pre-placements!

i start placements tonight.
1st night shift. i dont even know how on earth am i gonna stay awake through the night?!!!

and

can i be really honest?
i am super nervous.
i felt like i've been so out of the routine of going into the hospital.
i'm so scared that i have a scary fiery preceptor.

but, i'm gathering prayers and believing that it will be ok.
it will be more than ok.
I am called to make a change and to bring light.


Numbers 23:19

God is not human, that he should lie,
not a human being, that he should change his mind.
Does he speak and then not act?
Does he promise and not fulfill?