BacK in AusTraLia, MeLboUrnE, ScHooL, BoArdinG HoUsE

well .. all i've gotta say is tat hols was AWESOME .. at least i got a break.. laid back alot .. had quite some fun .. and chill out a alot .. enjoy the fun and comfort in my own bed room .. watching movies with mak mak, chuxiang, joel, chunwei,kahee and bou bou .. got help from frens for my hw .. went to school .. visited them .guides nite gathering..shoppin.. the excitement of taking a flight .. celebrating all those bdays of the april babies in the 2 weeks time .. enjoying the company of each other. .the climate and everything :) *even though i've been comforting myself most of the time, feeling so unloved and unprotected >.< since ppl had been busy .. ignoring me .. and not playing with me as much .. but i understand guys~ exams n study first... just let me continue to self comfort myself and i should be alrite :P *

at least i know tat i would still have frens and family to turn to when i'm down or upset .. or when i needed someone really badly .. i know tat MUST have been someone outhere who will always been there for me .. just tat i havent realised or dint take note of . .so i have to continue to smile and be strong .. as i dun wanna stress or pressure them more .. or least having me as a burden .. - another self comfort statement -

life back here wasnt tat great either .. been stressing out heaps and doiing work non stop .. cant believe i'm such a nerd!! for once .. or maybe this is the price i had to pay for not doing anywork other the hols .. >.< well ... been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 7 .. to complete all the assignments and shit loads of hw ~!! not funny at all .. indeed very stressful and not an enjoyable thing to do~!!!!! i hate it .. i wanna let it all out .. wanna cry out all the stress .. but i dun even have time to do so .. cos i've got heaps of work due the next day~!! but thank god . the weekend finally came. .. showing that there's always something bright and good to lit up things a lil bit :)