BELATED UUPPPDATE

felt as though i havent blogged since ages ago .. the feeling of blogging seemed so foreign .. yet i know .. there's some stuff that i need to pick up .. talk through and hence move on .. there's more exciting stuff in the future waiting to be unfold rite? YEAP!! sure bet! :D

well ... so sorry that i dint really get to thank the people properly for the bday msges and the email .. from cheez .. oh .. and did i mention that i got couple of bday pressies?? pjs from pau and selah and also a cd from kingsley .. was so awesomely sweet of you peeps! and the least expected phone calls!! haha .. thank you to everyone .. now i'm anticipating my 20th bday .. where there's a literal 29th of feb!! hahaha :P cant imagine wat's gonna happen then .. but yea .. should be exciting! :D anyhoo .. my bday was like ages ago .. hahhaa .. but i still cant stop thanking God for all the blessings that He has placed around me and in my life.. He's so amazing!! and oh oh .. guess wat guess wat?? my bday was spent making up and fixing up my bed..now .. it's so comfy! every time i'm on it .. surely has no prob trying to fall asleep! :P i lovey love that feeling .. of having no trouble at all falling asleep

couple of updates.

UNI is not exciting as i tot it would be.. perhaps everything takes time to develop.. and i'm still excited of wat is to come. yes .. there are TONNES and TONNES of people .. cant remember everyone's name but i guess same goes for others as well ... lecture was always packed with people .. first week was having MAJOR problem trying to locate the lecture halls and even the classrooms.. i still remembered once we were strolling around for so loong that mak and i were like half an hour late and when we reached we had to sit on the floor!! >.< hahaa.. it was funny though.
timetable was ok .. apart from some days that i kept having 2 hours break in between.. and the most annoying thing was that monday and friday i finish at 6pm and 5pm respectively.. how annoying!!!
well .. wat do i do during breaks ??? computer!! still trying to get a hold of couple of textbooks and i havent started studying yet .. literally not doing homework .. errmmm.. cos .. cos .. i havent gotten a table and tat's my lousy excuse! hahaha .. but seriously .. i guess it's time to PICK IT UP!! and get back on track .. prioritize!!!

mmm.. household still has lots of tidying up and getting everything working.. though we've taken turns to cook, clean up and do the bins.. there's still like incompletion .. for eg. tv, and internet.. (i know cx has gotten his in a day) haha.. but apart from that .. we;ve been doing real well!! especially now tat we have the dinning table .. it's so cosy now.. it's great fun!

currently going through some confusion and still waiting to hear from God. seriously.. i really duno whether this chimological course is meant for me .. i duno whether is this wat i am called to do >.< i duno .. there's always this part of me wanting to do nursing and yet i am not doing it because .. sigh .. i dun dare and not faithful enough to step out of my comfort zone .. sometimes .. as in most times .. i sit in lecture with my mind floating off .. not understanding wat on earth am i sitting there if i am not meant to do it .. and also .. i dun get the peace.. ps russell said tat if it is your call to do something .. it will keep coming to bug u day or night .. so guys .. would really appreciate it if you can pray for me .. for direction in particular .. would really appreciate it!!

oh oh. before i forget.. big happy birthday to feb babies .. matt kimo couz equan selah kitz kdd sam and sheryl
and also the marchies.. alex kingsley and upcoming .. LEANNE and jon!!

oh... chuxiang's bro . chuzheng is graduating tomorrow!! how exciting!! congratulations mann!!! :D :D and surely .. being around cx, his bro, kdd, girl, jason, and mandolph is so fun and so hilarious :D though throughout the whole conversation would there be lots and lots of repetition of "mandolph .. beast.. satan..girl .." .. they will never stop making me laugh mann! pray that we'll be GOODIESTBEST friends forever! had lunch last sunday with jimmy and his family together wit cx;s and kdd! it was a great time ..

i'm attending ocf in clayton and last week i been to my first ever urban life!! was really good. reminded me of my gifts tat i need to sharpen .. reminded me of who should be sitting on the throne of my life.. God spoke to me so clearly that there's so much tat i need to PICK IT UP! :P
..today .. just then .. i was confronted with my new year resolution .. to love more passionately and also .. to be more compassionate... yea.. i need to work on these. guys! i'm also praying and wondering whether should i be in the planetkids team. yeap.. so much is going through in my head

anyway.. just a random question. can logic takes over emotions? i wish. sometimes impatience gets me when i'm not guarded and the fact tat being shuffed around innocently and unknowingly, or being expected to achieve something or even as a matter of fact, being treated like a sub can at times scare me, shockingly revealing to myself of how dumb and worthless i am. but PRAISE GOD, for during the lowest time, there is always a turnover. i believe mine is just round the corner. i'm so keen for it to come.

well .. before i go ..

i just wanna share a story which i heard from church.

It originated from America, from a single parent family. There was this little boy, James and his 2 elders sisters, Janice and Jess. Having to support the family, Mother worked really hard to provide the best that she can possibly give but the situation wasnt as optimistic. It reached a point that one day they ran out of money to even buy groceries. One day,while they were out on the roads, Little James at that time whined to Mother, claiming that he was hungry and was having a craving for pizzas, we realised the situation and did not hesitate a moment, with his child-like faith, presented his request to God through prayers.

"Heavenly Father, i am having a real bad craving for pizza can you please send an angel to deliver us some of those? and oh Father, we're currently running out of money to buy groceries and also very importantly, toilet paper as well, it would be superb if we can have some Kleenex toilet rolls. Thank you Lord. In Jesus name. Amen" James prayed his prayer out loud.

When both the sisters overheard him, they were stunned. Unapproved of his actions, they said, "How could you possibly ask God for toilet rolls? He's too busy to care about such small toilet roll matter!" They were embarrassed at his request and just give them a horse-nose-flare :P

A moment after they reached home, James started screaming in joy as he peeped out the window with his toes pointed. " MUM MUM!!!! CHECK IT OUT!! AN ANGEL IS OUTSIDE OUR HOUSE AND HE IS DELIVERING US PIZZA!!!" The sisters shrudded and brushed him off with an ignorant statement, "Angels wont send pizzas for us, they're too busy."
"NO!! God heard my prayer and sent an angel to deliver pizza! just come and see!"

Soon enough, the door bell rang and a man stood outside of their house, holding pizzas and some other food. "Ma'am, is this *insert street name* ? I believe you have ordered some pizzas and here you go."
"sorry sir, but i dont think i have ordered them and i doubt i can afford them either," Mum try to phrase it as polite as possible and bearing in mind about James' feelings. Through the corner of her eyes, she still saw James filled with hope and expectations as though he knew that the pizza was surely going down his stomach that very night.
"Ma'am, dont you worry. someone has already paid for it and all you need to do is just to accept it."

Mum was stunned and grateful. She called up the pizza's delivery center to find out who sent it as she wanted to personally thank the person for his/her kindness but strangely, there was no record of it.

Enjoying the pizza round the corner, James commented, "Told'ya God sends angel to deliver pizzas."

The following day, Mum found couple of Kleenex toilet roll packed in the boxes and she suddenly remembered that they were there since they moved to the new house. In gratitude, she fell unto her knees and thank God for HE HEARS EVERY PRAYER AND WILL PROVIDE EVERY NEED!

How cool is that? God sends angels to deliver pizzas. What are your needs? Present it unto the Lord and anticipate for the day of it being actualise!