i've just been sitting in front of the com in the library for 2 hours doing the powerpoint slides and searching photos for drugs such as formoterol and albuterol. my my. i really need to get out of my world and start turning around to the people around me.
for too long, i realised that wat i'm doing is not enough.
for too long i've not said i love you.
how could i even get my head around that it's such an important step that u're leaping out and i'm not there to support u?
i suck. i'm soo sorry. allow me to pick myself up.
help me to see that i've been so selfish and so enclosed in my world.
my so-called-busy world.
Han, though i'm not in malaysia farewell-ing you, blog hopping and realised that i dint say goodbye makes me wanna cry. reading their blog makes me wanna cry. missing you makes me wanna cry. all the best my beloved fren :'( you truly are the BOMB!!!
jo, i'm so sorry for whinning but thank u so much for listening. loooove u!
oh nooo... lecture soon >.< ughhhh *dreads*
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I TURN 1 YEAR OLD TODAY :D
many of you must be like ..ermmm.. hello.. u're one? look at ur size.. no way ..
or perhaps some may be like cant you do simple math? u're turning 5 next year with your leap year bday!! but .. i am proud to say .. YES!! i am turning 1 :P spiritually
my spiritual birthday!! :D yes. 1 year ago. i accepted Christ in my life. and truly. i am not the same. NEVER AGAIN. i'm not just another Christian who wants to sell you a product - Jesus. I love Him and He loves me even more than i could ever imagined!! REALLYYY!!
Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. - Job 42:3b
He is the one whom is ready to catch me when i fall,
wipe my tears away when i'm drowning myself on my bed,
He is there holding my hand as i learn to step out of my comfort zones,
He whispers words of encouragement when i stumble and fall,
He supports and gives me the strength to carry on when everyone seems to point their fingers at me
He places unexpected surprises round the corner just to fill me with His joyce.
He teaches me when i make a mistake.
He even showed me this.
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The Lord is faithful to all His promises and loving toward all He has made. The Lord upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. - Psalm 145:13b-14
Have you ever had a relationship with someone who was faithful? You knew you could depend on that person to do what he said. You learned that his word was completely trustworthy. If he said he would call you, he would. If he said he'd be somewhere at a certain time, he'd be there. In fact, if he was late, you began to wonder if he had an accident because it was so contrary to his nature. It's great to have friends who are faithful.
God is faithful. He is faithful to fulfill every promise in His Word. Sometimes we think God isn't faithful because it appears He has not fulfilled a desire that we have. Sometimes we think He is not faithful because of a crisis event that seems to say God isn't faithful. We must remember that God is more concerned about accomplishing His ultimate purpose in the life of every believer than giving us the desires of our heart. Sometimes this results in hardship.
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who said i'm forever happy. who said i've never been in troubles? in this one year, i've come across to see that the world doesnt revolve around me and i can still stumble. But it is by God's grace, that i dont stay in the pit for too long. i still cry. i still faced problems. but it's like a complex math questions,
multiplied joy
divided sorrow
added blessings
subtracted worries
increased to the power of infinity of love
root of understanding
friends, family and all. i am trying to be a better person. i want to reflect and shine His glory. i really thank God for it is Him who carried me so far. i am truly nothing without His guidance.
this song really voice it out perfect. i love it. go download it! hahahahah.
Casting Crown
In Me
If you asked me to leap
Out of my boat on the crashing waves
If you ask me to go
Preach to a lost world that Jesus saves
I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that you want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
If you ask me to run
And carry your light into foreign land
If you ask me to fight
Deliver your people from satan's hand
To reach out with Your hands
To learn through Your eyes
To love with the love of a savior
To feel with Your heart
and to think with Your mind
I'd give my last breath for Your glory
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
i love the part when the kid comes and sing... WOOOOTT!! so heart-touching man.
sorry that i havent updated my blog. been up to lots of stuff :P recently.
i attempted to donate blood but failed due to the insufficient level of fluid and my super fine vein and resulted in 2 needle holes on my arm *OUCHIE*
i baked for jo's bday
ATE AND ATE LIKE NO TMR >.< hence the weight gain
i dreamt of awesome stuff tat i dun really understand wat but i'm believing for it to come to pass
super excited for planetuni's upcoming event
and also ocf play which i'm involved in gulp* dancing and acting!
i preached a message of mentoring and coaching
been to the peninsula campus to check out my future campus
i'm excited for next year, believing tat things are gonna happen and someone will come
been rejected by others
been loved
waiting
played badminton with couple of guys! was a very spontaneous act but fun
i enjoyed the special day God has given to me
i experience the times when He came and flip my situation around
i had beautiful sunny days and freezing cold gloomy day *bbrrrr*
all is good
but i want more. i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think it's time to learn that it's not jjust about me and me and me alone. i want to be more sensitive!!! i wanna break for the people around and far away.
i wanna see lives changed. i wanna see a miracle.
i wanna deliver love.
many of you must be like ..ermmm.. hello.. u're one? look at ur size.. no way ..
or perhaps some may be like cant you do simple math? u're turning 5 next year with your leap year bday!! but .. i am proud to say .. YES!! i am turning 1 :P spiritually
my spiritual birthday!! :D yes. 1 year ago. i accepted Christ in my life. and truly. i am not the same. NEVER AGAIN. i'm not just another Christian who wants to sell you a product - Jesus. I love Him and He loves me even more than i could ever imagined!! REALLYYY!!
Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. - Job 42:3b
He is the one whom is ready to catch me when i fall,
wipe my tears away when i'm drowning myself on my bed,
He is there holding my hand as i learn to step out of my comfort zones,
He whispers words of encouragement when i stumble and fall,
He supports and gives me the strength to carry on when everyone seems to point their fingers at me
He places unexpected surprises round the corner just to fill me with His joyce.
He teaches me when i make a mistake.
He even showed me this.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The Lord is faithful to all His promises and loving toward all He has made. The Lord upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. - Psalm 145:13b-14
Have you ever had a relationship with someone who was faithful? You knew you could depend on that person to do what he said. You learned that his word was completely trustworthy. If he said he would call you, he would. If he said he'd be somewhere at a certain time, he'd be there. In fact, if he was late, you began to wonder if he had an accident because it was so contrary to his nature. It's great to have friends who are faithful.
God is faithful. He is faithful to fulfill every promise in His Word. Sometimes we think God isn't faithful because it appears He has not fulfilled a desire that we have. Sometimes we think He is not faithful because of a crisis event that seems to say God isn't faithful. We must remember that God is more concerned about accomplishing His ultimate purpose in the life of every believer than giving us the desires of our heart. Sometimes this results in hardship.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
who said i'm forever happy. who said i've never been in troubles? in this one year, i've come across to see that the world doesnt revolve around me and i can still stumble. But it is by God's grace, that i dont stay in the pit for too long. i still cry. i still faced problems. but it's like a complex math questions,
multiplied joy
divided sorrow
added blessings
subtracted worries
increased to the power of infinity of love
root of understanding
friends, family and all. i am trying to be a better person. i want to reflect and shine His glory. i really thank God for it is Him who carried me so far. i am truly nothing without His guidance.
this song really voice it out perfect. i love it. go download it! hahahahah.
Casting Crown
In Me
If you asked me to leap
Out of my boat on the crashing waves
If you ask me to go
Preach to a lost world that Jesus saves
I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that you want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
If you ask me to run
And carry your light into foreign land
If you ask me to fight
Deliver your people from satan's hand
To reach out with Your hands
To learn through Your eyes
To love with the love of a savior
To feel with Your heart
and to think with Your mind
I'd give my last breath for Your glory
'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
i love the part when the kid comes and sing... WOOOOTT!! so heart-touching man.
sorry that i havent updated my blog. been up to lots of stuff :P recently.
i attempted to donate blood but failed due to the insufficient level of fluid and my super fine vein and resulted in 2 needle holes on my arm *OUCHIE*
i baked for jo's bday
ATE AND ATE LIKE NO TMR >.< hence the weight gain
i dreamt of awesome stuff tat i dun really understand wat but i'm believing for it to come to pass
super excited for planetuni's upcoming event
and also ocf play which i'm involved in gulp* dancing and acting!
i preached a message of mentoring and coaching
been to the peninsula campus to check out my future campus
i'm excited for next year, believing tat things are gonna happen and someone will come
been rejected by others
been loved
waiting
played badminton with couple of guys! was a very spontaneous act but fun
i enjoyed the special day God has given to me
i experience the times when He came and flip my situation around
i had beautiful sunny days and freezing cold gloomy day *bbrrrr*
all is good
but i want more. i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think it's time to learn that it's not jjust about me and me and me alone. i want to be more sensitive!!! i wanna break for the people around and far away.
i wanna see lives changed. i wanna see a miracle.
i wanna deliver love.
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