WeEkEnD

this is a weekend that doesnt even feel like a weekend because everyone is working so hard and tis is very worrying .. basically everyone is doing their work ..studying .. and stuff~!! >.< fuiyo~!! so scary mann .. mandy is preparing 4 her psychology exams .. the ibs ar always so hardworking .. so tat includes jesh, tammi and joyce who stayed in during the weekend .. then here comes leanne .. always always working so hard that scares n pressures me ~! scared scared!! >.< then .. the bhse is extraordinarily quiet without the geo. camp gals .. who stay next to me .. both sides .. cate n maggie .. then also .. ppl like lydia and beatrice work their ass off too .. haihz .. yr11 is really stressful i can say .. and the worst thing is tat everyone work so hard. . . probably because exams is in a months' time .. but i'm really really scared though .. looking at all the ppl studying so hard .. lookin at them pressures me .. but i just cant stick my ass on the chair and bury my head into my hw .. just cant :P

went to safeway this morning .. walked there and tram back becos we din have time .. was so scared that we might get fined or caught by a conducter but luckily no .. phew~!!after lunch .. i was waiting for mak's to confirm whether she wanted me to accompany her .. since she was at the city .. and i needed to get out of the bhse so badly .. i did a bit of english hw. .which was due like before the hols .. :P and so .. i went on and got distracted.. typical of me :P well .. i took out those farewell letters and cards that had been carefully kept in my drawer and read them all .. one by one .. i always tot i had more than tat but then maybe not .. i reread all of them .. each and every letter or card. . every word :) was really touched ... :' l dint know tat i could make a difference and dint realised that i was gonna missed so badly .. but tat was like 2 years ago .. lots of things had changed .. probably .. ppl had gotten used to me coming and me leavin .. and i made no impact at all .. but rereading those really sweet stuff was really a comfort and console that i was once so loved and protected!! was super duper sweet reading them~!! well .. and tat took my a few hours .. which was good time spent!!! :) guys .. i wanna tell u tat i still love u lots like the way it always used to be ... and i still pray for forever-ness in our friendship~!... even though we dint or may not spend tat much time together lately .*due to erhem erhem :P*.. or maybe we dint communicate as much .. or maybe i dun understand u and ur surroundings tat much anymore .. or maybe there's a gap between us since lots of things had changed.. or even the distance and the fact tat we're oceans apart .. i wanna declare that i still and will always love u and i cant afford to loose u~!~!! same goes to my family :) and may all the sweet memories be in our hearts like shinning photos!!! never be forgotten!! i miss u guys alot .. and still wonder wat's it like if i hadnt leave .. i miss u i miss u and i miss u lots!!!!! do u miss me too?? would u spare a bit of time to think of me? :P
i would always include u in my prayers!

yeah .. ermmm ..sorry guys ..got a bit emotional just then .. ya .. after reading those sweet stuff .. there i go.. sat down n resumed my work .. so guai!! did abit of bio .. then it was dinner time .. the food is surprisingly improving. .my gosh .. how am i gonna loose weight now tat they are feeding us so much and so irresistably !!! gee ~~

ohya~! ..tell u guys something really funny .. i went to cross country this fri .. i planned to take up cross country this term .. but not .. i have to think twice .. mandy n i as well as katrina and alice went on fri ..we missed abit of the last period .. ya .. i missed my chinese conversation class .. hehee :P yup .. and RAL was still darn boring ..i'm so gonna wagged it one day! ..let it be the next period mann ..!!! damn .. really cant wait when next RAL period come!!! anywayz .. back to the cross country bit .. we went to the botanical gardens to run ..it was a lovely place.. but on our way there mandy n i slept on the bus :P hehehe.. tired wat.. anyway .. the start was quick and i can see that the ppl are very enthusiastic and they sprinted full on at the start~ .. well .. mandy and i were like jogging pace then .. somehow .. we were among the few who came last in the competition and we were last in our school~! so embarassing when the younger levels were even faster than us!! gee!! have to train and run faster then~!! >.<