Monday, July 31, 2006

GETTING MY MID YEAR RESULTS BACK TODAY!!!!

*thrilling*

*scary*

*fearful*

well ..the whole year 12 corridoor seems to be a lil more panicky than normal ... or maybe i was just exaggerating a lil .. but today we're getting our mid year results back!! how scary!! half of our scores .. well in grades term will be revealed and u can sorta tell where u;ll be ended up .. melbourne uni .. or crap TAFE!!

to my ultimate surprise .. i'm not as scared as i tot i would be!! i even forgot about it this morning until hebe mentiioned!! .. hehe .. cos i know tat everything is in God's hands and i cant do anything to redo the past. . may as well accept it with an open heart!! but still .. wish me luck guys!!

*fingers crossed*


by the way.. dint know tat so many ppl read my blog!! o.O


matt& han.. stay strong k?!! u have all the support i can give!!

all the best to cx jon and alex!!

and oh! yeen!! .. stop day dreaming!!

love ya all!! muakz!
GETTING MY MID YEAR RESULTS BACK TODAY!!!!

*thrilling*

*scary*

*fearful*

well ..the whole year 12 corridoor seems to be a lil more panicky than normal ... or maybe i was just exaggerating a lil .. but today we're getting our mid year results back!! how scary!! half of our scores .. well in grades term will be revealed and u can sorta tell where u;ll be ended up .. melbourne uni .. or crap TAFE!!

to my ultimate surprise .. i'm not as scared as i tot i would be!! i even forgot about it this morning until hebe mentiioned!! .. hehe .. cos i know tat everything is in God's hands and i cant do anything to redo the past. . may as well accept it with an open heart!! but still .. wish me luck guys!!

*fingers crossed*


by the way.. dint know tat so many ppl read my blog!! o.O


matt& han.. stay strong k?!! u have all the support i can give!!

all the best to cx jon and alex!!

and oh! yeen!! .. stop day dreaming!!

love ya all!! muakz!
GETTING MY MID YEAR RESULTS BACK TODAY!!!!

*thrilling*

*scary*

*fearful*

well ..the whole year 12 corridoor seems to be a lil more panicky than normal ... or maybe i was just exaggerating a lil .. but today we're getting our mid year results back!! how scary!! half of our scores .. well in grades term will be revealed and u can sorta tell where u;ll be ended up .. melbourne uni .. or crap TAFE!!

to my ultimate surprise .. i'm not as scared as i tot i would be!! i even forgot about it this morning until hebe mentiioned!! .. hehe .. cos i know tat everything is in God's hands and i cant do anything to redo the past. . may as well accept it with an open heart!! but still .. wish me luck guys!!

*fingers crossed*


by the way.. dint know tat so many ppl read my blog!! o.O


matt& han.. stay strong k?!! u have all the support i can give!!

all the best to cx jon and alex!!

and oh! yeen!! .. stop day dreaming!!

love ya all!! muakz!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

this was supposed to be up yday .. but the com room was shut after i finished.. so .. a belated post :)

WHEN I JUST DUN FEEL LIKE ANYTHING ELSE BUT BLOGGING :)

Did my umat exams today .. well .. it wasn’t as great as I tot it would be .. but surprisingly enough I wasn’t really upset or anything like tat.. in fact I was rather calm and not knowing wat else to expect or .. react.. probably I’ve got the encouragement from the people who care and it somehow lifted me up .. so.. yea ..to me ..i guess tat’s wat matter most eh??

Well .. umat is the abbreviation for Undergraduate Medicine and health science Admission Test.. it’s kinda like a selection test before people can enter or be selected to pursue their studies in the medicine area.. so.. whoever who wants to do something related to health science or med .. and is an Australian PR or citizen cant escape this test! Haha .. it’s divided into 3 sessions .. part 1 is logical reasoning .. where there’s this big great heaps of reading in front of ur face and u need to conclude it or answer some jack shit question! .. I hate this part the most!.. primarily because I read slowly and I couldn’t really grasp the main idea of it .. sigh .. well well .. in the exams today .. I screwed this part real badly.. I dint even get to do half of it and then time’s up .. u’re not allowed to flip back to the previous session once time is up .. so ..yea .. ended up blindly shooting the answers .. tembak!!!! then there was session 2 .. understanding people .. I’m hoping tat I’m good at understanding ppl .. they just give u interesting stories bout ppl to read and then they’ll ask u wat they feel and how they reacted to that particular situation and stuff like tat! .. personally .. I like reading bout this kinda things. . yea .. so..this session was pretty ok .. manage to finish it on time .. the 3rd and last session was on IQ!! Non verbal reasoning .. pictures and diagrams .. u know how it looks like ~!! Haha :P I quite enjoy doing iq questions .. quite fun to do wat!! *yeen smacked my head so hard when I told her tat :P * but doubtlessly.. the exam overall was hard!!! >.< and I actually have to pay AUD$ 150 to take tat freaking exam which is like 2.5 hrs !! Aikz .. wat if I dun even do well in it ??? not only I wasted my money .. I also threw my opportunities away .. of considering to MAYBE be a doc .. aikz .. duno .. all I can now is just to wait for the results, pray and expect the worse I guess?? But upon finishing it .. I was relieved and found myself smiling and somehow .. contended?!! Weird huh??? I did so shitly in my first session and the most unpredictable thing was tat I dint even panicked?!!! O.o but it was indeed a good thing!! Haha :) glad tat it was all over now .. and at the end of it .. my buttom was damn flat.. body aching .. and also .. a sense of accomplishment filled me ..

I’ve COMPLETED the UMAT exams!!! Woot*** (ignore the shit part! 1 down .. 5 more to go!! )

Wanna thank my never failing motivator.. baby,star,cx and yeen :)

And also big thank u for my transport pro and buddies here who went through this with me.. joyce mummy, kimo and wendy ..

Not to forget those who are secretely supporting me from my back.. u know who u are J

Oh!! The journey there and back was a full-with-food one!! Haha :P .. ate so much throughout!!! Before we departed .. had morning tea from bhse … on the bus had choc bikkie .. not long after.. we reached boxhill train station had eggtart (MMMmmmm!! ) and some asian cakes .. redbean cake, chicken pie and mango cake *drooling in front of the com d!!! sorry ..i need to grab some tissue.. hehe*after that .. headed off to the exam venue Melbourne park function hall.. the sight of round 1000 people was .. appalling …then I had my packed lunch .. it was just sandwich ..wasnt tat exciting .. hehe .. was DAMN full d.. couldn’t finish.. but still stuffed myself to the max .. haha .. then .. the peak of my food diary .. yeen .. though rather late .. came with KRISPY KREME DOUGHNUTS!!!! Muahahahhaha .. but I was too full to enjoy it .. so I saved it for after the exams .. haha.. yup .. tat was my treat after the brain-power-consuming exams!! Hehehe .. but since I ate so much prior to the exam .. I was literally falling asleep when I was waiting for all the other 999 candidates to get into the hall.. organised themselves and an hour after I was seated … but thank goodness for the powernap!! Hahaha .. disappointingly .. krispy kreme doughnuts weren’t as great as I expected.. they are slightly overated .. but still yeen’s note on top of it was the best and the sweestest.. mayb because the doughnuts were cold .. to me .. it’s all good!! It’s finger-licking good!! Food, to me is always good and uplifting J so dun worry tat I’ll be upset .. hehe .. me and cx same kind of people ..came out from refugee camp 1 :P hehe anywayz …. after the scrumptious doughnuts, I went back to bhse and had chicken for dinner … then .. joyce mummy brought out the tempting pasta that her sister got her!! Mann!! How can I resist this?! Haha .. yup .. I ate it .. not all .. but 1/3 of it … weiii .. now I feel like I’m making myself sound like a pig!!eeee!!!! ya ..but tat’s not it.. there’s another 2 scones on my table as supper .. waiting to be eaten!! GREAT!! Guess I need to exercise more tmr!!! .. haha .. how I wish brain exercise counts too .. hence day-dreaming, a brain activity would help me loose so much weight!! Hahaha :P oh well.,…



Well .. (copy kinky@tecky ) lesson for today : never eat too much before an exam in case u end up dozing off while waiting for the other candidates to be seated .. hehe

And also … somehow … when u’ve really put in all u’ve got .. trying to accomplish something tat seemed SO SO hard.. yet .. the end result mayb practically so bloody shitty tat when u look at it u just feel like u’re the dumbest person on earth .. dun worry!! The final outcome doesn’t really matter .. cos .. to me. . the fact tat I’ve gave my best shot and knew tat I’ve tried .. lifts me up from the yucky scores tat I may get .. and honestly, it gives me a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction..because I’ve got no one to impress but God and myself ..


U wanna know wat happen to me at the end of that 2.5hr of UMAT test???

I walked out of the exam hall with my heads up high (heading straight for food!! Haha :P )

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

UMAT EXAMS

having the umat exams tmr~!! wish the best of luck to all of us taking it yea??
yeen,cx, alex and i are all taking it .. and of course most of the girls here who intend to do med .. so .. all the best people~ .. i'm sure all of u will be doing extremely well .. and come out of the exam hall with a big BIG smile!! :) so .. worry not my dear!

also .. cant wait for the krispy kreme tat yeen has promised me yesterday !! for ur information, krispy kreme is like the bestiestest doughnat on earth!! it originated from sydney and people would buy boxes of them when they visited there.. and guess wat??!! finally.. it arrived melbourne.. but it's in like some super ulu place!! .. dandenong! like super long journey from town .. so.. seeing chua,yeen's neighbour is super nice to her and is willing to buy her 2 boxes of it .. and hoping tat i'll be seeing her prior to our umat exams tmr .. i'm gonna have a piece of doughnut out of her courtesy!!! WOO HOO!!! cant wait till i get my tastebuds on them!!! muahahaha

dun trust me??? check out and drool in front of the com !

http://www.krispykreme.com.au/

k!! .. just a short post .. for now ..

do tell me if anyone's interested in going to OBS~ .. or else i'm most probably staying for graduation.. sorry mak .. really wanna go.. but .. sigh

anyhoo.. yeen .. just checked out ur blog.. i dint know u love me tat much~!! hahaa :P .. dun worry!! i love u VERY VERY much too!! and i guess tat's wat frens are for rite?? to be there for each other :)

hope wei is getting better after the surgery.. do take care~!

k ciaoz..
wish me luck in UMAT tmr!! it's rather important in determining our future.. well my future!

ps megan! .. i'm sure u'll ace through! ta!

Friday, July 21, 2006

OUTWARD BOUND TIMETABLE

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if anyone can make it at this time please let me know .. but i think i'm starting to doubt tat i'll be able to make it this year .. cos my graduatition is on dec and maybe staying back for tat.. depending on how things go but mum really wanted me to ..so .. i think i may stay ..which only leave the jan intake possible????

hmmm .. do leave me a tag on this issue

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

ERMMM!! WAT A MORNING~!

missed my bus to badminton training! >.< damn it!! i woke up late .. not intentionally.. guessed i was too tired .. but anyhoo!! my gosh!! i saw the bus leaving in front of me!! not literally but still ..yea .. it;s like the bus was turning out the school and even if i had sprinted ( knowing the speed that i sprint) i couldnt catch the bus anywayz! .. sigh!! seeing the bus leaving in front of u .. so near and so far .. the feeling ..seriously sux to the MAX!!

mind u!! this is the second time tat i saw something walking past me in my face! and i seriously loathe it



get over it!
get over it!
it's just some stupid bus!! >.<

anyhoo .. upon returning to the bhse in great disappointment .. those piled up dishes in the sink pissed me off .. mann how could the people be so freaking irresponsible and with the mumbling from mrs kirchner all the way .. claiming tat she would lock up the lounge .. totally frustrates me!! the sight of the mountain of gross dishes is seriously disgraceful!!! took the initiative to clean up (with the help of joyce :) thank u very berry much joyce ... u made my morning so much brighter considering the shitty events tat had occured .. )

so ... yea!! missing the bus .. and then the training ... cleaned up dirty dishes that werent even mine ..
GREAT morning i've had here!! GEEEE!


oh well .. shall not let it affect my bio sac which i will be doing out of school in swinburne uni later
wish me luck yea??

finally.. i wanna say special thank u to jon, pat,chunwei, bou, boss and ll baby for all the encouragements ..

good luck to SAM for ur SPECIALIST exams .. just got my previous one back .. did worse than i tot!! AWESOME!



sigh! .. mayb today aint my day afterall >.<


but there's still tmr *fingers crossed*

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

FAITH AND LUCK .. IS NOT JUST WHAT I NEED

i'm having my english sac later in the afternoon and tomorrow bio >.< i'm so unprepared and i'm really scared for it!

oh God, please help me!!!

wish me luck guys!! *fingers crossed*

oso .. due to the hectic studying .. i apologise sincerely for all the super duper late replies of emails and no frequent update of this blog .. life here is pretty boring..

oohh!! other than the weekend that just went by ..
after having dinner with cx, stayed over at charis, stuffed myself with nasilemak and choc ripple cake, watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!!! (psstt!! keira knightley and orlando bloom are so HOT!!)

nothing much happened

gtg ciao for class!! keep me update yea?!! and pray for me!!
FAITH AND LUCK .. IS NOT JUST WHAT I NEED

i'm having my english sac later in the afternoon and tomorrow bio >.< i'm so unprepared and i'm really scared for it!

oh God, please help me!!!

wish me luck guys!! *fingers crossed*

Thursday, July 13, 2006

OUTWARD BOUND

anyone interested in going to the OBS in the year end please let me ASAP as i need to make arrangements to come back earlier if tat's the case .. also .. since OBS is like hotcake .. applications get full pretty quickly ..so .. if u're interested.. better and QUICKLY


check out the site and give me a reply

http://www.obslumut.org/

Monday, July 10, 2006

I'M SHATTERED INTO PIECES

damn it!! i'm damn sad now lar >.< my second dream team- FRANCE got thrashed by ITALY!! .. well .. not really thrashed .. they just missed by ONE penalty kick!!! AHHH!!!! cant believe it!! it was so so close to winning .. and in the final last minutes.. duno wat the beep that italian guy got zidane so angry that he needed to header him!! wanna laugh but cant really considering the impact on the team!! i cant believe france lost!! >.<

there goes the world cup fever..
there goes my craze
there goes my excuses for not doing homework and slacking

*heartbroken*

damn italy for winning over germany and again france.. T.T damn annoying!!

hmmm ... should i express my depression on food by eating heaps and heaps of pasta and pizzas (Fattening though) or anti- italian food?? ( doubt i can resist the temptations of pizzas, lasagnia, tiramitsu and GELATI!!!! ) hmmm ...

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the tiramitsu during formal :P

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look at mak's face!! do u think i can resist gelati???

NO!!!

aikz ... shall mourn over the lost of FRANCE ...

*sob sob sniff sniff *

Saturday, July 08, 2006

OF FRENS, FAMILY AND MEMORIES :)

Current song : Shooting Star by Boyzone
Album: Disney Magic

Well .. I guess this post is gonna be very VERY ramdom .. cos I’ve got so much to say and so not gonna organise them into neat terse paragraph .. I like to blabber and just type out watever tat’s in my head :P so .. here goes!!!!

First of all .. lil update.. my new smaller cosy room is getting there.. though it’s empty walls is yearning for photos yet to be stucked up on.. like how I did my room last time

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somehow .. I like smaller room .. so that I can attempt to be tidy and not be afraid of the emptiness .. or the empty spare bed with no one sleeping on it .. those things tend to fright me out~!! But now .. in a smaller room .. I;m contended J

anyhoo.. schoolwork wise .. I’m a lil busy now .. with all the overdue holiday homework :P aikz .. trying my very best in catching up with all the work :P wat to do.. I spent my hols going out and chilling … I’ll be amazed at my capability if I manage to finish!! Haha but honestly I’m SO SO thankful to everyone who spent time with me during my annoyingly short 2 weeks of holz … though there was ups and downs .. I really appreciate it!! From the bottom of my heart..

big EXTRA BIG thank you to all :)

*I was gonna write up a list to thank who and who.. but then I realised I better not .. cos I’m so scared that I’ll miss someone out .. just know tat if u did spend time with me or even see me for like 5 minutes during my holz.. I really treasure and appreciate it cos u have no idea how much difference it made :) *

well .. as I was saying in my previous post.. I was a lil nostaligic and I reckon this 2 weeks of holz has taught me a great big deal about things and people around me ..

I’ve learnt to appreciate my family members more! ..
Not that I dun .. but just a great deal more

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the steamboat dinner at my hse ..

family are bonded by blood … it’s amazing how comfortable i can feel in front of them..
.. and I am seriously loving my mum for being so understanding :) I want my family to meet and know my frens .. cos both parties are really awesome and important people in my life.


I’ve also learnt to treasure the past more .. cos it is through the past that we learn to appreciate the present and look forward to the future with greater hope

I’m really glad tat I’ve got great bunch of frens to journey down the road with me..

Through tough times

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and good times that teach me how to smile

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aanyhoo .. no matter what God has instored for us in the future.. I just wanna thank God for all the precious moments



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the photo of the year in taiwan.. " wo qi zhe wo de anata .. yao ar yao ar yao" *shake ass*

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on the cable car to watch wang li hom's concert

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05 new year eve countdown SELL-a-bration

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pankor - after captain ball (note how skinny boss is!! pai kuat mann!! )

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getting on the banana boat ( note jia yee and jia mien climbing up the boat :P ) those who were on it knew wat happened :P ahaha.. damn funny !!

oh ya .. and on this special day .. 2 very special people were born
HAPPY BURFDAY JIAMIEN AND KAH HOE!!!!!

i love u guys very berry much!!!!

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me wit the 2 birthday babies

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oopz .. jia mien got chopped off .. nvm .. i've got another one to make up for tat :P

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muahahahaa :P



i wanna put up more photos .. but then .. the com is taking forever to upload them! so ..yea.. and plus some classic photos were taken during the days when i was still using an analog camera.. :P aikz .. nvm


anyhoo.. guys!! photos are the best way to capture memories .. i always fear that i may get alzheimer's disease .. so .. i'm wanna do my very best to store my memories .. in diaries.. photos or in blog .. cos i'm scared that the " WAT IF ... " becomes a reality .. and i'm full of regrets..

life is too short to be regretful .. so .. do something to erase the regret ..










oh!! i oso wanna thank these ppl to cheer me up during the time when i was really homesick yday :)

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mandy n mak.. photo taken - long ago!!!

jiamien, jia yee, junhui, kah ee, bou , chunwei, chern han, yeanzo, twin, boss, hong and star :)

i love u all!!!!!

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*hugs*

Friday, July 07, 2006

NOSTALGIC

this is the very morning that i felt like crying once after i wake up and stare out the windows.. >.< usually... i cry at nite and wake up with an uplifting mood ..telling myself that it's a new day .. but today .. it's just so different!! .. i tried hard to hold on to my tears..and i did hold on .. but i just couldnt help being homesick .. >.< it's just so hard to think and accept the fact that i'm not at home anymore and i need to buckle up! .. the workload and the final exams are approaching in 4 months (after kimo and bethany reminded me how close they actually are! ) AIKZ!! .. it's just a really heavy feeling ..

this time last week .. i would still be sleeping .. or thinking of where to hang out with frens.. meeting jia mien, star, ee, wei and han >.< but this morning.. with the dark grey sky which further enhance the solemn mood .. i felt so down! it's friday .. and i'm not going out ..whereas .. they're gonna go celebrate jia mien's birthday and here i am .. stuck here with shit loads of homework to catch up .. aikz .. how i really REALLY wish tat i could be there as well!! the very first time of me not being able to celebrate jia mien's birthday with her after 12 years!! >.< how sad!!!!!!! i do wish tat she'll have a good one though!!

i wanna go to school carnival and play basketball again
i wanna go shopping and watch movies (oh ya! i wanna watch pirates of the carribean!! anyone wanna watch with me? )
i wanna go house visiting and be driven to places
i wanna eat steamboat
i wanna watch world cup and go on9 so tat everytime france scores a goal i can go GOAL!!!!!!!
i really wanna see baby jam the lift at 1u
i really wanna eat hokkien mee and roti canai ( and end up in the toilet :P )
i really wanna go and laugh my ass off at luna bar or at wai sek kai in ss2
i really wanna be with her for her 18th birthday
i really wanna be at home with my daddy, mummy, sisters and bro
i really wanna have more time to do more things

above all .. i really REALLY wanna be with all of u!!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest darling jimui/sopoh/LL pres! haha .. sincerely from my heart.. i miss u! ( i know she wouldnt read this.. oh well =.= )

and also kah hoe ah ma!! happy birthday oh! i love u too!!!!

thank u ee for the motivation . shall keep myself occupied.. shall attempt to k?
go do homework now . ta

crap ..i still cant get over the nostalgia >.<

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

GERMANY LOST!!!!!

CRAP ! Shit! WAT the @#@%& Damn it!!

no~!!! one of my dream team is out of world cup!! stupid italy scored at like the last 3 minutes of the game!! not one but TWO!! AHHHH!!!!!!! i woke up at 5am in the morning and watched the whole match which ended with great devastation and disappointment!!! >.< it's all not worth it mann!! my beauty sleep sacrificed to watch twin, chunwei,chinfei and my germany team got thrashed! wat the beep!! >.<

france and portugal is playing tonight! france better win or else i dun think i can take 2 heartaches at one shot!! >.< and if france doesnt make it through finals .. i'm not watching it! stupid italy!! arghh!!


oh by the way .. i've landed safely in melbourne and first day of school was hectic trying to catch up with school work .. (which is wat i still am doing :P ) been zoombifying myself trying to catch up with heaps of work .. wish me luck :) plane ride was ok .. except the fact that no one talked to me cos sis and cx were sleeping like a baby while i couldnt have a proper nap >.< wonder how could alex just sleep all the way and even missed meals mann!!! o.O

i'm settling alrite now .. missing everyone back home .. and starting to get back to the hang of aussie life after my tummy had been upsetting for 3 meals .. but now it's ok :)