current feeling: tired but yet contented~! :)
song: stacie orrico - hestitation

arrived home for 3days dee~!! so far so good .. really anticipated whenever the tot of going to taiwan came to my head .. well.. glad to hear tat hong kah ee mk n chen han is in my group \.. dint know chen hann tat well last time .. shall make good use of this opportunity~! .. chun wei bou bou jian jun and ppl are in group a // chongshen patrick in c .. kimchew joanne in d .. really scattered out .. but oh well .. -.-'

i wonder how come time flies when i'm back home .. just so fast i've been back for 3 days /~!! if u know me well .. u know tat i'm probably am a greedy pig. .heehe .. cos once i touched down .. i went to eat hokkien mee at my aunt's hawker stall .. heheh .. thurs .. had to renew my passport cos mine was about to expire .. ie. cant go to taiwan without renewing my passport .. so .. went there in the noon after having a jet lagged morning.. when my bro n i arrived .. we went to the officer and found out tat we needed both our birth certificate and ic ... well .. i dint bring my birth cert and bro hasnt gotten his ic yet .. so we cant renew our passport~!! aiks,.. had to go there again the next day .. but after all .. there wasnt any hastle .. just tat i looked real weird in the photo ..

today ..went to klcc with yeen jm jy and junhui.. wore heels for the second time in my life.. not actual heels actually.. just platform .. oh my god~!! my legs were like aching !! but luckily i dint fall down and embarass myself.. hheheh :P .. had to collect my passport so jm n i were kinda late after that .. anyway .. we bot jy a tiny cake to celebrate her belated bday .. we were so idiotic .. ( actually i'm the one who suggested that ) we went to pharmacies and supermarket to look for lighter to lit up the candle .. found it in a indian shop .. hehe .. anyway .. went out to the fountain and surprised jy when she came out of the building.. sang her a bday song ..she was a bit shocked and i felt so hyper.. happily singing her the bday song despite the staring crowd.. heheh .. went back to the mall .. went hunting for food .. wanted to eat chillis mdm kwan and few other restaurants but realised tat we dun have enough money to afford them .. so finally.. ate at the one and oni ... food court .. hahah ... so damn expensive.. jm's claypot rice and yeen's noodle are too filling .. jun hui and jia yee's sizzling noodle n nasi pattaya are too spicy .. mine meehun goreng is too spicy too ..
went shopping for jy n yeen's bf;s bday preesnt~! did lots of walking around .. my heels were killing me .. but yeen said practice make perfect.. oh well .. i think i'll reconsider wearing heels again~! >.< but girls wear heels .. would it be weird if i dun wear heels?? i hope not .. '
after lots of walkign..jm n i were like desperate looking for chairs to sit .. we even went into the shoe shops just to sit down .. but obviously jm was more desperate than me .. heheh .. so finally decided to go to a n w to yum cha .. chat there for a while .. i was being really clumsy and dirty the table .. oopz.. i felt as if i was a child .. cant even help myself .. sad case~! hehhee ..
after tat sent yeen jun hui n jy to lrt // walked past ck perfume promo .. started smelling the sample tat jm described us as being addicted to it /. .. i think i still have it wit me .. heheh~!

current feeling: excited and yet sorta stressed out .

lots of packing aint done yet and also not to mention tat the room is in total mess ... but it'll be gone after tmr .. : ) also .. have to write heaps of plane letters for the friends here .. gonna miss them during these 2 months hols ..
anyway .. i had a really nice dream last nite of jia mien, yeen, jia yee, junhui, chunwei, kah hoe, chenghong, kimchew and a few friends back home .. it sweetened my day~!! i'm not telling u guys wat's it like cos it's too stupid but funny~! :P have to chiaoz .. heaps of stuff to do~!

current feeling : happy and relieved

just got my papers back .. well .. they werent as bad as i tot they would be but the fact that i've stuffed up my exams are solid true.. my grads werent as good as last time .. but oh well .. still pretty good~!!
geo - A .. thanks for mrs. lynch 1 sympathethic mark ..cos i've oni had 79 originally
maths - A ( 91 ) for skills
- A+(98 ) for analysis
muahahaha.. i din stuffed up my maths ..so proud .. hahah .. no one can scold me stupid for not screwing up my maths even though most of the mistakes are off careless mistakes
history - wasnt as good as last time but still a good old 58/60 A+ adieus
and last of all .. english - B+ and C+ ... woohoo .. no Ds .. and shockingly B+ ... cant believe i got B >!??! REJOICE mann ..
overall wasnt as bad but still aint good .. welll .. i shant be tat greedy rite.. yeah .. : )

on saturday .. uncle hugh (jesh's bf) came to melbourne from singapore .. they went out together .. how sweet~!! :) anyway .. she went to albert park to meet up with him .. we missed 2 damn trams tat made me late for 45minutes .. how embarassing and i felt really bad for making my crew go on the ergo because of me .. >.< oopz .. guuys i really dun wanna be late but just tat we missed the tram~!! >.< sorry .. i apologized .. john (coach) threatened that he'll make me swim .. ie. throw me into the lake which was greatly supported by karen and tammi ... but phew .. thankfully they dint ..
we went out shopping after rowing .. bot heaps and heaps of stuff ~!! not for myself .. for frens back home .. * hint hint* .. yeah .. we went to have chinese food .. oh my god .. it was so satisfyin since camp food was awesome and bhse food sux .. ;p pau was crippled for the day cos she twisted her vein from surfing .. poor pau .. being a nice lil girl .. i helped her carry her nike stuff .. i'm not braggin~!! :P jesh and uncle hugh walked away .. we continued to shop like crazy til one point we were wondering where jesh were till we called her and found out tat uncle hugh went back dee and she was on her way back to the bhse~!! oopz .. felt kinda guilty ~!!

sunday .. went to chinese school as usual .. my last lesson~!! yeah~!! it was darn boring .. but the teacher tot really helpful stuff .. so i guessed it sorta balanced up .. met jon with a cheese bun after tat for he needed my notes for his exams ... wish him luck~!! : ) went to city and took pics of the cafe tat mum asked me to ... then went to accademic bookshop to buy second hand books .. but they're not as cheap as i tot they would be .. decided to buy it at school`!~! anywyay ..was surprised to see maggie beatrice mandy and lynn there too to buy books~!! o.O .. yup ..then went to nike again to get joyce's basketball thingy .. met up with belah hippe and tammi after tat at bridge and tried to do some shopping but it wasnt really nice to shop there..~
went back to the bhse after tao bao sushi .. ~!!

current feeling : excited~! (maybe a bit tired)
song : hey mama

I'M BACK FROM CAMP~!!!
camp was awesome~!! seriously .. even though at camp i was like .. "crap.. wat the hell .. more excitement and enthusiastics" but after tat i realised tat i was kinda wrong ... camp was god damn fun~!! : ) it was kinda slack .. but still .. it was all GOOD~!! : )
well .. have to say a few thanks to :

Mr. GReeN- our greatest male leader *also the driver* for always praising the food tat we cooked no matter whether we screwed it or not and for being so patient
MRS. LynCh - our coolest female leader.. always being understanding and cute .. praised our food and protect us from the evil scuba group tat bullied us endlessly
JESSICa - my ka jie in the camp for taking such good care of me and brought laughter to us
JOYCe - the best cook in the camp for preparing such great sumptous food for us.. always coming up with creative ideas of cooking and how to tackle the problem when there;s no eggs
WENDy - the funniest girl in the room with such funny tots at shoreich (game) and also for helping me finishing up my shower stuff tat i dun wanna bring back
NArD - nicest person that is so understandin and patient and also taking care of the whole group .. bearing all the responsibilities
ELeNA - bringing somehting new for me to learn and always helping out whenever we're short of hands *esp the bbq*
SUSSaNNe - good organisation and nice cooking .. good management and quick thinking
MoNICa - so smiley and sweet with the helping out at cooking good stuff~!!
EMILY and KAtheRIne- thanks for the pasta and the music as well as difference tat u made~!
FEa - thanks for the british accent and the company
MOST OF ALL to the AQUA CAMP STUFF - for organising the activities and teaching us patiently


MonDay
early in the morning ,.. the whole year 10s were up extremely early to prepare for the busy week .. ate breaky and continued packing .. then around 8 .. brought the veges out from the kitchen fridge and packed them into a box .. everyone was moving fast and excitedly.. well .. bid my roomies goodbye and then headed to the carpark with nard, elena and jessica .. we were sort of lost at first for we cant recognised which bus was ours .. but soon were clear when we saw sussanne and ppl .. load the trailer wit all the food and also the luggages .. our group was about the last bus to leave plc . but it was alright . . here marked the start of our camp .. our journey and our adventure : )
an hour plus in the bus till we reached this supermarket to get milk and stretch our legs
merricks was the place tat we were staying in .. it was the exact same place tat i stayed in during astrocamp .. but this time with different company .. as we were the latest to reached there .. all the bedrooms were taken .. which eventually was a good thing .. so .. 6 ppl : nard , jessica, wendy, joyce, elena and i stayed in a room which was supposingly meant to be oni 4 roomers. .but we took the matress down and laid it on the floor .. there .. 4 of us slept there for the whole week while the other 2 slept on the bed .. first session was snorkelling practice in the pool after informative session on rules and regulations .. geared up with the equipemnt . .. then off we go .. with all sorts of tricks and duck dives.. how to keep ourselves warm and stuff ...went to this jetty place and snorkel for a while .saw some star fishes and sea weeds ... was so cold but i grabbed hold of every possible chance to tan myself.. while waiting for other group .. u can guess wat happened. ..went back when every1 was ready .. when it was our turn to shower.. there wasnt any hot water left.. freaking cold~!! not funny~!! jumpin and shivering throughout the whole shower.. dinner was good .. pasta with sweet potatoes and veges .. : ) new flavour better than the bhse food~! helped to defrost the chicken for the chinese asian cuisine tmr..watched spirited away .. well .. i fell asleep half way through the movie :P cant help it

TUesDay
woke up .. joyce was already preparing pooridge .. as in chinese pooridge~!!i it was leftver from the rice and stuff so she put them toghetr and cooked pooridge ..she's awesome~!! anyway.. we had a short session of water safety which was kinda boring but i guess it would be helpful if accident happened which i really hope it wouldnt. . then they thought us how to wear a life jacket in the water which we already knew how to during swimming lessons .. and the fun bit was climbing into a life raft tat was set up in the pool .. which had a hole ~~!!! .. water kept coming in and we were sorta sinking .. it was great fun staying inside it .. out of the chilling cold water and relaxed there ..but we were wrong ..the coach and teachers kept pouring bucket loads of water into our life raft .. we had forgotten to close the cover~!! we hold on to it really tightly..~! hhee till they stopped .. lunch~!! we had vietnamese wraps .. well .. joyce was the cook again .. we had mihun, prawns, hoisin sauce, lettuce, cucumber, cheese and a few other variety .. we had to dip the wrap thingy into hot water .. when it turned soft and kinda transparent .. open it up and add the filling inc hoi sin sauce.. then wrap them up ,, and EAT~! ..it was really good .. shall get the recipie from joyce and teach mum to make it~!! : ]_ yumm .// .. went sailing after lunch with dishes all cleaned .. it was kinda slow and not really advernturous .. but it was good cos i sailed in a sailing boat~ and i steered it~!!!!!!!! with white sails like the boat in poccahontas .. hehehe .. also .. we "were the crew .. not passengers " i've took heaps of pic there ... weather was kinda cold even though there;s sunlight .. >.< went back to the campsite and helped out with asean dinner group~!! we had fried rice with chicken wings and miso soup .. i contributed to cookin chicken wings and miso soup ~!! watched mcdull at nite.. once again i fell asleep in the middle of the show >.< ..

WeDnEsDay

bacon for breaky in the morning
it made us late and got complained by the scuba group for not cleaning the plates which wasnt true at all for the dirty dishes wasnt ours .. hated the scuba group ppl .. >:P but bacon was awesome and all the cleaning up was all rewarded .. we were praised for effeciecy .. : ) but we were late for scuba diving sessions .. X<
scuba diving
it started with a theory lesson ..then practical ..it was awesome .. but something rather stupid because we oni did it on the 4m pool .. but it was great experience gearing up in the scuba and actually know how to scuba dive.. "equalise the pressure and breathe" .. wanted to try it at the ocean if i have the chance ..
surfing
i reckon surfing rocks ... even though we had oni 2 hrs for surfing throughout the whole thingy .. but surfing rocks~!! i managed to stand up on the board without falling~!! applause for being so smart. . nard was so good~!! our coaches rocks too ... wanna do it again at lagoon~!!! real excitement !!
dinner was good as we ate out and no cooking need to be done .. we went to sorrento even though it was an hour drive as they have the best fish and chips there ... we took away and ate them at the beach .. with such glamourous view!~! 0.0 dun really wanna leave tat place when we were there .. just tat we had to and dun want others to wait for us .. so .. we had to . .. Wweeeeee hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaddddddddd toooooo ,,,......... >.< by the way .. i noticed something rather funny .. whenever we were on the car tralling from places to places .. all the asians who were sitting at front would be doozing off .. sleeping .. as for the aussies .. they would be happily singing to the radio .. : ]

ThUrsDay
we were supposed to snorkel in the morning then play tourist at sorrento .. but then .. due to the wind ..we had to change our plans ... we had to play tourist in the morning .. which scattered my dream of tanning myself~!! >,< .. how could anyone tan in the morning when the sun wasnt as warm in such cold morning~!! we went to Point Leo .. to "beach walk" .. we dint really beach walk iin my group .. we only walked for 100 m .. then sat down ..chat and played charade ... i collected some seashells and drew something on the sand out of boredom and also tot tat it was one of those things tat u do in the beach~! *.* anyway .. after the teachers power walked back .. we resumed our schedule ..play tourist at Flinders .. it was a small town with superb ice cream and lots of gallaries with a splendid op shop .. cheap stuff !! we bot mrs kennedy a present .. : ) she'll be leaving to arab or somewhere there .. so yeah ..
went back and had lunch .. mountain bread was prepared by my group .. easy stuff... yeah .. but not as yummy as watever joyce's group did though .. but still good .. after cleaning up .. inc washing dishes .. went for snorkelling at pope's eyes . a place tat i've been for my lifescience excursion .. was way better than last time as i'd seen more fishes compared to last time .. : ) there were big nice fishes .. : P and lots of marine life thingy .. we had to swim past this bundle of rocks and it was so hard with the tide coming in .. i was like struggling .. worse still when joyce were like pulling my leg.. i was like shit .. let go of my leg .. but after we made it through oni i realised tat her weightbelt had gone loose .. =.=! well .. no wonder .. we also saw a seal .. it swam and dive in with emily and katherine .. i heard it but i cant see it ~!! >.< missed it ~!! anyway .. we went to chinaman's hat again after all the snorkelling .. this time we got to play and swim with seals . but none of the seals wanted to play with us .. plus the weather and the water was like freezin cold .. it was understandable.. :P
at nite it was finally my turn to cook .. actually not cook .. bbq .. :P my group was supposed to but elena did most of the job with mr green .. suz was the main chef.. monica and i were just helping out ..she gave us something to do .. and then she was runnign to bbq and diced the veges and also the salad .. we skewed the capsicum and sweet potatoes to bbq .. was really good tat wendy ate tonnes and kept farting after tat //.. :P so funny how she sprayed deo to cover the smell .. h ehehe .. :P
we had movie every nite .. and well .. i fell asleep almost every nite except this final nite.. no way i'm goin to let myself fall asleep like tat~!! :P

FRidAy
bike riding wasnt as dull as i tot it would be .. it was sorta mt bike riddin .. with all the bumps and all the ups and downs .. damn fun ~!! but kinda scary at first .. well .. i crashed into trees 2 times .. but thankfully no one saw me crashing .. heheh ..or else it would be so embarassing~!! :P took heaps of pic ..
jessica was awesome .. she learnt how to ride a bike in a day~!! applause~!!
lunch was all the left over food .. was great even though they're left over.. mr green and suz cooked bacon and mushrooms for lunch while there was a slight shower delaying the riding .. but it was so yummy~!! dun mind eating camp food forever .. so good~!!!

packing up and cleaning up ..

mon- tackled my geo and history paper
tues- maths
wed- screwed up my english and science

after monday .. felt so slacked cos all the subjects tat need to study were over.. dint even feel like studying anymore .. but i still practiced maths .. my roomies and i did a timed practice exams thingy at nite .. tues was kinda slack cos finished our paper early but yet we werent allowed to go back to our room ..so i studied at the lower sit and sat at the swing .. later on .. when we were just relaxing ourselves.. pau spotted 2 disgusting worms ~!! squggling on the grass~!! O.o so shockingly disgusting ~!! but the gross bit was paige picked them up and fiddled with them~!!!!!! >.< .. and she almost threw it at us ~!! ewww ~!! pau shayna and i were like full on screaming .. she did tempt to throw it at us~! pau swore if she really did .. pau is gonna smack her .. hahahha~!! :P then paige chucked it to the garden bed .. we advised her to wash her hands but then she refused to do so .. which is kinda disgusting .. we tried to resume back to our studies .. but sui lyn and her 750pcs of jigsaw puzzle dsttracted us for 15 minutes .. then pau asked alot of questions bout ppl back home which was definately my pleasure to tell her ,.. :) i oni studied science the nite and totally left out my english .. the next morning which was wed .. our room woke up at 5 something to study .. (english for me) .. went into the room and took my exams .. >.< duno how i went but had a really bad feeling~! >.< science was much better but i was strugglin with a headache ... hard to focus properly .. but hopefully i did alrite .. 2.00 sharp~!! EXAMS were HISTORY~!!

thurs was jeshri's bday and we as her roomie had big plans comming up .. we plan to bake her a cake .. give her a surprise and of course a bday present ~! it was really funny though .. whole c2 and c3 ppl were tricking jeshri coming up with all sorts of weird stories tat jesh actually believed it~! : ) pau and i said we were goin to rowing training and joyce were at library .. but actually we were all at camberwell .. choosing her pressie and gettting all the stuff ready .. we planned to shock her by giving sparkles and fireworks cos she was so happily playing with them a week ago ... we strooled and walked up and down choosing jesh's pressie .. in the end we came to Bonds and bot this tiub bikini for her .. we all agreed tat it's very jeshri's style and hoped she liked it . then on the way back to the boarding hse , we met jeri at the tram station .. we all wanted to go to this op shop tat sells havainas for oni $5 .. when the tram stopped .. jeri was like full on running because she was scared tat the shop might be closed .. but luckily we made it on time .. pau and i were kinda disappointed because they dun have nice 1 .. T.T ..... wasted our effort .. but the stuff there are really cheap and kinda nice quality~!! hope they have new stocks :P //
went back to the boarding hse intime for dinner ..
at nite we were all busy preparing for jesh' big day .. C2, our neighbour was busy baking the cake .. then joyce made a really nice 3d card .. pau and i took various funny shots of jeshri with her face printed on the dolly's face \:P the dolly was terribly disgusting and scary ..... i'm so scared tat i dun dare to hold it .. oni pau held it .. i took the pics for her .. they all were binded into a book . after all the tiring preparations .. we all went back to sleep at bedtime .. jesh tot we were too tired to bother celebrating for her at 12 but actually we had plans .. HeHE .. at 11-ish .. we woke up and shooed her out of the room .decorated the room with shimers .. and Happy Birthdays ... she was at next door.. at 3 minutes to 12 .. asked her to come in again.. then .. she was followed by the cake .. u guys can imagined wat hapen next ..

quote from jeshri :" then surprise last night with sparklers and the works.plus bikini for present, also video taking of me unwrapping my present wrapped in many layers of newspaper with a serious time constraint.
being made to model bikini at ten while hoping that staff wouldnt walk in.
plenty pictures taken."

thurs nite .. we went to hang the sparkles at the swing despite the rain .. it was raining heavily all of a sudden and we all were going to give up ... but berah and i dint .. thankfully it wasnt tat heavy later .. we also had another trouble litting up the sparkles .. they just dont lit up .. we went indoor and lit them up ... WOW .. it's so pretty~! :) jesh was so shocked~!! and happy i guess.. we invited magz and joyce y. to play with us too .. took heaps of pics and had heaps of fun .. wanna do it again~!! mayb some other occasion with nice weather ..

friday we had our last camp meeting before goin on the camp which is like next week ~! how exciting~!! : ) we had to plan our meals as a group and buy them our own .. i've chosen to go on the aquatics camp .. which involved all sorts of marine activities .. FOR MALE READERS : PLS SKIP THIS FEW LINES if u dun wanna be disgusted .. well .. all the girls here are praying so tat we dun get our period during camp ... or else it'll be so disgusting and annoying plus troublesome .. course we had other alternatives : tampons ... well .. none of us had used it before and we dun wanna give up our virginity to a tampon >.< selah and hippee even demo to show us how a tampon worked`!~! .. it was really sickening .. so girls .. pls pray for me so tat i wont get my period so soon .. i'll seriously screwed up the camp and wont enjoy it if i get the headshot! so plx.. no period .. >.< ... anyway .. back to the camp meetin .. my group ( susanne, monica and yan) decided to do bbq .. elena, nard, jesssica wendy and joyce decided to do asian cuisine.. and the aussie .. katherine and emily decided to do italian .. well .,. it sounded really well planned but i wonder do they taste as good as they sounded?? i dunoo .. :P i went to camp shopping at boxhill with elena;s group cos monica and susanne are shopping at glen waverly which i dun haf transport to go back to the boarding hse.. everyone overspent the budget .. oh well.. wat's good food if it's cheap??? well.. really looking forward to the camp : )

sat ..i had my first rowing race which was crappy like shit .. aiks.. dun really wanna talk about it cos i screwed up the whole crew and wasnt fit enough~!! haihz.. sad case .. anyway .. after tat // pau and i went to boxhill cos her group needed to do camp shopping and i needed some retail therapy~! hehehe :P .. so we took a tram and train.. went there and not long later.. they arrived .. belah and hippee went shopping while we were eating lunch .. walked alot .. did a fair bit of shopping .. and looking out for camp stuff ..

camp *.* hope it's fun~! :)

such a pity thing : i have to find something console myself .
the song .. but it was good though ..so dun worry ..

i shall regain myself and forget bout the test that i stuffed up today in 1 minute
30 seconds
3
2
1
now ..

(recollect myself )

thanks for the people who supported my through my first exams .
rueyyng - ur msg was cute and encouraging
chunwei - i did try my best and thanks for the "force" heheh :P
chuxiang - ur mui is blur and not that smart .. u know it .. but it was really nice
jun hui - that was very comforting .. and i know wat i shall do
zhienwei - thanks for ur support .. tat's wat i need!

love ya guys all .. :P

"Who Knows?"

Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before

I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more

[Chorus]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Yeah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah

How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time

[Chorus]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?
Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?

Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day

So you go and make it happen
Do your best just keep on laughing
I'm telling you, there's always a brand new day

[Chorus]
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

current feeling: stuffed up .. :(

today just had my first 2 papers - geo and history..
i knew i just screwed it up .. i dint have enough time to check it .. well at least i finished it but still. .i dint get to check it .. who knows wat's going to get wrong ...so worried bout my other papers since the first 2dint do well .. normally. . or should i say lastime i still had time to check and read at least once.. and now. .not even once.. so freaking scared~!! especially in my english papers~!! >.< // ..............
wat can i do ?? nothing ?? wat shall i do? focus on my next exams.. easy to say but hard to act .. i know wat should i do but can i do it ?? i duno .. so so hopeless.. i duno wat will i tell others when i;ve got bad grades~!! >.< i dun wanna have bad grades~!! no one doees anyway /.. >.<

GOD BLesS me and everyone~!
*calming myself down*

anyway.. pau jesh and joyce woke up at 5 in the morning to study .. well .. not oni them .. as if everyone woke up early to study which kinda pressured me abit cos i havent really finished studyin science or geo .. but i had to sleep early as i promise jun hui and chun wei .. so i was like half awake and half asleep due to the light and the amount of noise .. but then .. soon enough i was asleep and dreaming again .. realising tat pau had made me a "tent" with the bunk bed and my clothes .. : )

Feeling: super worried

tmr;s my exams .,. and i'm so not prepared for it .~!! seriously .. i've been studying for 2 days .. and nothing seems to be in my head ..`!~! gosh~! how can i study like this ?? ineffiecient and time consuming .. i know if i were still in malaysia, i'll die cos of my study method~! how can i survive this coming exams?? i've tried really really hard but nothing tat can come out my head when i start doing the revision sheet.. HOW? HOW?????????? maybe i shall try to focus and try to concentrate~! lots of ppl placed high hopes and expectations in me .. but can i really fulfil it and not disappoint them ?? i really duno ..i really hope tat i can pass it with flying colour once more.. i know this time it's hard.. not as easy as the one before.. now with my shitty english and my slack attitude... how i can manage??

i'm just worried bout my history, geography and ENGLISH .. history ..i wanna keep up the past performance.. geo.. i wanna do better and maintain the A+ .. science. and maths . i want improvement .. english .. i just wan a B .. B will do .. not too greedy and it's not alot for me to ask 4 rite? haihz .. or is it me who is just pressuring myself?? .. i just dun wanna dissappoint ppl and wanna do my best ..

god bless me .. *finger-crossed*

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i'm trying to change my blogskin but i duno how. . any professionals who are willing to teach me pls tag me k ??
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