VEGGIETALES

in planetkids today, we watched Veggietales - the pirates who dont do anything.
here's the trailer for it.



it's great fun and u'll learn heaps out of it. but amongst it all, my favourite quote is,

"even princess does the right thing."

mmhmm :)

cheesy

at the moment, i'm feeling really cheesy now. perhaps it was chick flick overdose. 1 is enough to put me off the dial. haha.
i came home from uni today and my house were watching full house. yeap. the korean drama series with rain and the super cute girl on it.
then we continued on with one night with the king with Esther from the bible, offering her everything to the King. sooo beautiful. and i love how she demonstrates such strong courage to stand for her people for 'a time such as this'.

and well,
it didnt stop there. i then stumbled upon weixiong's blog and found the sweetest video. the photos were great and so were the editing and putting them together. but i guess wat made the superb was the heart behind it.

ahhh. i want some love nowww..

GOD CAN!

went for PS 09 conference last week. God has always been faithful and good to me. everything that i asked of, came through. I went in with a relatively shattered heart, as you could prolly see 2 posts down.

God is sooo good.

He gives hope when there is none.
He heals when you thought the pain would never ever go.
He moves mountains to come meet u face to face.
He reminds you of your deepest dreams
He tells you that you are cherished, you are loved.

i'll talk more next time. but for now, i'll just leave you with a thought.

what do you want to see? dare to ask God for the impossible.

memoirs of the past

i stumbled upon all these stuff of the past today while i was tidying up my room. the stuff back dates to 5 years ago! hahaha. yes. that's how much junks i have in the house but it also proves how sentimental i am. i remember having them but physically going back and looking at them. my gosh. i nearly broke down to tears.






i know at the moment. we're prolly very different from where we used to be. mann, it has been 5 years. of course things change. but i love our innocence back then. i love how u would love me for just who i am. i love how we can write notes and stick it on each others door. i love the fact that u say u'll always be there for me.



its hard to keep up with time, especially when it zooms past us so ever quickly. perhaps we're all at different pages of life now. we're doing different things, believing in different values. but hey, if i've never told u this, i wanna tell u now.


i love you and i appreciate all the memories we share.

i'm sorry that it's been so long and so far.




but you know what, going through all those stuff..




i miss your presence in my life. i miss seeing you every schooling day in that green pants and blue pinafore.
i miss the fact that you're just down the corridoor, having instant noodles in your room or nibbling your pack of biscuits away.




i miss you.




i admit that we have different priorities in life now




but thank you for the great work that you're doing, the love that you're continuously pouring out to the ones near you.





thank you for who you were and who u are.

rainy days

daylight savings are over. seriously, i find it weird how the weather could just change so drastically along with the daylight saving.

it's been raining for almost 3 days now. i get to sleep hearing the rain beats against the roof, and in the morning, i wake up with my cold toes tapping to the rhythm of the drops on the porch. i dont like weather like this, makes me wanna stay home whole day, wag class, and snuggle in my bed. unfortunately, i dont get the luxury to do so. i have an assignment due tmr!! :S
i've been sleeping early and waking up early for it. labouring away :(

maybe cold gloomy weather makes you wonder.



sometimes i wonder.and i think i still linger.
am i worthy enough?am i good enough?

i see her hurts and pains.
i'm scared. i can feel the reality of it.
i dont deserve it. she didnt deserve the pain either.

why we fall sometimes?
why cant we be firm and just say no.
why is it so hard to go back,
why is it so hard to be focussed.

she's so stunning in her wedding dress.
is it too much or too far for me to imagine myself in that?
i'm not as talented as you are.

i dont have a heart as big as hers.

i'm not good enough.

i can only look from my lil corner and think of all the perhaps and maybes. 

i am trying to forget and let go
but i still cant help reading your blog.
i still cant help waiting eagerly and looking on the screen of my phone, waiting for the text to come through.
i still cant help checking on gtalk or skype.

i feel so silly.

i feel like i'm so useless. i cant honour my words.

i'm sorry.

i'm sorry, you.

i'm sorry, You.

please dont come after me with questions. i think i just need time to sort myself out.

till then, it's assignment time. joy.