NOSTALGIC

this is the very morning that i felt like crying once after i wake up and stare out the windows.. >.< usually... i cry at nite and wake up with an uplifting mood ..telling myself that it's a new day .. but today .. it's just so different!! .. i tried hard to hold on to my tears..and i did hold on .. but i just couldnt help being homesick .. >.< it's just so hard to think and accept the fact that i'm not at home anymore and i need to buckle up! .. the workload and the final exams are approaching in 4 months (after kimo and bethany reminded me how close they actually are! ) AIKZ!! .. it's just a really heavy feeling ..

this time last week .. i would still be sleeping .. or thinking of where to hang out with frens.. meeting jia mien, star, ee, wei and han >.< but this morning.. with the dark grey sky which further enhance the solemn mood .. i felt so down! it's friday .. and i'm not going out ..whereas .. they're gonna go celebrate jia mien's birthday and here i am .. stuck here with shit loads of homework to catch up .. aikz .. how i really REALLY wish tat i could be there as well!! the very first time of me not being able to celebrate jia mien's birthday with her after 12 years!! >.< how sad!!!!!!! i do wish tat she'll have a good one though!!

i wanna go to school carnival and play basketball again
i wanna go shopping and watch movies (oh ya! i wanna watch pirates of the carribean!! anyone wanna watch with me? )
i wanna go house visiting and be driven to places
i wanna eat steamboat
i wanna watch world cup and go on9 so tat everytime france scores a goal i can go GOAL!!!!!!!
i really wanna see baby jam the lift at 1u
i really wanna eat hokkien mee and roti canai ( and end up in the toilet :P )
i really wanna go and laugh my ass off at luna bar or at wai sek kai in ss2
i really wanna be with her for her 18th birthday
i really wanna be at home with my daddy, mummy, sisters and bro
i really wanna have more time to do more things

above all .. i really REALLY wanna be with all of u!!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest darling jimui/sopoh/LL pres! haha .. sincerely from my heart.. i miss u! ( i know she wouldnt read this.. oh well =.= )

and also kah hoe ah ma!! happy birthday oh! i love u too!!!!

thank u ee for the motivation . shall keep myself occupied.. shall attempt to k?
go do homework now . ta

crap ..i still cant get over the nostalgia >.<