SEMESTER 2 is really.....

well.. seriously, i think sem 2 is REALLY HARD. i dun like it. i was on the verge of freaking out mann! seriously!! i really need God's grace and His strength to pull through the rest of this year. missing the first week of uni definitely wont brighten the situation!!! *gulps* MY GOODNESS!! with all the action potential, mircoelectrode and all is killing my brain cells! ARGHHH i cant wait to do NURSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait for next year! but i shall perservere! C'mon!!!!!!

So.. what have i been up to recently? since i came back.

i had been feeling lots of ting-a-lings in me. i duno what they are.. but honestly.. they aint tat great. they hurt. i am caught between 2 sides. both great stuff but which is meant for me?
i read this in my devotion.
in my own phrase : "Certain opportunities are great and splendid, but they may not be God's will for you."
wat does it mean? perhaps it's time to let go.

HAve i been in my own coccoon for too long that i failed to see that there's light ahead of me or was it just a faint torch that was a false alarm? will i stretch and breakaway of my enclosure? will the day come?

YES and i cant wait.

on the other hand, i'm very in the roll for random stuff!!
REALLY.
i think i caught it when i was with my jimuis, jo and joel the yap!
apart from havin pizza at my touchdown (come on! i dun really miss melbourne food, do i?) and PUTTING in great effort in unpacking and tidying up my room, everything else was pretty random.
going up to mt dandenong just to have afternoon tea and for the sake of doing smtg random!! o.O
watching shrek the third after sooooo.... long
being in a testimony video shoot
praying for meaningful relationship during prayer meet?!!
having boss sitting in my lecture

wow. i am getting more and more random!! but u know wat?? i'm loving the spontaneity and LOATHING THE TIME THAT I JUST WASTE BY PROCRASTINATIN'!!!!!! really. i miss my random kaki!

above all, i am missing you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this song really gave me a wake up call this noon when i was so alone at home and sooo bored.


IF WE ARE THE BODY - CASTING CROWNS-


It's crowded in worship today
As she slips in
Trying to fade into the faces
The girls' teasing laughter is carrying farther than they know
Farther than they know

CHORUS
But if we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way
There is a way

A traveler is far away from home
He sheds his coat
And quietly sinks into the back row
The weight of their judgmental glances tells him that his chances
Are better out on the road

CHORUS
But if we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus paid much too high a price
For us to pick and choose who should come
And we are the Body of Christ

If we are the body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus is the way


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whinging complaining doubting procrastinating
ignoring pretending dreaming
DOESNT CHANGE A SINGLE THING
listen and do!