Sunday, April 29, 2007

MY PHONEEEEEEE

CRAP!!! my phone cracked from the being mistreated by ... *guilty* me
being left alone in the luggage for almost the whole day, when i turned it on to realise that it has a massive crack right in the middle of it and i could see nothing is rather sad!!! now .. thank God my previous brick phone is occasionally working if i dont press or go anywhere near it's battery.. but it's so crappy!! cos have to really REALLY be gentle and handle it with care!

Perhaps it's time to get a new phone!! :P hee :) i want God to provide :)

just came back from PLANETUNI CAMP!!!!

WOW!! it's amazing how God never fails to move and this camp .. i am indeed marked!!

prior to camp, i was having diarrhea and was on the verge of puking while i was having my tummy upset.. though i've had diarrhea TONNES of times before .. but seriously.. this one was one of the worst! having diarrhea and feel like puking at the same time got my thinking of how i need to do both.. so .. it was really bad as u can imagine! those who knew me well enough would be so used to me having to rush for toilet after food would find this news to no surprise .. but this time was really bad lehh.. i was so scared that i cant go to camp mannn!! cos i was REALLY ERALLY excited about it and really wanna meet God there .. so in the midst of all the ermm uncertainty-on-how-to-handle-puke-and-poo and also the pain and disgust.. i prayed a small but desperate prayer ..

i told God, "God, i dont wanna go through all these, having to puke and poo. it's so disgusting. but IN THE NAME OF JESUS, i pray that You take away all the discomfort Lord. .."

i havent even managed to finsh the prayer and it's just like so miraculously, i am healed. as in the pain and grossness just went away!! i wiped my bum .. and though felt my tummy was exhausted.. but yea .. managed to go to uni and had a normal-like other-day. .. PRAISE GOD!! He's my healer!

and on friday!! went to camp at peguin@philip island completely healed and charged!!!


wanna write more about camp and stuff but i'll wait till i upload the photos!

but yea.

this camp is indeed tremendously different from the others. and even the one last year. it's so amazing to experience how God moves. Personally, i am a lil daunted by the sense of insecurity and feeling that i'm new and inexperienced. i am not good enough. but after this camp, God told me that He will show and lead me to mountains and He knows everything. all i need to do is to focus on Him. Looking forward on Him! It;s also so amazing how He is using uni students to speak and really speak into my heart. they stand alone more powerful cos we can always relate and fully accept the fact that they are going through perhaps the same situation as us! or perhaps even more!! so yea .. i was so blessed to hear from them!
this camp has also indeed drew a clearer picture of God's plan for me. nursing. planetkids.
on saturday night was .. wow! amazing! i experienced God's presence in a newer, higher and different level.

so .. what now?

now,
i make a choice.
a decision.

to throw all my gifts down at the cross and pick them up.
to be a passionate child of His,
to be used and to radiate Jesus.

He is so real. and the greatest thing was that, He is always around you. All you need to do is open the door and ask Him to show you how real and awesome HE can be.

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