I HATE THIS!!!! >.<
I’m in so much pain now.
I’d tried to forget it and live life as if nothing had happened but
I couldn’t
I just couldn’t
It haunts me during the day
And even in my sleep
I tried to eat and I tried to smile
But I just couldn’t
Cos it aint easy at all
Go away and let me heal!!!!
I hate going through this
I hate it
I hate it
Yea .. try having ur wisdom teeth extracted upon the first day after u touched down .. (yea … literally first day .. cos I touched down at nite :P )
not having nice yummy food tat u’ve been craving for while ur whole family..especially ur sis kept bragging bout wat she wanna eat!!!
Sucks to the max mann!! I wanna eat too!!!
Hehe … yea yea .. I just got BOTH of my wisdom teeth extracted .. so .. I’m not wise anymore >.< and I cant talk much nor smile ..cos it’s so PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aikz aikz .. sorry guys ..would really love to talk but I simply couldn’t..
*sob sob sniff sniff * and sorry I couldn’t contact anyone with my mobile .. my line is terminated I think .. cos I haven’t registered it .. according to mum we need to register it before june .. so .. oopz .. will do tat asap and will get to u guys k??!! cos I figured I could live any longer without my phone with a functional sim card!! :P
Till then .. call my house phone!! Hahahaha
But I cant talk much anyway!
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna get well soon and eat play and eat!!
Ps. I dun really wanna go out now cos I freaking look like a zhu tou beng! (ie. Pig head)
Pps. but still I’ll try to go .. and hide my pig face under a mask or smtg .. hahahaha :P
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Sunday, June 18, 2006
I'VE GOT GOOD NEWS :) :)
well .. they're exciting news to me ..
i'm coming home :) yes i am!!! guys and girls .. be prepared!! i'm back to mess up ur daily routine and make u do random stuff! so beware~
aww... i cant wait!!!
AEST 1100 leave cousin's place (thank his great hospitality for taking me and orgainisng my airticket!! really have to thank him mann or else i wont be going home!! )
AEST 1130 stop for lunch
AEST 1215 head to tullamarine airport
AEST 1230 check in and be one step nearer to home :)
AEST 1500 depart melbourne
MT 2000 arrive malaysia!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! will head straight to eat my hokkien mee with family as we watch soccer!! muahahhaahaha :P ee .. wait for my call yea?
by the way.. can i please ask all readers to keep this as a secret to jiamien!!! i really wanna surprise her! well .. i duno how or wat.. but just.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT spill anything to her .. cooperation is highly appreciated!.. if u do let her know on purpose. . u're a disappointment and i wont talk to u for the whole of 2 weeks! ..hmph!
hahaha .. anyhoo .. all the best to my trinity darlings yeen and caleen , oh ..wei yue and gezzel too as they do their exams .. :) and i'll see u guys soon :)
malaysia here i come!! WEEEEEee!!!
well .. they're exciting news to me ..
i'm coming home :) yes i am!!! guys and girls .. be prepared!! i'm back to mess up ur daily routine and make u do random stuff! so beware~
aww... i cant wait!!!
AEST 1100 leave cousin's place (thank his great hospitality for taking me and orgainisng my airticket!! really have to thank him mann or else i wont be going home!! )
AEST 1130 stop for lunch
AEST 1215 head to tullamarine airport
AEST 1230 check in and be one step nearer to home :)
AEST 1500 depart melbourne
MT 2000 arrive malaysia!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! will head straight to eat my hokkien mee with family as we watch soccer!! muahahhaahaha :P ee .. wait for my call yea?
by the way.. can i please ask all readers to keep this as a secret to jiamien!!! i really wanna surprise her! well .. i duno how or wat.. but just.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT spill anything to her .. cooperation is highly appreciated!.. if u do let her know on purpose. . u're a disappointment and i wont talk to u for the whole of 2 weeks! ..hmph!
hahaha .. anyhoo .. all the best to my trinity darlings yeen and caleen , oh ..wei yue and gezzel too as they do their exams .. :) and i'll see u guys soon :)
malaysia here i come!! WEEEEEee!!!
TAGGED
i.ve been tagged by naima! damn it!! not really in a mood to do this .. (since ppl like cx and yeen have always been teasing me being despo :P ) hahaha :P but ..aikz ... things i do for u my dearest naima~ .. appreciate this k~!!! haha :P
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.
1.
well ... first and foremost .. he (MALE- i'm specifying the gender u see :P )must of course love me and take me as i am ..
understanding and have a big heart so that he will not attempt to change me drastically.. but i dun mind if he wants me to change a lil for the better :) he has to accept the fact tat i cant be caged and my family and frens stand a big part in my life.. so .. be prepared to be left out a lil and is cool with tat ..
*by the way .. i wanna also take this opportunity to clarify tat .. even if i may sorta ignore my guy and left him completely out of everything .. it doesnt mean tat i dun care.. or i'm taking him for granted* aikz .. dun need to elaborate tat much .. my point is tat as long as he accept me for who i am.... yeap.
oh ya ..this includes long distance grumpy-ness and pms and mood swings and stress and tonnes of complaining .. :P
2.
outspoken and outgoing
knows when to stand out and voice his opinions and when to stand up for me .. capable of socialising .. knows how to befriend with my friends and family .. and wont make a fool out of himself by trying hard and act like a wannabe.. friendly to my younger sisters and bro .. respects my parents and is able to hang out with my bunch of frens with no barriers :)
3.
humourous and is willing to go crazy with me
he must somehow holds the key to making me laugh .. :P .. who cares if the joke is super lame.. i like laughing and smiling .. cos.. without :) i'm not me ... imagine i'm stucked with a person who doesnt know to set an upright curve on my face.. EWW!! also he would enjoy laughing WITH me ... (i dun mind if he laughs at me or zat me as long as he's prepared to be whacked :P ) and would be the person who does random things with me instead of just shaking his head disapprovingly at the corner ... or in other case .. if i'm too embarassing .. then he has to pull me aside before i embarass myself even more :P
4.
a teacher and a learner
understand the fact tat life is a never ending learning journey and hopefully through him i can learn to grow mentally emotionally and spiritually and vice versa.
(DEFINITELY NOT PHYSICALLY!!!)
5.
opens up his heart and trustworthy
since relationship is always mutual.. he should be comfortable with sharing his feelings, joy, sorrow, worries , success and all the ups and downs with me .. cos i'm very sure tat i would :) .. no secrets within each other and doesnt attempt to hide things even if it means that the subject would lead up to us having a big quarrel or fight.. i rather fighting than being in a cold war .. guessing his tots and not knowing wat else can i do (but pleasant suprises excluded :P ) hehehee
6.
someone whom i can look at, into the eye
am i making sense? well.. he has to be someone that i can look into his eyes not elsewhere .. eg. food :P
7.
willing to make an initiative and somewat decisive
well.. i know it's stereotyped tat guys are expected to make the first move .. haha ..well .. too bad .. it still applies :P and yea .. i really hope tat at least he would sms me, call me, or even crash at my place at times when it's really special or at times when i'm down .. greatly appreciate it too if he's romantic and knows how to make my heart melts ..
oh oh!!! knows what and where to feed me well .. wont go .. " ermm .. i duno.. anything " but then wont be too opinionated that i dun have a say in wat i wanna eat :P
hehe .. obviously .. i'm a pig :) eating well is very important u see! :P
8.
phew!! finally the last one!! :P
someone who is proud and happy to have me and be with me
well.. i know tat my list is really long :P oh well .. hehe .. it took me real long to think of 8 qualities :P haha.. anyhoo .. i believe tat God has great plans instored for us :) and i believe the right one will come :) yea.. :)
yay!!! my turn to tag
1. yeanzo
2. megan
3. evil twin
4. mak mak - if she reads this :P
5. sui yuan
5 for now ..
:P
i.ve been tagged by naima! damn it!! not really in a mood to do this .. (since ppl like cx and yeen have always been teasing me being despo :P ) hahaha :P but ..aikz ... things i do for u my dearest naima~ .. appreciate this k~!!! haha :P
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.
1.
well ... first and foremost .. he (MALE- i'm specifying the gender u see :P )must of course love me and take me as i am ..
understanding and have a big heart so that he will not attempt to change me drastically.. but i dun mind if he wants me to change a lil for the better :) he has to accept the fact tat i cant be caged and my family and frens stand a big part in my life.. so .. be prepared to be left out a lil and is cool with tat ..
*by the way .. i wanna also take this opportunity to clarify tat .. even if i may sorta ignore my guy and left him completely out of everything .. it doesnt mean tat i dun care.. or i'm taking him for granted* aikz .. dun need to elaborate tat much .. my point is tat as long as he accept me for who i am.... yeap.
oh ya ..this includes long distance grumpy-ness and pms and mood swings and stress and tonnes of complaining .. :P
2.
outspoken and outgoing
knows when to stand out and voice his opinions and when to stand up for me .. capable of socialising .. knows how to befriend with my friends and family .. and wont make a fool out of himself by trying hard and act like a wannabe.. friendly to my younger sisters and bro .. respects my parents and is able to hang out with my bunch of frens with no barriers :)
3.
humourous and is willing to go crazy with me
he must somehow holds the key to making me laugh .. :P .. who cares if the joke is super lame.. i like laughing and smiling .. cos.. without :) i'm not me ... imagine i'm stucked with a person who doesnt know to set an upright curve on my face.. EWW!! also he would enjoy laughing WITH me ... (i dun mind if he laughs at me or zat me as long as he's prepared to be whacked :P ) and would be the person who does random things with me instead of just shaking his head disapprovingly at the corner ... or in other case .. if i'm too embarassing .. then he has to pull me aside before i embarass myself even more :P
4.
a teacher and a learner
understand the fact tat life is a never ending learning journey and hopefully through him i can learn to grow mentally emotionally and spiritually and vice versa.
(DEFINITELY NOT PHYSICALLY!!!)
5.
opens up his heart and trustworthy
since relationship is always mutual.. he should be comfortable with sharing his feelings, joy, sorrow, worries , success and all the ups and downs with me .. cos i'm very sure tat i would :) .. no secrets within each other and doesnt attempt to hide things even if it means that the subject would lead up to us having a big quarrel or fight.. i rather fighting than being in a cold war .. guessing his tots and not knowing wat else can i do (but pleasant suprises excluded :P ) hehehee
6.
someone whom i can look at, into the eye
am i making sense? well.. he has to be someone that i can look into his eyes not elsewhere .. eg. food :P
7.
willing to make an initiative and somewat decisive
well.. i know it's stereotyped tat guys are expected to make the first move .. haha ..well .. too bad .. it still applies :P and yea .. i really hope tat at least he would sms me, call me, or even crash at my place at times when it's really special or at times when i'm down .. greatly appreciate it too if he's romantic and knows how to make my heart melts ..
oh oh!!! knows what and where to feed me well .. wont go .. " ermm .. i duno.. anything " but then wont be too opinionated that i dun have a say in wat i wanna eat :P
hehe .. obviously .. i'm a pig :) eating well is very important u see! :P
8.
phew!! finally the last one!! :P
someone who is proud and happy to have me and be with me
well.. i know tat my list is really long :P oh well .. hehe .. it took me real long to think of 8 qualities :P haha.. anyhoo .. i believe tat God has great plans instored for us :) and i believe the right one will come :) yea.. :)
yay!!! my turn to tag
1. yeanzo
2. megan
3. evil twin
4. mak mak - if she reads this :P
5. sui yuan
5 for now ..
:P
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
WORDS OF WISDOM :)
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry and help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry and help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.
Friday, June 09, 2006
LONG WEEKEND IS HERE :) AND EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
well.. first of all .. i'm so bored tat i went on frenster.. note tat i'm not a very frenster person! :P
and i read all the links and forwarded stuff >.< yup ..tat was how bored i was!! and i found something really sweet tat i wanna share with u guys :)
http://minhtuan.name/fun4all/iLoveU.swf
anyhoo ... yalor .. i'm so tired d! .. yean is throwing a sleepover party at times square hotel and i'm not invited >.< nah!! jk!! she did sorta asked knowing tat i wont make it .. and promised me tat she would call .. tat's y i'm still up .. waiting for her call .. or else .. i would probably be lying on joyce mummy's bed and fall asleep in no time! haha :P .. so much for staying up to watch world cup ..soccer eh?? well.. physically incapable of staying up is the distinctive characteristic of a pig! u can blame her :P .. hehe :P
i'm sorry tat i'm blogging about me again .. but i'm not really into bloggin THE stuff!! .. i'm tired .. brain cant think .. hence ..post would be yucky
well .. partially.. i couldnt get over the fact that i've gain 3 kgs during exam period .. 3 freaking kilos mann!! ..considering the fact tat i dun gain weight easily.. well .. firstly u have to differentiate gain fat and becoming fatter from gaining weight .. i always think tat they are different .. ok .. since duno when (probably 2or 3 years ago.. though my size had been growing sideways.. but my weight hasnt changed.. *i'm not bragging or anything k?!! * but now!! my gosh!! .. 3 kgs!! crap mann!!! cant believe it!! all of a sudden!!!!!1 NO!!!!!!!!!!!! .. k .. though my tummy is growling now .. and the original plan was to pig out as we watch world cup .. but now ... so long my beloved chipz .. choz .. and hot milo with melted marshmellow.. aikz .. hello sports shoes and healthy diet >.< i really dun want!!
mann .. i just wanna eat eat and eat!!!! *eww ..such a pig! enough! *
damn it .. exams are so horrible. .they make u gain weight and they make u feel so bad!! .. firstly .. they are the reason y there is a sense of competitiveness in everything u achieve .. no matter how good it is.. .it's still not good enough ..then ..secondly.. it stresses ppl out emotionally.. getting worried .. sleep badly and increase in appetite .. and they totally defeat the purpose .. well .. getting ppl all nervous in the exam hall .. not capable of striving their best under the pressured condition .. how can we perform and do our very best?> ish!! yup.. all those happened to me .. and worse still .. during chem ..the sun was shinning at my face!! >.< i was kinda blind after finishing the paper and i even got a fright tat i jumped(nearly out of my chair) during my exams .. the superviser was walking past the aisle and suddenly (as i was too concentrated.). her shadow cast onto my desk and the sudden change from ultimately bright to super dark frightened me mann!! and the chem paper was just so screwed >.<
anywayz.. have fun watching world cup people :)
well.. first of all .. i'm so bored tat i went on frenster.. note tat i'm not a very frenster person! :P
and i read all the links and forwarded stuff >.< yup ..tat was how bored i was!! and i found something really sweet tat i wanna share with u guys :)
http://minhtuan.name/fun4all/iLoveU.swf
anyhoo ... yalor .. i'm so tired d! .. yean is throwing a sleepover party at times square hotel and i'm not invited >.< nah!! jk!! she did sorta asked knowing tat i wont make it .. and promised me tat she would call .. tat's y i'm still up .. waiting for her call .. or else .. i would probably be lying on joyce mummy's bed and fall asleep in no time! haha :P .. so much for staying up to watch world cup ..soccer eh?? well.. physically incapable of staying up is the distinctive characteristic of a pig! u can blame her :P .. hehe :P
i'm sorry tat i'm blogging about me again .. but i'm not really into bloggin THE stuff!! .. i'm tired .. brain cant think .. hence ..post would be yucky
well .. partially.. i couldnt get over the fact that i've gain 3 kgs during exam period .. 3 freaking kilos mann!! ..considering the fact tat i dun gain weight easily.. well .. firstly u have to differentiate gain fat and becoming fatter from gaining weight .. i always think tat they are different .. ok .. since duno when (probably 2or 3 years ago.. though my size had been growing sideways.. but my weight hasnt changed.. *i'm not bragging or anything k?!! * but now!! my gosh!! .. 3 kgs!! crap mann!!! cant believe it!! all of a sudden!!!!!1 NO!!!!!!!!!!!! .. k .. though my tummy is growling now .. and the original plan was to pig out as we watch world cup .. but now ... so long my beloved chipz .. choz .. and hot milo with melted marshmellow.. aikz .. hello sports shoes and healthy diet >.< i really dun want!!
mann .. i just wanna eat eat and eat!!!! *eww ..such a pig! enough! *
damn it .. exams are so horrible. .they make u gain weight and they make u feel so bad!! .. firstly .. they are the reason y there is a sense of competitiveness in everything u achieve .. no matter how good it is.. .it's still not good enough ..then ..secondly.. it stresses ppl out emotionally.. getting worried .. sleep badly and increase in appetite .. and they totally defeat the purpose .. well .. getting ppl all nervous in the exam hall .. not capable of striving their best under the pressured condition .. how can we perform and do our very best?> ish!! yup.. all those happened to me .. and worse still .. during chem ..the sun was shinning at my face!! >.< i was kinda blind after finishing the paper and i even got a fright tat i jumped(nearly out of my chair) during my exams .. the superviser was walking past the aisle and suddenly (as i was too concentrated.). her shadow cast onto my desk and the sudden change from ultimately bright to super dark frightened me mann!! and the chem paper was just so screwed >.<
anywayz.. have fun watching world cup people :)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
i've been blogging too much bout myself lately..it's not a bad thing .. but .. hmmm .. i've got something great to blog about :) this time it's not about me .. cos i'm kinda tired of always focusing on me and me .. i wanna think out of the box. .think in ways tat people wouldnt normally take tat approach .. so tat i can stand out in the crowd and not be a conformist!! haha .. so much so .. exams are still round the corner!! : O
TOMORROW to be exact!! AHH .. so scared!! >.< .. but dun worry.. i'm doing perfectly fine .. :)
and do remind me to blog (not tat i dun blog often .. bt in case i forgot wat i wanna share :P )
not of myself .. cos i've got smtg quite good tat i wanna tell .. so yea..
wish me luck people as i stroll and do my bio exams tmr! heaps of studying for me for now
all the best to all my A level darlings back there!
love u heapz!
xoxo
ps.. ee!! check ur email.. i;ve just mailed u!! :) heheh .. i like to embarass her like this :P wat to do .. no credit marr :P
TOMORROW to be exact!! AHH .. so scared!! >.< .. but dun worry.. i'm doing perfectly fine .. :)
and do remind me to blog (not tat i dun blog often .. bt in case i forgot wat i wanna share :P )
not of myself .. cos i've got smtg quite good tat i wanna tell .. so yea..
wish me luck people as i stroll and do my bio exams tmr! heaps of studying for me for now
all the best to all my A level darlings back there!
love u heapz!
xoxo
ps.. ee!! check ur email.. i;ve just mailed u!! :) heheh .. i like to embarass her like this :P wat to do .. no credit marr :P
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