making my crew go on the ergo because of me .. >.< oopz .. guuys i really dun wanna be late but just tat we missed the tram~!! >.< sorry .. i apologized .. john (coach) threatened that he'll make me swim .. ie. throw me into the lake which was greatly supported by karen and tammi ... but phew .. thankfully they dint ..
we went out shopping after rowing .. bot heaps and heaps of stuff ~!! not for myself .. for frens back home .. * hint hint* .. yeah .. we went to have chinese food .. oh my god .. it was so satisfyin since camp food was awesome and bhse food sux .. ;p pau was crippled for the day cos she twisted her vein from surfing .. poor pau .. being a nice lil girl .. i helped her carry her nike stuff .. i'm not braggin~!! :P jesh and uncle hugh walked away .. we continued to shop like crazy til one point we were wondering where jesh were till we called her and found out tat uncle hugh went back dee and she was on her way back to the bhse~!! oopz .. felt kinda guilty ~!!

sunday .. went to chinese school as usual .. my last lesson~!! yeah~!! it was darn boring .. but the teacher tot really helpful stuff .. so i guessed it sorta balanced up .. met jon with a cheese bun after tat for he needed my notes for his exams ... wish him luck~!! : ) went to city and took pics of the cafe tat mum asked me to ... then went to accademic bookshop to buy second hand books .. but they're not as cheap as i tot they would be .. decided to buy it at school`!~! anywyay ..was surprised to see maggie beatrice mandy and lynn there too to buy books~!! o.O .. yup ..then went to nike again to get joyce's basketball thingy .. met up with belah hippe and tammi after tat at bridge and tried to do some shopping but it wasnt really nice to shop there..~
went back to the bhse after tao bao sushi .. ~!!

current feeling : excited~! (maybe a bit tired)
song : hey mama

I'M BACK FROM CAMP~!!!
camp was awesome~!! seriously .. even though at camp i was like .. "crap.. wat the hell .. more excitement and enthusiastics" but after tat i realised tat i was kinda wrong ... camp was god damn fun~!! : ) it was kinda slack .. but still .. it was all GOOD~!! : )
well .. have to say a few thanks to :

Mr. GReeN- our greatest male leader *also the driver* for always praising the food tat we cooked no matter whether we screwed it or not and for being so patient
MRS. LynCh - our coolest female leader.. always being understanding and cute .. praised our food and protect us from the evil scuba group tat bullied us endlessly
JESSICa - my ka jie in the camp for taking such good care of me and brought laughter to us
JOYCe - the best cook in the camp for preparing such great sumptous food for us.. always coming up with creative ideas of cooking and how to tackle the problem when there;s no eggs
WENDy - the funniest girl in the room with such funny tots at shoreich (game) and also for helping me finishing up my shower stuff tat i dun wanna bring back
NArD - nicest person that is so understandin and patient and also taking care of the whole group .. bearing all the responsibilities
ELeNA - bringing somehting new for me to learn and always helping out whenever we're short of hands *esp the bbq*
SUSSaNNe - good organisation and nice cooking .. good management and quick thinking
MoNICa - so smiley and sweet with the helping out at cooking good stuff~!!
EMILY and KAtheRIne- thanks for the pasta and the music as well as difference tat u made~!
FEa - thanks for the british accent and the company
MOST OF ALL to the AQUA CAMP STUFF - for organising the activities and teaching us patiently


MonDay
early in the morning ,.. the whole year 10s were up extremely early to prepare for the busy week .. ate breaky and continued packing .. then around 8 .. brought the veges out from the kitchen fridge and packed them into a box .. everyone was moving fast and excitedly.. well .. bid my roomies goodbye and then headed to the carpark with nard, elena and jessica .. we were sort of lost at first for we cant recognised which bus was ours .. but soon were clear when we saw sussanne and ppl .. load the trailer wit all the food and also the luggages .. our group was about the last bus to leave plc . but it was alright . . here marked the start of our camp .. our journey and our adventure : )
an hour plus in the bus till we reached this supermarket to get milk and stretch our legs
merricks was the place tat we were staying in .. it was the exact same place tat i stayed in during astrocamp .. but this time with different company .. as we were the latest to reached there .. all the bedrooms were taken .. which eventually was a good thing .. so .. 6 ppl : nard , jessica, wendy, joyce, elena and i stayed in a room which was supposingly meant to be oni 4 roomers. .but we took the matress down and laid it on the floor .. there .. 4 of us slept there for the whole week while the other 2 slept on the bed .. first session was snorkelling practice in the pool after informative session on rules and regulations .. geared up with the equipemnt . .. then off we go .. with all sorts of tricks and duck dives.. how to keep ourselves warm and stuff ...went to this jetty place and snorkel for a while .saw some star fishes and sea weeds ... was so cold but i grabbed hold of every possible chance to tan myself.. while waiting for other group .. u can guess wat happened. ..went back when every1 was ready .. when it was our turn to shower.. there wasnt any hot water left.. freaking cold~!! not funny~!! jumpin and shivering throughout the whole shower.. dinner was good .. pasta with sweet potatoes and veges .. : ) new flavour better than the bhse food~! helped to defrost the chicken for the chinese asian cuisine tmr..watched spirited away .. well .. i fell asleep half way through the movie :P cant help it

TUesDay
woke up .. joyce was already preparing pooridge .. as in chinese pooridge~!!i it was leftver from the rice and stuff so she put them toghetr and cooked pooridge ..she's awesome~!! anyway.. we had a short session of water safety which was kinda boring but i guess it would be helpful if accident happened which i really hope it wouldnt. . then they thought us how to wear a life jacket in the water which we already knew how to during swimming lessons .. and the fun bit was climbing into a life raft tat was set up in the pool .. which had a hole ~~!!! .. water kept coming in and we were sorta sinking .. it was great fun staying inside it .. out of the chilling cold water and relaxed there ..but we were wrong ..the coach and teachers kept pouring bucket loads of water into our life raft .. we had forgotten to close the cover~!! we hold on to it really tightly..~! hhee till they stopped .. lunch~!! we had vietnamese wraps .. well .. joyce was the cook again .. we had mihun, prawns, hoisin sauce, lettuce, cucumber, cheese and a few other variety .. we had to dip the wrap thingy into hot water .. when it turned soft and kinda transparent .. open it up and add the filling inc hoi sin sauce.. then wrap them up ,, and EAT~! ..it was really good .. shall get the recipie from joyce and teach mum to make it~!! : ]_ yumm .// .. went sailing after lunch with dishes all cleaned .. it was kinda slow and not really advernturous .. but it was good cos i sailed in a sailing boat~ and i steered it~!!!!!!!! with white sails like the boat in poccahontas .. hehehe .. also .. we "were the crew .. not passengers " i've took heaps of pic there ... weather was kinda cold even though there;s sunlight .. >.< went back to the campsite and helped out with asean dinner group~!! we had fried rice with chicken wings and miso soup .. i contributed to cookin chicken wings and miso soup ~!! watched mcdull at nite.. once again i fell asleep in the middle of the show >.< ..

WeDnEsDay

bacon for breaky in the morning
it made us late and got complained by the scuba group for not cleaning the plates which wasnt true at all for the dirty dishes wasnt ours .. hated the scuba group ppl .. >:P but bacon was awesome and all the cleaning up was all rewarded .. we were praised for effeciecy .. : ) but we were late for scuba diving sessions .. X<
scuba diving
it started with a theory lesson ..then practical ..it was awesome .. but something rather stupid because we oni did it on the 4m pool .. but it was great experience gearing up in the scuba and actually know how to scuba dive.. "equalise the pressure and breathe" .. wanted to try it at the ocean if i have the chance ..
surfing
i reckon surfing rocks ... even though we had oni 2 hrs for surfing throughout the whole thingy .. but surfing rocks~!! i managed to stand up on the board without falling~!! applause for being so smart. . nard was so good~!! our coaches rocks too ... wanna do it again at lagoon~!!! real excitement !!
dinner was good as we ate out and no cooking need to be done .. we went to sorrento even though it was an hour drive as they have the best fish and chips there ... we took away and ate them at the beach .. with such glamourous view!~! 0.0 dun really wanna leave tat place when we were there .. just tat we had to and dun want others to wait for us .. so .. we had to . .. Wweeeeee hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaddddddddd toooooo ,,,......... >.< by the way .. i noticed something rather funny .. whenever we were on the car tralling from places to places .. all the asians who were sitting at front would be doozing off .. sleeping .. as for the aussies .. they would be happily singing to the radio .. : ]

ThUrsDay
we were supposed to snorkel in the morning then play tourist at sorrento .. but then .. due to the wind ..we had to change our plans ... we had to play tourist in the morning .. which scattered my dream of tanning myself~!! >,< .. how could anyone tan in the morning when the sun wasnt as warm in such cold morning~!! we went to Point Leo .. to "beach walk" .. we dint really beach walk iin my group .. we only walked for 100 m .. then sat down ..chat and played charade ... i collected some seashells and drew something on the sand out of boredom and also tot tat it was one of those things tat u do in the beach~! *.* anyway .. after the teachers power walked back .. we resumed our schedule ..play tourist at Flinders .. it was a small town with superb ice cream and lots of gallaries with a splendid op shop .. cheap stuff !! we bot mrs kennedy a present .. : ) she'll be leaving to arab or somewhere there .. so yeah ..
went back and had lunch .. mountain bread was prepared by my group .. easy stuff... yeah .. but not as yummy as watever joyce's group did though .. but still good .. after cleaning up .. inc washing dishes .. went for snorkelling at pope's eyes . a place tat i've been for my lifescience excursion .. was way better than last time as i'd seen more fishes compared to last time .. : ) there were big nice fishes .. : P and lots of marine life thingy .. we had to swim past this bundle of rocks and it was so hard with the tide coming in .. i was like struggling .. worse still when joyce were like pulling my leg.. i was like shit .. let go of my leg .. but after we made it through oni i realised tat her weightbelt had gone loose .. =.=! well .. no wonder .. we also saw a seal .. it swam and dive in with emily and katherine .. i heard it but i cant see it ~!! >.< missed it ~!! anyway .. we went to chinaman's hat again after all the snorkelling .. this time we got to play and swim with seals . but none of the seals wanted to play with us .. plus the weather and the water was like freezin cold .. it was understandable.. :P
at nite it was finally my turn to cook .. actually not cook .. bbq .. :P my group was supposed to but elena did most of the job with mr green .. suz was the main chef.. monica and i were just helping out ..she gave us something to do .. and then she was runnign to bbq and diced the veges and also the salad .. we skewed the capsicum and sweet potatoes to bbq .. was really good tat wendy ate tonnes and kept farting after tat //.. :P so funny how she sprayed deo to cover the smell .. h ehehe .. :P
we had movie every nite .. and well .. i fell asleep almost every nite except this final nite.. no way i'm goin to let myself fall asleep like tat~!! :P

FRidAy
bike riding wasnt as dull as i tot it would be .. it was sorta mt bike riddin .. with all the bumps and all the ups and downs .. damn fun ~!! but kinda scary at first .. well .. i crashed into trees 2 times .. but thankfully no one saw me crashing .. heheh ..or else it would be so embarassing~!! :P took heaps of pic ..
jessica was awesome .. she learnt how to ride a bike in a day~!! applause~!!
lunch was all the left over food .. was great even though they're left over.. mr green and suz cooked bacon and mushrooms for lunch while there was a slight shower delaying the riding .. but it was so yummy~!! dun mind eating camp food forever .. so good~!!!

packing up and cleaning up ..

mon- tackled my geo and history paper
tues- maths
wed- screwed up my english and science

after monday .. felt so slacked cos all the subjects tat need to study were over.. dint even feel like studying anymore .. but i still practiced maths .. my roomies and i did a timed practice exams thingy at nite .. tues was kinda slack cos finished our paper early but yet we werent allowed to go back to our room ..so i studied at the lower sit and sat at the swing .. later on .. when we were just relaxing ourselves.. pau spotted 2 disgusting worms ~!! squggling on the grass~!! O.o so shockingly disgusting ~!! but the gross bit was paige picked them up and fiddled with them~!!!!!! >.< .. and she almost threw it at us ~!! ewww ~!! pau shayna and i were like full on screaming .. she did tempt to throw it at us~! pau swore if she really did .. pau is gonna smack her .. hahahha~!! :P then paige chucked it to the garden bed .. we advised her to wash her hands but then she refused to do so .. which is kinda disgusting .. we tried to resume back to our studies .. but sui lyn and her 750pcs of jigsaw puzzle dsttracted us for 15 minutes .. then pau asked alot of questions bout ppl back home which was definately my pleasure to tell her ,.. :) i oni studied science the nite and totally left out my english .. the next morning which was wed .. our room woke up at 5 something to study .. (english for me) .. went into the room and took my exams .. >.< duno how i went but had a really bad feeling~! >.< science was much better but i was strugglin with a headache ... hard to focus properly .. but hopefully i did alrite .. 2.00 sharp~!! EXAMS were HISTORY~!!

thurs was jeshri's bday and we as her roomie had big plans comming up .. we plan to bake her a cake .. give her a surprise and of course a bday present ~! it was really funny though .. whole c2 and c3 ppl were tricking jeshri coming up with all sorts of weird stories tat jesh actually believed it~! : ) pau and i said we were goin to rowing training and joyce were at library .. but actually we were all at camberwell .. choosing her pressie and gettting all the stuff ready .. we planned to shock her by giving sparkles and fireworks cos she was so happily playing with them a week ago ... we strooled and walked up and down choosing jesh's pressie .. in the end we came to Bonds and bot this tiub bikini for her .. we all agreed tat it's very jeshri's style and hoped she liked it . then on the way back to the boarding hse , we met jeri at the tram station .. we all wanted to go to this op shop tat sells havainas for oni $5 .. when the tram stopped .. jeri was like full on running because she was scared tat the shop might be closed .. but luckily we made it on time .. pau and i were kinda disappointed because they dun have nice 1 .. T.T ..... wasted our effort .. but the stuff there are really cheap and kinda nice quality~!! hope they have new stocks :P //
went back to the boarding hse intime for dinner ..
at nite we were all busy preparing for jesh' big day .. C2, our neighbour was busy baking the cake .. then joyce made a really nice 3d card .. pau and i took various funny shots of jeshri with her face printed on the dolly's face \:P the dolly was terribly disgusting and scary ..... i'm so scared tat i dun dare to hold it .. oni pau held it .. i took the pics for her .. they all were binded into a book . after all the tiring preparations .. we all went back to sleep at bedtime .. jesh tot we were too tired to bother celebrating for her at 12 but actually we had plans .. HeHE .. at 11-ish .. we woke up and shooed her out of the room .decorated the room with shimers .. and Happy Birthdays ... she was at next door.. at 3 minutes to 12 .. asked her to come in again.. then .. she was followed by the cake .. u guys can imagined wat hapen next ..

quote from jeshri :" then surprise last night with sparklers and the works.plus bikini for present, also video taking of me unwrapping my present wrapped in many layers of newspaper with a serious time constraint.
being made to model bikini at ten while hoping that staff wouldnt walk in.
plenty pictures taken."

thurs nite .. we went to hang the sparkles at the swing despite the rain .. it was raining heavily all of a sudden and we all were going to give up ... but berah and i dint .. thankfully it wasnt tat heavy later .. we also had another trouble litting up the sparkles .. they just dont lit up .. we went indoor and lit them up ... WOW .. it's so pretty~! :) jesh was so shocked~!! and happy i guess.. we invited magz and joyce y. to play with us too .. took heaps of pics and had heaps of fun .. wanna do it again~!! mayb some other occasion with nice weather ..

friday we had our last camp meeting before goin on the camp which is like next week ~! how exciting~!! : ) we had to plan our meals as a group and buy them our own .. i've chosen to go on the aquatics camp .. which involved all sorts of marine activities .. FOR MALE READERS : PLS SKIP THIS FEW LINES if u dun wanna be disgusted .. well .. all the girls here are praying so tat we dun get our period during camp ... or else it'll be so disgusting and annoying plus troublesome .. course we had other alternatives : tampons ... well .. none of us had used it before and we dun wanna give up our virginity to a tampon >.< selah and hippee even demo to show us how a tampon worked`!~! .. it was really sickening .. so girls .. pls pray for me so tat i wont get my period so soon .. i'll seriously screwed up the camp and wont enjoy it if i get the headshot! so plx.. no period .. >.< ... anyway .. back to the camp meetin .. my group ( susanne, monica and yan) decided to do bbq .. elena, nard, jesssica wendy and joyce decided to do asian cuisine.. and the aussie .. katherine and emily decided to do italian .. well .,. it sounded really well planned but i wonder do they taste as good as they sounded?? i dunoo .. :P i went to camp shopping at boxhill with elena;s group cos monica and susanne are shopping at glen waverly which i dun haf transport to go back to the boarding hse.. everyone overspent the budget .. oh well.. wat's good food if it's cheap??? well.. really looking forward to the camp : )

sat ..i had my first rowing race which was crappy like shit .. aiks.. dun really wanna talk about it cos i screwed up the whole crew and wasnt fit enough~!! haihz.. sad case .. anyway .. after tat // pau and i went to boxhill cos her group needed to do camp shopping and i needed some retail therapy~! hehehe :P .. so we took a tram and train.. went there and not long later.. they arrived .. belah and hippee went shopping while we were eating lunch .. walked alot .. did a fair bit of shopping .. and looking out for camp stuff ..

camp *.* hope it's fun~! :)

such a pity thing : i have to find something console myself .
the song .. but it was good though ..so dun worry ..

i shall regain myself and forget bout the test that i stuffed up today in 1 minute
30 seconds
3
2
1
now ..

(recollect myself )

thanks for the people who supported my through my first exams .
rueyyng - ur msg was cute and encouraging
chunwei - i did try my best and thanks for the "force" heheh :P
chuxiang - ur mui is blur and not that smart .. u know it .. but it was really nice
jun hui - that was very comforting .. and i know wat i shall do
zhienwei - thanks for ur support .. tat's wat i need!

love ya guys all .. :P

"Who Knows?"

Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before

I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more

[Chorus]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Yeah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah

How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time

[Chorus]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?
Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?

Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day

So you go and make it happen
Do your best just keep on laughing
I'm telling you, there's always a brand new day

[Chorus]
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

current feeling: stuffed up .. :(

today just had my first 2 papers - geo and history..
i knew i just screwed it up .. i dint have enough time to check it .. well at least i finished it but still. .i dint get to check it .. who knows wat's going to get wrong ...so worried bout my other papers since the first 2dint do well .. normally. . or should i say lastime i still had time to check and read at least once.. and now. .not even once.. so freaking scared~!! especially in my english papers~!! >.< // ..............
wat can i do ?? nothing ?? wat shall i do? focus on my next exams.. easy to say but hard to act .. i know wat should i do but can i do it ?? i duno .. so so hopeless.. i duno wat will i tell others when i;ve got bad grades~!! >.< i dun wanna have bad grades~!! no one doees anyway /.. >.<

GOD BLesS me and everyone~!
*calming myself down*

anyway.. pau jesh and joyce woke up at 5 in the morning to study .. well .. not oni them .. as if everyone woke up early to study which kinda pressured me abit cos i havent really finished studyin science or geo .. but i had to sleep early as i promise jun hui and chun wei .. so i was like half awake and half asleep due to the light and the amount of noise .. but then .. soon enough i was asleep and dreaming again .. realising tat pau had made me a "tent" with the bunk bed and my clothes .. : )

Feeling: super worried

tmr;s my exams .,. and i'm so not prepared for it .~!! seriously .. i've been studying for 2 days .. and nothing seems to be in my head ..`!~! gosh~! how can i study like this ?? ineffiecient and time consuming .. i know if i were still in malaysia, i'll die cos of my study method~! how can i survive this coming exams?? i've tried really really hard but nothing tat can come out my head when i start doing the revision sheet.. HOW? HOW?????????? maybe i shall try to focus and try to concentrate~! lots of ppl placed high hopes and expectations in me .. but can i really fulfil it and not disappoint them ?? i really duno ..i really hope tat i can pass it with flying colour once more.. i know this time it's hard.. not as easy as the one before.. now with my shitty english and my slack attitude... how i can manage??

i'm just worried bout my history, geography and ENGLISH .. history ..i wanna keep up the past performance.. geo.. i wanna do better and maintain the A+ .. science. and maths . i want improvement .. english .. i just wan a B .. B will do .. not too greedy and it's not alot for me to ask 4 rite? haihz .. or is it me who is just pressuring myself?? .. i just dun wanna dissappoint ppl and wanna do my best ..

god bless me .. *finger-crossed*

Guys~!! NEED HELP HERE~!!!!!!
i'm trying to change my blogskin but i duno how. . any professionals who are willing to teach me pls tag me k ??
thanks lots and love ya~!

LoNG WEEKEND

well.. if most of u know wat's going on in melbourne ..it's nothing much but the melbourne cup.. it's the biggest bid in the world which ppl waste their money on the horses and everyone just pause to see this particular horse racing ... of course it's just more than horse-racing to the melbournist .. it;s about fashion when everyone dresses up .. ladies wear their hats and put on the dress .. men dress in suits.. it was indeed a fancy and interesting event every year ..

for me .. melbourne cup is nothing much but just another long weekend .. yet this one aint as enjoyable as the others as this one we all have to prepare for our coming exams .. which is next week .. >.< .. cant go n have fun ..cant slack around and cant be lazy ..or else will get scoldings .. and this time .. long weekend without edwin .. kinda quiet and different without him at aunty soon bee's hse .. first time he's not here with me cos he's having his major exams- vce .. sorta like spm .. (wish him luck~!! ) anyway .. this is a longer long weekend cos we have 4 days instead of 3 .. :) get out of the bhse .. :P

FRIDAY
i stayed with pau at balwyn .. we would be going for rowing so i stayed with her and car pool with her to go rowing the next day .. jesh was with us too cos her guardian couldn't take her on fri.. so ..2 of us stayed with pau. .. i'd been to her hse once and it was pretty much the same as last time .. after being dropped off by her sis .. we were welcomed by her 2 dogs: so jai(stupid boy) and ling lok(lemoncoke) .. haha .. they are so cute~!!!!!!!!! made me wanna have pets too!!
we helped her mum to sweep the verranda ... there were leaves everywhere and pau said if there was oni 1 person doing tat it's goona take 2 hours at least .. :P but with 3 of us .. it was clean and clear in 45 minutes (or even abit more) time // .. hehhe .. then we were awarded with chicken wings grilled by pau's sis - jacklyn ... yummm. .. but still prefer those one tat my mum made ... imcomparisonable .. :P
After tat .. we watched this really touching movie - "Armageddon" ... i watched it twice dee..once was when i was really young.. arund 9yrs old .. it was so touching tat i cried at tat young age .. which normally wouldnt happen to kids .. and i remembered when i asked ppl at school whether had they watched it // none of them said yes .. which brought back a lil memory about ski weekend when pau and tash ching first watched it .. they were pouring with tears .. anyway .. back to when pau,jesh and i were watching .. i tot i wouldnt cry cos i had watched it before and i dint cry at the second time .. but i was wrong .. i cried when her dad decided to take up the responsibility to bomb the asteroid ..so sad~!! :''( aiks .. sob sob .. towards the end .. we were called to set up the dinning table as pau's mum had the soup, curry and pasta ready dee .. and we just need to grill the chicken wings like wat jacklyn did and we could all eat..
THEN .. happened this hilarious thing .. we all patiently preheat the griller.. put in the chicken wings .. and set up the timer for 5 minutes ..then heat it for 2 minutes .. yupz .. after 7 minutes .. when we opened the grilelr ... the chicken wings werent cooked!!!!!!! we were so shocked and were all wonderin why and how to work tat thing .. but then .. we soon found out tat we dint turn the pwoer supply on .. how smart?~! :P ..
dinner was good .. we had pasta.. chicken wings.. mushroom.. curry.. soup ..etc. .was very heavy and filling .. :) bloated and satisfied .. her mum did put it heaps of effort in it. .. so thank u aunty~!!!
anyway .. we chatted and wandered around ..soon enough we realised tat we had to go to bed .. so .. 3 of us squashed together and go to sleep .. i fell asleep the earliest when they were still having their conversation .. they were chatting bout this and tat.. but i was too tired to be bothered and bearing i have to do ergo 1 km the next day .. i fell asleep sooon enough when jeshri was sms-ing her bf, hugh .. the whole nite - :0 my goodness!

SATURDAY
woke up early well cos we have rowing .. jeshri follwed us to albert park cos we were going to city after tat .. tammi told us tat she dint sleep the whole nite cos she was clubbing with sharlotte and steph keah ... well .. she seemed tired but she did her ergo pretty well .. i'm glad i dint go clubbing or else i'll be so dead ... not so strong like bammi .. :P anyway .. menaka joined our crew tat morning ..she was freaking annoying and our crew dislike her so we all disgust her as much as we could and the coach just kept quiet .. hehehehe :P so funny .. :) then when karen cox us .. we crashed into this tree branch~!! haihya .. hehe..but it was funny ...
AFTER ROWING .
we went to the city .. we shopped at supre and i bot this denim skirt ..i;m not sure whether i'll be wearing skirts anot .. but i guess i need one .. just in case .. :P if u're lucky , u may see me wearing it // .. after tat .. we bot boost juice(drink) ..this lady took our drink and the staff misplaced our order .. so we got a large juice instead of the regular and kid size tat we ordered .. and we got this free voucher because of it ..:) untung lor .. hehehe
then we went to VICTORIA MARKET ..
jesh wanted to buy her hp string cos hers broke which reminded me of mine .. jy and yeen promised me to get one for me .. i bot strawberries to bring to aunt soon bee hse.. we shopped around ... looked as if we were tourists ..and i bot suga lollies for those we loved it .. :) we walked around and pau's socks started slipping off .. so she bot new ones ..but they still slipped off .. oh well =.=! was her response like .. also .. i bot a pair of trackies for $10 .. i liked it .. so it's kinda worth it .. thinking of wearing it at taiwan when it's cold ~!! then we bot hot donuts .. yummmmm .. and had hotdog with chilli and mustard sauce for lunch .. yumm yumm ... mustard taste quite good~!!! jesh said tat's the oni stall tat she know in melb tat sells hotdog with chilli n mustard. . wonder is tat true ..
Went back to the city ..
i 4gotten tat i need to get my camera from cousin francis but he wasnt there and no one knew where the camera was.. so i had to go back again .. and jesh bot a pair of havainas for camp .. it's a pair ok pink and white pokka dots one .. kinda cute ..suits her.. went back to pau's place after tat ..
her mum fetched me to boxhill to catch a bus back to my guardian;s hse .. i was carrying this massive bag tat i tot i looked as if i was escaping or runnign away .. hahha .. anyway.. the bag was so heavy tat the strap broke~!! but i still had to carry it .. nvm .. train my muscles .. hehehe :P
the bus ride was alright in the beginning but when it was my stop ..it almost crashed~!!! i almost fell forward when i was like directly behing the driver.. my face hit the glass. . so painful~!! but i'm alrite now .. hope the driver realise his mistake .. made me hit my face~!! pAIN 1 ar.. >.< he was kinda shocked too .. :P
Had dinner with aunty soon bee and her frens ..

SUn
went to library and study with jon after chinese school.. see i'm so guai .. and also 4 those who dint believe tat i was actually studying can ask jon .. dun play play ar.. :) was studying over the rest of the weekend .. so so so guai leh~! :)

COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current feeling : hands are cold .. want a heater or someone kind enough to warm me up .. >.<
current song : everytime - britney spears


today's was freezing cold.. seriously .. so cold tat u just feel like cuddling in yr bed and stay indoor and not go for school or anyway .. sadly this is not wat life seems to be ..

early in the morning woke up at 5.25 .. well u guessed it rite .. i had rowing .. the weather was still alrite in the begining when we were inside the bus .... oh ya ,, we saw two rainbows at the sky when we were in the bus .. there was a big one and a fade one .. it's arch is so big and obvious ,..so gorgeuos .. but as we are nearer and nearer towards the lake .. damn it .. it started raining again .. drizzle drizzle ... then all of a sudden - pouring !!
it was still ok when there aint any wind .. when the wind blew .. the lake water was like a rough sea .. seriously no joke ~! so our coach decided to have a stretch first while waiting for the "shower to pass" ... 15 minutes later . . we had to rain in the light rain .. but it was so cold!!! my fingers and hands were like icy cold .. wanna know how it feels like?? stick ur fingers into the fridge for 5-10 minutes .. then take it out .. tat;s how my hands are now like .. >.< but it's ok .. when u know ur whole crew is suffering the same thing as u and they're not complaining ..despite the cold .. so i guess i did survive through it .. we rowed oni for a while cos before we were through .. it started pouring and lightening was dashing by .. so cold and wet this time !!
we were asked to steer back and go for the landing but then our landing was taken by the faster crew~! aiks .. we had to turn it around again .. plus .. the wind was blowing like crazzy !!! the water was so choppy tat the boat was rocking al the way .. not funny.. could have fall in .. and froze but our crew so smart course we dint .. anyway ..when we landed .. we were like soaked wet .. and it was rainin none stop .. as my whole crew are boarders we din bring extra clothes nor towel .. so .. when we got up the bus .. u can imagined wat happen ... cold n wet~@

actually it was fun though .. not the cold n wet bit .. after tat i think it's kinda fun .. and i wanna do it again .. *secretly laughin evil-ly* went and took a shower when we reached bhse ..

the rest of the day was freaking cold .. everyone was shivering .. wasnt really a good day ..

i'm kinda nervous .. exams drawing near .. and i SO not prepared for it ,.. die..

in short this was wat happened in my weekend ..

ROWING
nothing much happened at rowing as usual. .. but i dint go back straight to the boardin hse as i've got stuff to collect and phone to fix in the city .. had breaky with karen .. my senior and my crew ..

CITY
repair phone .. this taught me an important lesson .. never let any trainee attend u in this kind of places where they require technician .. they never know wat's going on and they cant help u but taking up most of ur time ..wanna activate my mms also cant make it .. such sad case . made me waited for an hour + // aiks ,, waste of time and cx was complaining how late i was and stuff .. tat stupid phone center;s faults!

LUNCH WITH JON'S PARENTS
his parents were here ..tat;s why he invited us to this restaurant and yum cha ..it was located somewhere near my bhse ..so i rushed back to shower ( which also got complained by cx for taking up time) .. but i rowed course it's best if i shower lar ... rained in noon .. make us wet upon arriving the restaurant .. but we heated up by eating dim sum and stuff .. was realy good ..met his guardian and his family frens .. cx was like kept eating n eating oni .. :P greedy !~!


Sunday was really special ..
YOU'RE THE RUN THAT I WANT
mandy n i joined the 10km run ..something similiar to malay mail big walk .. had to run 10km instead of walkin 7kms .. but it was really rewarding at the end with the nike free t shirt and all the yummy food waiting for us at the finish line .. the experience was priceless ..dint regret tat i joined .. there were like more than 5000 ppl joining .. so u can definately imagine how massive the event was ..

the yr 12s are leaving very soon .. they're sorta graduate .. but not really as they havent really finished their exams .. stilll they have study leave and probably these few days would be their last few days of school. ..

it kinda reminds me of the majlis perpisahan back home but it's very different here and there ..

FINAL NIGHT in the boarding hse .
their theme was olympic games .. it was really funny how they had torch litting ... olympians .. and stuff .. as there was quite a bit journey to walk from the boarding house to the lecture hall .. the yr 12 pretend as ghosts to scare us off .. and they also had the pop up thingy .. :P .. had a bit of a fright .. but it was so funny .. later. . after they announced the awards of the year .. we watched a video taken by the year 12s .. as a memory of their stay or a tradition thing .. so in 2 years time .. i may be doin tat as well .. heheh :) the movie was really funny with phua chu kang and the boarders idol .. and lots of black humour and really idiotic funny scene .. :P anyway .. it was really good .. and the soundtrack was good as well .. it ended around 11-ish ..everyone was kinda tired and had to go to sleep early cos the next day would be their muckup day .. sadly ..there was a prank when tisha and vannesa ran out ddt .. they thew a stink bomb at our corridoor~!!! it was seriously so stinky !!! but then fearny made them blew it and sprayed air freshener ..

FINAL MORNING!!
"wake up wake up" . .. the yr 12s were awake and singing and blowing their whistles to wake us up .. chloe was singing in a terrible tone .. i guess no one could go back to sleep after the amount of noise created .. almost every1 jumped up and went to the lawn ..it was freezing cold but we still got splashed cos we were late..imagine how cold it is ..
we played lots of games tat morning .. fun but wet and dirty ..
firstly they had to identify our team as we dun haf any uniform .,,so they put make-up on us .. gel our hair ..shaving cream and toothpaste all over every1 .. it was really dirty and grousome .. after tat .. they made us slurped this jelly thing which tasted really sweet .. every chs ppl would know wat to do .. spit it out when no1 was watching .. hehehe . . i dint slurp as much as others did .. which i reckon was a good thing .. then we had to do this rope thingy .. we had to tie ourselves up using the rope going between each n every member's shirt .. it was really tickling when the rope passed ur body .. anyway ..it was kinda easy becos tammi came up with a really smart way to make it go faster //.. then we had to go to 2 tubs of dirty muddy yucky water which was filled with soil and grass and watever tat we might not wanna know .. we had to bob apples and pear .. the other tub even had food in it and we had to stick our feet and hands in to find 20cents ..it was so dirty tat seriously u cant find anything in there ... ! oh ..there was this giant slide at the oval . with soap all over on it .. it was really fun but too bad when it came to our turn .. there aint any soap left .. and we can slide down~! >.< but it was still cool though!
lastly .. it ended up with water fight .. u guys can imagine wat happen lar .. we juniors even tried to wet our seniors with muddy dirty water which they used for apple bobbing .. but the tub was too heavy and tat's y we failed ... >.< but it was great fun .. :)

breakfast tat day was the best ever .. we had hot breaky and the combination of almost every hot breaky tat we could get for the entire year .. when the dish was served .. every1 was like gobbling and stuff .. it was really good~! this kinda occations happened so often in chs but yet it happen oni once a year here .. sob sob .. >.< but it was great !

feeling: guilty .. sorry .. >.<

hmm .. havent actually updated my blog for a long time .. now tat i realised and noticed .. oopz .. well ..actually i've a really good reason for it ~!! see my mum, sis and bro .. technically every1 is here except for my dad .. so i was kinda busy enjoying our reunion ..tat;s why i dint have time to update this blog .. so ...thousand appologies ya~!! actually .. i'm a busy girl~!! :P

SWIMMING SPORTS

on tues .. which was like a week ago .. we had our annual swimming sports. . overheard that it was gonna be really boring but then it turned out to be better than i expected .. coz firstly i wasnt in any of the competition and i didnt have to be nervous .. :P hehehe ..and the other part was tat i was staying and cheering for my hse-rosslyn with mandy and sally.. i found it more fun when i was cheering with them rather than doin nothing .. when we got bored ..we drew some cheer on each other's hands. . it was kinda funny .. we walked around in this stadium which i hadnt been before .. it's somewhere next to our rowing place.. and it was really really humongous .. seriously u could get lost in it . but it was really nice as in new and modern .. oh ya~!!! something really funny happened .. i was at the first row on the way there ... mandy and i took a few pics ... and while we were taking .. somehow .. my slipper fell into the steps ..~!! luckiily the doors were closed and directly after it's opened .. i ran out for it ~!! phew .. luckily no one except mandy saw it .. or else it would be damn embarassing~!! >.< yupz .. fearny-head of boarding was late for lunch . .. around 20 of us were waiting for her to arrive.. and lunch wasnt tat good anyway ..cos it was just plain sandwich and juices with a big biscuit ..and i duno why after eating it .. my tongue was so sweet .. but we dun have any money to buy some chips or salty food .. or mayb i'm just a big eater~!! :P jesh, tammi, hippe swam tat day .. we cheered for them despite our hses ... and they did a wonderful job~!! soon after they announced the winers -balmoral .. and rosslyn came 4th .. we went back to the boarding hse .. the bus trip back was something similiar to my bustrip during badminton matches .. i was sitting with megan and we chatted quite a lot .. :)

WEDNESDAY

hmm .. i guess nothing much happened .. went for rowing in the morning .. i found out something very fascinating .. i read faster and absorbed whateva i read easier in the bus than in my room .. so i've decided that i'll just bring on my history readin material or any other reading stuff to rowing bus trip // cos normally i just looked out at the scenery outside which i
've kinda bored of.. but now.. i've got something better to do -read!! hehehe .. but i missed out on 20 minutes of catching up with the sleep~!! >.< and my hands are starting to have blisters .. aiks .. it's not a very nice thing to be seen as it is now very disgusting and kinda painful when i stretched it .. have to come up with some good idea to prevent it ..

FAMILY ARRIVED MELBOURNE ~!! yeah~!
:)

Mum and sis Arrived Melbourne~!!! it was a very special day and a day tat i've been looking forward to since the begining of the term .. :P cos they are coming and i'm sorta alone here .. if they come here means i'm not that lonely anymore .. :) i guess u guys understand my joy rite? heheheh ;0 anyway .. went to look for them directly after school's over.. but abit delay cos i've forgoten this and tat and stuff ..yeah ..so .. went out with sarah cos she was going home to camberwell as well ..so .. go together lor .. got ppl to accompany me 1/3 the journey mar .. anywayz. .. after sarah went down the tram .. i was basically alone on the whole tram ride.. took out my md and started listening to it .. in the mean time i was doozing off ... something really stupid happened.. i was kinda half asleep so when i reached this place called elizabeth st .. i saw the building saying "Mecure hotel" .. so i was kinda blur even though i knew tat my mum was stayin at swaston st .. i went off directly without second thoughts .. and then .. ya .. i asked the receptionist to check and try to hunt for my mum's name. . and no matter how hard he tried .. there was none .. oh well -.-! i wasnt suprise at all .. so i got back up the tram and went to swaston st .. found the right hotel .. "Mecure Welcome Hotel" so .. undoubtly went in ... saw my mum sleeping at the couch while waitn for nme ,, ..*.* so happy~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
went upstairs to their room ..saw sis and bro .. :) happy happy ~!! the hotel wasnt tat greaT but who cares~!!!!!!! anyway .. went out for lunch at this red silk restaurant ... mum said the food was alrite .. and there were mostly teenagers who went there .. had my chinese food for the first time of the term .. yumm .. fried noodles .. porridge .. rice, ,, and alot more~!! yummmmmmmmm.... :) went and walked around after tat .. was great fun !@@ @@

Sat ..
i had rowing in the morning so i was up very early .. with my back aching cos the position i slept probably wasnt tat comfy as we 3 people squashed in 2 beds .. anyway .. my blister popped and it was very painful tat it wasnt funny .. >.< my hands are literately like the construction workers hand. . but i guessed we improved a bit from the beginning when all of us were out of time .. and our coach- john was the cox .. he steered the boat for us .. i guess he was a bit courageous as he stood up in the middle of our row just to tell us the correct technique .. it was really hard to balance and it must be so scary as anyone could just fall into the water. . :P karen wasnt there tat day cos of her brother and some stuff.. so anisha took her seat .. i no longer cox cos anisha is now fasting and she dun haf strength anyway .. so .. i'm in 2nd seat .. stroke side .. :)
after rowing i went back to the hotel and took a shower. .. after tat .. guess what i did - slept .. not very suprising yeah?~!!! hehehe .. i slept for like 2 oor 3 hours .. i was lazy to wake up but i had to or else i wouldnt have any good lunch .. went to a restaurant near the time zone .. called chatter box where u get cheap yummy food plus desert for really cheap ... :P it was recommended by cx .. so u guys can guess how reasonable priced it was.. after tat ..went to walk around the city .. tried to shop something cheap and nice but sadly .. none of them looked good on me .. so i dint managed to get any .. but instead .. i bot 4 sushi rolls for me n my family .. waited for them to come back so tat we can eat together .. as i was planning where to have dinner .. i met my seniors from boarding hse inc. hui ying, ruth , sharlotte, charlene and steph k .. they came to city to buy gifts for the committee and captains who would be leaving soon .. they invited me to have dinner with them .. which was something very nice .. i ate with them in some chinese restaurant .. guess wat i ordered?? nothing much better than -hainan chicken rice.. hahaha .. something not very special indeed . .but oh well .. wat to do .. it's the hawker kinda food that i missed the most. . so ..even though it's very expensive. .still ... it's worth it~!! went back to the hotel and showered after dinner .. waited for mum sis n bro to come back .. they returned quite late. .about 10.30 .. they said penguin parade was freezing cold but they had fun which was wat i was glad to hear .. we planned to have a cup of coffee initially but then ... we didnt cos every1 was too tired .. >.< so .. it was postponed and cancelled. . we did something more interesting - sleeping.

SunDAy ..

at first everyone tot tat i would be going to chinese school ..even me myself tot tat i would be going as well .. but then ..in the end i was too lazy ,, :P i woke my mum up just to have breakfast with me at the hotel .. then we chattered and caught up alot . . which made me feel reluctant to go to chinese school .. which i would have to take an hour of train to and from .. plus .. we were going to meet up with my cousin and yum cha at the chinese restaurant .. food .. which made me feel more like wagging chinese classes. .. :P so noti yeah .. but then .. it was worth it ..just to spend more time with family and relax .. :) heheh ..then my cousin seng .. brought us to this restaurant in china town to have dim sum and all the yummy gourmet food~! after that . .. we went to their hse and planned to visit their grandparents .. but they werent in ..so we stayed in my couz hse .. leong showed us this hilarious chinese movie .. a prank version of "mou kan dou" ... damn funny ... then we went back to our hotel in the city ... planned to meet up with my guardian but too bad she was busy and i had to meet her oni at the exeat weekend .. so .. we decided to have a cup off coffee in a cafe near qv -chocolate bar or something .. yupz .. it was a really special cafe .. their theme was all about choc .. firstly .. they have a sakeo .. where u cook ur own hot chocolate .. as in .. they give u a pot kinda thingy .. with a candle below .. heating up the milk and u have to keep adding the chocolate depending how sweet u want it to be .. :P the straw was very fascinating. . it was made of metal .. and it's sorta like a spoon and a straw combined together .. we also ordered a fraco or duno wat;s its name. .which is fresh strawberry dip into choc .. deeelllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiciiooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .. seriously .. it was really good !! yumm .. oh ya~! we met edwin there too ... *.*
had dinner with my other cousin from my mum;s side .. he has share in this restaurant in china town that i oni knew tat day even though i've passed by so many times .. !! anyway .. ya .. he bought us dinner which was italian food .. was very bloated and filled after tat .. while i got off the hotel .. jon saw me at the other side of the road .. duno how come or why he saw me .. but he did .. i tot i heard someone familiar but i hardly could recognised him due to his super long hair .. he was going to have dinner at somewhere nearby ..so later on .. brought my mum to meet up his parents .. they chatted for quite a while outside the restaurant .. but i had to rush back to the boarding hse :'( .. jon told me they chattered for about an hour plus .. hmm wonder what they chat bout leh?~! anyway .. had a really really great weekend but felt very sad as it was too fast and i had to say goodbye to them again! i've now decided tat i hate parting and goodbyes!!!!

happy birthday to all the october babies .. this includes ..
michelle(3.10) my sister .. lok yee. (11.10) kamyu, chongshen(18.10) and siow min (30.10) if i'm not mistaken ..and to all those who i dint mention ..sorry if i forgotten bout it k ..dint mean too .. but just wanna wish u guys a happy happy birthday~!!

today ... i'm so sorry to all those people tat i'd promised tat i would be tough .. cos i cant make nor fufil what i promised .. this time.. i dint cry for myself .. or my homesickness ... but this time i cried for a parting .. a parting tat we may oni meet up say... by miricale or by purpose organisation?? or else.. i guess.. we could hardly ever meet again .. her name is joenah ..she was my ex-roomate, i guess..she's my best fren in australia lift me up when i was down.. treat me as wat my malaysia frens treated me .. but now ..she;s in brunei .. so far away .. but yet so close .. someone says tat it;s oni a flight away .. but yet ..it aint easy for me to go there .. moeny . parents and stuff.. aikz .. i dun really want her to leave me alone here in this boarding hse .. i need her support and at least her to cheer me up.. she's the reason of my laughter... we used to do a lot of stuff together .. when she was my roomate .then after the room-change.. although we werent as close as the time when we were roomies. . but still we went shopping together .. and we still do heaps of stuff togehter .. it's very comforting to have her around .. she is just like some1 back home and how i would be like when i was at home.. but now. .she's gone ..and everything is so quiet.. i felt so down .. not really knowing wat to do .. >.<

i hope i can be strong and carry on .. i wanna be strong and carry on ..

yo!~!

feeling : such a pig

i woke up early for rowing today .. as our crew have an extra person .. (which is me) .. so the coach asked me to skull .. it was very much similiar to rowing just tat skull has to oars and there;s oni one person in the boat instead of 5 normally .. it was very hard to balance .. and kinda scary .. i was so worried tat i might fall into the water ,,but thankfully i didnt. . i was coached by the head of rowing .. (pride .. pride .. *.*) heheh ... and an experienced skuller.. alex ..
she tot me how to skull correctly and the golden rule of skulling tat is not to let go of ur oars ..1!!! ...once.. i nearly let go mine ..and they were both screaming not to let go or else i'll fall in .. :) hahaha.. i quickly hold tight to it mann .. it was great fun .. !! but then i prefer rowing ..as it is more of teamwork.. and u wouldnt be alone!

after rowing .. i was so tired tat after a shower.. i dropped and fell asleep for less than a minute ... and slept for 4 hours!! after i woke up // i ate .. i felt such a pig cos all i did was just eating n sleeping the whole day .. >.< not funny !! all the rowing workout would just be gone after tat.. so sad~!! >.<

something really funny happened last nite .. while i was toking to jonathan on the phone .. i was too tired tat i fell asleep~!! hehhee .. he was playin zhang dong liang;s "dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui?" song .. it was really nice but i was too tired .. so funny ~@!hahha .. he told me tat he was screaming n yelling at the other end but i was too dead to hear him .. i oni heard him when he out down the phone and called me again (we were using mobile phone) :P .. goodness.. so embarrassing~! :P

happy camping and telematch to qm n guides ..
good luck to scouts campfire

feelings: tired, exhausted

probably most of u guys know tat i'm joining rowing for the last term rite? well .. since tat i've got a keen interest and motivated by it .. i'm gonna continue it despite the EXPENSIVE fees tat's gonna cost one of my airticket .. >.< but rowing was something new and i always wanted to try .. there wasnt anything like this in malaysia .. and partially .. i can tell my frens tat i've rowed before !~! hehehe :P but the main reason is tat i wanna keep fit and loose the weight .. as rowing is damn energy consuming .. more than i ever tot it would be ..

we have trainings every mon, wed, fri and sat mornings and thurs afternoon .. in the mornings.. we have to wake up at 5.20 to catch the bus tat was gonna leave at 5.45 .. then it'll take another 1hr to reach there .. after that.. either we start rowing in the water or we;ll have land fitness training or ergo or maybe something else // .. but it aint easy work ..
last wed.. we had our first training .. pau and i was still trying to decide whether to join or not to join as it requires alot of commitment .. then at nite ..we made up our mind to go .. then ..wed morning. . off we go .. we went on the water rowing .. my crew was made up of karen kwok (yr 11 senior) , pau, tammi and i .. anisha was the cox (someone who steers the boat) and later on she swapped with tammi .. we had heaps of fun .. our coach was a very nice lady .. then we went back to school ..
thurs after school training was hyper tiring .. i had my muscles aching till now .. we did fitness .. we had to run .. push up.. squats .. sprints .. did this continuously for an hour non stop ..well ..as for me .. i'm among the not fit group .. which took 3/4 of my life off dee doing all this tiring stuff >.< i was the slowest of all .. and was so exhausted after tat .. it was so embarassing like how not fit i am .. compared to the aussie ..
today .. we did rowing on the water . .. we were split into groups .. and accourding to karen .. the boat tat we were about to take was very crappy .. i kinda dun belief it .. but then after rowing for a while . i understood ... it was hard to balance .. and the oares were like wood hard .. ~!! they made my hands rough and blistered ~!!!! .. but it was fun .. despite waiting in the cold for the bus arrived late!! .. the teachers forgotten to book the bus~!! how could they ??we froze in the wind for 15 minutes ~~ >.< but we did get there and managed to row for an hour or so .. and we rowed more than we normally do .. but the funniest part of all is tat the boat never go in a straight line?~! weird .. we nearly crashed into the ducks once~!! hehehhe ..
rowing was cool ~! literately freezing cold ~! tmr have training ..have to organize transport ..troublesome ..

homework : .. tonnes of them .. science ..history assignments and stuff.. but then .. my worst fear is still english ~!!!!!!!!!!! .. cant fail it .. must get better grade than a B .. normally i get C or D .. desperately hoping tat i can get a better grade for this coming exams~! then i'll be very happy dee .. so many stuff to be worried of .. >.<



i cant get used to the boarding hse without joenah ~!! it's so different ..

i miss home
i miss my frens ..

back to square 1 .. anywayz ,. it wasnt as bad .. just tat i was making it sound so bad . . nothing much happened on the first day of school .. especially when i have pe and double life science. .

i kinda cant wake up this morning .. my eyes were painful and shut tightly .. but i made it after a while .. i've gotta tidy up my bed later .. very messy with lots of tissue last nite .. not tat i'm gross. .but just tat i'm depressed and sad and it was late at nite .. so .. kinda lazy as well . .
it was all jon's fault !!! he started it @!! but he was very patient and nice to tok to him and trying to cheer me up .. but then .. he forbid me from looking at my photos n replyin sms at nite ... cos according to him . .i would feel even worse .. which i may have agree .. so i did wat he said .. and called cx .. he was crapping all the way , and made me forgot the fact tat i was away .. cos he kept bullyinh n teasin me .. but they somehow made me think of home .. the food n ppl ..aiks .. but i was alrite ,, :P

boarding hse food was bad .. not as good as msia definately .. and today our menu had a new look .. it was checkeed so tat it;s healthy .. anywayz, we had muffin today .. it kinda remind me f zhien wei cos he said to bring him back a muffin .. :P ppl are almost back from hols .. but joenah wasnt here .. she's not gonna be .. i miss her .. and things were very different without her /.. seriously VerY different ..
wat the sayings are really true : u wont treasure some1 unless they're gone .. just like frens n other relaitionships .. but i'll still wish her luck n all the best .. i'm gonna miss this crazy, pretty .. girl .. >.<

feeling : not so good. .kinda crnky.. wanna cry out loud yet dreading for the coming hols

safely arrived today ..was kinda tired .. the flight was slightly delayed and was kinda bumpy but it was alrite ... watched "white chicks" which wasnt shown in msia yet .. was stupidly funny .. and also a romance movie becoz there wasnt any other choices .. but i dint get to watch the ending~! aiks .. u know wat/? they are screening "terminal" and " dodgeball" ..but it was oni at the return trip .. oh well =.=! i sat on the aisle seat,, not the perfect window seat tat i alwayz wanted but it was better than middle seat ..
sat with this man who was goin to get married .. he was really nice and kinda fatherly ..

well .. not to worry u guys but ..err .. i cant control my tears ~! i was about to be ok but then some1 triggered it of me .. i was feeling hippy and ok initially but then as i called and tok .. the few lasts one made me cry so badly ..and of course saying bye to my family members too made my tears flowed .. it was so embarassing.. i dint want it to happen but still .. "it's just emotions .. taking me over.." >.<

i'm still considering whtether should i join rowing .. it is so expensive ... my parents dun like me doing it but i wanted to do it .. it's gonna keep me fit and disciplined .. :P not tat i'm not .. hehehe /.. any ideas /?

also .. i'm very sad upon joenah's departure .. joenah was once my roomate and we were very close ! but now..she;s gonna go back to brunei and not coming back anymore to study in australia .. i know she;s gonna be happier there as her frens n family are there ..she's not going to be as happy in australia as in brunei .. it;s for her happiness .. i dun want her to go.. but i know tat i cant be selfish ..i know tat things would be different // it was so sudden .. i still cant believe she's doing this .. i miss her .. :(

i've unpacked .. my room is in good neat conditions ..

actually .. this may sound ridiculous but even though i just reached here today .. i',m wanting to go back already .. so lookin 4ward for the hols .. not in a mood to study as my mind is filled with hols n frens n families ..where i would be home .. but i know tat i'll have to be patient .. and hopefully with my frens here .. we;ll all make it through///....

hey guys //

i'm currently very into rowing ..and also i;m kinda worried bout tmr .. sorry bout not replying mails and not updating this .. i'm seriously very stressed and very busy ... just tmr .. i had to do my oral as i wanna get over it and dun wanna think about it anymore. .also i'll be doing my science test as well as science assignments which are due next term but i wanna finish them of and let them be my least worry .. i had my essay in class today .. it was really bad but i cant be stuffed anymore .. was really a stressful week with heaps of assignment and test and preparattion to do .. not to forget tat it's going to be end of term .. whether u like it anot .. u have to clear up everything..literally everything .. ~!! and i havent done anything ..

tmr have to waake up at 5 .. going to row in the morning .. have to sleep early. . rowing was seriously great fun .. u get team work .. and techiniques .. u have to be in time .. i missed it once .. it aint good ~! .. after waking up at 5 // and found out tat the bus left without u was damn frustrating// hopefully i can make it tmr morning .. aiks .. hopefully i get to row full crew tmr .. : )

i'm in a really positive mood now .. hate to do it but had to do it .. so hopefullly tmr can go past faster .. i'll be so busy tmr tat i'm dead tired by the end of it .. hopefully tmr will pass by fairly quick .. and i'll be a happy carefree girl !@@

rowing
saturday .. i went to rowing for the first time of my life~!! it was great fun and was way better than i expected. .. we woke up way earlier than we normally would .. esp amazing for jesh .. she always wakes up at 8 something during school days .. how could she make it for weekends when we have to wake up at 7+ ... the staff ffind it weird but i think if most of us were making heaps of noise .. i dun think she can stand it and eventually she had to wake up anywayz .. hehhe .. so . yeah .,. we caught the bus and off we went to albert park at the city .. it took us about an hour to go there .. we had a short briefing from the coach .. it was pretty cold when we were there despite the sun shinning .. also .. we had our warm up but it dint help much .. after that we went on the "oga" or i call it a rowing excercise machine .. the experienced rowers tot us the correct technic to row and how we should put our hands, leg and body together .. it was great fun~! .. i learnt alot there . then after that. .we went to carry out our boats from the storing place .. it wastn light at all .. it was REALLY heavy .. it took about 16 people to carry 1 boat .. and it;s all about team work .. we dumped the boat into the water .. and then i'm amongst the lucky 1 tat got into the boat and row !! .. it was seriously different from other sports .. u have to worry about 1 more thing - balance and not to fall into the water .. it was kinda terrifying .. but it was alrite .. i enjoyed it .. time past really fast.. not long after tat .. we get to go home~
wed we had another rowing session .. it was at 6.15 when we had to get up at 5+ as the bus leave at 5.45 ... mandy pau n i woke up .. we actually managed to wake up .. but the saddest part was we missed the bus becoz we were busy grabbing food and totally ignored the time .. the bus went past mandy n my face whereas pau was at the dining room .. aiks .. so sad case .. ~!! >.< we decided to go for a swim instead becoz the aquatic center was opened .. the guy in the aquatic center was shocked at our earliness .. hahaha. . it was kinda waste tat we missed the bus .. but then at least we went for a swim tat wasnt tat frustrating .. : )

cousin's house
last sunday the 29th . was my cousin;s bday .. i went to their (both guy cousins) hse to celebrate leong's bday .. he turned 16 this year. . same age as i am .. i went there after chinese school by train with a hungry stomach .. oni 2 sushi in my stomach .. however i cant satnd the hunger and the temptation and bot food to fill it up instead... bot him a cake in the glen near chinese school .. duno wat cake he like. .so i not a typical blue berry cheese cake .. reached ivanhoe around 2 .. cousin seng came and fetched me at the train statiion .. the moment i reached his hse. .it looked empty .. nothing much was there and it wasnt as homely as i tot it would be but i was wrong .. after a while .. we sang bday song and cut the cake.. i think the cake i bot was a bit too big.. too big for the 3 of us .. anyway.. after we each had 1 .. they stored it at the fridge .. it;s gonna last them for another week of desert .. then .. i got the chance to listen to jay chou's newest album but too bad i dint get the lyrics .. >,< cant realy understand wat it's singing .. heheh .. then .. leong brought me to a walk and to look around ivanhoe .. he said that he wanted an ipod and he showed me the nearest imac center .. then we went into blockbuster and looked at the cds and stuff .. then he bought himself hot coffee which he kindly offered me to have a sip .. we chated , catched up and fooled around .. just like the times when we were young and small .. childish and foolish .. :P but it was enjoyable// .. they asked me to stay back for dinner which i pleasurably agreed .. course i rather having dinner with them than the boarding hse food .. !! :P i phoned the bhse.. ms cox allowed me .. so :) i wanted to help them out in cooking but they dint allow me to .. but i did help abit of cleaning up .. seng cooked parsilo or P ... something .. a portugeese kinda rice .. which was something like risotto in the boarding hse .. but it was nicer with prawns and chickens .. with more love and devotion ... u know .. home cook food?~ yeah .. tat;s it . .. we also had wedges which leong was in charge of it .. it was yummy and crispy .. they both changed alot compared to lastime .. when we used to have fun together . . now. .they are grown ups and adults .. not kids anymore.. just like me .. we all grown up .. and they are so independent and are so close to each other it simply envies me .. i want my sis to be here with me too . .so tat i can cook with her ..take care of her and clean up the hse together as wat leong and seng did .. they depend on each other .. i can see their concern towards each other through their eyes when they were talkin in front where as i'm sitting at the back of the car when seng drove me back to the bhse. .. so sweet and so jealous of them .. i wouldnt mind not going home if i was on of them...

MERDEKA~! MeRdEkA ~! mErDeKa~ !!

this is the day when all malaysian have their hols and celebrating our independence day .. well ... not to crap on the history and stuff .. just to express how much i miss the patriotic atmostphere .. it;s kinda funny here like how excited we get once we found some1 tat actually can sing a few patriotic songs such as "wawasan 2020", "bahasa jiwa bangsa" " jalur gemilang" and "kerana mu malaysia" .. tammi and i were so excited when one of us started singing those songs.. we dun have a holiday here but just a malaysian lunch where we get to eat malaysian food and the money earned will go to charity ..
last night i was helping anisha to cook the vegetarian curry .. which was kinda shortcut way coz we were just chopping the vege and just added the packed kuah into the big pot .. and anisha the "main chef" was in charge of it .. where as me ... who arent so familiar with cooking malay food/.. just helped to cook the papadum .. not tough at all .. if i screwed it up .. i'm a total failure .. all i need to do was just put the papadum dough into the microwave .. heat it up for 30 sec and cool it down .. soon it'll be cripsy and yummy ~! how easy was it huh ?! anisha was like the head of it so she had all her say in it ... and when others tried to help out she just told them off .. which is something tat i'm not so fond of .. but then overall the cookig session was great fun and it took us the whole prep time .. which was a good thing or else i have to day dream the whole prep .. >.< .. okok .. back to today's lunch .. it was great . with lots of m'sian food tat i missed out for 2 whole months .. :O well .. at least some part of my desire is patially cured ~! hehehe ... we didnt had heaps of variety but enough to fill up our tummies .. we had vege curry, chicke curry , roti jala, mamak mee goreng, chinese fried beehun and papadum (i cooked them) .. hehe .. i can t stand the temptation tat i had seconds .,, i wasnt helping alot but just a fair bit .. i was in charged of drinks .. simple task .. make sure every1 has drink and pour cordials or tea to cups and tat;s it .. i also helped in stacking up chairs .. due to this .. i missed part of human relation .. which i shall explain below .. but it was great and i felt so patriotic .. like how i could never be this high just becoz of merdeka day.. i was humming and singing all the songs tat i would be embarassed to sing like negaraku and etc if i was back home but today i was singing it all day ..

MERDEKA~! MeRdEkA ~! mErDeKa~ !!

this is the day when all malaysian have their hols and celebrating our independence day .. well ... not to crap on the history and stuff .. just to express how much i miss the patriotic atmostphere .. it;s kinda funny here like how excited we get once we found some1 tat actually can sing a few patriotic songs such as "wawasan 2020", "bahasa jiwa bangsa" " jalur gemilang" and "kerana mu malaysia" .. tammi and i were so excited when one of us started singing those songs.. we dun have a holiday here but just a malaysian lunch where we get to eat malaysian food and the money earned will go to charity ..
last night i was helping anisha to cook the vegetarian curry .. which was kinda shortcut way coz we were just chopping the vege and just added the packed kuah into the big pot .. and anisha the "main chef" was in charge of it .. where as me ... who arent so familiar with cooking malay food/.. just helped to cook the papadum .. not tough at all .. if i screwed it up .. i'm a total failure .. all i need to do was just put the papadum dough into the microwave .. heat it up for 30 sec and cool it down .. soon it'll be cripsy and yummy ~! how easy was it huh ?! anisha was like the head of it so she had all her say in it ... and when others tried to help out she just told them off .. which is something tat i'm not so fond of .. but then overall the cookig session was great fun and it took us the whole prep time .. which was a good thing or else i have to day dream the whole prep .. >.< .. okok .. back to today's lunch .. it was great . with lots of m'sian food tat i missed out for 2 whole months .. :O well .. at least some part of my desire is patially cured ~! hehehe ... we didnt had heaps of variety but enough to fill up our tummies .. we had vege curry, chicke curry , roti jala, mamak mee goreng, chinese fried beehun and papadum (i cooked them) .. hehe .. i can t stand the temptation tat i had seconds .,, i wasnt helping alot but just a fair bit .. i was in charged of drinks .. simple task .. make sure every1 has drink and pour cordials or tea to cups and tat;s it .. i also helped in stacking up chairs .. due to this .. i missed part of human relation .. which i shall explain below .. but it was great and i felt so patriotic .. like how i could never be this high just becoz of merdeka day.. i was humming and singing all the songs tat i would be embarassed to sing like negaraku and etc ..

yo~!
i'm fine .. back to the normal life here .. glad tat some1 actually care about me~! :)
well .. last weekend met up with cx and jon .. went window shopping and ate .. jon is gonna attend his formal this weekend .. apparently he has to wear tuxedo and suits and stuff .. too bad i wouldnt be there to see it and photograph it .. :P
both of them were complaining tat they were hungry all the time .. gosh~!

sun .. went to melbourne uni .. they had this open day when the uni open for every1 to visit .. it was big and gave me this feeling tat i hope i'm a uni student ,,, but then on second thought, ,nah . maybe not .. too old .. i wouldnt wanna be tat old .. i just want time to froze back to last year .. but i've got no ability to do so .. anyway ..we went after chinese school ..then .. by the time we reached there .. it was about 1 .. went lookig around .. really big campus ..i guess it ;s gonna be a pretty good environment to study .. then maggie n i went to look for other stuff where as jesh, joenah, tammi, hippe, poks, and sarah went off coz they'd been there for an hour or more ..then .. all of a sudden .. it rained .. i assured u .. this isnt a nice rain tat will cool things down .. it freezes~!!
then we went to buy food to eat and to warm us up .. poor maggie hasnt have lunch yet .. but course i wouldnt starve myself lar .. then .. yeah .. nothin special ..

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http://www.trinity.unimelb.edu.au/
some1 asked me for it before .. now here u go ..

2 days ago . . my phonce got conphiscated for talking on it after lights off .. it happened like this .. pau wanted to ask for extension to do her english homework(if i havent mention it before, our english teacher is super stern and fierce.. she wants every1 to be punctual tat every recess ..we have to run to our lesson // with the food carrying on our hands and rushing to the classroom .. fearing tat she might be in there before us .. tat;s how scary she is) then .. mrs ganesh ( aka. mrs G) came in to turn our lights off .. while she allowed pau to work on it for another 1/2 an hour .. well ..tat's normally the time when i starts to talk on the phone .. i phoned cx ... and wanna ask a few questions as well as chat with him .. so there i go .. turning and tossing on the bed while talking to him .. i wanna ask him about the coming social which i'm stil at the waiting list to go to his school .. oh well ... i phoned him .. talked for a while .. tried to fix my handfree .. *they're alwayz tangled* oh well ..then .. suddenly .. mrs G came in and tapped on me .. OOPS // ! i'm for it .. i knew it .. my pphone was gonna get conphiscated .,.. but if i lied .. it'll be alrite .. but i wouldnt wanna lie to her .. she was just so nice and kind to us .. so i told her taht it was my fren and we were just chatting . . she took my phone away 4 24 hours .. it wasnt tat bad but i dint get to reply and send sms .. :( oh well ... i slept super early tat night .. missing my phone .. :P

yesterday .. played badminton against camberwell girls .. we left life science at 3.05 .. which was really great becoz it's getting more boring n boring ... and for some reasons tat i;m not aware of. .the teacher seems to like me alot .. hmm .. i duno y .. but still .. it's a good thing to please her rather than to annoy her .. ^.^ well .. we left class. .. and i got changed .. then .. went up the bus .. yupz .. there we go .. i think i'm always in a good mood whenever i'm with my badminton frenz .. like it;s so fun n no worries .. they're always so noisy and laughin and jokin around .. but as i'm not a part of their group *u know .. we have groups and clings .. the boarders stick to boarder and slack around a lot .. the day girls stick with day girls and do wateva .. * well .. i'm kinda left out .. as i'm the oni boarder .. but they try not to make me feel left out which was a great effort .. :) then .. we played against the girls ... they weren't as good as we tot they would be .. i was pair 8 .. supposingly pair 6 but coz some ppl was complaining like how they wanna be in a higher rank .. for ppl who doesnt mind anything .. just let them move up .. it wasnt as nice but then .. it;s the best way out rather than troublin yaya(our captain) .. it was great .. we thrashed them badly .. within 1/2 hour .. all 8 pairs were done and then we can leave the school .. later on .. when we reached plc.met didi belle and yim at the gym.. we continued to play badminton against ourselves .. yaya and i paired up .. we played against megan and jeena .. we won them ! C3 * in case u duno what C3 is .. look <= this way .. 3 faicing up .. that makes a smiley face * ^.^ also we played with jeena and sally .. it was so competitive.. we played for such a long time .. but we were glad tat we won .. it was so close .. they're good~!! 15-13 /.. then i went back to the boarding hse to have my dinner ..

ps .. it;s quite a funny thing coz i always hang out with a bung of frens and we were alwys together .. and there;s always 8 of us .. joenah,sarah,phoebe,tammi,jeshri,pau,joyce and me .. joyce is my showering partner ... and all of us stayed near to each other.. t,nah,rah and hippee are roomates and our nextdoor neighbour ..

another 3 weeks till school ends .. i felt really homesick now .. btw not to worry u guys .. but just to inform .. i'm curently sick .. i'm coughing and i think i cought a cold .. but it's alrite .. i'm self medicating now .. and hopefully i can cure myself .. hehehe~! :) well .. hope i can get well soon ...

also .// apparently alot of ppl ..who ar ein my year who wil be going to social tmr seem to be quite exicted about it .. i would be if i;m goin but i'm not .. well .. i dun really mind whether i;m goin or not. .. but i think i would miss out heaps of fun and miss another chance of meeting cx and his school .. oh wel .. =.=!

august is a month full of birthdays and heaps of people are getting broke .. cause need to buy presents for them.. thank god i wasnt there .. which can also mean a bad thing coz i need to buy a seperate present for them ... = more money = double broke ~!! oh no ~!! oh well .. wat to do.. i love them too much and pampered them too much tat i spoilt them .. haihz .. but wonder whether they miss me and still love me anot leh?
special birthday wishes to my mum(5/8), florence(6/8), yentink (8/8), joanne(10/8), boon hong(10/8), choo sian, my primary school fren(10/8), christine(12/8), sing chia(14/8) and zhien wei(16/8) .. sorry if i missed some1 out .. i really think and try to remember really hard dee .. so ..thousand apologies if i did miss some1 out yeah~!
was really busy after the return from ski weekend dont even have time to update my blog .. dint go to badminton training the next day coz i was too tired .. got questioned by a few classmates and friends for not going .. also had a few topic tests on tuesday which was maths and something else ..
i called sing chia on friday coz i was told tat there was a party held in her hse .. she was so busy tat she cant be the first person tat i;m gonna talked to .. her maid said she was really busy and away .. and i asked to speak to one of her frens and i can so imagine her maid;s expression was like this =.=! ok .. hehehe ... i talked to huay yi and then the phone started to pass on .. then finally .. i get to talk to sing chia .. she was so suprised and impressed tat motivated me to do something else to make her touched.. shhh .. it meant to be a shocking suprise .. :P

saturday joyce n i woke up to watch the national aerobics competition .. magggie,jun,beatrice and cate was in a team and jeri, corina, cecile, and steph were in a team.. also plc sent out quite a few teams as well ... too bad they dint get into the finals .. but one of plc's team got into it .. they were quite good and smily .. hope they can do even better in tat. the mc kept throwing mars bar (chocolate) at whoever who can answers his questions .. but all his questions were about the topics tat i am not interested in .. like footy, sports and tele .. gee .. missed out the chance to get free choc .. >.< oh well .. but the aerobics was really worth watching as some of the team were really good and they had this really cute category- funk .. they danced hip hop and wore funky costume .. which i thought was quite interesting ..
later .. after lunch, jesh joyce and i decided to go n explore this new place tat oni joyce been there .. - knox .. apparently it;s a shopping center with quite a few nice shops (for joyce is the boarders bookshop which is really big) ..we were all excited about it .. the excitement of exploring and going looking around n stuff .. despite the cold rainy weather .. we just picked up the umbrella and rushed to the tram stop .. we had a bad day on saturday ,,we missed all our transportation just in a blink of our eyes ..geramnya .. >.< plus it was raining .. u wouldnt enjoy it when the breeze blew past and u're shivering .. i was in tat situation 4 more than half an hour in total .. firstly we missed the tram tat we need to take in order to go to the bus stop to catch a bus to knox .. we waited 4 the next 1 then .. we reached k-mart .. then after 10 minutes of waiting in the bus stop .. we waited for another 10 minutes for the bus .. then the bus was terribly late and we decided to hide under the shelter .. the moment when we went into it.. the bus went past us ~!! oh well .. we changed our mind and go to kmart instead .. knox wasnt our place .. three of us were freezing .. thank god there is a chinese restaurant .. we ordered some hot food .. but it wasnt tat hot ,. or maybe we were all too cold .. then .. we shopped for tammi's bday present .. we bought her chocolate .. which wasnt really helpful coz she is currently on a diet . .:P then .. we decided to go to safeway to get her a cake .. we chose 2 sponge cake which cost really cheap ... incase our cake tat we were planning to bake doesnt turn out well .. (shhhh dun tell her) .. by the time when we were all done .. the tram went past in front of our faces AGAIN~! grgrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRR
night we watched this grand olympics opening ..it was so great~!! so grand and such a major event to be proud of .. so beautiful ..and i can remember the pride when malaysia once hosted the 98' commonwealth games .. it was such a great success and such nice fireworks .. it would be really nice if i can be live and experience the atmosphere .. so so so grand .. and zehan eileen and me cheered so loud when malaysia marched past the screen .. we had such unique uniforms and the flag bearer is actually a kid which was quite different with others .. we were all so proud of our countries ... such a rich diversities of culture iin the bhse... also ..we baked the cake .. the recipie was to bake a muffin but we turned it into a big muffin .. my job was to shake the mix and make sure tat it was even .. jesh - greese the bowl and flour it .. joyce- instuct and conduct everything as well as helping out with everything .. dont think it's tat easy (actually it was quite easy to bake a cake with muffin recipie) :P .. it was grreat amasement and excitement ~!!! then we put the sponge cake as the base of the cake .. and use jesh's yogurt to "stick" both of them together .. as a adhesive .. hee~! then sharp at 12 ... with didi's-stolen-sickbed-knife .. and the candle litted up .. we went to suprise tammi who wasnt tat suprise after all coz she sorta guessed and expected it .. but the "cake" was really nice ... didi complimented it as "even better than the bhse cake" .. took pics and chatted ... stayed up till 1 but went for chinese school on sun ..
we had oral presentation on sun .. i think i did it really crappily .. we had to discuss about the good and bad of tv .. i duno y .. but i did it really badly .. cant act in front of strangers... just felt weird .. oh well .. who cares .. i'm screwwing it up anyway .. :P // then pau and i went to the glen (a shoppin complex) to wait for tammi, joenah, sarah, phoebe, jesh and joyce to come as we were planning to celebrate tammi's bday there .. yup .. we ate sushi and tried heaps of free food testing samples .. they cooked the mushrooms and a few styles are quite nice .. and we had instant coffee and stuff ... then i bot stuff for my sis and bro .. dont be jealous ya ?~! and a hat as a present for whoever that i wish ~! heee~!!
so u better treat me nicely .. who knows. .mayb i'm nice enough to give the hat to u leh ?~! hehee ..
there goes my weekend .. havent seen jon cx and alex for 5 weeks or so coz we all are too busy with our stuff .. next weekend going to melbourne uni open day .. gosh .. really wanna go out with them .. >.<

on the third day .. which was also our last day .. we had early breaky again .. then after that .. geared up with our equipments and load and loads of pack ups had to be done~! .. we had to pack up our stuff .. then stripped the beds and pillow cases whicch were really crappy and disgusting .. which i highly think tat the boarding hse's is way better .. i actually credited the boarding hse .. >.< oh well .. yeah,..tat's why we had to bring our own sleeping bag .. it was so hot just doin the packing up with our ski suits on .. geesh...
then as usual .. at 9 we went out to have our lessons .. this time .. i brought pau's camera with me after getting lectures from my mum ... we had a differnent instructor .. it was a her .. she's cool and really nice. .and she wasnt as irresponsible as our first instructor .. yeah .. and she even brought us to the blue run~!! which was the sun run that ash n i wouldnt dare to do so by ourselves... it was pretty steeeeppp and it was no joke .. but suprisingly i oni fell down once which i couldnt even figured out y ..coz i was just standing there and all of a sudden .. i fell .. how weird and funny.. :P then.. when i was down the sun run ,, she asked us to look up .. i was amazed at how i did ski down the mount .. Woohoo ~!! yup .. she brought us to some remote runs that i wouldnt know if i was by myself and we had heaps of fun .. it was more fun and more challeging ~!! but so sad it was the last day when we discovered these runs .. >.< after our lessons..we met up with our teacher .. we were allowed to go to other blue runs within our own groups .. we skied along a few blue runs .. and i duno y i was always the slowest for some reasons .. jun and ash were wondering how n y i can do it .. i just duno y .. and they said it was a compliment wor .. =.=! and another senario was misha got stuck on the tree~!!! she was speedy and all of a sudden .. there she was stuck at the tree .. roxy and iromi stopped to help her out ..i just stop to lend them a hand.. if they needed one .. dint realyl helped much though .. yeah .. and we skied and skied .. skied till it was 12.30 .. we hated to leave but we had to ..every 1 was wishing tat we could have more time but it dint come true .. so we went back to the challet .. and then had lunch .. there while watching shrek .. pau cooked my indomie 4 me coz she was ready to go while i had tonnes to settle down with n all the packing up as well .. i was quite disgusted at first when she put the indo mie which should be dry and tossed but then she turned it into a soup based noodle .. which was quite weird but i was too hungry to bother and we changed a bit of the recipie, adding a bit of salt and pepper .. and a hungry growling stomach .. who cares whether it;s nice anot?~! :P
after lunch we headed down the mountain .. all the way down i was regretting why i dint take more pic and reminiscing the good times tat i had when i went to trip with frens back home~! >.< wasnt a nice feeling .. kinda homesick .. watched a few movie.. shrek, liar liar and romeo n juliet .. miss the times when i watched movies with them .. i never wanna watch movie all by myself since 2 years ago because i enjoy the company and would never wanna miss out a chance to spend time with my frens .. but then now tat i;m abroad .. i noticed how much i missed my family and how different it is without them by my side..reminded me about the conversation tat i just had with joanne last tuesday on her bday .. she doesnt believe that i miss my family as much as i miss them .. but tat;s the truth and the reason tat i;m going back on sept is tat reason too .. so .. pls dont comment tat i should stay and travel in australia .. i'm not as tough as u guys tot .. oh .. back to the topic..
we reached the school at bout 8 .. went back to boarding hse ..was dead tired .. showered and dropped into my bed directly ..
i've never tot tat skiing would be tat energy consuming and for some reason i would wanna go back up there and bring my family with me and i wish we could ski together .. i wanna enjoy the scenery and the snow with them as we never been to a winter holiday together .. but i;m glad tat i went to this ski weekend .. i get to know people in my year better ..

the second day wasnt as good weather as the first though .. it was windy.. foggy up the top of the mt and cold!!!!! ... well .. but we had late breaky .. which meant that we can sleep more :) but then we were too tired and too sleepy ... i still had to wake up early to shower so that i can have my own sweet time and not bothering others in using the toilet .. u guys have to understand tat there was 8 ppl sharing 1 toilet .. how high the density is ~!! hehehe ... well ..i think we did cope welll with it .. just taht jun will keep bothering u with questions like this :" are u poo-poo-ing or pee-pee-ing?" which all of us find it quite funny.. after breaky which was more or less the same as the day b4 (oni this time we had pancake instead of baked beans) we had to put on our gears and go straight to our lessons .. this time .. we went up to the top of the mt. for the summit which still was a green run .. heheh .. still .. we went up the top ..the instructor .. looked at our skills and i think he was shocked at our improvements within 1 day ~! heheh e // most of us can skied without falling down this time .. he then tot us parallel ski .. which i wasnt so confindent in doin yet .. but i still tried to do it .. for a few times ..we went down the summit doing the same stuff over n over again ~! and this instructor was so irresponsible .. he just dumped us at the middle of the mt. *even though we did know how 2 ski* and went down to the bottom for the reason of "i've got another lesson" .. how lame can tat be ?~!! well .. we skied down n meet our teacher .. she decided that we should all stayed in the summit the morning .. riding the palmer or the chairlift .. ash and i got hit by the snow as the wind blew it to our face.. it was so painful tat it was even worse that i regarded it as" worse than being slapped" .. seriously it was like bit and pieces of glass scratching on ur face.. and it was so cold up the chairlift ... so damn cold that it;s not funny ... we were like shivering .. :$ we went down tonnes and tonnes of times that we were so bored of it .. and i dint even fall down ... ~! ehehhe :P well .. =.=! so .. we decided to go n have a go at another run which was connected to the summit .. it was a blue run known as the sun run ... we tried half way but both of us were too scared and dint have the courage as it was too steep when we looked down the run .. "oh no .. i dun think we can do it ~!! " we took an exit which leaded to the meeting place... but it was fun being terrified though .. knowing where;s our boundaries .. :P then we went for lunch .. i had cup noodles ..chips and chocolate ... my diet was put away till the long weekend was over .. then we went to big d again .. ash n i were like rolling our eyes as we were bored of it .. but still we tried to make use of the best of it as we can .. course la .. paid so much 4 it wor .. if not.. i'll feel so guilty .. we went up a few times blue run n green run .. but too bad the weather was turning from bad to worse .. eventually we gave up and went to the souvenirs shop.. bought something for my home~! hehehe~! dun be jealous lar .. then went to the cafe and sat there for the rest of the time .. at about 4 .. we went back to the chalet and rest .. .we were so tired .. after showered and having dinner .. ...(which was chicken with cheese and tomato, desert was fruits) we watched tv for the rest of the night .. tat was the first time i watched "australian idol" anf the second time for armagaddon .. it was really touching but i dint managed to cry coz i was too dried out and tired .. heheh~!! mum and dad called me .. and normally i would be so happy tat i would chat with them for AT LEAST 15 minutes but then tat day i was too tired and our conversation lasted oni for 5 minutes after i cut them off .. and told them how tired i was. . >.< felt so bad after tat. . . went to bed after tat with a aching neck and shoulder ..