free hug

i've decided to check this out after watching oprah today and i was so SO touched!!! it left my eyes wet.

sometimes we underestimate what a hug can do!

all the way to this man and i wanna do something like this too :)

it's all the same :)
we all need a hug. we all need to be loved and to love.

start touching the hearts of many through the little-est thing that you can do :)

MEMORIES :)

well .. perhaps .. this maybe one of the last few posts that i may be putting up in this boarding house .. in this school ..

i've just printed out all the posts that i've blogged throughout my time in PLC .. well .. wat can i say .. i started blogging in this community .. ought to get some memories in hard copies rite.. just in case anything happen! *touch wood*

anywayz .. these few nites has been the hardest time for me EVER in my boarding house life. the saying bye bit.. sigh .. i wonder when can i be strong and face farewells better. i ALwaYs end up in tears >.< really need God's strength to help me pull through cituation like these mann .. seriously.. now that my stretch of corridoor has no one except me .. imagine how sad it is to walk down the dark, gloomy exceptionally quiet corridoor to go to bed after u've tried numbing yourself with series after series of either OC, House or even Simpsons!! T.T
i've been sleeping with tears lately though i tried so hard to fight it. i miss my, my mother elisa, mummy joyce, funny bunny hippie, sista selah, slow eater maggie, happy-go-lucky fai zai, smarty pants sandy and all those who has gone through this unbearable pain!
*gee ..thanks guys.. say u love me somemore! chiu! *

right now .. .there's only joyce, jesh, yin yin, pau and tammi comes back on and off, sooney, bobo left in the bhse..

bidding mandy and steph goodbye tonite!!

AHHHH!!! i cant take it no more. i better stop before i start crying in the com room

BYE. i'll miss u and only love knows how much it is to let you off my arms.

BIRTHDAY WISHES :)

big big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the november babies

2/11 si keat
3/11 jiayee sopoh :P
11/11 jesh
14/11 joyce mummy
16/11 yaya pee
17/11 niki pigi
27/11 pat
28/11 magz and cx
29/11 jian jun

hope i dint leave anyone out *gulp*

anywayz .. after exams was literally hectic!! i have less sleep than during school days!! >.< i want my beauty sleep back! i can literally see the panda eyes on me!! >.< AHH .. but thank God i've been pampered with good food. especially recently .. no .. in actual fact! yesterday!! aunty fun and uncle tham is in town!! :) and it was joyce mummy's cooking birthday party where we each had to cook a dish. i cooked soup noodles which i got the recipe from mum in the dawn at like 1am. haha .. yea .. well .. i manage to amaze myself at my cooking skills that no one was fighting for the toilet after eating my food but instead, i managed to fish some compliments.. woot* hahaha :P yea.. then right after our stomach being bloated by

nard's green curry
lydie's bak kut teh
steph's fried rice
kimo's bandung, jelly and kangkung
and not to forget diana's bailey cheesecake

i had to rush off to chinatown and meet my cousins uncle and aunty for dinner!! WOW~!! u can truly imagine how bloated i was.. but above all .. i'm a happy child :) hehee :P

all the best to those who are still having exams
language peeps and IB girls
form 5s and the SAMs :)

i miss LC fai and nard zai! !! they left the boarding hse already and heebs and selah are going so soon T.T

NO!!!!

:(

i'm so sad now >.< i finally understood the feeling of the woman in the lost coin parable cos I LOST MY NINE WEST BAG THAT I JUST BOUGHT YESTERDAY!! well.. i know i should not be so materialistic and cry over materials .. but i really couldnt help it!! i just lost a BRAND new bag that i took so long to decide whether should i buy it and now that i havent even taken out the silica gel perservative thingy ... it's gone .. within less than 24 hours .. great!!

it was jesh's birthday .. we cooked heaps of good food.. (ps. our definition of good food = everything except bhse food) and gave her a lil bday surprise ... we cooked chicken potato porridge, chicken soup noodles and tofu ( now i understand how hard it is to translate chinese food into english names) anywayz.. yea .. it was good. thank God for that. and i was so tired!! woke up at about 7.30! >.< and the cleaning up was .. energy consuming .. funny how people disperse after eating .. but oh well .. i kinda dispersed too .. all i can say is that beth's heart is so SO kind .. she's so passionate and considerate!!

yea .. so after everything.. i went to unpack my fruitful shopping from yesterday with an excited heart .. but when i opened one of the bags (well i'm treating myself after months of deprivation) and to my utmost shock .. it was gone!!!!!!!! i could even barely remembered when was the last time i saw it yesterday cos i was so tired from everything. was running over the city to youth and then to ice-cream shop and later coffee shop to get jesh's bday cake and ice cream that i barely notice that my bag in the bag was missing!! >.< well .. i was literally holding or having it near by most of the time .. i seriously coudnt recall anytime that people could just take a chance to steal it!! >.< i really dont.. and today .. i was running around the boarding house preparing for the brunch and my door was wide open .. anyone could have seen the bag and took it .. but then .. i seriously doubt that!!

my siblings in Christ and my sisters in boarding house. NO WAY!!! it's definitely not them!! i know it's me and my careless-ness for not looking after my stuff and my materialistic characteristic that allowed all these to happen. i place worldly joy above someone else who is far more greater than it and now .. i deserve it. i guess i need to set myself right. i couldnt help feeling disappointed and sad and i couldnt believe that i even cried over it .. but i know that things happen for a reason and i'm believing in God to be my provider. i am very disappointed at how careless and i really dont understand why he allowed such things to happen. when everything was just going so SO well.. having so much fun in DFO shopping with selah heebe mak and kiwi .. played xbox with mak daniel and kiwi .. and all ALL great fun things .. and suddenly .. one moment.. i can be brought down to sorrow ..

but u know what??

i refuse to give in, yes, i am sad but i'm not gonna let this stop me from doing all the things that He has called me to do. yes. i am offended and angry that God dint prevent this. cos i know He could.

but u know what?

i'm gonna trust Him. i'm gonna remember that

"We know that all things work together for the good of those who love God--those whom he has called according to his plan"
Romans 8:28

i BELIEVE he will provide and plant another sense of joy in me :) but also wanna thank Him for protecting me. instead of loosing myself to some unknown stranger on the dark roads .. being all alone at 10.30-ish .. buying cake .. he kept me safe and walked with me through the darkest alley. so .. i guess loosing a bag is a better exchange :p

but i realllleeeeeeeeee want the bag back and i dont want the sympathy of others.. getting it for me as a present because they felt sorry. i know it's too much to ask for but i want a miracle that it would just appear or someone returned it. but i would definitely believe that That could happen!


this song from church yesterday really came into my head :)

you calm the raging seas
you walk with me through fire and heal all my disease

i trust in you
i trust in you

I believe you're my healer
I BELIEVE YOU ARE ALL I NEED

I BELIEVE YOU'RE MY PORTION
I BELIEVE YOU'RE MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME.

Jesus you're all i need.

Nothing is impossible for you.
nothing is impossible for you.

I'M FREE :D

i still remembered how last year's speech night song vividly in my head and now .. it truly applies :)

I'M FREE
I'M FREE
LIKE A FISH IN THE SEA
THERE'S NOWHERE ELSE I WANT TO BE

EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DO IS DONE
EVERY RACE I HAVE TO RUN I'VE RUN
EVERY "i" AND EVERY "T"
I'VE DOT AND CROSSED THEM MATICULOUSLY

COS AS OFF TODAY
I'M FREE

woohoo!! :D i'm seriously off exams pressure now .. the other night as mak and i were showering .. i couldnt even remembered when was the last time i went shopping!! >.< and when was the last time we went out together .. but it doesnt matter ..cos it's ALL happening again!!!

cant believe at 1045 yesterday was the last ever minute we will be sitting in the hall doing an exams!! and yesterday when we were on a taxi after our shopping spree and the lady asked us how weird is it to feel that you dont need to face the stress of studies again ??? WOW!! it never really hit me that i truly can put my studies aside for some 2 or 3 months before i get into uni .. but that's just so unbelievable .. having my butt stuck on the chair for hours and now .. having to walk around (to shop) for hours is really killing my leg muscles!! but i'm not complaining!! hahaha :P i'm loving it.

God, please dont let time fly by so quickly!! i wanna play :)

2 MORE DAYS AND I'M FREE :)

i've got only one paper left!!!! chemistry on thursday and i'm done!! woot* cant wait for that. already been thinking about after exams.
shopping
driving lessons
interviews
work out to burn the fats accumulated due to "exams stress"
parties! and heaps more..
but
*here comes the reality* the saddest thing is that after that there would be loads of goodbyes and farewells. i dont want that to happen!! >.< but then .. i shall remember the famous saying,

"DONT CRY BECAUSE IT'S OVER. SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED"

yup! i shall try. need his strength and his guidance everyday!!

all the best to all SAM -ians :)

k .. shall return to my studies :P oh oh!! all the best to all physician .. jon, alex, cx, waicheong, wendy, shirlene and everyone else for tomorrow!! i will pray for all of you :)