BLOG TILL I DROP .. NOW TAT I'M STUCKED AT HOME :)
expect a long one!! HEE

HEE!@! .. havent been updating my blog lately. . well .. i guess this is a perfect chance ..with no one talking to me on msn ... and stucked at home ( my own fault actually for sleeping in ) .. hehe ;p

hmm brief update bout myself and my plans for the upcoming future ...
well ... i've been eating and eating like nobody's business .. but oh well .. the reason tat i let myself go crazy is tat prom and pangkor were history and then it's not like anyone cares bout me being fat or thin .. so ya .. i'll just eat and live under this motto "eating is a blessing" hehe :P
but on the other hand.. i've been equivelantly burning calories tat i've put on .. well nevertheless input is always greater than output .. but ya .. i'm now suffering from muscles pain~~ butt muscles!! and guess wat .. i'm not the oni one .. chern han and tecky too!! :P we went to this ABT class in the gym yesterday and now .. look at us .. soring and aching .. aikz .. =.=! oh well .. ya .. california gym tat huijing brought us to has now been a popular place among us as it is free and it's new .. tat's y i like it so much with its super ya sui weights and classes .. well it's everything!! i'm loving it! ;p

ok .. other than that .. wat plays a part in my life?? my beloved frens and family!! DUH!!!
well .. a big farewell to lili and jane (even tho i dint tell her personally but still ) wanna wish them all the best as they leave malaysia and proceed in their journey in life in various countries~ ..

oh ya .. happy birthday to rachel ooi .. christmas baby~!!

ermm .. chernhan, zhen yuan and ady~.. get well soon k??? really cant wait to see u guys at lagoon! .. so pls pls take extra care of urself and rest well k?? if u really need someone to take care of u .. then .. aih .. i "sit dai" abit .. i'll do it for u guys lar .. but do take care of urself pls!..

as for the exchange girls .. pls reply my email or at least sms me!! u know i do miss u guys~!! well ..it has been weeks since they left for italy.. bou and ee did call us when we were at pangkor and bou called me on xmas eve~!! .. seriously they have been constantly in my mind~!! really wonder how's life over there .. but do wish them all the best and hope they're having a crazy countdown over there as we would here!

happy house warming to cousin jun and family~!! i had fun meeting up with my grandma, aunty and my nanny at that house warming party on christmas day! .. it was a town house .. but who cares .. it's the people tat matter.. aunty made us some really yummy kuih! .. oh my gosh.. i couldnt resist myself and i had more than 2 helpings!! .. it's good to go back to the village area once a while .. definately will bring back memories .. childhood memories .. seriously .. i can feel the difference between urban and village .. but if i were to choose .. i think i prefer the way i am now .. :P

hmmm .. oh ya .. merry belated christmas to everyone~!! i had a good christmas this year!! mak invited me to watch her church performance .. a musical .. very nice show!! way better than i expected .. i did invite ppl .. but then .. aikz .. guess no one was keen .. so i kinda gave up on the tot of bringing my frens .. i brought my sis instead .. we all enjoyed it! .. it was about christmas and how christ could make a diff in ppl's lives .. the songs and dances were amazingly good!! well done mak~ .. u did well~~!! *thumbs up*

went to lili's farewell party on xmas eve before going to s.pyramid and countdown there with wenlong and chongshen .. even tho i'm not superbly close to lili (sikeat was like kept saying as if we duno each other) but i think i'll miss her! .. she's a real sweet and pretty gal~!!! eh!! gar gar dei we went to watch 2 concerts together k? and at about 10 ish .. after stuffing ourselves with the yummy cheese cake tat lili's dad made ... we headed to sp to countdown~ coincidentally we met KDD, zhien wei and their gang~!! haha.. but we dint join in .. normally i would but then i din wanna dirty wenlong's car.. my oni transport home!! hehe.. i think through this i got to know wen long a lot better .. and i think he's a superbly nice guy!!

aikz .. i guess it'll do for now .. give up on uploading the photos .. due to my slow connection!! ish!! shall hopefully post some pics up..

till then ..take care and all the best!!
to everyone out there who knows me .. i know this is really random~ .. but i just wanna say ..
happy new year and may a new year brings u great vision and greater resolution.. i will always love u and i really treasure everything u;ve done for me .. every single thing .. do keep in touch and ya .. be good!!
love u heapz and heapz ..muakz muakz

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PANGKOR TRIP

havent been blogging for some while cos i was away for a trip to pangkor .. well .. the place itself wasnt as panaromic as i expected it to be .. the sea was a lil murky .. and the beach wasnt as clean as i tot .. but with the company of my frens.. it made up for all the negative side of pangkor! i wanna have a big shout out :-

THANK U TO EVERYONE WHO WENT TO PANGKOR AND ALL MY DARLING FRENS WHO MADE THIS TRIP SUCH A MEMORABLE AND FUN ONE .. I HAD HEAPS AND HEAPZ OF FUN AND ALL THE SWEET MEMORIES WILL REMAIN DEEP IN MY HEART!! I'M MISSING U ALREADY .. BUT I KNOW TAT THE TIMES WE SHARED WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN ..THANK U FOR EVERYTHING!

ohya. . have to mention tat pangkor was a day after prom .. and prom was crazily fun .. shall blogged bout it someday ..

just a brief update tat i've been to prom and pangkor .. the sweetest memories tat would always remain in my heart! :)

after pangkor was still rather hectic .. been going out non stop mann!! sunday was family day as usual .. we went to have a hot spring bath!! fuiyo!! so hot mann!! but apparently it's good for our skin .. so .. i just TAHAN!!! ;p

monday ,.. went out with chernhan chunwei sikeat chenghong wynyan jean suiyuan and a couple more to watch kingkong at mv .. then was dragged to shop with joanne and yng yng .. aikz ..results of easily tempted by food. . dint really wanna shop .. but ya .. the food she offered was tempting enough! :P ..

tuesday was mak mak's bday! .. happy burfday mak!! :P went to her hse :) found out tat her hse was really gorgeous!!!! and she seriously put in heaps of effort in it with the theme, colours and childish! hehe ;p i had fun there meeting new frens .. i had to say tat even tho not all of them are frenly but at least most of them are nice :)

weednesday!!
went gymmin with huijing liching kchew and teckliang at california gym near bukit bintang~ REALLY fun!! .. the gym was so nice and new .. the company was awesome !! we went on the treadmill the bike cardio stuff then up to the weights and hit the "steam" room :P liching kept saying she felt healthy and her tummy was flatter hehe ;p we stayed there for couple of hours and hit straight for food. . had char keoy tiow .. gained back wat we just lost! uish!! haha
then we all went to timesquare to get kc;s free landyard from digi~ .. so funny cos we were expecting something greater than a lousy dull "snow wolf lake" landyard...
today winter fest/.. good food!! yumm :P i'm hungry !! my tummy's like growling now as i blog!! eh!! cant wait to eat more tong yuan! :P

UPDATE!!!

now tat i've been at home .. well not literally at home .. but yea.. in malaysia for about a week and i havent uploaded this blog due to the laziness in me and also knowing tat my internet connection at home is freaking slow simply demotivate me to blog.. but under some so-called "order" .. i;m obliged to blog .. so here goes

brief update

1/12
ee's bday
went out to redbox in less than 5 hrs after arrival

2/12
dad's bday
we dint go for a exquisite dinner as planned .. and i was stranded in mv after everyone left me ponder pointlessly at mv at 4.30 pm .. but thank goodness my sis was there wit me .. and we went for some prom window-shopping ... show a really nice but kinda simply bag at jusco .. even though i kinda fell in love with it .. it costs a bomb!! .. it's like 300+ mann!! .. i dun think there's anyway that i can get it .. aikz .. forget it! and we went home so late tat day .. we were expected to be home by dinner time .. but somehow mum was late to pick us up and wanted us to train back .. and we forgotten to get the cake . so we had to turn back and get it .. which made us even later than as we tot we would be! >.< .. thankfully no one was mad at us .. but i was stil kinda mad at my parents .. they promised us to have a nice dinner among ourselves but it dint come true .. oh well .. i had learnt tat their words cant be taken for granted even tho it was planned bout a month ago?!
aikz .. nvm .. at least i went to shop with siyi yentink teckliang pat jean jian jun and met up with chernhan (was surprised by him) kimchew and ppl ... siyi is so thin tat it was so hard to find a nice coat for him! hehe and kc was showing off tat he has nice body .. chiu! haha..

3/12
outing with ee.. bou .. chongshen and supposedly longbean
around noon .. went to sg wang with ee and bou .. ee just finished buying her souvenirs stuff for her exchange program and i was told tat she spent like hundreds and hundreds on it


4/12
FAMILY DAY
went to klang to have bak kut teh in the morning with my family ..aunty and grandma and some other relatives after my swim .. waliau! .. my stomach was like growling like no body;s business on the long journey there .. but it was worth the travelling cos it was so so YUMMY!! .. and fattening! .. hehe .. but i was glad tat my taste buds were satisfied.. hehe .. then went shopping with sis and mum ..saw a pair of rather nice silver shoes at vinci but sadly they are platforms .. so .. dint buy them yet .. wanna keep my choices open.. dinner at aunty niu's hse .. had satay .. which i was craving for :P

5/12
the last day of spm .. finally they can put a fullstop to exams and say bye to high school ..
well .. kah ee and bou were rushing down to kl and meet up with me cos they need to buy baju kurung for the exchange trip .. mum said that chowkit's cheap when it comes to selling these stuff .. so she offered to give us a lift there .. we walked into a few shops and seeing those malays and indians promote their stuff. . i somehow felt tat i'm really priviledged to be living in such a harmonious country with such a great culture diversities .. ok .. cut the crap .. kah ee bought an indian top .. to match her batik pants then we headed off to bou's hse and to kelana jaya the talipon restaurant .. it's a steamboat + pan grill restaurant where u self service .. yeexian kept eating prawn tat the shells piled up like a mountain and chun wei was like complaining the pot of soup seemed to be seafood soup .. hehe:P chongshen and my dailou were very kind as they both offered me food :P .. well .. basically tat nite i was being served like i was a princess.. kah ee siting on my left kept scooping the hotpot food into my bowl and the ppl grilled chicken and fish and the next location they went was my stomach .. oh ya .. not to forget the super big jug of watermelon juice tat kah ee helped me out .. jia mien gave a surprised to bou as bou wasnt expecting her to come since she was at spore for the weekend .. she had a shock .. a real shock! .. hehe .. and guess who was the latest to arrive? si keat! .. hehe :p they were all so glad tat he came tat they dint scold him but welcomed him with great generous courtesy! .. funny .. matt was complaining how unfair it was.. hehe .. i agreed wit matt!! it was really a great nite .. and fulfilling nite .. for my tummy!! .. we just sat and tok crap .. do some catching up and chatting .. i always feel loved when i'm at home .. there's just this cosy and heart warming feeling deep inside ..

6/12
sis' bday and 5s3 class party
played basketball and frisbee with jo jm ry and bou in the morning .. i was earli so i made kamyu have breaky with me .. which was kinda mean cos i think he slept rather late .. :P everyone was late .. but i kinda expected tat ... it felt good playing sports with this bunch of frens!! something tat i always wanna do .. :) it always brings back memories ..hehe .. but i was really crap at frisbee .. i cant even throw properly .. >.< .. ew! .. but bou was a good teacher .. or should i say tat i was a fast learner .. hehe .. i managed to throw a lil better than i first started.. after tat .. jo was being really kind .. sending bou jm n i back .. yng and jean had committee meeting bout pangkor .. ya .. then in the afternoon .. jm decided to highlight her hair .. mum asked me to bring her to my aunty's place .. it costed her 100 .. sookhung n i was like falling asleep while she highlighted it .. glad tat shung accompanied me or else i'll be doozing off! .. hehe .. it turned out ok .. just tat i dun like the front bit .. :P
class party was great .. but when we were on the way there .. we had to rush like mad .. cos jm took 2 hrs to do her hair! i brought hotdogs .. i intended to cook them myself but then i seriously ran out of time .. so kakak had to cook them while i showered .. jo kindly offered us a trip again .. felt so good being driven around ;p hehe .. after fetching and leading everyone to yy;s hse ,.. i was shocked to see the whole table full of food! haha.. and the ppl were all very welcoming :) we ate .. played shiraque mafia husband and wife ..and the name twister .. SO FUN!! and i felt so belonged .. as in i dint feel left out at all! .. we did some cleaning .. ermm .. they did .. i oni helped collecting the rubbish ;p .. going home was such a shock ..hong kindly offered us a lift back to school and i tot i oni needed to bring yx jm and ningshuang home .. but ended up with yauhong and lihui! .. waliau ! .. my mum's car was so packed mann! hehe :P jm spent a nite at my hse .. we chatted but she knocked off rather soon .. :P

7/12
outing with muah besties
went out wit yeen jia yee and jhui to 1u .. jm and i were woken up by their call claiming tat they had arrived 1 u and hurried us there .. so we sped up and hurried there .. had lunch at sri melaka .. yumm cendol!! ... watched zathura .. found out tat chunwei was there watching the same show too .. but at tgv while we were watching at gsc .. went shopping for shoes and bags with yeen .. bought a ring instead .. the four of us had one each .. to jm this is a surprise! and we bought yeen a broch~ .. hope she likes it! :P oh! .. i tried on this pair of white heels .. they were gorgeous but they cost a bomb! .. should i get them? hmm .. duno .. shall persuade my parents! hehe
met chunwei by coincidence as we were both on the phone! .. like wat it seemed in the movies eh?? .. but then it was zhenyuan who noticed it :P .. hheehe .. he couldnt fetch me back >.< cos he was shopping with his mum .. cab back instead
spent the whole nite painting cushions for sue and bou who are departing to italy the next day .. literally oni sleep for 2 hrs max.. crazy! but i started late.. oni started doing in at 12 .. but it contained all my effort .. hope they like it..

8/12
exchange ppl departing
spent the whole morning attempting to complete ee's bday pressie ..
after that had to rush to my tailor's place to check out my dress' colour and material which happened to be a total disappointment and a total disaster! the material wasnt wat i expected and the color .. SHIT GREEN!! ahhh!! how bad can it be?! shit green worr! aikz .. how?? i saw the fabric lying on the chair and was praying hard tat it wouldnt be mine but my sixth sense was rite. . it was mine! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
god! i duno wat to say .. i just like so stunned! >.< ish!!! hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!!
then i had to rush to mv to buy narnia tickets as i promised pat .. coincidentally i met huijing and my nai ma wynyan ..:P hehe . they were buying narnia too .. but a slightly earlier show .. i queued twice hoping tat i would get nice seats and hoping tat i wont disappoint the ppl .. but once i saw we were about to get it .. i left and looked for chunwei as i need to drop off the pressies at his car .. then they told me tat we were watching perhaps love .. i was like ok .. dint really mind .. but then .. after the show .. i was like =.=! not as good as i expected ..
anyhow .. the day was a great one with the comapny of my frens~ xoxo

BACK FROM THE LAND DOWN UNDER
and would be enjoying myself for sure~

hey heyz .. exams are finally history for me and the packing and slacking lifestyle has now come to an end ~ thank god no more packing .. my stuff has now been moved from the ground floor to the top floor .. it aint an easy job considering that i've got like tonnes of stuff.. and i'm glad tat it;s done and i can be at home .. my home sweet home as i blog this .. while waiting for my slow jaring connection to download shit~ ahhh .. i miss the broadband connection at plc.. but i would rather suffer from the internet "slowness" as a result rather than stuck in aussie or going to school ..

results were alrite .. amazingly unexpected! in a good way .. i was so shocked as i recieved them .. and i still am .. english .. finally i've gotten an A .. well ..actually 2~!! as there are two essays .. :) maths methods and chem are all above 90s .. bio .. just passed as an A .. well .. gmaths advanced .. have to admit .. the hardest and my weakest subject .. i gotten a B/C .. i was just hoping for a pass after i finished the paper and now .. .i got more than tat.. hmmm .. my prayers were answered , i guess... anyhoo .. enough about exams .. so glad i dun haf to think about it in 2 months time :) YAY!!!

prior to the plane ride was really a total mess and a rush
the cab was really on time .. i wasnt expecting tat to happen but it did .. mak and i were still doing our stuff .. the luggage lid unclosed .. taking our own sweet time ..then suddenly .. fuiyo .. as i was returning charmaine's dvd .. someone came shouting along the corridoor .. "munyee~ .. ur cab;s here!!!" well .. i ran like a cow to my room .. people were just helping me to take my luggage out .. pau was packing my backpack .. lee was putting my junk back into the trunk room .. everything happened so quickly.. it was like pim-pam-poom and i was on the cab wit mak to the airport.. the plane ride was good .. with lots of good movies .. i wanted to watch quite a few but dint have enough time so i oni chose a few. .. in the end i oni get to watch 2 full one .. i fell asleep in bewitched .. :P the midnite flight was quite packed .. so ya .. i dint really get to stretch much and basically i'm restrained in my seat.. fantastic four and must love dog are alrite .. ya .. i know i'm outdated .. but u cant blame me! ..
i have somthing really sad to announce .. my jean bagpack which had been serving me through good times and bad times .. which had made my travelling easier .. was broken .. i guess i was too rough when i was handling with the zip and all my stuff inside just went messy and were liking about to fall .. so this leave me no choice but to buy a new bag in the airport .. i wanted to at least get a bagpack .. something similiar in attempting to replace the poor old guy .. but then .. there aint any .. so instead .. i gotten a gym sports bag .. is it hinting that things tat had been following me through all these while cant be replaced?? well .. it's oni a bag ..hmmm *thinking hard* .. ermm .. ok . anywayz

coincidentally.. grandma and uncle were arriving about half an hour after me .. dad asked me to go home with them by cab.. >.< first time not getting home by being picked up .. oh well >.<

when i reached home .. there wasnt any cars at the porch .. ie .. parents been out to work .. then the hse looked empty .. wont be seeing anyone except my maid in the morning ... kinda miss my maid actually .. so i gave her a big warm smile :) then.. this tall thin gal who mum claimed was going on a diet came to me .. my youngest sis .. i was so shocked to see her .. she grew taller and thiner *gasp* and my bro too .. which i found out after waking him up by kicking his arse in his room :P his voice changed too!

had chicken rice with family .. yummmm but it was raining the whole noon >.< dun like rainy days!

went out with ee,jm,shen,yx,kp,ch,matt,kc and faye this afternoon to celebrate kah ee's 17th bday .. sang k at redbox .. well .. i spent like an hour lookin for jhui n jyee .. but fate aint at our side .. when i was at sg wang .. they were at lowyat .. while when i was at lowyat .. they're at sgwang! .. oh my gosh! ... how annoying .. in the mean time .. i went under the rain to get ee's cake ... they dun haf any bakery at lowyat~ .. ish .. hate it! turn me into a wet chicken >.< singing k was just plain fun and throat soring.. :P

EXAMS ARE OVER .. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y

exams are over .. well .. i dun reckon i did well .. i so stuffed up my gms .. (add maths equivelant) .. bio was the last paper so i wasnt really in the mood to study nor to bother working hard on it anymore .. ermm .. maths methods and chem were ok .. but still not confident in them .. english .. aizk . dun really have time to proof read .. but then .. i shall know how i did in couple of days time .. >.< scared!

oh well .. on the other hand .. knowing tat there;s nothing much tat i can do .. i've been working hard on relaxing and destressing myself ..straight after my bio paper .. instead of catchin up with sleep.. i watched a movie on a laptop .. followed by lunching with lee and mandy at knox. .. oh ya ..i've bought SCRUMPTIOUS popcorns to bring back home .. :) ya .. then went to joyce's hse to celebrate jess au's bday .. went to boxhill to buy something first and also becos the trams were stuffed up .. dinner at joyce's was SUPERB and heavenly! .. everyone was supposed to cook and prepare a dish .. i made soba noodles ..it wasnt hard .. and it was alrite .. nard's coconut rice was really good tat i kept wanting more~~!! .. so so good!!! then we surprised jess by bringing her a cake .. a bday choc strawberry cake that joyce and nard baked!! .. it was like from a bakery mann1!!! ..tat;s how good it was!

mak and hippie still had pe paper to do whilst most of us had finished .. i just queitly watched movie at nite till 4+ on my bed! .. hehe :P .. i was watching hk drama series from fai zai's laptop .. wonder how i managed to do tat when i struggled so badly and so hard to wake up in the morning :P .. oh ya.. wanna thank yng yng for waking me up in the morning prior to my exams .. or else i'll just be so lost and gone case the next day .. thanks ya!

fri .. was just slacking off and not doing ANYTHING productive.. had dinner in jap restaurant .. then went out to party at nite with lotte shayna mandy(initially but in the end she dint feel like it anymore) pau kitty selah and hiipie.... drank some alcohol .. some strawberry thingy .. was really good .. not the strong ones .. it was sweet and strawberry-ish ... and i actually got passed the bouncers without having to show my id !! :P i'm mature enough eh!! :P .. hehe .. slept over at mak's bro place

saturday
was in a total rush of coming back into te bhse in the morning .. needed to get ready and prepare for yaya and steph's present etc .. well .. by the time i reached bhse and had my shower was 10.15 d .. wait! .. i still needed to wrap the pressie .. ermm .. to write plane lettter to those who are goin to china fors students exchange .. i was supposed to go with janine ,, but she fong fei geit me .. so elana had to be the victim waiting for me ... we rushed there and reached approx 12 .. when the party was like supposed to start at 10.30 :P .. well .. the party was alrite .. we just ate and sat whle the shanghai ppl prepare and practiced their performance .. the food .. which must be commented was so soo godoof!!!!!!1,,,, i ae so so much! non stop for like 3 whole hours! :P

now tat exams are over i seriously cant wait to just play play and play! :P hehe :P not tat i oni need to play ,, i got bhse stuff to organise too before i go home and play even more!! ..

i miss all of u guys

shanghai exchange ppl .. have a good time and safe trip k?

form 5 chsian .. good luck for the remaining subjects k?

ps.. this was blogged in half awake and half contiouous addirion .. so .. pardon me if it doesnt make sense. . i'm so dead and tired .. zzz

CHINESE EXAMS tmr

i'm really scared tat i'll have a blankout tmr. .. chinese is my scaling up subject for next year .. and i really dun wanna screw it up~!! ..

*in a state of anxiety*

good luck for physician~

*BLOG ON HOLD*

exams starting this thurs. .

17th Nov
1500-1745 Chinese VCE units 3 & 4

18th Nov
0845 - 1100 Maths Method

22nd Nov
0845 - 1045 English

23rd Nov
0845 - 1100 General Maths *
1330 - 1515 Chemistry

24th Nov
0900- 10.30 Biology

do leave a tag to encourage me and give me the strength to concentrate on my studies .. been distracted easily and very unmotivated >.<

everyone who;s taking spm ,.

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST K??
study hard but dun overstress
take xtra care of urself and not to forget the ppl around u

GAMBateh~!!

MRS MURPHY~
y cant u just leave c4 alone!!!

gosh!! .. the new staff .. mrs murphy .. she was so annoying last nite .. seriously .. no doubt tat she was picking on our room~! .. me n my poor roomies!! .. >.<
last nite .. joyce was just watching movies after she had finished her maths method 3-4 .. a totally relieved period for her and she seriously deserved a break~!! .. and she invited me to watch it wit her too .. and there;s no way i resisited the temptation .. yea..so i joined in .. hehe :P and tat was after 10 .. when we were supposed to be in our room ... " studying" .. well ..the staff continously came in to check on us .. but yea .. the first time .. fearnie (head of bhse's nickname) came into our room when i wasnt there and gave joyce an extension .. so yea . we tot tat it was alrite .. then murphy came into our room and said it was a total ridicule ~ ..we were fine then .. dun trust us . .go ask fearnie urself .. i guessed she really did .. and she came in after 15 minutes saying as tat was we claimed tat show would end ,..we were like wat the hell is wrong with her .. no staff ever bother to check after we brushed them off ...and mann .. she's just got issues! we bet she was gonna complain to fearnie.. anw .. she asked us to stop the movie and resume studying .. well .. we were gonna until joyce said she wanted to show me a mv .. i agreed again .. so yea .. then fearnie came barging in .. we were like "WOW??!! WAT?!"" in total shocked and surprised.. .wat? she really did .. and we were expecting tat complain happenin the next day . bt i guessed she complained straight ahead. .. oh gosh .. fearnie took the lorraine's laptop away .. and then .. tricked lorraine into saying tat she dint need her laptop .. so .. ya . the laptop and movie drama ends here ..
we were unhappy and totally annoyed and frustrated by murphy .. so other than complaining and screaming at her in our room .. there wasnt anything much tat we could do about .. so joyce decided to pack n clean up our room .. as for me. . i tried really hard to study for my upcoming language analysis task tat would be in my report .. ya .. TRIED .. but then ..end up msging ppl and sleep :P mak was just enjoyin her talk on the phone with ka fai ..
suddenly .. totally unexpectedly ... murphy came into our room again!! .. without anyone's notice ..we were just too into wat we were doin .. joyce poking her pimples .. (she said she finally had time to do tat .. and she would love to do in on me .. i was like no way .. ! ) .. mak talking on the phone and i was just listening to my songs and reading .. i dint even notice her presence.. until mak stopped talking .. then oni i felt odd and looked up .. she questioned elisa and told her to finish it up .. then we were starring at her in confusion when she claimed tat " i could hear u from my coridoor" we were seriously pissed d ..and she was literally adding fire to fuel .. wat the hell ? can mak;s voice .. talking on the phone travel down the corridoor ?? .. huh ??? .. well .. wat;s wrong with her mann .. she was literally picking on us!!! .. not once not twice .. gosh! .. wateva mann ..
it even grossed me out thinking how she like to touch and rub ppl~!! ewww /// .. she touched my foot to wake me up!! >.< eeee!! ... and so funny how joyce commented in canto " diu her lor .. kiu or honey honey .. bing gor yiu jo her honey .. diu~ !! " ... hehhe .. mak n i burst out laughing after hearing tat .. :P so funy



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I got caught talking to jia yee the other day .. while wishing her happy bday .. fuiyo~ .. fearnie caught me calling her in the phone booth red handed. .

initially i was just doing some photocopying .. dun wanna pay ..so secretly photocopy lor .. :P at about 11.30-ish .. :P hehe .. then it was jia yee's bday .. i wanted to call her and wish her happy bday personally .. so ya .. i had been talking on the phone late nite for several weekends .. but never once i got caught .. tat was thurs .. and i got caught! .. shit! ..
i was just happily enjoying my talk with jy in the phone booth at about midnite .. then i saw a circle of torch came swaying left and rite .. it never occured to me tat it would be fearnie .. i tot it was just my roomie or yr 12 trying to prank me .. :P .. hehe.. so i was like wat's up mann .. i peeped through the glass window of the booth .. then holy shit! ..it was fearnie .. the phone booth was already small enough and i couldnt really do anything much about it . . so i was just trying to hide in the shadow .. but i guessed my long legs were in the way ... i dint move fast enough and i got caught ~ .. i was like shit! shit! shit! ..swearing inside my heart ..
"WAT aRe u doing here munyee??? it's past midnite!" (actually it was oni 11.45)
"it's really urgent mrs fearn warnan .. i had to ring up my fren back home and it's really urgent" ..i kept repeating tat. . and i was like screwed it .. i'm so freaking screwed ..
"wat's so urgent?"
"it's something back home.. its really urgent" .. i couldnt remember how many times had i repeated the word urgent.. but yea
"well .. u wind it up quickly alrite?"
"yes.. thankz"

mann .. i was so relieved tat she dint ground me or so .. after that,.. i just resumed talking to jy .. :P ... i had the fright of my life mann .. fearnie was in her pjs when she caught me .. i was like wat??? huh??? so lost and so shocked! with torch light somemore~ ..ya sui!

guessed we're in bad luck lately .. kept getting caught for doing notty stuff.. but it will be hinder the "courageous" playful roomies of C4 :P

LONG WEEKEND AND BACK AGAIN
i'm lazy and i'm slacked!

OHya~!! .. before i forget.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to sikeat (belated burfday) and also to JIAYEE ..

anywayz .. ya .. last weekend was spring racing weekend. . the melbourne cup was held on the tuesday .. it was really hot lately .. the weather had changed .. guess summer is coming .. ermm .. shall not comment bout the crazy weather here .. was so sweating hot yesterDAY and at nite ..it was raining thunderstorm! gosh >.< .. oh ya .. daylight saving changed d. .so rite now .. it's 3 hrs faster than in malaysia .. if i said i'm tired at 9o'clock ur time .. u should understand k ? :P

back to my weekend .. thankfully the weather over the weekend was rather nice.. dint really rain or so .. and ya .. the horse racing was a big thing here .. everyone was so dressed up .. women in hats and men in suits .. i dint really go to the flemington race course.. i just stayed in my cous' hse and watched live broadcast of the race .. :P ivy bet on the horse Xcellent while francis on Lachlan River .. well ..i kinda wanted Makybe Diva to win but then .. not tat keen on it winning 3yrs in a row .. which was slightly impossible .. but then .. she proved tat it wasnt .. and she was a legend now .. the horse! yup! ..and she's retired~ .. hehe :P ivy did get some winnings .. Xcellent came third~ .. so yea~!!

anyhoo .. the whole weekend i dint really do anything other than going on9 (course i would take this opportunity! GOLDEN opportunity mann!!) and ya .. watched tv .. shopping! .. and i guess not to ur surprise .. eat! :P the food at my couz was AWESOME!! hehe .. well .. as long as it's home cook food .. ermm .. actually no .. it aint as good as err ... yea .. some restaurant or my mum's cooking .. but then .. i guess i just enjoyed the atmostphere of eating at home .. in a small dining room .. yea.. i hadnt experienced it for so long~!! longing for my mummy's cooking now~~ .. aikz!! anywayz .. ya .. and i felt kinda bad .. as well as loved on the same time when i went home late and missed out on dinner .. cos ivy took the trouble and kept offering to hav something good .. i dint really mind eating the leftover or instant noodles but she insisted on taking away or delivery pizza .. ya . i had pizza.. i would be feeling even worse if i made her going out the hse just to buy food for me~ .. who am i mann~ .. n australian idol was on .. how could i make her go out of the hse .. drive n get me food ? .. not tat selfish .. so i just ate domino's pizza .. quite yummy :) but really thanked ivy for the initiative :D
friday joyce dorcas mak earth nard and book lotte .. ya .. couple of gals went out and had korean bbq .. hehe :P ya .. had to say thank u to dianne , joyce's sis for sending me down to the city :) mak n i werent full after dinner so we went to lygon st to have icecream for dessert .. it was a total paradise .. eating gelati on a hot nite .. at about 11-ish .. sitting on the park .. watching children attempt to break dance and just ya .. enjoying ourselves .. i'm sorry guys.. all tat relates to happiness (for me) has to do with food .. but food simply is my source of joy~ :P hehe

shall tell u more bout hot pot .. shopping and this hot guy from the train when i come blogging next time!
oh ya!.. room allocations are over! tammi n i arranged everything .. no more worries at the time being~ hakuna matata finally! :P .. well temporary~.. but yea .. good enough~

english essay in class later after lunch ... so not ready for it .. been slacking and procrastinating the whole of yesterday nite~
wish me luck~
hope i wouldnt come bloggin n tell u guys tat i screwed it up~ >.<
bell's gone ta!

IS IT TOO MUCH TAT I'M ASKING FOR?

firstly befor i forget... HAPPY GRADUATION to all the form5s and yr 12s~~!!! .. i guessed it must be really emotional to go through this period thinking tat u've actually finished high school and now moving on to ur next step ...to ur bright future .. expecting challenges and overcoming them .. as for me .. i'm sure tat if i were one of them .. i'll be crying like a baby .. missing all my beloved darling frens .. and ermm ..still miss them >.< but anyhow. . good luck in all ur exams ya ??

well .. back to me .. hey! this is my blog .. of course it's about me! :P hehe
i'm alrite ... being a bhse captain is so much fun .. especially when it comes to room allocations
i dun get to decide everyone's room ... and they wont complain anything ..
the committee is so united .. so is our year .. we just do everything together and open up our thoughts .. no bitching behind ppl's back and no way we're gonna let others be involved
we think about each other's feeling .. and we at least try to understand ppl .. puttin our legs in their shoes
it's not all about power .. it's about fair n just .. its about ppl not the committee itself oni
see how selfless we all are!
i'm just managing so well with this room allocation thingy when there's completely no issues at all!
i get to sleep in peace and dry my eyes everynite
i get all the understandings tat i want and i know who to turn to when i'm down
i'm so strong in will and i;m very confident tat i'll pull it thru :D

hahaha!~!! so funny and sound so perfect eh??? nothing could go gone .. let me tell u .. all these are just simply plain irony!! i'm being sarcastic! .. it's all so ironic! >.<

seriously is it too much tat i'm asking for?
yesterday i was just telling megan ... all i asked for everytime if there's a chance to wish for something is to have everyone happy and healthy .. i somehow rememebered telling mandy the same thing .. welll ..she laughed and said tat no wonder my wish never come true.. well .. i guessed she's kinda rite .. tat is so not possible .. i give up now .. should i start to think of another one now tat i dun have faith in it?? .. but i still cant think of anything better to ask for .. this is wat i really want!!
guess ppl dun usually get wat they want .. and i'm one of those ppl

well .. i just want the room allocation thingy to be done in a fair .. democratic and just way so tat everyone will be happy and will come to an agreement .. leaving the room in a pleased and happy-with-wat-i-get mood .. instead of leaving the room feeling grumpy and then start bitching! .. i also want the girls to come to me or the committee if they are unhappy bt anything so tat there is actually something tat we can do about it ..say trying to fix it up or something.. instead of just .. talkin behind our back and crying over spilt milk! .. i want everyone to understand .. and learn to accept the fact tat we live in a community .. we have to compromise .. and negotiate .. we are creatures who are filled with emotions not desire .. we creeps for happiness but not earning it in a dirty way .. we have to try to stand in others positions and look thru their eyes~ .. see wat they see .. but not stabbing her even tho she's crying for help .. rite?? yet .. the human race is really biased and unjust .. no matter how hard we tried .. the selfishness and the favoutism is implanted from the day tat u are born .. can we overcome it in peace ?? i duno .. would the ppl understand ?? i duno ... aikz ..

anywayz.. i still wanna thank god for everything he has done.. giving me frens and family to support me thru tough times like this .. it aint easy for me .. nor everyone else to go through times of examinations and times of commitments.. it aint easy to face our emotions and let our rational brains to lead us .. but i still wanna say a big thank u to those who had given me the strength and the will to pull it thru .. and to believe tat tmr will be a better day!

PLEASE OR TO BE PLEASED?
It's Never Easy

well .. lots of things had been happening and spinning on my head .. good things.. bad things.. happy thoughts .. sad incidents.. great joy .. and hurtful desire .. each n every lil thing.. but the main thing that is in my head now .. is the responsibilities of being a boarding hse captain .. and i'm sure the committe or the vice captain would have their heads spinning now too .. as it's the time of room allocation .. it's not an easy job having to please everyone and make it fair and just .. when we thought that we had found the fairest and just way to deal with it .. ppl come arousing with disastifaction .. when the committees do this .. the complaints shoot ahead .. yet .. the most annoying bit is that the opinions or "suggestions" are not aimed at us .. they would either talk behind our back or just snap it straight at the head of bhse .. when we couldnt work it out between ourselves.. wat can we do to help u when u urself dun voice ur opinions to us?? ..

it's just too hard to please everyone ..
i'm stucked in between .. when it doesnt even concerns me! ..
but the responsibilities are laid on my shoulders >.<

aikz .. it's not like anyone reading my blog would tell the stubborn heads or bitch to talk and face me.. >.<

WAT CAN i DO TO MAKE U HAPpy?

some photos to share :)

i'm fine now .. dun worry! ..went for retail therapy to release stress :P so ya ..
enjoy




the 2005/2006 boarding hse committee as bouncers on "The Nite of the Nights" celebrity themed nite .. with fat tummies and cool sunnies :P





the TELETUBIES~!!! so cute and funny .. they should have won best dressed but then there wasnt enough pressie for 4 to split .. so scary spice won it in the end



my lil nephew .. whom i stayed with during my september hols .. so so cute ya?

MUCK UP DAY

today is yr 12 final day of school .. which to them is known as muck up day .. for us .. getting mucked up by the yr 12s! ..
well .. it was a great heapz of fun .. but rite now .. i'm not really in the mood to talk about the fun stuff..

i'm currently suffering from boredom and pessimism!! >.<
i duno y but yet .. yea.. i'm feeling really shitty cos i stuffed up my chem test and i couldnt find anyone to play sports with me! >.< i do know y !
i dun feel like doing anything productive.. aka hw .. and aikz.. so screwed!!
all i feel like doing is to scream and shout the throat out of my lungs (not using my common sense here)
well ... who cares?!! at least i can release the stress that is in me ..
but tears wont come out
and things dont work out
i'm left here still .. bored bored and lastly still bored >.<

well ... sinking into the pessimism .. >.<
i used to think that i'm the luckiest gal on world ..
(i kinda still think so .. but yea .. )
i'm stucked in dilemma now ..
wondering .. who am i? why am i here ? does anyone care?
i used to be able to feel free to just knock on the door
bang on ur head or even yell or laugh at ur face ..
and spill out all the deep thoughts
in my head or in my soul
i know that there would always be someone there
to lift me up when there seemed to be no one else
i thought tat i was very loved
but now .. i'm doubting .. were those sensational things oni in my dreams?
can this still happen again
when everyone is so engaged
with the hustle bustle of their own lives
and the stress that mounting up

i dun wanna be a burden
i dun wanna be a weight
i dun wanna be a disturbance
nor an annoyance
i wanna be a angel, a cheerful angel
who brings joy and :) when there's despair
i wanna be someone who take the grief and pain ..
and put it on my shoulder
then i'll hide and weep alone .. in the dark corner ..
secretly .. silently .. and pray that .. shortly ..
i'll be able to stand again.

RANDOM THINGS
oohhh!! 3 posts in a day!! shall break my record!! :P

yupz .. having spare now .. n things just kept popping in my head .. oh .. before i forget
special shoutouts to..
KAMYU.. happy birthday !!! may u have an awesome day!!
JON .. good luck in ur oral today
CX .. good luck in ur chink oral on thurs

swimming sports was held last tues
i was supposed to be in 2 events.. but i freaked out .. knowing tat i wouldnt be as good as others.. so .. better not embarrass myself in front of the whole school ..so i let the better swimmers take my spot .. :P
tat day .. me mak and mandy were full on slacking the whole day .. went to msac and did nothing related to sports other than cheering on for lee.. :p

rat disection again on bio class
thank godness i dun haf to touch it cos it was disected by the teachers .. all we had to do were just to look and observe ..we looked at the reproductive system of the male and the female .. we even looked at the pregnant rat with 12 fetuses .. GROSS!~!!
aikz .. GROSS GROSS GROSS

RELIEF .. now in com room .. blogging :P

now tat i dun hav to go to convo lessons anymore .. since oral exams are over. . i've earned myself an extra spare :) yay!!!

well .. i've got a couple of things done since i hardly come bloggin .. oh ya ..sorry guys for replying u guys asap .. but it's in progress k ??

VALEDICTORY and CELEBRATION DINNER
valedictory dinner was held last friday .. and celebration dinner was yesterday .. both the dinners are for the yr12 to celebrate and as well to be recognised each and everyone as a special gal .. it was a time to be togther before they graduate! .. oh yea .. their final day is this upcoming friday .. muck up day!!! which means the yr12 ex-com's present ... >.< aikz .. havent even gotten any! shit!
anywayz .. u must be wondering ..wat the hell am i doing in the yr 12 celebration dinner .. i had to serve and clean up (literally as a waiter) in the dinners becos i'm in the senior committee and the bhse committee.. the valedictory dinner was held at school ..and the celebration dinner was in the bhse dining room .. valedictory dinner was helped out by all the senior committee .. megan and amanda and lots more were there .. we just had to collect the plates .. nothing much and megan had to clean up the glasses .. haha ..she broke like 5 of them!! hehehe :P so funny .. i think she broke the most in a nite :P and we got to eat the left over desserts like apple tart and cheese cake .. and fruits.. SO FATTENING .. but they were yummy ~!! :P who cares! .. ya .. then .. we collected almost everything and had nothing else to do .. so we just stood there and watched the yr 12 dance .. they given out awards and danced like mad .. someone pole danced!!! :P heheh ..they saw us standing there and started to corner us!.. so funny! .. they were imposing sick moves on us .. but we were just laughing our heads off :P they then invited us to join them .. we felt awkward .. and ran away :P ..hehe valedictory dinner was something very different and it's sure something to look forward to ..
celebration dinner was simply so good!!! :) the food especially!.tolebrone moose .. beef (nicely done .. not full cook) ..juice (not water!). i had to serve the yr12 boarders ,.. eikz. . serving again!.. but then it was really good .. we get to nibble something and we also had our committee meeting deciding the nite of the nites shit as well as room arrangements.. i guessed the food was really good cos ppl asked for seconds.. it was a realy nice and cosy dinner ..everyone dressed up nicely and the dining room was set up nicely .. candles ..deco .. and nice music .. as if u were in the restaurant . .. guess wat?? i dint drop anything on anyone!! :P .. felt so sad tat the yr12 are leavin us soon .. and i'll miss them terribly .. >.< which means tat next year .. we're the leaders and i'll no longer be under the loving and nurture of my beloved jie jie - didi .. thankz so much di ..i love u!!
(psst.. she wasnt at the celebration nor the valedictory dinner .. wonder y..hmmm)

IN THE LIBRARY :)

well ..hmm... felt like it's been a while since i last blogged. . so here's a brief outline of wat i did over the past week~!!! hehe :P

guess waT?? i'd done my chinese oral exams@!!! :) one exam done .. 6 more to go! .. aikz!! .. ya .. i did tat yesterday..
CHINESE ORAL EXAM
0550
woke up unexpected early in the morning .. when i was supposed to oni get up at 6.45 .. which was really early already ..considering the fact tat i alwayz wake up like 11.30 in the weekends :P ya .. but it was alrite .. i guessed i was really nervous .. and we wanted to avoid the traffic and not arrive late ..
0715
we left the bhse .. elena and her mum kindly offered to pick us up :) thanks aunty and elena~!! :) .. in the car .. i think everyone was really nervous .. so we hardly tok .. :P
0800
arrived the ukrainian church .. oour exam location .. how weird ? taking a chinese oral exam in a catholic church ! .. oh well ..we were early ..WAY early .. so elena's mum suggested to bring us to mcD to calm ourselves and have something to eat .. YAY ~!! food's always good!
0815
reached mcD .. chatted abit .. kimo and i ate apple pie~ ... yumm~!!! lovin it!
0855
went back to the church and get organised .. registered with the teacher in charge.. she;s an italian :P quite lenglui too!! :P met others like ivy .. nicole .. and melody .. surprisingly she was in skirts!! :P and also not to forget vicky came super early as well when her exam was like at 10 ... with her parents
0920
the first badge of oral examinees :P went into the rooms and prepared for their exams .. tense and suspense in the air ! >.< nicole ivy and mel .. (can still feel the nerves!)
0935
the italian teacher asked us to get ready and assembled .. told us where we were supposed to be and asked us to sit on the chair outside the classroom
0936
found my room .. room 7 .. sat on the chair outside .. saw nicole on the way in .. she said it was alrite and she was in my room .. so i was hoping tat my examiners were nice and approachable ..
0937
"breathe..breathe" .. was the oni phrases tat kept repeatin in my head .. everyone else went into their assigned rooms and i even heard elena started talking while i was like still sitting on the chair and waiting to be invited in .. i was literally shivering and so damn nervous!! .. i couldnt calm myself even tho i tried my very best .. i couldnt pull myself together .. so i was praying and telling myself to be calm and smile .. and kept telling myself tat i'll be fine ..
0940
out of no where .. this door behind me opened .. and i was called in ..
0941-0955
oral exams in progress ..
was really nervusos initially .. fingers were like twisting ..cold sweating and thank god i had stopped shivering .. the general talk was really wasnt wat i prepared they asked all bout school and i hardly prepared alot on it!! shit .. now i'm a bit worried.. ahh ..wat if i stuffed up ??? hope not .. but anywayz .. the detailed study bit .. i was a bit more confident in it .. they asked most of the stuff tat i prepared. . :P
0956
"xie xie" .. and tat ended my first ever assessed chinese oral exam.. it was done~!! :)

let's get the week kicking~!! :P

well .. after the weekend being stuck in the bhse .. i get to understand the fact tat staying in the boarding house during weekend .. will only make u FAT!!! .. i procrastinate the whole of saturday .. and ate most of the sunday .. for those who are expecting me to go back thin .. DREAM on~! .. ahhh!!! FAT faT d`~~ ... >.<

there wasnt anything exciting happening on monday .. other than on monday nite .. we had the committee meeting .. i hosted it?~! .. we discussed about couple of stuff like the themed dinner .. and the yr12 pressies .. and stuff. . so it was alrite .. it went pretty well .. with too many suggestions tat we came up with a elimination way of choosin the things .. everyone was very co-operative .. i somehow still feel abit condescended when tammi is around .. she seemed to be abit dominant .. but that alwayz had been her personality .. well .. thank goodness i've still got mandy and leanne by my side .. but i'm not gonna be a captain tat;s taking sides and splitting things into groups ..i want this yr12 to be unified :P not talking behind ppl's back ~ :P .. it;s hard to do . but it's my aim~ :P (bercita cita besar!! )
we came up with the themed nite .. called "the nite of the nites - celebrity nite"
there is gonna be a voting held tmr~ .. in the dining room .. for there's 4 awards ..
like the katie holmes award - likely to get married to a celebrity
the john howard awards - to be a president
the desperate house wives award - to be a hse wife wit 10kids
the cookie monster award - eats the most cookies!! ..reckon mak will win it :P
hahah :D
sounds alrite eeh ??? maybe a bit lame .. but it's just all these lame things that needs preparations and discussions k??? like even today .. tammi and i REHEARSED to make an announcement to tell ppl about this thingy .. well .. it's gonna be alrite i hope..haha ..oh ya .. bout the announcement .. we even had leanne and mandy to do the drum rolls .. a funny way .. wit ur tongue going "RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR" and the pan from the kitchen going "tinggggg !"
mandy had helped heaps with things like making posters .. buying the gifts and also making the certificates :P thank u so much~!!! well ..seemed like things are all well underway .. hope it's gonna be a good nite :P

ok ..enough bout the nite of the nites.. :P
we also discussed about getting gifts for the ex-committee ... fuiyo~.. it aint easy getting a gift for 6 gals when suggestions kept coming from another 6 gals!! i always find getting a decent gift a challengin job .. now .. 6 the amount .. and it aint easy to come to a agreement .. but we finally did .. but then the plan is hindered .. due to postage~.. ahh .. have to think of another gift .. any suggestions?

we also had a short meeting with the ex-com just then .. just had a casual yet a bit formal things to talk thru .. it was alrite .. they gave us lots of tips on how to do things and how to organise the upcoming event for next year .. it was good .. but i would wanna catch up with didi more ... she's like a big sis .. and i wanna ask more things from her~ .. :)

to do list :
- organising rooms for the yr12 - already recieving opinions ..(not from my yr somemore .. but it's a good suggestion )
- boarders jumper
- the celebrity themed nite - nite of the nites voting
- ............................ - actual dressed up and red carpet nite
- orientation week
- boarders weekend
- valecdictory dinner help out in serving
- celebration dinner - help out
- committee tshirt
- ex-com gifts
- social for next year

the list continues!!!

dint know tat there' so much to do as a captain!!!!!

interesting website for those who can read chinese. go test for your 'real' age ^^ . have fun!


http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm


my results were this ..

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄16岁

与您实际年龄差-1岁


幼稚度80％


成熟度32％


老化度19％

FIRST WEEK OF TERM
n i cant wait for the hols to come~

well ..the fourth term kicked started off with tonnes of work and essays due .. SACS and tests!! .. it wasnt any better when our english teacher was sick and was taken over by the yr 12 teacher who had no idea of wat we were doing! .. she simply expects us to know everything when we know so lil!! >.< gonna have to work harder .. not to forget tat chinese is getting harder and more stressful !! with just a week to go then my oral exams!!! hard core! >.< kept telling myself to stay calm .. and just go in there n bullshit bout chinese tea confidentally !! :P hope my trick works!

and ya .. i went for this all school badminton championship and got thrashed~!! there were some really good ppl~!! among the wesley school's team ..they already had 2 state player .. then .. at this bush-country team .. they were big .. massive and strong~ gosh@!! leanne, cathreen, jess n i represented plc ..well .. we werent as good as them but yea.. it was overall a great experience ... i couldnt stop blaming myself in the last match when i was leading 6-1 and i lost !!! arrhhh!! i tot tat i could win her but i dint!! very annoying ..and the rules were just plain stupid .. normally .. we play best of 2 out of 3 games .. but then .. this one ..there wasnt a rematch .. one game determines it all~!! >.< oh well .. probably the slacking mood and laziness over the hols tat i wasnt as fit (not tat i am) as before the hols .. or maybe because i havent played or do any sports so long detiorates my performance tat day.. oh well .. it was over anywayz .. but the experience was awesome.. i get to know cathreen leanne and jess abit better ... i used to be very prejudiced against cath .. becos she's seemed so snobbish .. but then .. after a long chat with her while waiting for our cab who took an hour plus to arrive.. i realised tat she is really nice :) overall .. we came 3rd .. not too bad .. but there was oni 4 teams! :P

went out for dinner with the head of bhse .. fearnie n fearno with the new bhse committee at sofias ,camberwell .. an italian restaurant~!! was BLOATING after tat!! seriously!! ate so much! think i gained more than i use! >.< cant get rid of the fats!! >.< arhh .. had couple of pastas .. pizza .. icecream .. and they made me order hot choc too!! omg!! my roomies and frens actually did ask me to dapao .. but when i was thinking of them .. fearnie called the leftover as "scraps" which kinda hindered me .. n in the end .. i dint take away any .. oh well .. treat them chocolate instead :P we discussed of wat a committee should plan ahead and think about .. well .. nothing much actually .. other than term 4 theme dinner and the yr12's farewell .. thinking ahead about the yr12 jumpers as well .. want it to be cool and memorable :) hehe :P actually.. i'm quite enjoyin being a bhse captain .. i really wanna thank all those who have faith in me and believe in me~ .. i wanna ppl proud of me .. and make our year a good one.. do u think i can?? well i hope so! but i do need encouragements! :P

ya.. and just had my oral trialz with 2 teachers from random schoolz. .. wow~!! i managed to do it! .. it wasnt great but glad tat i dint stumble over myself as much as my first sac .. haha. . well .. the teachers were very nice to start off with .. and the questions tat they asked werent the ones tat i prepared .. but i did bullshit a lot~!! :P special thanks to chunwei tho .. he asked me to think as if i'm speaking to him while doing it. . i think that eventually help .. not tat i'm thinking alot of him .. just a way to calm me down i guess .. oh well .. the real oral exam is in a week .. monday the 17th~ .. a day before chongshen's bday!! ahhh >.< damn scared!! but i get to miss a day of school cos the oral exam is in north melbourne~ .. ya mann .. so formal and so far away .. but luckily elena was nice enough to pick me up there .. thank u~!! wish me luck ya ?? :P

u guys back in malaysia .. study hard for ur spm k ???
we all work hard together k?? i prepare my oral and catch up with my hw .. u do more revision k/?? gambateh!

HOLZ OVER ..
Another new term .. another new beginning :)

well .. real sorry for not really been bloggin over the holz .. i simply realised that i intend not to blog when i have the access to msn ~!! well .. now tat msn is totally out of the list (school doesnt allow the usage of msn) ya .. i'm back to bloggin :P the way to update ppl who may be interested in my life :P

after vicky's party .. i moved from my guardian's hse to my cousin's place. . a really comfy place to stay where i could just to wateva n felt so free :) i felt very welcomed and had this sense of belonging :) ya .. and the best thing is tat i had no curfews!!! at home i still have to go home before 8 .. but over there~!! fuiyo~ syok! haha .. but i still felt bad to be troubling my lovely cousin ,francis(who always offers me yummy food :P he opens a restaurant here u see) , his wife , ivy (pharmacist who always picks me up from the train station at nite) and their cute lil son, leon ( 4yrs old .. cute and funny~ brought heaps of laughter) i slept in the originally study room .. wit the com just sitting there .. basically was really hard fighting the temptation of not going online and do my hw .. ended up not doing heaps of work ~! gotta do lots of catch up now .. *yea rite .. still bloggin here then huh? *

anywayz .. as most of u probably would have known .. i worked in the fun fair.. Royal melbourne show .. selling showbags. . aka. toys for kids .. working there was considerably fun initially ..seeing all the kids and their parents .. and just making them happy simply makes me happy too :P the first day i had an early day off.. went home at 4 .. so it wasnt tat tiring .. but the following days .. when the parents somehow seemed a bit grupmy and unreasonably .. and standing at the counter for about 7to 8 hours a day .. i would end up going home FLAT out! dint have the energy to do anything else other than had a shower and went straight to bed ~!! :P hehe .. it aint easy to earn money .. by the end of each day .. my legs were so tired .. mann .. i had to wash them with hot water to ease the tiredness and hot water encourages blood circulation apparently .. :P haha .. well well .. but i did get an hour break a day .. to either eat my meals or just have a break.. most of the time .. i would walk around the show ..looking at all the stalls which sold really interesting things .. like food .. (ohya .the had the hotdog thingy tat we ate at taiwan .. i couldnt rmb the name.. neh.. the hotdog wrapped with bread n then fried . ya.. that one. .can someone help me out wat its name is again ? :P ) toys .. accessories.. perfume~!! so much to see!! :P seriously.. the place was HUGE~ n by the end of the show .. i still didnt manage to see ALL of it~! .. haa .. but ya .. met jonathan in the show .. he was literally surrounded by gals ! hehehe :P he said tat he wanted to visit me while i was working .. n i think i did give him clear instructions .. but maybe he was too distracted to locate me :P anywayz.. it was oni coincident tat i saw him .. during my break .. i came out of the food market (stop thinkin tat i'm such a pig ~ it was just coincidentially) .. ya,, and i was seeing this guy .. so familiar .. jumping up n about .. yup .. it's him .. jonathan .. i dint manage to check out his gals friends . .. cos he was busy pinching me!!! @.o .. but .. ya.. he must have been pretty "attractive" for there are about 9 gals there!! haha ~! :P
then .. during my day off.. i met up with alex, jason and their fren, jeena (alex's erhem .. so called "fren".. quite pretty :P ) who came up from geelong .. to go to the melbourne show .. i dint manage to go there wth them cos i was still sleeping :P too tired from work the other day .. but we had lunch together n went to the BOOKSHOP together:P hhaa.. so guai .. spent bout an hour or so there.. hehe ..
the last day of work .. phew .. was awesome .. cos by the end of it .. i was so sick n tired of it .. it was so repetitive >.< .. so not challenging~!! but was kinda sad too .. cos i met some awesome ppl there ... they were all very nice .. but i duno y .. i was stupid enough not to ask for their contacts~! omg!! well .. too bad .. hopefully i can see them there again next year .. well . i believe in a thing call faith u see :P

there goes my second week .. working my ass off.. .hopefully i will get a high pay :) the experience was good :)

my third week went flying by .. i tot tat it would be a catchng up week .. since i dint do anything much on the 1st and 3rd week :P but it dint really go as i planned .. i had to keep in mind tat my oral exam would be in less than 2 weeks when shcool reopens .. and 10essays from chinese ... maths hw .. and a persuasive essay due rite at the beginning of term~~ GOISH .. how could i finish all of them ??? so .. i told myself.. i had to do them~!! no matter wat! .. yea.. i did them .. with lots of procrastinating ~!! :P haha :P i did few chink essays the first day .. went on line most of the time .. talked on the phone .. enjoying my privacy like no body's business :P but thru on9 ... i found out tat there had been lots of things going on .. mostly .. bad news. . i sometimes really felt tat i'm so useless.. seeing them in so much pain .. but yet there is nothgin much tat i could do to undo the pain~ >.< hate myself!!! arhhh!! but someone special told me tat it actually help alot by just being a listener ... true .. but yet .. there is so much more tat i wanna do than be a listener .. i wanna put a smile on their faces again .. but i dont know how .. >.<
ya .. anywayz .. megan went to switchfoot's consert on wed .. she actually asked me to go with her. . it was a bit too sudden .. i wasnt really prepared n i dint really wanna spend so much on them when i hardly heard of their songs.. so i decided not to.. but i went out with megan n grace .. the whole morning we were trying to find how to go to the riverbank , southbank to have lunch .. somehow or another.. we jsut couldnt.. !! the trams jz kept going on the wrong track! .. or should i say tat we kept going on the wrong tram! :P .. aikz .. ahha .. end up going to eat dimsum .. yumcha in chinatown .. yummm ... while they were at the concert.. i went to the library .. (So guai leh :P )
WEEKEND .. i spent it with my primary frens who are a pair of twins .. a guy, samuel and sheryl ... they are currently studying in sydney .. and they came up to melbourne to spend their holz. . so happened that jon had knew them since young ..they were childhood ffrenz.. so we all went out together.. with jon n i as hosts~@ :P hehehe :P jon's parents were here too .. so they treated all of us lunch .. havin a promise tat we will treat them hokkien mee from the twins and char keoy teow from me back :P hahah .. anywayz we brought the twins to chadstone .. the biggest shopping mall .. ermm .. then boxhill .. for dinner .. well actually .. in short .. i did spend quite a lot of time with them .. 3days! went to city.. melbourne central .. hiiiii :) - selah just came n wrote this RANDOMLY :P - did lots of walking around .. watched 3 movies .. sky high .. wedding crashers .. and cinderalla man .. and even took sticker photos!! i had to admit tat the sticker photos werent tat nice and partly it was becos of me! :P

holz ended with a walk by the riverbank with the twins.. the lights.. the smile .. the experience and everything .. WAS AWESOME :)

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HOLZ UPDATE

hols had started bout 2 weeks ago .. to be exact .. about 13days ago.. yupz .. meaning tat i havent blog since then .. wow~! :P just felt as if something is missing in me when i havent blogged .. something tat doesnt feel rite .. gosh! i'm addicted! *gasp!* hahaha .. nah .. just that i felt obliged to blog..geeshh... so here i go..

well .. hols been alrite so far .. well .. on friday .. was really glad tat the last day of term has finally arrived :) seriously needing tat break .. but the fact tat i'm not going home till dec really depresses me .. but now.. as i'm writting this blog .. i've actually survived 2 weeks here~! wow!! amazing heh? lots of ppl think so too .. even me myself! :P hahah . . anywayz .. ya .. was still busy packing on fri after school when half the bhse had gone .. aikz .. got a ride from joyce's sis down to sis and met up with muah daddy in his hotel~!! phew. . i nearly knocked on the wrong door~!! he actually sent me an sms telling me tat he was in room 316 .. somehow .. i tot tat he was in room 313 .. n thankfully i checked with the receptionist .. and fuii.. hehe .. found dad in the rite room in the end. .. hehe ..phew ~!!
had heaps of fun when dad was around ..brought him to the good restaurant and he pays for everyhting :P guess i'd gained few kgs when dad was here ... brought him to vic market to buy me fruits and also he needed to get them for the ppl tat we were gonna visit... ya .. we went to my cousin, seng's hse .. and his grannies hse .. just to say hi .. caught up with leong as we went around the city and had lunch at this chinese restaurant ..where we were their one n oni customers when we were there!! fuiyo!! haha ..when we walked in we repeated questioned ourselves whether was the restaurant open .. ohmygosh~! it was so yummy .. dad said he read it in some magz ..no dount it was so scrumptious then :P
went for dinner with my guardian with dad and leong .. did all the random things like "surveying the shopping market" and stoll around city .. watched tv at hotel :P ya .. had breaky (yumcha) with couz francis and he invited us to his hse .. he offered dad the ride to the airport too .. :P i think it's very nice of him :) and he also offered me to stay at his hse .. (which is where i am now) aikz .. was so sad when dad had to leave .. i was at the airport ..with my luggage at the boot of the car. . airticket n passport in my bag .. yet i wasnt the one flying .. hugged dad goodbye and yea .. recollect myself n left ~ NEARLY had tears rolling down but didnt~

staying at my guardian's place wasnt such a pleasant experience .. everything i did . i felt so restricted .. i couldnt have easy access to internet or the phone or anything ..i had to behave myself in a formal .. goodie goodie gal kinda way .. i hate it! well .. hate is a word too strong .. errmmm .. maybe just dislike it .. being constrained and everything ~ ..ya ... would prefer tat i stayed in the bhse .. hmm sounded like i'm contradicting myself eh?? but then in the bhse i could do wateva tat i felt like doing.. at least i was at ease .. but in my guardian hse ..she seemed to be very particular about things .. and yea. . i just felt tat i was really unwelcomed .. or maybe i was just thinking too much and comparing too much bout things .. or maybe it was just becos tat her sister in law was coming and she was stressed .. or maybe it was bcos tat she was going to tasmania and she dint feel tat she prepared for it ..or maybe it was becos of me not liking to stay under the roof of others who i'm not tat close to.. or maybe ..wateva .. it's gotta be my fault .. well ..watever it was . it was the past.. i'm not staying with her now .. and to be frank ..it wasnt tat bad .. just tat i have to constrain myself and behave properly .. no fooling around .. yea .. maybe i should start learning to behave :P

Vicky's Party
vicky's party was obviosly doubtless fun~!it was a sleepover party :P everyone had to be dressed in pyjamas :P there was about 18of us who went there .. inc megan nessa grace mel tina steph seeann ash janine shirlz and more .. see ann was very kind to bring me to vickz' hse when i arrived at the train station .. it was raining too .. :P double gratitute to her! :P anw .. ya .. we pigged out while waitin for everyone to arrive .. everyone took the eforrt to dress up .. was amazing :P haha :P we played some games.. firstly we were divided into groups .. in my group .. we had jess elena tina nessa and me .. then we played games like tressure hunt .. (hunting for photos) ..our group had to hunt for vicky's photo .. it was like everywhere~ so funny when we were actually tearing her hse down .. looking in basically everywhere .. behind the cupboard ..even underneathe the toilet bowl ~!! gosh ..so desperate .. in the end .. i was laughing like xiao poh .. our group won the first round but in the second game .. proved tat we werent as smart as others.. in who wants to be a millionaire ..we just raised our hands even tho we dint know the answer just to make sure that the other team wouldnt get 2 marks~ how evil .. but it was really funny tho ..cos a wild guess of mine got the answer ~!! :P jehehe .. and the last game was like shiraq .. was really funny when i saw the hostesses act .. some were too obvious and some were just too vague to guess.. :P the classic answer .. was elena's hipppooopppootaaammuuss ~!! so funny! but she got it~! well .. after tat was just plain playing random games like 007(i tot them how to play it.. the taiwan game tat long bean tot us) and also card games :P at about 1smtg ..we were stil watching movies like zoolanders and bride n prejudice .. was so tired ~!
but slept at 4/5 .. gosh .. wonder how the ppl manage to wake up at about 8 the next day .. cos i oni woke up at about 10 :P .. vicky'd parents were very nice n frenly..i had a great time at vicky's place :) thankz vicky for taking the trouble to organise everything :)

HOLZ ARE HERE

with the end of term come whizzing around .. aikz .. havent started packing yet!! and have to get my butt off this bhse .. staying with either my guardian and my cousins .. with not so much of convenience or privacy .. not being able to do wateva i feel like and stuff .. and the most annoying part is tat .. i'm not going home ~!!!! >.< i wanna go home now ..
mak and mandy went on the plane as i type this.. aaarrrrgggghhhhh ... i wanna go home ..

but thinking on the bright side.. no one would be free to play with me .. cos everyone would be too busy with their trials .. which reminded me to wish u guys all the best in the trialz ... i know tat most of u guys are really stressed out .. but still GAMBATEH orh!!! ..

so ... 3 weeks here .. wat can i do ..i have these options :
- work (duno where yet)
- good news : daddy's coming over for the weekend .. for business trip
- staying over at cousins and guardian .. (does that count as something to look forward to?)
- maybe going over to joyce's place with sally to just mess up her hse and get fat by baking cookies or cooking .. (obviously my role is to eat !! )
- wat really worries me is tat .. how am i gonna do my laundry and stuff??? how ? do i still have computer access as convenient as in the bhse?? would i be a hastle to the ppl whom i'll be staying with???

i duno

but so glad tat daddy;s coming :) yay!!!

trialz gambate!

THE WEEKEND

friday nite .. HOTPOT and STEAMBOAT nite :)
well ... at first i went to play badminton with megan and jess considering the fact tat i overslept and missed the training and finals are coming up soon .. so yeah .. need lots of practice to catch up .. so yea .. played till 5 .. then i caught the tram and went to knox to meet up with mandy and mak .. they were shopping there .. but i wasnt really in a mood to shop .. then i suddenly remembered that i needed to buy bday pressie for someone special ... so yea .. got a roxy wallet and a ripcurl belt. . anywayz .. do u know tat there's this really yummy popcorn shop in knox city??? they were sensational!! hope they werent fattening .. cos i bought and finished them :P anywayz . we missed the bus to boxhill where we were supposedly to have hotpot .. no choice but to cab there ..
pau selah hippie shayna tammi and joyce had already started eating .. we joined in .. somehow or another .. i wasnt tat full after all the eating .. omg~!! am i turning into a pig ???? NOOOO!!!! hehe :P anywayz .. ya .. we went to have gelati .. or should i say i went and ate gelati after tat .. well .. it was really yummy .. but surprsisingly ..it wasnt as fun as last time .. nor it was as filling ... hmm .. oh well .. but was glad tat i'm finally not gated!! i'm free!!

saturday- SANDY"S 18th BIRTHDAY
went to joyce's hse to celebrate her bday :) was great fun .. went to her hse in the morning and had to carry the groceries that she bought for joyce :P haha .. yupz ... she made me carry all those stuff .. but it was alrite ..the tot of us eating them up and bbq 'em all .. simply shuts me up :P ya.. nard and earth bought alcohol :P yumm ,... awesome .. anywayz .. i cooked some yummy chicken and mushroom .. so proud .. then when we just started to get into it .. it rained!@1! arrrhhh .. oh well .. moved into joyce's hse .. well .. we started playin games..
- marsmellow chuck and catch
- gruesome fishball with various sauces
- the most of all .. i tot them how to play mafia with limited amt of ppl (nard,joyce,sandy,lorraine,maggie) i miss playing mafia with u guys so much~!!!!!!!!
- drank .. for some unknown reason .. my face got really red .. but i have to clarify tat i wasnt drunk ok?? i was still in a clear mind :)
- slept over at joyce's hse .. watched a movie by the hot and charming louis koo :P

AFTER CAMP BEING CANCELLED
it was still good :)

well .. sadly camp was cancelled .. i guessed all the yr 11 were depressed cos .. supposedly we would have been having fun out there .. maybe skiiing .. at least no school .. but yet the stupid power failure and trees on the campsite stopped it and we all had to go to school .. how shit was it? no one was in a schooling mood .. ppl even wag school ... but course not me .. i oni missed badminton training ACCIDENTALLY!

the school made a leadership program on fri to make up the camp .. it was held at school.. we had speakers and some activities.. yupz .. it was good .. NO SCHOOL :) ya .. in the morning ...after roll call .. we went to the school hall and did some activities

1. photo of when u started school or kinder ..
well .. i've oni got a photo of me when i was 4 .. i brought it there. .i had so much baby fat then .. yet now .. it went down to my body~!! >.< anywayz ya .. we had to share memories of us when we were young with the person next to us ... mandy told me how she was called bread face when she was young ..and it really kinda suited her .. no offense though .. :P anywayz .. then we were divided into groups to write out the comparison between when we were young and now ..
group F consisted of
-mandy
-lydia
-serene
-tamista
-cat
-laura
-ashley
-hannah
-yaya
-me

2. speaker
it was supposedly to be the carreers counsellor .. guess she must be real busy .. she dint come and the talk was presented by mrs casey. she talked about making decision and choices .. especially in our tertiary studies .. was kinda boring .. :P but i like her closing speech .. "leadership is about involvement and commitment. have both"

3. ice breaker
we had the dance which is somesort tat resembles night walk in camp fire .. for me .. it's kinda different .. was totally messed up >.< but still had fun :)

4. speaker
the ex- legal study teacher came to talk to us about leadership (mind u .. this was supposedly to be a leadeship camp) ... she was a really good speaker .. even when there were technical difficulties .. she told us that leadership is about communications .. it's about leading your own life before leading others .. lots and lots .. such a pity i cant remember all of them .. i would love to share it though!! oh ya .. she said one's life is like cross-stich and tapestry .. on the front or the surface is great and nice and beautiful ..yet when u turn it over .. there's mistake .. thread not cutten ... knots all over and stuff .. u would oni show the back to the family and family . .. arrrghhhh.. i cant recap wat else did she say but i remember that she was a fab speaker and she has this quote tat stuck on my head..
"management is about doin the right things and leadership is about doing things rite "

5. lunch
pizza for free .. yummm ...everyone was supposedly to oni have 2 pieces .. but boarders ... (me) had more than tat. . i had 3! ya .. :P anywayz .. we went to play basketbal after tat .. was great fun though .. but too bad i had to go back earlier to finish decorating our shoe box to give it to the poor kids

6. speaker
she told us about parties .. drinking.. clubbing and also the consequences of them ..
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great stuff :)

7. spring festival carnival
each group had to come up with 2 models .. modelling the group's most creative fashion for the spring fashion . shall upload some photos later .. was great fun though .. serene and cat were the models .. mandy played music to go with the show .. i kinda wanna be the model at first but then serene took it ..so i was like ..ok .. yeah ... i dun mind .. :P

camp dint take place .. but was replaced by this one day leadership program .. it was great stuf f .. i guessed god have other arrangements for us when somethings dint happen ... i'm sure tat it's for the better :) yet .. i couldnt help thinking that it would be way better if we had been to the camp .. but on the other hand .. it wasnt tat bad ..

CAMP"S CANCELLED!!!!

oh my god~!! can u believe it.?!! camp's cancelled becoz the thunderstorm last nite strucked the trees and 15 trees had fallen down on the school compound !!! after all the preparation and packing and all the effort tat everyone put in~!! now it's cancelled~!!! >.< everyone's disappointed cos tmr and fri has to be a normal studying day~! when we first tot tat we could escape and have a break .. but now!!! no@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< gosh!! now tat camp's over.. all those junk tat i bought for camp are now gonna turn into fats~!! (cos i bot so much ~)

the day gals were really disappointed cos camp to them were supposedly to be a real big thing~! >.< it's like an overnight party for them .. but for boarders.. it's like a relaxing time .. to get out of school ground and slack off~ .. now !!! everyone has to study! HATE it ... annoying~! getting fat .. and not doing anything productive~!! >.<

good luck at ur trials or coming exams if u have one :P

well .. anywayz. . happy merdeka day
i'm still proud to be a malaysian~!! :)

before i go off to camp tomorrow.. i've keep up to my words..
here's a photo of me elisa in white.. mandy in black and tammi in green
look at me and think of me as ur trials are coming nearer k???





take care. shall update after i come back from camp :P

TERM COMING TO AN END ~
yet i'm not going back~ *sob sob*

aikz .. how time flies .. term coming to an end~!!! how fast!!! well ... this would be the first time of me not going home .. i'm kinda scared and anxious. . i duno how am i gonna survive this long lasting 3 weeks?? no school .. no excercise .. dont have the convenience of internet access .. dun have the comfort of being myself for i have to behave myself in front of my cousins and guardians .. >.< aikz aikz .. how??? i kinda wanna go home now tat everyone who was staying back are changing their minds and buying ticket to go home >.< aikz .. but then i will not! .. i am determined and i shall help mum and dad to save money~! .. (since i wasted so much on food! :P ) well .. anywayz .. i'm hunting for a job over the hols to fill up my time .. or else i wont do anything productive other than gain weight (which is the last thing i want!!!!! ) argghhhhh!!!! any suggestions of wat can i do?

oh ya~! have i mentioned that i've successfully completed my 40hour famine 2 weeks ago??? if not .. yupz!! i have *applause* :P hehe :P i survived 40hours without solid food .. had oni been drinking juice .. and surprisingly enough .. i wasnt tat hungry .. hmmm .. maybe i should be doing this more often .. so tat i can loose all the fats in me!! :P hehe :P

so glad tat dad's coming over at the end of the term~!! really excited bout it cos at least i can still feel tat i'm connected to my home and family :) excited excited .. (partially becos he's bringing me more food :) apparently he's gonna bring mooncake!!!! hehe ~!! ) ya.. but it's good though .. cos it's the beginning of the hols and i stay with him .. and do wateva i feel comfortable doing :) yay~!!

well .. quite alot of lil things been happening .. nothing too much tat is really exciting .. but then .. ya..
senior house sports ..
badminton competitions
swimming trials
yr11 camp coming up .. actually ..it is tmr!!!
nominations for the school captains

STuFFED up 2 out of 3 TESTS ..
how bad can it be?

well .. guess i'm completely ok and learning to get over the fact tat life is full of "people running to meet each other .. with their hands open ... but their purpose is wrong .. they meet and continue to run.. passing each other" (i'm quoting from my english text book , Accidental Tourist, from last semester ) hehe :P ya .. i guess .. people do run to meet each other .. well ... i;m fortunate enough tat i havent met anyone who has a fault purpose :P .. but then .. i guess what "purpose" meant in the text is tat the view of life is different .. ok .. shall not discuss about my boring book .. i hate it anywayz .. but i couldnt stop getting pissed at myself for just simply being the dumbest gal in the school~!!!! god~!! why are they so smart??

as most of u might have known .. i've got 3 tests this week ... 2 maths application task (damn complicated maths question phrased in words not maths equations) and one chinese oral sac (school assessment course) . .. well .. i admit tat i wasnt really prepared for maths cos i've got chinese sac .. as it is more important .. but then the fact tat i screwed up chinese sac made me felt so useless and so stupid .. all the effort were all wasted ~!! >.< i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it!!!

i had spent nights and nights trying real hard to memorise my chinese sac shit .. and i really made the effort cos ii wanna do well in it .. yesterday ..when i was standing outside the door .. i still fell alrite ..as in still had all the shit in my head .. feeling alrite confident but still slightly nervous .. .. then .. as i enter .. my blood was pumping ..and for no reasons .. i start to freak out ..i duno y but i was real nervous!!!! gosh~!!! she is my teacher and i'd seen her so many times .. but i was still nervous~!! why though??? worse thing was tat i went blank .. not knowing how to speak up my words .. i had the image of the info in my head tat i memorised .. but words just dun seemed to come out of my mouth .. grr~!! why though ??? i was trying to focus and kept telling myself tat i can do it .. i can i can .. but it dint really work .. i was stiill nervous .. i stuttered .. i went ermm .. as if i have some speech problem ..and all of those yucky ggross shit had been recorded and will be sent out to assess if needed ... gross!!! how could i just do tat though?? stumbled over my speech .. went blank and wat else could go wrong? >.< the annoyin bit was tat when i was outside the room . i was completely fine~!! nothing like wat i was when i was inside ...

the effort i took to prepare it now .. it simply seems to be tedious! .. i slept at 1 . waking up at 5 for 2 continuous nights to prepare it .. and on the very day itself i had badminton training .. tat i tried to wake up earlier to go through it .. (but i couldnt :P) all the initiatives seemed so much like a wasted effort~!! >< hate myself for being so dumb ..

and just then .. maths application task .. left out one page completely blank! ... i had no time becos the previous questions i was making dumb mistakes!! and the question was worth 13 marks!! gosh . .. another screwed up test again~! arrrgggghhhh!!!
i feel like slapping myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aikz .. have to pull myself together .. it's oni 2 freaking dumb tests! who cares! yet inside myself .. i do care!!!!!!!! >.< so contradictory eh?

i'm fine .. just a bit frustrated at myself .. but i'm fine ..

TEARS .. droplet from the eyes

well ... i duno y .. but i've kept seeing tears coming out of various eyes recently.. but yet sadly .. none are tears of joy .. they were just plain sad .. solemn .. and unhappiness .. >.< why though ???
why do people have feelings ???this is wat i frequently asks myself .. wouldnt it be better if we were numb .. and live a dull life each and everyday /??? at least we wouldnt have to get hurt by some sensitive feelings tat "aint productive" ..
but even though i've been hurt for thousand millions times ... i still choose to have feelings .. stupid hey? but then .. it is only then tat i can feel joy .. and happiness.. only through this tat i can be happy and then the live tat i want ..cos i simply cant live a dull monotonous numb live ... i guess no one ever could .. mayb by getting hurt tat we mature .. maybe .. i'm confused~!

when i crashed into c2(faizai;s room) .. her roomate was crying .. she had alwayz been cheerful .. asking ppl how are they . and . seemed to be so organised and stuff. .. tat i would never tat of sadness would hit her so hard .. . when later asked why .. it was just tat she felt somehow rejected .. but glad tat she is able to put a smile back on her face now .. and is feeling perfectly alrite now .. *relieved*

then .. melb uni open day .. (shall talk about it later) ..when returned back to the bhse .. just a simply casual conversation with a best fren .. then .. i found out that there were so much resentment and disatisfaction in her .. so much frustration .. she is annoyed bout how ppl treat ppl .. the unjust and unfair in life .. the purpose of living .. and really deep meaningful stuff tat she had been troubled with .. she couldnt pull herself together to do wat she is supposed to ... like hw .. commitments and stuff .. she duno wat she wants for herself .. cos she's just too nice .. forever thinking bout others .. and pressuring herself .. trying to live up to someone tat she finds out tat she is not .. she hates how our world is governed by unspoken rules. . how appearances does matter.. and why ppl have to behave the way they should .. she wants to live as a cavewoman (Something tat i wouldnt even wanna consider bout ) cos she just doesnt like the world and the way it is now .... i consoled her abit ... but i dun think i really helped alot .. but i felt really bad listening to her .. there were just too much sadness in her .. too complicated. .. tat i felt tat i'm so useless as a fren .. couldnt even cheer her up .. i tried so hard to .. but words just ran away off my head.. yet .. my ears were very attentive .. shoulders ready to be leaned on .. yet .. guilt creeps in me for .. the problem in her is still there .. hate myself for being so useless.. but i'm glad tat i was there to listen to her .. pal.. hope u can stand up soon ..

tears just rolled out of a pair of ballerina's eyes yesterday ... her exams are coming soon .. yet she felt so unprepared .. the pressure in her is consuming her .. she wanna do well in her exams .. yet she doesnt have enough time .. doesnt have a good place or studio to practice. . nor a good teacher to guide her ... she is just so lost and she is faced with such a big challenge!! bearing the tot tat she has to focus on her studies. . everyting is just a bit too much for her .. and wat i did was just giving her words of encouragement .. how helpful >.< i wanna do more !!! but yet i duno wat is wise to do .. hate myself!!!!

well ..the last one is the one tat touches me the most .. she cried a lot .. was like crying full on... till the next day .. her eyes were swelling .. and the reason u might ask // its becos of her frens back home .. she is from malaysia .. and knowing tat her frens are having spm .. she tries to encourage them as much as possible .. and also .. deep inside her .. she knows tat when she returns home in dec. .. everything would be different as her friends would have graduate and may possibly be setting out for their future education and stuff ...everyone going in different directions .. being glamourous and successful .. she knew it ... she knew tat the day would come.. . but according to her .. it just dint hit her till one day .. her best fren is planning to go on the exchange programme (which is a real hot thing now i heard) during the period when she is at home for hols .. meaning .. they may not be able to spend time together~! .. and tat really hit her hard .. it's like chucking a brick on her head! .. she was just thoroughly shocked at the thoughts of not having her best frens' company during the hols when in the past they spent tonnes of crazy moments together .. it was simply unbelievable ! ... deeply in her ..she is proud and alwayz having her head up high for every single thing her frens did at home .. even by listening to stories and stuff. .she is happy enough to know bout all the small things tat happen to her frens ... but the fact tat everyone is seperating after spm just terrifies her .. wat if she looses contact .. wat if they never meet again ..so many "wat if"s .. aikz .. and the fact tat she left her comfort zone and came over to study her has made her see the change and "effects of seperation".. . she cried and cried becos she misses them so much but yet she cant do anything about it ....
lots of people may think tat she is just being stupid and foolish .. crying over the future tat is still a mystery .. or something tat is inevitable ... but for me ... i clearly understands her and empathied her .. for she was me >.<

hey guyz~!! .. patient mann .. will post my photo up as soon as i get a photo of it from mandy k? .. still real busy .. having chinese sac this thurs where i have to freaking memorise 6 pages full about chinese tea!! their names are so long tat i cant even rmb .. >.< god pls help me~!! >.< and this test is real important as it is accumulated and counted in our final exams .. shit me ~!! on top of tat .. i'll be also having my gmaths * application task .. on the same day as my chinese sac and on friday as well .. dun wanna do it .. >.< havent even prepared my cheat sheet. . how am i gonna manage?? >.<

special birthday wishes to all the august babies ..
1st fei zhai
5th my dearest mummy :)
6th florence
8th yentink
10th joanne
14th singchia & couz oiloon
15th tammi
16th zhien wei
20th my cutest bro
22nd hua chu
21st hai ming
27th toh yuen & gopi
28th rueyyng
29th couz leong
happy belated / advance Birthday~!! really hope tat my wishes can get to u .. but anw .. have a great awesome 17th burfday and may all ur wishes come true k/???? enjoy and have a great time :) study hard .. party harder~!! :P

PROM ..

prom was great fun .. all the dressing up .. making up .. and getting excited .. well .. seemed like i was the one who tended to be the most excited since this was my first eva prom .. i wanna have a good time so tat i can ensure that when i go back .. the prom back home would be better :P hehe :P yupz ... everything started off early ..

well .the nite before prom .. i was painting my nailz .. guess wat ??? first time of my painting my nailz .. and i aint tat great at it .. spent like 3 hrs painting 5 fingers .. how bad can it be ??? my nails ended painted my tammi and selah .. hehe :P thankz guyz .. .well .. i know no one barely notices someone else's nailz .. but the day gals. . they spent like AUD $60 to get their nails done at the pros .. well .. shall not compare to them .. but when someone else is painting ur nails .. u really feel like a princess being taken care of .. hehe :P should have taken a photo of tat :P

anywayz .. went to boxhill to pick up my make-up artist ... kitty and pau(givin kitty mental support) .. my neighbour next door .. hehe :P they went out over the weekend .. and suggested tat we have lunch out .. avoiding yucky and fatten bhse food .. yupz .. wanna look thin in the dress .. so they had chicken/duck rice .. well for me .. i had a bun ..
we started dressing up for it at about 3 ..

kitty did makmak' s hair first then mine .. mak's hair was straightened .. and initially .. they wanted to curl mine .. but it turned out to be a disaster .. so.. at about 4 .. i had to have another shower again to straigthen the curl .. aikz ..3 shower in a day!! i dint even take as many shower in a hot day in msia .. :P yupz .. after all the hastle .. we then decided to leave my hair as normal . not doing anything to it ..

kitty was the pro make-up artist .. she did make up for both mak and me .. mandy did her own . .she was good enough to do by herself.. she drew a spider web kinda thingy on her eye .. very cool .. look at the pic below .. she was the one in black dress next to vanessa in red ..

our cab arrived at 6.45 .. we pulled off from taking the limo since it was a bit too expensive .. abit disappointed .. but still .. kinda glad tat i dint get on the limo .. went to the function hall near chuxiang's school ..
the moment i arrived .. i was in total shock!! looking at everyone else being so pretty and gorgeous!!! seriously !! everyone was so dressed up .. getting their hair and make up done at the pro .. and omg!~!! it was such a glamerous scene .. even the most unpredictable galz.. wearing their dresses. . no offence to anyone .. but seriously.. everyone .. was simply .. irresistable~!!! ermmm ..except for rachel soon . .who wore a suit .. as in guy suit .. a bit awkward ... but she really did stand out~!! :P

personally .. i think jacky, vanessa, iona and mary (see photo below) were really pretty ... i think quor's dress was really attractive cos it is my favourite color .. baby blue~!! and jen the queen simply rocks~!! yan and hannah were simply elegant .. i know i've said it ten billion times .. but still .. everyone was real pretty !!!

well .. knowing tat i'm such a person tat couldnt stop taking photo.. the moment i arrived and took off my jacket.. snap snap .. here i went.. taking photo with possibly every single one tat i know and i could ask . .. wanna catch all these memories .. :) but it wasnt long enough till we were asked to sit down and then entree which is a choice of either pumpkin or minestone soup was served .. when i was on the table .. i got to meet roy,ron and mark .. megan's , van's and yasmin;s date.. i think mark is cute~!! sorry guys.. not posting the pic of him n me though :P .. anywayz .. ya .. was on the table with the company of megan and roy, van and ron, yasmin and mark, grace, makmak and mandy :) mandy said tat there was this cater boy who was hot .. but then .. i think he was just alrite .. but then dint get a photo of him tho .. >..<

it wasnt long till everyone finished their soup and the dance floor started to get crowded .. everyone mingled and danced.. as for me .. i grabbed hold of every single possible opportunity to take photo with ppl :P typical of me .. guess i'll be doing tat in msia prom too :P they had some really nice songs like usher's "yeah" and blink 182's " all the small things" which brought back memories .. and tonnes more .. which i couldnt remember off head. . but yeah .. it was very silly of me .. for i was a bit too high and was too into it tat my tiara fell off couple of times tat i had to trouble mandy to put it back up ... evidently .. i dun have the grace of a princess .. :P

there were a few guys who werent tat sociable .. they were just sitting on their seats when everyone else were dancing .. ppl may think that their dates ditch them .. well .. in my opinion ..there could oni be 3 possibilities .. 1. they dint like dancing or maybe dancing aint their thing .. 2. they din like the music or the song ... 3. they were not open enough or sociable to go for a mingle .. 4. they were just shy // .. hmmm .. should have asked them eh~! :P

after a few dances .. when the dancing floor started to get crowded .. they just had to stop the music and broke the news tat dinner was gonna be served .. everyone was so high and so in the mood .. but then ... oh well .. we went back to our seats and waited anxiously for our food .. praying tat it would be better than bhse food :P thankfully ..it did .. ermm .. but the look of the potato looked a bit like the shape of a shit .. shall post photo of it :P hehe :P i had some stuffed chicken .. very fattening .. but who cares~!!:P hehe

when our dinner was in front of us .. it was a normal thing to start eating .. but then it is also courtesy and manners to wait for the everyone on the table is there before u start consuming ur food.. well .. megan wasnt back yet as she was busy takiing photos or talking to ppl .. everyone was just waiting for her .. except one.. van's partner .. i guesseed he was too hungry tat he started eating .. :P but ron was being a real gentleman .. he waited for megan to come back :) how nice ..

tips for gentlemen
-it's gonna be nice and good if u escort ur date into the hall when entering ..
-remember to push in her class as she sits .. :P (optional)
-wait for her to come back .. wherever she'd gone before u start eatin ..
-make the first move.. ask ur date to dance

after dinner .. we went back on the dance floor .. we also took a group photo .. it was taken by the professionals with all the special ..cool .. camera and equipments.. but weird enough ..the lady asked us to pose really weird poses ..like biting our finger or pretend to be a tiger .. i dint follow her instructions or course ~!!! :P .. after learning how to pose cutely and creatively in front of the camera from the taiwan trip .. i put the learnt skills into good use and pose decently infront of the camera .. :P

the photos and dancing continues .. but not to forget there was also a short award session .. the award winners were as follow .. (some photos available)
prom king - sam (ashlea's date)
prom queen - jen
miss congeniality - romily
cinderalla - jess yoong (no photos available)
best couple - priya and date (no photo)
best dancer - jacky's date (no photo)

the night continues with lots of laughter and dancing and socialising .. it was an AWESOME night wiht great loads of fun .. but sadly .. it ended too soon .. and without us knowing .. it was time to go .. we dint even know tat the last song was coming ... mandy said tat they should have said tat ermm .. smtg like " this is the last song .. invite someone special to dance with u " or smtg like tat~!! hmmm .. good idea!!! prom committee should consider tat ... and also we didnt have ladies' choice .. or men's choice .. i dint really wanna leave tat early .. but then mandy and mak were quite keen on leaving.. so i had to .. bid goodnite to the others and hugged. . it was such a short nite~!! >.< bet it's gonna be shorter the one back home ..

lucky enough .. we managed to catch a cab without much obstacle and hopped on to go to joyce's hse ... aikz .. the taxi driver memang blur~!!! wasted a few dollars going on circles!! but then ... it was such a great nite tat i dint really bother ~!! hehe :P and the moment we reached joyce's hse ..we full on pigged out.. noodles ..chips ..choc ... chipz .. milo .. everythign .. but sadly ..we couldnt make it to the movies in the cinema .. ended watching stephen chow's movie at home .. a great way to end prom eh?

:)