eh~!! wonder wat's wrong with me these days .. keep checking forwarded mails .. but it's worth it
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
BACK TO SCHOOL >.<
shiitt!!!!! ... i'm so screwed for the returning of school !! .. all work and stress .. eewww.. dun like!! >.< aikz .. still trying to reply ppl's emails .. sorry!! ..
thanks to people who made me enjoyed so much during these holz .. and thanks to them who made me find it so hard to get back into study mode!! haha (nah!! .. still love them! )
yeen(charis) - had heaps of fun staying over at her place .. squishing on a single bed .. amazingly none of us fell off the bed!! haha .and of course the chats till 4 tat we had to put a stop or else it'll be never ending .. haha. . well ..thanks for taking me in .. and making me feel so loved!! ..rmb .. i love u heaps too k?!! .. and dun worry .. u're never alone .. hehe.. ohya! .. thanks for the awesome fried rice tat u cooked! everyone was so shocked tat u could cook !! haa :P
chuxiang-thank u for all the motivations during library sessions .. never fail to encourage me to work hard and strive for the best in year 12 .. and of course .. i notice tat he's being extremely gentleman lately .. oo .. thanks for treating me dinner and heaps of stuff :)
mak mak - well .. always going crazy with me ..wat more can i say..
alex - hope he comes down to town more often .. gosh !! we had so so much fun with him around .. all his lame jokes and stuff!! such a coincidence of meeting him and jason at the opening ceremony and haha .. thanks for crashing in at the library .. yup. . wasnt really productive .. but spent quality time ..tat''s wat matters eh?!! .. and alex ..reckon tat u shud thank me.. cos i'm training him up to not sleep so early .. everytime .. when we went out for supper or desert .. still chatting at the park at about 10+ 11ish .. then alex would have watery tired eyes accompanied with yawns! .. haha .damn funny .. but ya .. he's a really nice fella to hang around with :)
caleen - sorrwweee. tat we made u waited for an hour and delayed ur shopping schedule!! .. haha !@ .. but seriously .. this chick does bring joy to my holz .. tho we oni saw each other like twice or so .. but then .... it was GOOD!!! LL square!! haha
jon - well .. his parents were over .. so dint reeally spend time with him .. but then .. it was still great to have his company at times :)
jiah lit - alex's hot fren! .. haha . yup .. will post photos up .. but he's a nice guy .. he's hitting on mak .. but he's still single!! haha .. not my type tho .. aikz .. too bad :P .. damn mean oso .. pakat with lex mak and cx to tease me .. it's ok to be short k! *bluek* can always check out mak's site to spot him since mak posted photos d
jun - for inviting us to her house for yummy dinner
sis - for the awesome company throughout this 2 weeks and putting up with me :P
couz francis and ivy - for taking us in and cooking yummy stuff for us!! :) thank u!! .. and oso the unlimited access to msn and internet!! woot!! haaha .. not to forget the freedom to go everywhere we want and to return home at our pleasure ! :P but obviously i'm a responsible gal .. i tell them where i go prior to that lar!
shoulder angel : k lar.. start doing homework munyee!! tmr u have a spesh practice task .. and u havent freaking start on ur oral draft .. get into it!
shoulder devil : but then . .there's always tonite .. and u miss ur frens ..
shoulder angel : well .. the closing ceremony's tonite my dear!! u wanna watch it rite??
me : yes .. but then .. homework how??
shooulder angel: do now
shoulder devil : flunk it ..
err.. guess i'll attempt to listen to my shoulder angel for the time being .. and i'm still craving for far away!! >.<
thanks to people who made me enjoyed so much during these holz .. and thanks to them who made me find it so hard to get back into study mode!! haha (nah!! .. still love them! )
yeen(charis) - had heaps of fun staying over at her place .. squishing on a single bed .. amazingly none of us fell off the bed!! haha .and of course the chats till 4 tat we had to put a stop or else it'll be never ending .. haha. . well ..thanks for taking me in .. and making me feel so loved!! ..rmb .. i love u heaps too k?!! .. and dun worry .. u're never alone .. hehe.. ohya! .. thanks for the awesome fried rice tat u cooked! everyone was so shocked tat u could cook !! haa :P
chuxiang-thank u for all the motivations during library sessions .. never fail to encourage me to work hard and strive for the best in year 12 .. and of course .. i notice tat he's being extremely gentleman lately .. oo .. thanks for treating me dinner and heaps of stuff :)
mak mak - well .. always going crazy with me ..wat more can i say..
alex - hope he comes down to town more often .. gosh !! we had so so much fun with him around .. all his lame jokes and stuff!! such a coincidence of meeting him and jason at the opening ceremony and haha .. thanks for crashing in at the library .. yup. . wasnt really productive .. but spent quality time ..tat''s wat matters eh?!! .. and alex ..reckon tat u shud thank me.. cos i'm training him up to not sleep so early .. everytime .. when we went out for supper or desert .. still chatting at the park at about 10+ 11ish .. then alex would have watery tired eyes accompanied with yawns! .. haha .damn funny .. but ya .. he's a really nice fella to hang around with :)
caleen - sorrwweee. tat we made u waited for an hour and delayed ur shopping schedule!! .. haha !@ .. but seriously .. this chick does bring joy to my holz .. tho we oni saw each other like twice or so .. but then .... it was GOOD!!! LL square!! haha
jon - well .. his parents were over .. so dint reeally spend time with him .. but then .. it was still great to have his company at times :)
jiah lit - alex's hot fren! .. haha . yup .. will post photos up .. but he's a nice guy .. he's hitting on mak .. but he's still single!! haha .. not my type tho .. aikz .. too bad :P .. damn mean oso .. pakat with lex mak and cx to tease me .. it's ok to be short k! *bluek* can always check out mak's site to spot him since mak posted photos d
jun - for inviting us to her house for yummy dinner
sis - for the awesome company throughout this 2 weeks and putting up with me :P
couz francis and ivy - for taking us in and cooking yummy stuff for us!! :) thank u!! .. and oso the unlimited access to msn and internet!! woot!! haaha .. not to forget the freedom to go everywhere we want and to return home at our pleasure ! :P but obviously i'm a responsible gal .. i tell them where i go prior to that lar!
shoulder angel : k lar.. start doing homework munyee!! tmr u have a spesh practice task .. and u havent freaking start on ur oral draft .. get into it!
shoulder devil : but then . .there's always tonite .. and u miss ur frens ..
shoulder angel : well .. the closing ceremony's tonite my dear!! u wanna watch it rite??
me : yes .. but then .. homework how??
shooulder angel: do now
shoulder devil : flunk it ..
err.. guess i'll attempt to listen to my shoulder angel for the time being .. and i'm still craving for far away!! >.<
Friday, March 24, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
i'm craving to listen to : Far Away by Nickelback.. (thanks to wenlong!ish! :P) too bad i'm staying at my cousin's place.. cant dl songs .. ahhh ...!!! shall ask mak to play it on her ipod and share with me!! :D
Far Away
Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Far Away
Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
A RATHER CUTE POEM FROM SOME SKIN
i was searching for a new skin for this blog .. then i came along with this rather cute poem .. so .. ya .. shall share it with u guys k?
enjoy
up down, up down
happy happy, with no frowns,
bing bang, OUCH ouch
mr see-saw threw me out >.<
cut my knee , see much blood,
tears come, almost flood the whole playground!!
tat's when u came and helped me out
held my hand, and give me a broad wide smile :)
"let me be ur best fren now?"
"why just 'NOW', next time how?"
hold hands, hug hug
close frens, best frens
forever till now.
ermm ..the last bit is kinda weird. . but it's a really cute poem :P dont u reckon?
i was searching for a new skin for this blog .. then i came along with this rather cute poem .. so .. ya .. shall share it with u guys k?
enjoy
up down, up down
happy happy, with no frowns,
bing bang, OUCH ouch
mr see-saw threw me out >.<
cut my knee , see much blood,
tears come, almost flood the whole playground!!
tat's when u came and helped me out
held my hand, and give me a broad wide smile :)
"let me be ur best fren now?"
"why just 'NOW', next time how?"
hold hands, hug hug
close frens, best frens
forever till now.
ermm ..the last bit is kinda weird. . but it's a really cute poem :P dont u reckon?
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i'm happy
i'm :) smilee!
i'm glad
cos .. i recieved a phone call from pat boy boy :)
eh!! dun ever underestimate a phone call .. u never know how a timely phone call can make a difference..
(well .. it may sound similiar to all those forwarded emails tat spam up ur inbox .. but seriously ..these came out of my mine k! :P so.. keep reading !! )
a stressed out fella who had been constantly working and striving hard
all day and nite sitting in front of his working table
work
work and
work
people started to cast weird looks
but no one sees the burden on his shoulders
he needs a chill too ..
then a call from an old fren shared some of their memories
after the phone call he returns to work
but this time .. there's a smile on his face
typical situation
a lonely girl studying overseas
constantly she stares at the star in the dark blue sky
when she felt so unconnected to the world ..
as if no one even care bout her existence
ya .. some people foolish enough when they're depressed would consider do silly things (definately not me lar)
cos they felt so left out .. as if no one cares
all they are just dull and colourless .. (i heard of stories tat are so sad)
but if..
if ..
there was a phone call from the other side of the world just to say hi
a short 2 minute thing
made her day :)
least she knows tat she is not forgotten
least she knows now tat someone cares :)
least tat would save her from getting near to sinking in
i guess everyone likes to be in the center of attention occasionally .. to be noticed .. to reassure their worths ..
in the streets of the city in melbourne
there's always this guy who always pretend tat he is a martian
playing his screeching . ear piercing "music" which imitates the martian language
pedestrians walk up n down the street
kids laugh
people throw coin onto his shinny mat
all he is asking for is less than a sec of attention
and tat's all
well.. is it too much of me to ask ppl to miss me occasionally then?? compare to him.. who am i to demand so much attention?? i dun need it for a living ..
but .. it simply warms my heart :) .. so ..thank u for those who take out a moment from their hectic lives to think of me!! i sure miss u!!
i'm :) smilee!
i'm glad
cos .. i recieved a phone call from pat boy boy :)
eh!! dun ever underestimate a phone call .. u never know how a timely phone call can make a difference..
(well .. it may sound similiar to all those forwarded emails tat spam up ur inbox .. but seriously ..these came out of my mine k! :P so.. keep reading !! )
a stressed out fella who had been constantly working and striving hard
all day and nite sitting in front of his working table
work
work and
work
people started to cast weird looks
but no one sees the burden on his shoulders
he needs a chill too ..
then a call from an old fren shared some of their memories
after the phone call he returns to work
but this time .. there's a smile on his face
typical situation
a lonely girl studying overseas
constantly she stares at the star in the dark blue sky
when she felt so unconnected to the world ..
as if no one even care bout her existence
ya .. some people foolish enough when they're depressed would consider do silly things (definately not me lar)
cos they felt so left out .. as if no one cares
all they are just dull and colourless .. (i heard of stories tat are so sad)
but if..
if ..
there was a phone call from the other side of the world just to say hi
a short 2 minute thing
made her day :)
least she knows tat she is not forgotten
least she knows now tat someone cares :)
least tat would save her from getting near to sinking in
i guess everyone likes to be in the center of attention occasionally .. to be noticed .. to reassure their worths ..
in the streets of the city in melbourne
there's always this guy who always pretend tat he is a martian
playing his screeching . ear piercing "music" which imitates the martian language
pedestrians walk up n down the street
kids laugh
people throw coin onto his shinny mat
all he is asking for is less than a sec of attention
and tat's all
well.. is it too much of me to ask ppl to miss me occasionally then?? compare to him.. who am i to demand so much attention?? i dun need it for a living ..
but .. it simply warms my heart :) .. so ..thank u for those who take out a moment from their hectic lives to think of me!! i sure miss u!!
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
UNTITLED AND RANDOM~
okie .. here's smtg i wrote .. may sound depressing but i'm doing ok here k??
if i could make time go back into the past,
would i still have done the same thing again?
if i could have another chance,
would i have the courage to love and play the game?
if i'm just some gal tat u fell for twice,
why lift me up and push me down into the drain?
thanks .. cos u know wat?
i'm hurt and
i'm bleeding in pain.
all covered up in the ugly stains,
lying to others to claim tat i'm ok
while secretly in the corner, with my heads lowered,
my hands together and tears
continuously rolling down my cheeks.. i pray,
hoping tat one day i
eventually
eventually
will have the cheerful smile return back on my face
yer.. sounded so depressing horh?? yuck!! dun like it!! >.<
shall have one tat could brighten up the day!! hopefully i can come up wit something better lar .. smtg to anticipate :P
well .. i guess i've learnt alot recently .. alot bout myself and alot bout others..
holz has now begun .. it started off with an awesome fantastic weekend with me putting a weekend over at yeen's place and we sure spent some quality time:) chatted till 4+ and both of us sleeping (squashed shud be the correctly term )on a single bed .. it's amazing how lil things tat u do together can make u feel so loved .. having dinner and icecream together with yeen cx n mak mak was simply .. undescribable.. i just felt so loved!!! :P seriously! .. i felt like i have no regrets if i die the next instance.. (but surely i dun wanna die so young!and surely dun wanna die in aussie >.< ) hahaha .. but overall ... i guess frens make up a major part of my life.. and i'm easily contented when i'm with them :D i guess tat's wat frens are for .. to double the joy and divide sorrow .. haha .. generally .. ya .. it was AWESOME!!
then ..comes the spm results .. some are happy and some are disappointed with it .. i wanted to be there to support all my dears and darlings there .. and also wondering if anyone is gonna share their joy with me .. haha .. well .. ya .. congrats to all of u who did well .. i'm very very proud of u !! and thanks to those who remembered to inform me!! :D yet ..seriously .. some part of me were just thinking .. good to those who did well .. but those who were disappointed .. in front of those who superbly did well .. would they be ok ?? and those who were complaining when they had all a s except 1 or 2 b (not being particular.. but general speaking) ya .. true .. not quite as wat u expected .. but hey! at least not in front of those whose poor hearts are shattered .. well .. i shant comment on this since i personally havent been thru this and i'm have my right to judge ppl .. but just at that one hour as ppl recieve their results .. complexity drowns me ..
all i can do ..was just to be there to support them if they need .. and if they did well .. i felt honoured too!
ya..
wanna share smtg tat someone shared with me ..
- hong : " sad?? u can be as sad as u want TODAY.. cry aloud and stuff .. but rmb tat tmr is a brand new day. no more sadness or frowns on ur face "
- anonymous .. duno who said this : " when u felt tat u're not loved.. count ur blessings and look around.. the sun is still shining for u and the stars are willing to weep with u.. still think tat u're not loved?"
- long bean : " be a better person to deserve something. y is GOLD so expensive?? tat's because ppl know it's worth "
- long bean : " it's only after u've met the wrong people tat u'll learn to appreciate more when the right bunch of people finally come across ur life"
yeah!! so true .. i guess u need to define ur own values and work to be a better person ... sadness and troubles may occur .. but face it with a clear piece of mind .. accepting them and encounter them wisely .. think about the consequences and be considerate .. tat's how ppl value u ..and learn how not to take things for granted .. cos things are never for granted.. life's unpredictable ok?!! ..long bean was being very philosophical today .. hehe .. he chatted with me for 2 whole hours .. :P
so .. i guess .. life is full of ups and downs.. one moment when u tot tat u had no regrets. . .next moment ..something comes up and hits u hard in ur fragile heart! yet .. it's always comforting to find that u're not always alone in the dark ..
and i sincerely thank god for all the blessings he showered upon me!
for those who always stand by me .. and will always lend me a shoulder to lean on..when i dun voice out my probs but u know how to lift my burden .. THANK U!! i love u guys!! and to those whom i voice out and gave me hugs when i needed them .. *BIG BIG HUGS!!* i really appreciate everything.. surely it may seemed like a small thing .. but to me .. it did make a diff.. and definately make me feel loved again .. i'm a person who love being hugged k? so .. a hug at times when i'm down .. can change my frown into a smile! tat's wat a hug means to me .. may sound gay .. but ya.. i'm just a silly gal .. :D
commonwealth opening ceremony tmr .. hope i dun get bombed!! scared scared~!! haha!!
okie .. here's smtg i wrote .. may sound depressing but i'm doing ok here k??
if i could make time go back into the past,
would i still have done the same thing again?
if i could have another chance,
would i have the courage to love and play the game?
if i'm just some gal tat u fell for twice,
why lift me up and push me down into the drain?
thanks .. cos u know wat?
i'm hurt and
i'm bleeding in pain.
all covered up in the ugly stains,
lying to others to claim tat i'm ok
while secretly in the corner, with my heads lowered,
my hands together and tears
continuously rolling down my cheeks.. i pray,
hoping tat one day i
eventually
eventually
will have the cheerful smile return back on my face
yer.. sounded so depressing horh?? yuck!! dun like it!! >.<
shall have one tat could brighten up the day!! hopefully i can come up wit something better lar .. smtg to anticipate :P
well .. i guess i've learnt alot recently .. alot bout myself and alot bout others..
holz has now begun .. it started off with an awesome fantastic weekend with me putting a weekend over at yeen's place and we sure spent some quality time:) chatted till 4+ and both of us sleeping (squashed shud be the correctly term )on a single bed .. it's amazing how lil things tat u do together can make u feel so loved .. having dinner and icecream together with yeen cx n mak mak was simply .. undescribable.. i just felt so loved!!! :P seriously! .. i felt like i have no regrets if i die the next instance.. (but surely i dun wanna die so young!and surely dun wanna die in aussie >.< ) hahaha .. but overall ... i guess frens make up a major part of my life.. and i'm easily contented when i'm with them :D i guess tat's wat frens are for .. to double the joy and divide sorrow .. haha .. generally .. ya .. it was AWESOME!!
then ..comes the spm results .. some are happy and some are disappointed with it .. i wanted to be there to support all my dears and darlings there .. and also wondering if anyone is gonna share their joy with me .. haha .. well .. ya .. congrats to all of u who did well .. i'm very very proud of u !! and thanks to those who remembered to inform me!! :D yet ..seriously .. some part of me were just thinking .. good to those who did well .. but those who were disappointed .. in front of those who superbly did well .. would they be ok ?? and those who were complaining when they had all a s except 1 or 2 b (not being particular.. but general speaking) ya .. true .. not quite as wat u expected .. but hey! at least not in front of those whose poor hearts are shattered .. well .. i shant comment on this since i personally havent been thru this and i'm have my right to judge ppl .. but just at that one hour as ppl recieve their results .. complexity drowns me ..
all i can do ..was just to be there to support them if they need .. and if they did well .. i felt honoured too!
ya..
wanna share smtg tat someone shared with me ..
- hong : " sad?? u can be as sad as u want TODAY.. cry aloud and stuff .. but rmb tat tmr is a brand new day. no more sadness or frowns on ur face "
- anonymous .. duno who said this : " when u felt tat u're not loved.. count ur blessings and look around.. the sun is still shining for u and the stars are willing to weep with u.. still think tat u're not loved?"
- long bean : " be a better person to deserve something. y is GOLD so expensive?? tat's because ppl know it's worth "
- long bean : " it's only after u've met the wrong people tat u'll learn to appreciate more when the right bunch of people finally come across ur life"
yeah!! so true .. i guess u need to define ur own values and work to be a better person ... sadness and troubles may occur .. but face it with a clear piece of mind .. accepting them and encounter them wisely .. think about the consequences and be considerate .. tat's how ppl value u ..and learn how not to take things for granted .. cos things are never for granted.. life's unpredictable ok?!! ..long bean was being very philosophical today .. hehe .. he chatted with me for 2 whole hours .. :P
so .. i guess .. life is full of ups and downs.. one moment when u tot tat u had no regrets. . .next moment ..something comes up and hits u hard in ur fragile heart! yet .. it's always comforting to find that u're not always alone in the dark ..
and i sincerely thank god for all the blessings he showered upon me!
for those who always stand by me .. and will always lend me a shoulder to lean on..when i dun voice out my probs but u know how to lift my burden .. THANK U!! i love u guys!! and to those whom i voice out and gave me hugs when i needed them .. *BIG BIG HUGS!!* i really appreciate everything.. surely it may seemed like a small thing .. but to me .. it did make a diff.. and definately make me feel loved again .. i'm a person who love being hugged k? so .. a hug at times when i'm down .. can change my frown into a smile! tat's wat a hug means to me .. may sound gay .. but ya.. i'm just a silly gal .. :D
commonwealth opening ceremony tmr .. hope i dun get bombed!! scared scared~!! haha!!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
another forwarded email .. eh!! this time with my response in CAPS!
Simply beautiful... about Love...
Learn to love the people who are with
you at
present. Forget the people
in the past and thank them for hurting you, which
led you to love the
people you have right now.
* SERIOUSLY URGING PEOPLE TO DO THIS! .. HEY! LOOKING BACK AT THE PAST .. IF THERE WASNT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT U SO DEEPLY .. WHEN WILL U LEARN TO APPRECIATE?? WELL .. FOR ME .. AS THE DEPARTING AND LEAVIN MY COMFORT ZONE APPROACHES .. I ONLY TRULY APPRECIATE THINGS AND OFTEN TIMES IT'S ALWWAYSS TOO LATE .. I'M STILL TRYING TO LOVE PEOPLE MORE AND WITH ALL MY HEART :) SO DO TELL ME IF I'M DOING A RATHER GOOD OR BAD JOB K? *
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll
deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love
someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter
what.
*HMM... TRUE ... CRAZY STUFF I DID ... THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW CRAZY I AM WHEN I'M IN THE COMPANY OF THE LOVED ONES .. FRENS AND FAMILY .. *
>Everything in life is temporary because
>everything
>changes. That is why
>it takes courage to love, knowing it might end
>anytime...having faith will
>make it last.
*HMMM .. COURAGE TO LOVE... IS COURAGE AN EASY THING TO OBTAIN?? *
>Friends are not the one who laugh when you
>laugh and cry when you cry.
>They are the ones who make you laugh and stop
>you from crying. Love is the
>feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we
>fall
>off, we learn to hold
>on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never
>have to let go.
* I SO AGREE WITH THIS!!!! FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO WILL JUST STAY WITH U ALL THE TIME .. IF U'RE LUCKY FOR ALL OF UR LIFE!! .. WAS JUST TALKING AND DISCUSSING THIS WITH YEEN THE OTHER DAY .. .AND WE BOTH AGREED THAT .. WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES ARISES ... IF U LOOK AROUND .. U'LL BE AMAZED AT HOW MANY FRENS U HAVE TAT ACTUALLY STOOD BY URSIDE AND NEVER LEAVE U ALONE!!! ... AND YES .. THERE MAY BE ONE SPECIAL PERSON AT TIMES .. BUT THEN .. WHEN THE SPECIAL PERSON AINT THERE ANY LONGER .. TO SHARE YOUR JOY AND DIVIDE UR SORROW .. FRENS ARE WHO U WOULD TURN TO .. YES .. TRUE .. WE'RE ALL BUSY WITH OUR OWN LIFE .. BUT THEN .. IF U JUST SAY TAT U'RE IN TROUBLE AND U'RE LOST .. U'RE COVERED WITH SORROW .. THEY'LL BE THERE FOR U .. NOT PHYSICALLY.. BUT THE SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENTS .. SIMPLY STIR U ON~!! I'M THANKFUL AND I ALWAYS THANK GOD FOR EACH AND EVERY FREN TAT I HAVE .. THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND THOSE I LOVE*
>They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
>But do you know that
>sometimes love enters through the back door and
>before you begin to notice
>it, it's on it's way out.
>Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
*SO DEEP ... WELL .. IF THE TIME COMES AND I REALLY HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LOVE OR LET GO.. HMMM .. DUNO ..EWW.. SO HARD TO CHOOSE!!! IF LETTING GO IS A BETTER OFF OPTION .. MAYBE .. OR ELSE .. NO WAY!!!!*
Have you
>ever hated someone and
>loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so
>bad it made you cry?
* YES ! .. HONESTLY .. I HAVE!! SO MANY ZILLION TIMES!! >.< AND EVERYTIME WHEN I TOT TAT I'M OLD AND MATURE ENOUGH TAT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT TEARS. .. EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M PROVEN WRONG..*
.. Have
>you ever seen someone left alone without knowing
>why? .
>
*THE REST IS BEAUTIFUL ..SHALL NOT INTERUPT! :P READ ON!*
>Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a
>woman but luckier is the
>woman who wins the last love of a man.
>
>Love is not the right word to say when you feel
>guilty nor the right word
>to say when you like a person but love really
>matters when we share our
>thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
>
>Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
>that friendship brings,
>for friendship is like the shining moon, makes
>each
>night a brighter one.
>
>Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but
>for
>a heart that is
>loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would
>grow old but a heart that
>is loyal will never turn cold.
>
>If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
>your heart, forgive them for
>they have helped you learn about trust and the
>importance of being cautious
>to whom you open your heart.
>
>A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so
>easy
>to get, so hard to
>let go; so easy to spell, so hard to
>define...and yet
>everyone is still
>taking the risk. That's love !
>
>We are all a little weird and life's a little
>weird,
>and when we find
>someone whose weirdness is compatible with
>ours, we join up with them and
>fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it
>LOVE!
>
>Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a
>lot, it
>may give you aches
>and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in
>the
>end you will cry even
>more for not giving love a chance.
>
>Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
>steps. He has plans and He
>has His time. God's clock is never one minute
>early nor one minute late. It
>always strikes right on time.
>
>If someone loves you, love them back not only
>because they love you, but
>also because they are teaching you to love and
>opening your heart and eyes
>to things you have never seen or felt without
>them.
>
>The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
>future. Bad experiences
>indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned
>should make you better.
>
>On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
>happy with somebody else;
>but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person
>unhappy...with you?
>
>When you find arms that will hold you at your
>weakest, eyes that will see
>you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in
>both
>instances, and a heart
>that will love you at your worst, then you have
>found true love.
>
>Someday, someone might come into your life
>and love you in a way you
>always wanted.
>If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
>If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
>If your someday is today.. CHERISH
*SHARE UR THOUGHTS WITH ME !! :) I LOVE U ALL!!! * HMMM .. MAYBE ONE DAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND POST IT EH~ .. HMMM ... MAYBE ...
Simply beautiful... about Love...
Learn to love the people who are with
you at
present. Forget the people
in the past and thank them for hurting you, which
led you to love the
people you have right now.
* SERIOUSLY URGING PEOPLE TO DO THIS! .. HEY! LOOKING BACK AT THE PAST .. IF THERE WASNT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT U SO DEEPLY .. WHEN WILL U LEARN TO APPRECIATE?? WELL .. FOR ME .. AS THE DEPARTING AND LEAVIN MY COMFORT ZONE APPROACHES .. I ONLY TRULY APPRECIATE THINGS AND OFTEN TIMES IT'S ALWWAYSS TOO LATE .. I'M STILL TRYING TO LOVE PEOPLE MORE AND WITH ALL MY HEART :) SO DO TELL ME IF I'M DOING A RATHER GOOD OR BAD JOB K? *
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll
deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love
someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter
what.
*HMM... TRUE ... CRAZY STUFF I DID ... THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW CRAZY I AM WHEN I'M IN THE COMPANY OF THE LOVED ONES .. FRENS AND FAMILY .. *
>Everything in life is temporary because
>everything
>changes. That is why
>it takes courage to love, knowing it might end
>anytime...having faith will
>make it last.
*HMMM .. COURAGE TO LOVE... IS COURAGE AN EASY THING TO OBTAIN?? *
>Friends are not the one who laugh when you
>laugh and cry when you cry.
>They are the ones who make you laugh and stop
>you from crying. Love is the
>feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we
>fall
>off, we learn to hold
>on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never
>have to let go.
* I SO AGREE WITH THIS!!!! FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO WILL JUST STAY WITH U ALL THE TIME .. IF U'RE LUCKY FOR ALL OF UR LIFE!! .. WAS JUST TALKING AND DISCUSSING THIS WITH YEEN THE OTHER DAY .. .AND WE BOTH AGREED THAT .. WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES ARISES ... IF U LOOK AROUND .. U'LL BE AMAZED AT HOW MANY FRENS U HAVE TAT ACTUALLY STOOD BY URSIDE AND NEVER LEAVE U ALONE!!! ... AND YES .. THERE MAY BE ONE SPECIAL PERSON AT TIMES .. BUT THEN .. WHEN THE SPECIAL PERSON AINT THERE ANY LONGER .. TO SHARE YOUR JOY AND DIVIDE UR SORROW .. FRENS ARE WHO U WOULD TURN TO .. YES .. TRUE .. WE'RE ALL BUSY WITH OUR OWN LIFE .. BUT THEN .. IF U JUST SAY TAT U'RE IN TROUBLE AND U'RE LOST .. U'RE COVERED WITH SORROW .. THEY'LL BE THERE FOR U .. NOT PHYSICALLY.. BUT THE SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENTS .. SIMPLY STIR U ON~!! I'M THANKFUL AND I ALWAYS THANK GOD FOR EACH AND EVERY FREN TAT I HAVE .. THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND THOSE I LOVE*
>They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
>But do you know that
>sometimes love enters through the back door and
>before you begin to notice
>it, it's on it's way out.
>Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
*SO DEEP ... WELL .. IF THE TIME COMES AND I REALLY HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LOVE OR LET GO.. HMMM .. DUNO ..EWW.. SO HARD TO CHOOSE!!! IF LETTING GO IS A BETTER OFF OPTION .. MAYBE .. OR ELSE .. NO WAY!!!!*
Have you
>ever hated someone and
>loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so
>bad it made you cry?
* YES ! .. HONESTLY .. I HAVE!! SO MANY ZILLION TIMES!! >.< AND EVERYTIME WHEN I TOT TAT I'M OLD AND MATURE ENOUGH TAT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT TEARS. .. EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M PROVEN WRONG..*
.. Have
>you ever seen someone left alone without knowing
>why? .
>
*THE REST IS BEAUTIFUL ..SHALL NOT INTERUPT! :P READ ON!*
>Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a
>woman but luckier is the
>woman who wins the last love of a man.
>
>Love is not the right word to say when you feel
>guilty nor the right word
>to say when you like a person but love really
>matters when we share our
>thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
>
>Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
>that friendship brings,
>for friendship is like the shining moon, makes
>each
>night a brighter one.
>
>Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but
>for
>a heart that is
>loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would
>grow old but a heart that
>is loyal will never turn cold.
>
>If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
>your heart, forgive them for
>they have helped you learn about trust and the
>importance of being cautious
>to whom you open your heart.
>
>A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so
>easy
>to get, so hard to
>let go; so easy to spell, so hard to
>define...and yet
>everyone is still
>taking the risk. That's love !
>
>We are all a little weird and life's a little
>weird,
>and when we find
>someone whose weirdness is compatible with
>ours, we join up with them and
>fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it
>LOVE!
>
>Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a
>lot, it
>may give you aches
>and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in
>the
>end you will cry even
>more for not giving love a chance.
>
>Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
>steps. He has plans and He
>has His time. God's clock is never one minute
>early nor one minute late. It
>always strikes right on time.
>
>If someone loves you, love them back not only
>because they love you, but
>also because they are teaching you to love and
>opening your heart and eyes
>to things you have never seen or felt without
>them.
>
>The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
>future. Bad experiences
>indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned
>should make you better.
>
>On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
>happy with somebody else;
>but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person
>unhappy...with you?
>
>When you find arms that will hold you at your
>weakest, eyes that will see
>you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in
>both
>instances, and a heart
>that will love you at your worst, then you have
>found true love.
>
>Someday, someone might come into your life
>and love you in a way you
>always wanted.
>If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
>If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
>If your someday is today.. CHERISH
*SHARE UR THOUGHTS WITH ME !! :) I LOVE U ALL!!! * HMMM .. MAYBE ONE DAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND POST IT EH~ .. HMMM ... MAYBE ...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
hey guys!! i know i havent been blogging alot
special apologies to yeanzo!! hee!! if u're wondering how come i'm back into the blogging spirit .. tat's cos i've gotten the inspirations from her!! :P yup!!! :D
well .. i'm finally recovering~!! from my illness of course .. so .. bye cough and flu~!! never want u to return!! :P
brief update of things here :P
yupz .. let the photos explains it all :P
on selah's bday we went to jesh's bf hugh's place to drink (liquor) and celebrated her bday
had a scrumptious dinner at shark fin inn ..the name sounded ex d eh?? but it was good :)
mak mandy and i .. no sick tots pls!
toast to the bday gal
enjoying the bday cake at hugh's puny(no offence hugh!) but comfy appartment
u can spy on ppl downstairs at the foyer!!!
HAPPY 17TH BDAY SELAH!!!!
then coming up was kimo's 18th bday bash!!!
me and kimo the bday gal at an italian restaurant sophia;s
her bday bash was kinda a suprise too with heaps of flowers and cakes :) i'm so jeaolous like how she gets flowers on her bday and i dun >.< guys who are thinking of going after me .. hehe .. i'm easily flattered when u give me flowers!! :P hehe *hint hint * eww!! perasan!! not like any guys are going after me
anyhoo ...HAPPY 18TH BDAY KIMO!!!!
then everyone was so busy with house concerts!! i helped out with backdrop painting and lighting on the performance nite!! so .. look at the lighting effect!! ooooOOO!! hehe :P
i painted the green hills and the trees!! :P
go rosslyn!! (my house obviously)
leven's backdrop
stirling - winner of house concerts 2006
yupz!
weekend came and i spent nites sticking up photos on my wall .. was very into the nostalgic mood! >.< i miss u peeps!!
try and find urself inside there!! :P
out with sis and not to forget icecream and sunnies on super hot days like tat!
and special thanks for those from home who greeted me on my bday :)
ermm .. thanks for the advance greetings from cx (i recieved a card from him!! so unexpected but he made my day!!! )
my aunt who called prior going on outstation :)
joanne rueyyng baby singchia chern han chun wei and sikeat
thanks to those "on-time" people .. yeen and han's (who spent the tick with me and han sent 2 msges) :)
and thx to everyone who remembered my bday!!
no particular order : chongshen kahpoh (both overseas still rmbed :) thankz ya!! )
wen shen (reminder from yeen but still .. the tot tat counts ya ? :P
sikeat(2 sms from him) suiyuan (2 msges too :P) pat boyboy kimchew ady and sder jun hui alex matt boss,teck keong (and his 124?!! ie. ice tea from kim gary) meikhoon nai ma yee xian
belated greetings from wenlong long bean jia yee and jon kinyau
ermm .. still trying to recall who sms me .. dun wanna forget bout ppl like wat i did on valentines :P
ya!! .. but then .. EXTRA EXTENDED THANK U to these ppl who made a difference
- my beloved year 12 boarders!!! they threw a surprise party for me!! which i kinda found out prior to the suprise :P but thanks u guys!! i love u all!!!
- chuxiang for the first bday card i recieved this year and i cant believe that he actually made the effort!! how sweeet!!
- kimchew for calling me on the 1st of march!! :) cheered up my day :P
- mum and dad :P thanks for calling too!!
- kimchew again cos i recieved a card from him :P
- pat boy boy!! .. got a card from him!! hehe :P thanks dear!! first time recieved a card from him!!
- cutey pie shirlz who gave me heaps of hugs and a lil pressie
- leanne for organising the surprise party
- mak and mummy joycee for trying distract and divert my attention so tat the suprise mayb successful
- joyce for trying to cover up the suprise
- yeen for making me feel so loved
- yoong for the easter choc bunny tat's gonna make me go FAT :P
- franky for the super cute star soap tat i doubt i'll use
hehe!! not to forget jia mien and kah ee's unsuccessful attempts of sending sms on 12 o'clock .. i still couldnt recieve their sms .. network was kinda jam .. but still .. :P the tot tat counts .. so thx !
will blog more about bday when photos are available! so ... yeanzo! .. i blogged~~!! hehe :P
special apologies to yeanzo!! hee!! if u're wondering how come i'm back into the blogging spirit .. tat's cos i've gotten the inspirations from her!! :P yup!!! :D
well .. i'm finally recovering~!! from my illness of course .. so .. bye cough and flu~!! never want u to return!! :P
brief update of things here :P
yupz .. let the photos explains it all :P
on selah's bday we went to jesh's bf hugh's place to drink (liquor) and celebrated her bday
had a scrumptious dinner at shark fin inn ..the name sounded ex d eh?? but it was good :)
mak mandy and i .. no sick tots pls!
toast to the bday gal
enjoying the bday cake at hugh's puny(no offence hugh!) but comfy appartment
u can spy on ppl downstairs at the foyer!!!
HAPPY 17TH BDAY SELAH!!!!
then coming up was kimo's 18th bday bash!!!
me and kimo the bday gal at an italian restaurant sophia;s
her bday bash was kinda a suprise too with heaps of flowers and cakes :) i'm so jeaolous like how she gets flowers on her bday and i dun >.< guys who are thinking of going after me .. hehe .. i'm easily flattered when u give me flowers!! :P hehe *hint hint * eww!! perasan!! not like any guys are going after me
anyhoo ...HAPPY 18TH BDAY KIMO!!!!
then everyone was so busy with house concerts!! i helped out with backdrop painting and lighting on the performance nite!! so .. look at the lighting effect!! ooooOOO!! hehe :P
i painted the green hills and the trees!! :P
go rosslyn!! (my house obviously)
leven's backdrop
stirling - winner of house concerts 2006
yupz!
weekend came and i spent nites sticking up photos on my wall .. was very into the nostalgic mood! >.< i miss u peeps!!
try and find urself inside there!! :P
out with sis and not to forget icecream and sunnies on super hot days like tat!
and special thanks for those from home who greeted me on my bday :)
ermm .. thanks for the advance greetings from cx (i recieved a card from him!! so unexpected but he made my day!!! )
my aunt who called prior going on outstation :)
joanne rueyyng baby singchia chern han chun wei and sikeat
thanks to those "on-time" people .. yeen and han's (who spent the tick with me and han sent 2 msges) :)
and thx to everyone who remembered my bday!!
no particular order : chongshen kahpoh (both overseas still rmbed :) thankz ya!! )
wen shen (reminder from yeen but still .. the tot tat counts ya ? :P
sikeat(2 sms from him) suiyuan (2 msges too :P) pat boyboy kimchew ady and sder jun hui alex matt boss,teck keong (and his 124?!! ie. ice tea from kim gary) meikhoon nai ma yee xian
belated greetings from wenlong long bean jia yee and jon kinyau
ermm .. still trying to recall who sms me .. dun wanna forget bout ppl like wat i did on valentines :P
ya!! .. but then .. EXTRA EXTENDED THANK U to these ppl who made a difference
- my beloved year 12 boarders!!! they threw a surprise party for me!! which i kinda found out prior to the suprise :P but thanks u guys!! i love u all!!!
- chuxiang for the first bday card i recieved this year and i cant believe that he actually made the effort!! how sweeet!!
- kimchew for calling me on the 1st of march!! :) cheered up my day :P
- mum and dad :P thanks for calling too!!
- kimchew again cos i recieved a card from him :P
- pat boy boy!! .. got a card from him!! hehe :P thanks dear!! first time recieved a card from him!!
- cutey pie shirlz who gave me heaps of hugs and a lil pressie
- leanne for organising the surprise party
- mak and mummy joycee for trying distract and divert my attention so tat the suprise mayb successful
- joyce for trying to cover up the suprise
- yeen for making me feel so loved
- yoong for the easter choc bunny tat's gonna make me go FAT :P
- franky for the super cute star soap tat i doubt i'll use
hehe!! not to forget jia mien and kah ee's unsuccessful attempts of sending sms on 12 o'clock .. i still couldnt recieve their sms .. network was kinda jam .. but still .. :P the tot tat counts .. so thx !
will blog more about bday when photos are available! so ... yeanzo! .. i blogged~~!! hehe :P
Friday, March 03, 2006
got this email from someone .. hmm .. found it rather meaningful .. and uplifting .. so ya!. . sharing it with u guys!!
A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage.
They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the
boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle
open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep
it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the
matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its
color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for
adults in small dosages.
When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital.
He died.
The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her
husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he
looked at his wife and uttered just five words.
QUESTIONS :
1. What were the five words ?
2. What is the implication of this story?
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ANSWER :
The husband just said "I am with you Darling".
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The
child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in
finding fault with the mother.
Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not
have happened.
No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed
at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband.
That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of
perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. "A journey of
a thousand miles begins with a single step." Take off all your envies,
jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things
are actually not as difficult as you think.
MORAL OF THE STORY
This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is
responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with
the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human
relationship.
Have a nice and blessed day ...
ps. i'm not isolating myself anymore .. i so wasnt anyway .. just lazy to blog .. but will do tat some day and have a quick update! .. so ya :) keep visiting and leave me a msg k? muakz!
A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage.
They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the
boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle
open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep
it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the
matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its
color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for
adults in small dosages.
When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital.
He died.
The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her
husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he
looked at his wife and uttered just five words.
QUESTIONS :
1. What were the five words ?
2. What is the implication of this story?
Scroll down to read....
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ANSWER :
The husband just said "I am with you Darling".
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The
child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in
finding fault with the mother.
Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not
have happened.
No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed
at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband.
That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of
perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. "A journey of
a thousand miles begins with a single step." Take off all your envies,
jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things
are actually not as difficult as you think.
MORAL OF THE STORY
This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is
responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with
the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human
relationship.
Have a nice and blessed day ...
ps. i'm not isolating myself anymore .. i so wasnt anyway .. just lazy to blog .. but will do tat some day and have a quick update! .. so ya :) keep visiting and leave me a msg k? muakz!
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