EXAMS~!!

*stressed* and currently sufferring from a virus tat has been spreading around in the bhse!! ,, aikz ... sorethroat and flu~!! .. well .. mine is abit weird ..cos like the others..they would have a running nose but for me. . .i'm just having a blocked nose with the liquid up in my nose (ermmm sounds abit gross) but yeah ..i CANT blow them out~!!! hate it !! just annoys me when i tried so hard blowing them out of my nose.. they simply stay inside!! GrRRR .. really hope i can get well soon so that i can concentrate well on my coming exams which is in this week ..

THURS .. would be having my english and GM*
friday ... would be having my chem and maths methods ..

next wed ... finally can celebrate the end of my exams .. concluding with bio ..

to many of you guys ..it may seems that it's oni 5 subjects. . not even half the amount of workload that u guys were or had been undergoing .. but to me.. it's real different .. it's all about the depth .. >.< have to write a lot of essays on a book ~!

so.. gtg ..
wish me luck in my coming exams~!!

am now in library.. makin out of the most of my time since exams are around the corner and i'm still not prepared at all ~!! i'm not just bloggin in case u guys are thinking tat i'm contradicting myself .. bloggin?? making use of my time??? well ??? actually.. i'm scanning stuff for chem and u know how scanning takes time and requires patience as well ?? so .. i might as well blog while waiting~! :P

well ..i feel like such a nerd`!!! is it a good thing or a bad thing?/?? hmmm.. i wonder~! ..oh well .. this weekend .. have been working my ass off cathing up with the piled up homework over the week .. aikz.. been a painful time trying to concentrate on my work .. but then there's nothing much tat i could do other than bite my lips and pull it through..

friday nite.. surprisingly i've started doing my work .. knowin tat the normal me would never ever start working on a friday nite and would oni start worrying bout hw on sunday .. oh well .. i dint really do much work now tat i recall .. went for a run in the evening with seeann, vicky,ash,beth and ppl .. to destress .. and see ann came back from the tram stop to get me cos she forgotten to at the first time ..so yeah ..

bell's gone .. will update u guys later.. :)

well .. havent been a keen blogger here this gal .. ooopz.. cant blame me for having so much work and being a procastinator rite??? ^,^

anywayz .. cant really remember wat had been going on this week .. i'll just crap from wat i last remembered k ?? if this is for english hw .. i bet this is gonna be graded as low for organisation of paragraph or worse .. anyway ..who cares!! not tat many ppl read my blog anyway .. frens back home must be busy studying for their exams ..well GOOD LUCK u guys!!! dun work ur ass off .. just give it all u've got and dun stressd too much bout it k?~ btw .. birthday wishes to weiliang, kenjuin (1/5), kimchew (3/5) , meikhoon naima (4/5), wyn yan nai ma, aaron, jmin keat,zhenyuan,boubou kahpoh, mandy, seeann, and all the may babies@!!! sorry if i missed out any of u guys here! .. blame my brain for not working properly or functioning the way tat it should be cos there have been too many things in my head .. hehe :P .. anywayz .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! u;re a year older!@@@!! hhehee :P but dun worry i still love u!! hehehe :P

well.. last weekend went out with makmak to the city to her brother's place // ..she needed to pass something to him .. was planing to not bother them and read my research shit for bio in a cafe .. but then she insists me to tag along .. well .. i did and found out tat her bro was actually very nice and very frenly .. we ate lunch together .. and i realised tat makmak is an awesome sis@@!! she was just so nice to her bro and so caring!! ..brought him fruits .. make sure he eats proper meals .. not finishing her food just to make sure tat he has a bigger share .. and stuff..reminded me of my sis!! and made me inched in guilt for being so mean to my sis! .. aikz .. yeah .. and they both look alike talk alike and i bet they even think alike!!! hehhee .. yeah.. ate chinese food for lunch ..then walked to lygon st and had gelati !! .. it was so yummy!!!! would wanna go again if we go down to the city .. we even took a pic of it .. :P ate it in the park .. such a nice way of enjoying life!! ... at that very moment ..i wished so hard tat i have a brother too .. >.< aikz .. tat would never happen i know! .. well .. anywayz. . after that .. we went to bridge road at 5 .. and i'm not suprised tat the shops were all closed .. guys ..this is australia .. this is melbourne ..they dont have night life on sat or sun .. that's how sad it is .. but makmak n i literally walked from the road till the bridge and makmak was so disappointed that the shops were closed .. she kept saying and making sure tat we come here again and shop .. :P well .. i dun really like bridge road tat much ... too mature clothings there .. not my type.. :P went back late for dinner .. but was actually quite full after the yummy gelati~!! :P well ..will have to wait till 3 weeks before i can go out again ..due to exams >.< GRRRrrr hate exams!!

volunteered for mother's day breakfast at the junior school.. get the opportunity to have a feel of how's it like to be a waitress~!! .. hehe .. wasnt tat pleasing and wasnt tat bad actually .. just tat i had movement issues wearing my chuncky blazers~! .. hate wearing blazers.. makes my shoulder looked so puffed and broad .. aikz .. but then had fun serving the parents and kids breakfast .. as in even placed the food on their plates .. not only leave the food on the table and let them help themselves. . well .. anisha was full on into it ... well .. had a bit of issues with anisha since rowing.. not tat i hate her or something .. but just tat she's too demanding and too self centered~! .. she always thinks tat she's the boss and doesnt let ppl at least voice out their opinion .. goosh!!! aikz. . but there's nothing tat i can do bout it than tolerate with her or maybe just ignoring her is the best way .. ehheeh

malaysian-international week ..
well ..this coming monday is the kick start of international week .. well .. i'm in the malaysian day committee ... fearnie (head of bhse) made it sound so interesting but actually she's controlling and restricting everything tat we dint even have a chance to actually and literally do wat we wanna have for that day ..she asked us to help plannign with the authentic malaysia food .. we suggested roti canai for breaky .. char guai teow for lunch and nasi lemak for dinner ..such a great combinatiion of such awesome choice to represent malaysia and present malaysia in these dishes eh???? the thought of it actually made us loop in joy while just discussing it!!!it was so exciting talking about it and all the plans tat we were gonna have~!! but i guess thing hardly goes the way we wanted!! .. fearnie cancelled everything and i guess she made the final decision and oni allow dinner ..which is nasi lemak .. and i bet it's gonna be so stuffed up!!!! ahh .. . by just imagining it make me feel so disgusted!!! >.< well .. malaysia food bit is just gonna be disasterous to start off the week~!! >.< i dun want that to happen .. it's the chef tat's bringing down malaysia's image k~ >.< aikz... well .. aikz .. better make sure tat the performance and other stuff is not tat crappy .. tat's all i'm wishing for.. but actually.. i havent seen ppl working on international week as hard this year compare to last year .. aikz. . hongkong had charsiewpau .. and i still clearly remembered it ... they're just gonna be so snobbish and bossy and laughed at us .. >.< ARgh!!! not fair!!!! and malaysian has the highest "population" in the bhse mann!!! aikz .. hate fearnie for this!!!

not everything is screwed up .. formal parade last nite was awesome ..the yr 12 gals wore their dresses (the ones tat they are gonna wear in prom) and paraded!! it was awesome even though last year they have more year 12s// ... didi was SO pretty~!!! she wore this white dress tat made her looked like an angel from heaven ...i wanted to get a white one too .. since i borrowed joan's and now tat i've seen didi's .. .but it's hard to find a nice one. . sharlotte was faminine in her combination of black and pink but wasnt really formal .. love didi's!!! took a pic of her.. :) bet it's not gonna be cheap! well .. wonder what will i wear when it's my turn ^.^ ehehee :P but sad case cos i dun have a great body .. not even close to slim or nice body shape!! ... have to work hard to keep fit!@@@

btw .. mr. macartey .. my crosscountry teacher just asked me whether i could go and run this tues for the cross country carnival ..they need more senior gals to do the run .. well .. it's not tat i dun wan. .. but i just feel bad being the last and pulling the team down .. >.< .. and the worse bit is tat he really wants me to go and i felt a twinch inside tat i'd signed up to do cross country and not making any commitment to it!! .. aikz .. *worried worried worried* ..

kah ee .. take care of urself k .. hope u get well soon from food poisoning ..

yay~!!! guys~!! guess what?? today is the 05.05.05!! such a wonderful and significant day eh?>/. well .. not really significant .. just a day so special that it would never come twice again~! .. hehehe :P so i decided to come on9 and blog despite that crap pile of homework there waiting for me to finish them .. aikz.. i can hear them calling me >.< :P hehhee.. just exaggerating .. but i am literally taking out my homework time to blog u know??~!! so u guys better read it paying super lot of attention and read it word by word!! hehhe .. read it twice even~!!! :)

hehhee :P anywayz .. life's here is alrite ...despite my sore tigh muscles from cross country and i had a emotion let out on tuesday nite .. but other than tat .. everything is A-OK :P
well ..weekend is near .. and i dun have anywhere to go .. wonder how did i spend my time last year eh??? and also ..this means tat exams are near ... just overheard the convo between book and poks..(yr 12) they are going to have hotpot this weekend!!! geesh.. jealous-nya!! well .. maybe we should too!!! but the ibs are too busy .. mandy is going away for duke of ed walk .. sarahbelah is going home .. elisa is going to her bro .. and leanne who probably wanna study .. aikz .. why am i still in such a slack cant be bothered mood??? i'm quite worried! :P but probably i'll be going down to the city with elisa and do some shopping. . will ask around and see who would wanna come along with us ..

monday .. well .. nothing much was on .. not tat i can think of it now .. but i remembered that i was being a really good gal this week for i'd been to the library so many times.. well i know i was supposed to go for pound committee but then the teacher wasnt there so .. yay~!! no duty .. but i got back my essays .. was really crappy!! C+ for both .. so bad!! compare to others. . like elena who is an esl student last year even got a B mann .. gosh .. i guess i really need to push my english and go and look out for a tutor or something .. i htink my english is totally off ! wanna have english like chongshen .. speaking to him makes me marvel as his english is WAY too good .. and i think he wont have any prob here! .. hmmm ... wonder why suddenly he popped out of my head! .. doing a film study in english .. aikz .. duno whether i can do it or not~!! :S VERY VERY TRULY DEEPLY worried~!!!
oh!! now i remembered!! monday i went to the post office with mandy cos she had to post her mother's day gift to her mum .. i'm not the kinda gal who will forget mother's day .. but she was just a day before me .. i tried to make it in time but tat dint happened ..so ..yeah .. mandy,elisa(makmak) and i went to the post office up the road and posted the stuff ... makmak and i went to the op shop to get haivanas thongs as they were oni 5bucks!!!!great bargain mann .. and normal price is like AUD$17?? my gosh!! we went there anticipatedly .. and really keen to at least get one .. but guess what?? THEY DONT HAVE OUR SIZE!!! it was either one size up or one size down!! not fair !! we were so disappointed and frustrated !! i really like the blue and the torquise one but both colours doesnt hav my size!!!!!!!! aihz .. now considering a pink or a yellow one .. anyone who would like to get a pair of thongs .. let me know .. such a great bargain tat i wouldnt wanna miss .. not that i'm helping to promote the op shop .. but yeah ..

tuesday was cross country day..
well .. i targeted to at least get top 50 .. and aimed to catch up with karen and sharlotte..considering the aussies who are so fit and run like the wind! (wonder how they do tat) and how karen n sharlz was always faster than me ...crosscountry was during lunchtime and we all got changed into hse colours.. was really excited bout it at the starting point .. we wwent rite up front to the starting line :P yeah~! .. wanna get the advantage of it!! there went the gun and everyone was sprinting .. sally said she wanted to run with us(mak,man n i) but then she was far too ahead of us tat we couldnt catch up with her .. so ..there i was running and jogging .. puffing and breathing .. aiming to at least catch up with the person in front of me. . but then i guess i dint have the stamina to maintain the speed cos there were like lots of people overtaking me ... but there was nothing tat i could do.. so .. i just saved some energy so tat i can sprint at the end .. i caught up with natasha bakthi ..this gal in my chem class... but then towards the bridge .. when she saw me started sprinting ..she sprinted too .. and she reached the finishing line before me!!!!! GRRRR!!! so angry!! cos i was oni like a step or so behind her!! omg! kinda disappointed! chiu! why did she sprint wor!! >.< but oh well .. i still got no. 40!!! *applause* :P hehehe... i achieved my aim .. but i dint get to catch up with karen and sharlotte ... they were like 10 no.s ahead of me! >.< close enough eh! muscles were aching tat nite .. >.<
hilarious moment : pau and i sat on the swing and we decided to do a backflip .. as in fall of the swing from the back of the swing cos when we swing hard the swing actually flies up and tilt towards the back .. so. pau and i swung so hard that both of us tripped the swing and made it fell backwards!! SO fun!!! :D but it was kinda scary though! :P not recommended for kids and people who have bad backs .. dun really want u guuys to try this at home!
at nite had an emotion breakout after dad's phonecall! wasnt a nice experience ... T.T but at least i talked to someone and let out my stress ..

wednesday
morniing went to crosscountry training ..ran at wattle park .. somewhere near school .. we did lots of running.. sprinting,, and walking .. i felt so bad cos the people there are like really good!! they are so fit and they ran so fast and far ahead of us@!!! i just felt so unfit and guilt cos everytime they reached mr. macarty the had to turn back to the last person and then
run back to him .. felt so bad for making them do tat!! >.< tat's y i'm thinking should i continue cos i dun wanna be a black spot in the team since they are so good without me .. and seem like i'm bringing their standard down! anyway .. i remembered there was this hill tat it's so steep and so hard to run up tat i gave up and walked .. but was so shocked that the gals dint even stop and just continued running up the mountain!!! o.O .. yeah .. still doubting on should i continue cross country or so .. but i really wanna loose all the fats!!! >.< joyce ... said i should do more tummy excercise .. hmmm .. maybe i should..
had application task (sort of an assessment) .. seriously screwed it .. dint know wat i was doing and just couldnt count tat day~!! went all wrong and i wouldnt be surprised if i failed! >.< i dint know wat i was doing!!!!!!!! aikz...
went to netball training in the afternoon.. was really good .. even though i went there by mistake .. janine told me tat it was the sports tournament training so i went but then found out tat it was afterschool netball .. was kinda disappointed at the beginning but i tend to enjoy it towards the end .. we did fitness at the beginning was really tough with my sore tighs!! then more drills and fitness, like skippin, tuck jumpin,sprinting and stuff ! .. hehee :P .. can keep fit :D anyhow .. yeah .. we had a game .. was really good cause i got to be defence! and i get to run around!! :) had lots of fun ..

thurs ..
well .. today had pound committee meeting ..and all the ib-ians were at the ToK thing .. so there were oni beatrice hippie n i .. nothing pretty much actually other than the scones that mrs.ward. . our principle made for us!hmm .. wonder y she made for us .. but it was really nice .. went back to bhse and was so angry tat the kitchen staff totally ignore me!! i dint even had one piece of chicken wing and she gave it to the people who had seconds@@@!! so angry!!! and was so pissed1!! cos i really wanted the chicken1~~ stupid fearnie (head of bhse) kept talking to me and let all the ppl cut my queue!!! so angry1!!! my chicken wing!@!! still mourning for it!! *loose weight kononnya?* volunteered for the mother's day breakfast in junior school so tat i can be a waitress and have a feel of it!! always wondered how it would be like ..and i would get a feel of it tmr morning!! :D went to the counsellor and tot tat she might suggest where to get help for english but she wasnt much of a help. .made me and mak mak went all around the school ending up at a crappy teacher.. oh well >.<
went back to the bhse and started pigging out.. ate my packet of rice crackers!! and still ate a large portion of dinner .. i think i found the reason why i still gain weight after i tried so hard to loose it!! :P mak n i were looking at a job guide... which had a list of jobs starting from A-Z and it's really thick and literally has thousands kinda jobs inside!! i still couldnt make up my mind!! any ideas??
mak mak was having fun irritating me all day!! get a life mann mak mak!!! :P stop teasing me!!! but serves her rite from all the slaps and hits tat i gave her!! hehehe :P
mandy mentioned something bout someone in the bhse is being really fake and untruthful .. wonder what she mean.. sure she didnt feel rite bout something. . hope she's alrite ..
also ..i had a weird dream again .. i had teeth falling out !! and this is not the first time i had dreams bout teeth falling out!! wonder what does it foreshadow?~!!! :P ~~~


well. . blogged for an hour!! resume back to hw time!! >.< dun wanna do hw!! >.< T.T