havent really been updating this blog nor replyin mails .. truly deeply sorry bout tat guys ~!!! >.< anyway ... life's ok here .. will be going off to bio camp tmr .. wondering how's tat gonna be when we have to study n learn more stuff bout bio outdoor but i guess it's sorta different experience :)

i've done lots of stuff over the week .. catching up with the longweekend .. hehehe :P
on sunday ..we had korean bbq. . with my rowing crew .. it was so yummy~!! first time to try it ..and also we went for desert after the main course~! had mago taufufar .. wasnt tat nice but somehow i finished it...i think i gained more weight again ...aikz ..wonder when m i seriously on a diet~ >.< aikz aikz .. anyhow ..the food was good and it was really tempting .. so i cant help but eat it .. when i told mum about it she was like stop eating u pig .. all the money is going to food ~!! >.< and ie u're getting fat~!!do more excercise ..~!! i was feeling kinda bad after tat .. so .. =.=! feijai's fren drove me back to the bhse when i expected pau to .. but luckily i wasnt gated or anythign cos i reached the bhse at 10ish .. it was really nice of her to do me a favor when i actually dont even know her .. :)

i decided to continue doing library committee till i get the badge~!! which has to attend 8 duties!!! aikz but i kept forgetting about it>.< dim yoong??/ but still .. i'm doing it with mandy and she has better memory than i .. so hopefully i can get my badge soon :) and on firday they actually served us morning tea like biscuit and dips~ :) so ..i guess it's worth it~ hehhehe GEESH~!! FOOD again .. .>.<
went for library duty on thursday afterschool cos i went for badminton on lunchtime .. megan yoong and yaya was there ..my duty ended pretty early .. so i went n chatted with them after that .. :) they were doing soemthing for their church camp so i could help much by giving opinion and stuff .. so i went on checking my mails n replying them :P but i oni managed to do a few .. so sorry guys~!!!

jeena n wei minn signed me up for their badminton team during lunch time for a tournament in class ...i'm so scared tat i cant play well ..since i havent played for ages~! and they're gonna put me in division 1~!! how can i manage that???? AHHHHHHHHH ... worried worried~!! and we're playing against ppl who are really good and would die to win .. look at their spirit mann .. i'm so scared tat i would disappoint them~!!! >.< scared scared~!!

oh ya. . u guys~!! u know wat??? i heard somethign really disgusting when i was in the toilet*doing my business* hehhe .. this gal... she dint shower for more than a week and a half ... and she thinks it's ok~!! well hello~! i dont htink it's ok ... it's just dirty ... i told pau about it and then mandy came n asked me about it .. i felt bad though .. i felt like a bitch~! i just feel wrong when i said something tat might hurt other ppl .. and she's like those kinda ppl who got no frens in the bhse and i still talk bad of her .. i'm such a piece of shit~!! >.< aikz .. i hope i can take back my words~ >.< or maybe there is something tat i can do .. hmmm

oh ... on firday i did my gm* application task on friday .. we had to do it on lunchtime cos we're going on bio camp .. so .. yeah ... it was alrite compare to the first gm* test i had .. i manage to answer the questions .. but whether did i do it correctly .. i duno~!?? .. but to pray hard!! went back to the bhse to get my lunch and i was so upset when i found out that there wasnt any >.< but jenny was nice and she gave me some .. so it was alrite

now tat i mention the word ... pray ..this brought up some religious questions tat i dun understand .. i am kinda lost.. u see... i'm a born buddist and i live in a buddist chinese cultured family ... well .. now tat i come to a christian school .. i start to believe tat there's a god called jesus ... but i'm just so lost tat i duno how to put them in words.. i asked elisa cant i believe in both gods?? she said tat it was one of the restrictions thingy for christians to oni believe in one god .. so .. i was like ok ... christianity is good ..same thing goes to buddhism when u preached for wisdom.. and oni do good things to go to a higher level in the society ..and the karma theory ... like u know how u have to do good things to go to heaven or else if u commit a sin u'll go to hell kinda theory .. but for christianity rite.. u'll still go to heaven when u committed sins and all u have to do is to ask for forgiveness and to believe in god .. well .. this is just kinda contracdicting ,... and it's just so unfair~!!

i got even more confused bout religious matter when i went to festival of victoria yesterday after being forced by leanne n elisa .. it was all about christianity .. and they have music .. the best part was tat they have guy sebastian performing~!!!!! :) he sang so well .. and there's this guitarist ..~!! omg he can pluck so fast .. faster than i can clap~!! >.< GEEEEsHHH ... i was thinking .. hmm .. if wen long was here he would have been so jealous ..:P hehhehe overall it was ok .. leanne was praying for me tat time ... which was really nice of her .. we took lots of pics ... of telstra dome n the 3 tin cans outside it ... i took a few wit megan n frens too :) it was really worth going .. well.. at least the company was great and guy was great ... so.. yeah ..

today went to k-mart to buy stuff before camp ... ask ppl whether do they need stuff from there and got a list of groceries~!! cant believe tat everyone was so busy to do it themselves. .. aikz yr 11 is a really stressful year .. and guess how much i spent today??? 80~!!! walau!! but most of the stuff arent mine ..so it was okie .. i felt as if i was shopping for groceries .. and time was like fast forwarded to 2 years when i'm living out and in uni .. like how my cousin has to do groceries every week when he's now studying in uni n living out .. really cant wait to get out of this bhse and cant wait for frens back home to come~!! :)

u know wat???? i dreamt of frens back home the nite b4 and yesterday
the nite before i dreamt that i went back to school during my hols and it was rainning ..i was sitting at the corridoor ... waiting for school to end .. while i was waiting i was all wet and the floor turned wet and slippery too .. so i asked ady n yngyng to be careful when they were going to toilet. . also .. chongshen was busy doing somehting in class... s1 ppl.. like shuhaur zhenyuan came to say hi to me ... but chunwei was like ignoring me... weird>.<.. s2 ppl werent at school for some reason ..s3 watched a video in sally's history class .. and somehow meikhoon came out n said hi to me .. then sally started scolding her .. and asked the ppl not to be distracted. . >.< hehehe tat's the oni bit tat i can recall from my dream .. i guess there are a bit more just tat i cant rememeber.. i remembered having singchia n jia yee in my dream too ..

aikz .. got shit loads of english homework to do but cant be stuffed >.< orals . and 2 essays~!GRRRrr .. and my english sucks!!! cant compare to the aussies ~!! >.< maybe i should start reading more newspapers and books ... tat's wat ppl always says .. help me with my lousy english~!11 >.<

going off to bio camp for 3 days .. hope i have fun :) but i havent even started paking .. oopz .. hehehhe :P