Tuesday, June 26, 2007

hey everyone!!

i'm back in KL and ready to roll :)

just make sure you dont bring me to mamak or take any dairy products. my tummy is in great pain >.<

will update more laterzzzz :D

Thursday, June 14, 2007

split
see her tears
wipe the fears
birth His praise
release the shout
claim the breakthrough
tremble in joy
open up
dream it
see it
LET GO
walk it
love.

I'M MOVING ON.
can i invite you to stride with me?
can you catch my heartbeat and stop holding me back?
i'm trying. each and every day.

I'm MOVING ON.
done.
"Imagine Me"

Imagine me
Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And I'm finally happy cause
I imagine me

Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
Cause they never did deserve me
Can you imagine me?
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord, can you imagine me?
Over what my mama said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again

Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can...
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
But finally I can...
Imagine me

Being strong
And not letting people break me down
You won't get that joy this time around
Can you imagine me?
In a world (in a world) where nobody has to live afraid
Because of your love fears gone away
Can you imagine me?

Letting go of my past
And glad I have another chance
And my heart will dance
'Cause I don't have to read that page again

Gone, gone, it's gone, all gone

Monday, June 11, 2007

yesterday night, i had a very short. truly VERY short conversation with God.

i asked Jesus, "Even when the whole world fails, or when i fail, and when my issues overwhelm me, would You still love me?"

i repeated this question a few times, perhaps less than 5.

then all i felt was Him, His presence, His hands on my face, reminding me, "Yes, I will love you. I will never leave or forsake you."

what else can i ask for?

PRAISE HiM!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

me in the midst of my mess





anyone would love to volunteer FREE housekeeping? :P

heee :D




i find joy in You despite my circumstance
You are worthy of all praise :)

Saturday, June 02, 2007

EXAMS COMING UP!!!!!

so are yeen and i wei!!! hahaha ..welcome to melbourne! :D ahhahaha


but oh my goodness!! exams are SO NEAR!!!!!! nearer than i tot!!! >.< like literally in a week's time!! and i AM SO NOT PREPARED!!! i havent started studying .. well i have.. since an hour ago. ARHHH ok .. chill chill .. it's gonna be alright.. ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! please pray for me k?! would really appreciate it! :D and yea .. all the other uni frens .. a levels dudies!! LET'S STRIVE TOGETHER k? would really feel encourgaged if u guys drop me a tag or an sms to remind me that i am loved heeeee :D my housies are awesome in this aspect :) though they never knew :)

yeap! anywayz .. my exams timetable

8th june - BMS 1021 (cells tissues and organisms)
12 MGC 1010 (boring management.. yuck! BOOOO!!! )
13 BMS 1011 (biochemstry yerr.. back to back!! >.<)
15 PSY 1011 ( bluurreest subject on the last day! thank God!)

yea!! in a week all will be over :D and i'll be HAVING A TIME OF MY LIFE!!! hehehee .. but then again .. everyday i am having the time of my life :) so yea .. it's all good .. though i'm a lil stress and worried .. i'll continue to pray and trust in the Lord, my God for strength and this time is truly an opportunity to shine His light :D amen?






Preparation for Greatness
TGIF Today God Is First, by Os Hillman


He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. - 2 Samuel 22:35

David was a mighty warrior, and God described him as a man after His own heart. God took David through a training ground that could be looked on as cruel and unusual punishment by many a person. God chose him at a young age to be the next king, yet King Saul rejected him and hunted him down. David was a fugitive for many years. He had uprisings in his own family, and he had relationship problems. He had a life of extreme ups and downs. He certainly did not have a life free of problems; he made mistakes. He was human like all of us, yet he learned from his mistakes and repented when he failed. This was David's training ground; it made the man. Without these hardships, it is doubtful David would have accomplished what he did.

Toward the end of David's life, he recounted his relationship with God. It is a sermon on God's ways of dealing with a servant leader.

It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; He enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You give me Your shield of victory; You stoop down to make me great. You broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn (2 Samuel 22:33-37).

God was David's source for everything. God gave him the ability to achieve the many extraordinary things in his life. It was a lifelong training ground that moved him from one plateau to another, often dropping into a ravine of despair and hopelessness from time to time. These are God's ways. They drive us deeper and deeper into the heart of Him who has prepared a way for us. Let God take you to the heights or depths He desires for you. He never promised smooth sailing during the trip, but He did promise to be the captain and companion along the way.

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I stumble across this and .. it really spoke to me and truly has encouraged me to keep running my race!! and even yesterday .. in OCF .. oh man.. though i acted in the 'drama' .. it just brought back so many memories! and my goodness!! can u guys believe that i can act .. as in it was impromptu!! NO PRACTICES!!! only jon told us wat was happening and we followed his queue! that's it!! hahaha :D the message behind the story reminded me not just the future and the present .. but also the past .. of PLC .. and the song .. and His hands.


yea! anwyaz .. peeps!! STUDYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so excited in going home too actually!! ok guys .. i shall reveal my schedule :P

i'll be reaching kl on the 19th. but heading to jakarta on the 20th.. back on the 24th or 25th i think. still contemplating whether should i go to redang. hmmm. and i heard that help's prom is coming up!! my fellow GATE-CRASHERS? u ready for this?!! :P maksterrr... come back with me!!!! >.<



oh oh oh!!! PLANETSHAKERS ARE LAUNCHING THEIR ALBUM TOMORROW!!!! IT'S GONNA BE AWESOME!! COME COME COME!!!!!! :D

Friday, June 01, 2007

Thank God for housies, apple pies and ice-creams :D