REFLECTION REMINISCENE AND RESOLUTION :)
yup :) today i've been such a good girl ..staying in the whole day .. and did my very first online dominos pizza order (*applause) and basically reflecting upon the past year .. reminiscing the good old times and coming up with a good 2007 new year resolution :P i know it's like a week late .. or so.. but oh well :P better late than none rite?
i've taken out my diary and looked back and the photos.. WOW .. a year has gone by SO QUICKLY .. as though it's just a blink of the eye the calender flips
hmmm in the year 2006 .. i
been a captain
organised some events that got ppl stressed and then seen the smiles on many others
seeh the many different characters of people
sorta been in and out of a relationship
enjoyed Commonwealth Games to the fullest
seen the miracles of God through His people with willing heart
been to a formal of my own
and another not of mine
slow danced at a park crazily and at a proper prom
recieved flowers
starting to go out for mamaks and yumcha at nite
had tummyaches after eating mamaks
been to literally all the hotels' toilet that are located next to malls
got real stressed because of VCE
been to my very first tuition in melbourne because of spesh
survived and pulled through VCE by God's grace
shopped a lot
kept my hair to the longest length ever!
ate a lot
cooked a couple of times
baked once
i just got the recipe. .that's not wat i baked tho.. hehe
gained some weight
gained new friends
felt as though some had drifted away from me
start to explore more bout friendship
witness the love and support i have when my eyeballs were all swollen
felt real bad for making people pick me up as though they were my chauffeurs
sat in a car of a person i just met like 5 sec ago
went under the rain to realise i recognised the wrong car
passed my Ls in melbourne
drove illegally
been through emotional ups and downs (though they are seemingly little business now that i look back :P )
err.. does this photo narrates it?
been through misunderstandings
expanded my social circle
spent more family time
teared even before the day of separation has come
undergo the pain of bidding goodbyes
attended loads of birthday parties which involves EATING :)
cried my lungs out over a lost bag *damn dumb i know*
broke my heart for my loved ones
had ESL class outings and parties
and
went to beaches at melbourne
and got REAL bad burns
swam only ONCE throughout the whole entire year >.<
put on manly oversized clothes for the first time
thrown gross shit and rotten milk at the younger girls
graduated from high school
ABOVE ALL .. i accepted Christ into my life and everthing's changed
though i wasnt too sure what was i getting myself into .. but i start going to church
invited people to church
been to 2 church camps
our car members
girls from camp
i learnt to agree lovingly
not to be quick to judge
maybe seen visions and dreamt of things that i dun understand
felt His touch and been under His arms
question alot
know what's it like to have a direction, a purpose and a rock
celebrated my first Christmas from a different perspective
learning to see His grace and mercy
and in this upcoming year of 2007 ..
i want to
know God better draw closer to Him :)
serve Him in one of the ministry or church
want to be a YOUNG lady of faith and compassion
love people more and be more understanding
spend more time with people
and i dun wanna loose contact with any single person but on the contrary be closer than ever!
learn to look at time and be punctual :P but since everyone always assume i'll be late..this will not be my priority then :P
do more random things like heading to Putrajaya for a day trip and crashing proms or parties :P
learn how to play music or sing or dance perhaps
start and KEEP a DIARY .. not a "week-ry" or so forth
more family time
be more passionate and more fired up
uni .. hmm .. be able to settle in the new environment and cope well with the change
not fall asleep in class
pass my Ps and drive
i wanna be more influencial, more expandable
learn to think BIG and think out of a box
i wanna be more simplistic
more appreciative
more thankful
more lovable
i wanna give more and my very best in everything
and i wanna see the what the beaautiful world holds for me :)
for there's always rainbow behind the cloudy sky
i know it's a darn long list for both .. but i believe that this year .. i'll be witnessing more miracles :) venturing out into more excitements :)
yes. i may seemed to be more busy. but i want u to know that i'll still be the same, the one who will still love u always :) *hugs* and no matter how faraway we are .. true friends and darling family will ALWAYS remain close at my heart.
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