yay~!!! guys~!! guess what?? today is the 05.05.05!! such a wonderful and significant day eh?>/. well .. not really significant .. just a day so special that it would never come twice again~! .. hehehe :P so i decided to come on9 and blog despite that crap pile of homework there waiting for me to finish them .. aikz.. i can hear them calling me >.< :P hehhee.. just exaggerating .. but i am literally taking out my homework time to blog u know??~!! so u guys better read it paying super lot of attention and read it word by word!! hehhe .. read it twice even~!!! :)

hehhee :P anywayz .. life's here is alrite ...despite my sore tigh muscles from cross country and i had a emotion let out on tuesday nite .. but other than tat .. everything is A-OK :P
well ..weekend is near .. and i dun have anywhere to go .. wonder how did i spend my time last year eh??? and also ..this means tat exams are near ... just overheard the convo between book and poks..(yr 12) they are going to have hotpot this weekend!!! geesh.. jealous-nya!! well .. maybe we should too!!! but the ibs are too busy .. mandy is going away for duke of ed walk .. sarahbelah is going home .. elisa is going to her bro .. and leanne who probably wanna study .. aikz .. why am i still in such a slack cant be bothered mood??? i'm quite worried! :P but probably i'll be going down to the city with elisa and do some shopping. . will ask around and see who would wanna come along with us ..

monday .. well .. nothing much was on .. not tat i can think of it now .. but i remembered that i was being a really good gal this week for i'd been to the library so many times.. well i know i was supposed to go for pound committee but then the teacher wasnt there so .. yay~!! no duty .. but i got back my essays .. was really crappy!! C+ for both .. so bad!! compare to others. . like elena who is an esl student last year even got a B mann .. gosh .. i guess i really need to push my english and go and look out for a tutor or something .. i htink my english is totally off ! wanna have english like chongshen .. speaking to him makes me marvel as his english is WAY too good .. and i think he wont have any prob here! .. hmmm ... wonder why suddenly he popped out of my head! .. doing a film study in english .. aikz .. duno whether i can do it or not~!! :S VERY VERY TRULY DEEPLY worried~!!!
oh!! now i remembered!! monday i went to the post office with mandy cos she had to post her mother's day gift to her mum .. i'm not the kinda gal who will forget mother's day .. but she was just a day before me .. i tried to make it in time but tat dint happened ..so ..yeah .. mandy,elisa(makmak) and i went to the post office up the road and posted the stuff ... makmak and i went to the op shop to get haivanas thongs as they were oni 5bucks!!!!great bargain mann .. and normal price is like AUD$17?? my gosh!! we went there anticipatedly .. and really keen to at least get one .. but guess what?? THEY DONT HAVE OUR SIZE!!! it was either one size up or one size down!! not fair !! we were so disappointed and frustrated !! i really like the blue and the torquise one but both colours doesnt hav my size!!!!!!!! aihz .. now considering a pink or a yellow one .. anyone who would like to get a pair of thongs .. let me know .. such a great bargain tat i wouldnt wanna miss .. not that i'm helping to promote the op shop .. but yeah ..

tuesday was cross country day..
well .. i targeted to at least get top 50 .. and aimed to catch up with karen and sharlotte..considering the aussies who are so fit and run like the wind! (wonder how they do tat) and how karen n sharlz was always faster than me ...crosscountry was during lunchtime and we all got changed into hse colours.. was really excited bout it at the starting point .. we wwent rite up front to the starting line :P yeah~! .. wanna get the advantage of it!! there went the gun and everyone was sprinting .. sally said she wanted to run with us(mak,man n i) but then she was far too ahead of us tat we couldnt catch up with her .. so ..there i was running and jogging .. puffing and breathing .. aiming to at least catch up with the person in front of me. . but then i guess i dint have the stamina to maintain the speed cos there were like lots of people overtaking me ... but there was nothing tat i could do.. so .. i just saved some energy so tat i can sprint at the end .. i caught up with natasha bakthi ..this gal in my chem class... but then towards the bridge .. when she saw me started sprinting ..she sprinted too .. and she reached the finishing line before me!!!!! GRRRR!!! so angry!! cos i was oni like a step or so behind her!! omg! kinda disappointed! chiu! why did she sprint wor!! >.< but oh well .. i still got no. 40!!! *applause* :P hehehe... i achieved my aim .. but i dint get to catch up with karen and sharlotte ... they were like 10 no.s ahead of me! >.< close enough eh! muscles were aching tat nite .. >.<
hilarious moment : pau and i sat on the swing and we decided to do a backflip .. as in fall of the swing from the back of the swing cos when we swing hard the swing actually flies up and tilt towards the back .. so. pau and i swung so hard that both of us tripped the swing and made it fell backwards!! SO fun!!! :D but it was kinda scary though! :P not recommended for kids and people who have bad backs .. dun really want u guuys to try this at home!
at nite had an emotion breakout after dad's phonecall! wasnt a nice experience ... T.T but at least i talked to someone and let out my stress ..

wednesday
morniing went to crosscountry training ..ran at wattle park .. somewhere near school .. we did lots of running.. sprinting,, and walking .. i felt so bad cos the people there are like really good!! they are so fit and they ran so fast and far ahead of us@!!! i just felt so unfit and guilt cos everytime they reached mr. macarty the had to turn back to the last person and then
run back to him .. felt so bad for making them do tat!! >.< tat's y i'm thinking should i continue cos i dun wanna be a black spot in the team since they are so good without me .. and seem like i'm bringing their standard down! anyway .. i remembered there was this hill tat it's so steep and so hard to run up tat i gave up and walked .. but was so shocked that the gals dint even stop and just continued running up the mountain!!! o.O .. yeah .. still doubting on should i continue cross country or so .. but i really wanna loose all the fats!!! >.< joyce ... said i should do more tummy excercise .. hmmm .. maybe i should..
had application task (sort of an assessment) .. seriously screwed it .. dint know wat i was doing and just couldnt count tat day~!! went all wrong and i wouldnt be surprised if i failed! >.< i dint know wat i was doing!!!!!!!! aikz...
went to netball training in the afternoon.. was really good .. even though i went there by mistake .. janine told me tat it was the sports tournament training so i went but then found out tat it was afterschool netball .. was kinda disappointed at the beginning but i tend to enjoy it towards the end .. we did fitness at the beginning was really tough with my sore tighs!! then more drills and fitness, like skippin, tuck jumpin,sprinting and stuff ! .. hehee :P .. can keep fit :D anyhow .. yeah .. we had a game .. was really good cause i got to be defence! and i get to run around!! :) had lots of fun ..

thurs ..
well .. today had pound committee meeting ..and all the ib-ians were at the ToK thing .. so there were oni beatrice hippie n i .. nothing pretty much actually other than the scones that mrs.ward. . our principle made for us!hmm .. wonder y she made for us .. but it was really nice .. went back to bhse and was so angry tat the kitchen staff totally ignore me!! i dint even had one piece of chicken wing and she gave it to the people who had seconds@@@!! so angry!!! and was so pissed1!! cos i really wanted the chicken1~~ stupid fearnie (head of bhse) kept talking to me and let all the ppl cut my queue!!! so angry1!!! my chicken wing!@!! still mourning for it!! *loose weight kononnya?* volunteered for the mother's day breakfast in junior school so tat i can be a waitress and have a feel of it!! always wondered how it would be like ..and i would get a feel of it tmr morning!! :D went to the counsellor and tot tat she might suggest where to get help for english but she wasnt much of a help. .made me and mak mak went all around the school ending up at a crappy teacher.. oh well >.<
went back to the bhse and started pigging out.. ate my packet of rice crackers!! and still ate a large portion of dinner .. i think i found the reason why i still gain weight after i tried so hard to loose it!! :P mak n i were looking at a job guide... which had a list of jobs starting from A-Z and it's really thick and literally has thousands kinda jobs inside!! i still couldnt make up my mind!! any ideas??
mak mak was having fun irritating me all day!! get a life mann mak mak!!! :P stop teasing me!!! but serves her rite from all the slaps and hits tat i gave her!! hehehe :P
mandy mentioned something bout someone in the bhse is being really fake and untruthful .. wonder what she mean.. sure she didnt feel rite bout something. . hope she's alrite ..
also ..i had a weird dream again .. i had teeth falling out !! and this is not the first time i had dreams bout teeth falling out!! wonder what does it foreshadow?~!!! :P ~~~


well. . blogged for an hour!! resume back to hw time!! >.< dun wanna do hw!! >.< T.T