I'M OFFICIALLY ISOLATING MYSELF FOR A PERIOD OF TIME UNTIL I RECOLLECT MYSELF ..
NO MORE BLOGGIN TILL I FEEL LIKE IT .. SORRY GUYS! ..THOUSAND APOLOGIES .. AND NOT TO WORRY. . I'LL BE FINE :) TAKE CARE PPL .. I LOVE U GUYS HEAPS!!
Monday, February 27, 2006
Friday, February 24, 2006
thank u for those who did this for me!! :)
(known to self and others)
caring, energetic, giving, independent, sentimental
Blind Spot
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able, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, cheerful, clever, complex, confident, dependable, extroverted, friendly, happy, helpful, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, nervous, reflective, relaxed, searching, self-conscious, sensible, shy, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, warm
Façade
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observant
Unknown
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accepting, dignified, idealistic, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, modest, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, religious, responsive, self-assertive, wise, witty
Dominant Traits
73% of people think that munyee is cheerful
60% of people think that munyee is friendly
All Percentages
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
eww ... my lucky charm is an insect!! >.<
Munyee, your lucky charm is a Scarab!
Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few.
When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world.
Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.
Munyee, your lucky charm is a Scarab!
Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few.
When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world.
Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.
INCOMPLETE ..
my mr pee misses all his different coloured company of frens from pangkor ..
my green no. 9 shirt misses all the other 9 numbers..
my shoe is missing ..
plus .. i'm sick now >.< currently blowing off my nose!! it's already flat enough and now it's read! ..constantly breathing through my mouth! .. hate it!
i wanna get well soon!! >.<
my mr pee misses all his different coloured company of frens from pangkor ..
my green no. 9 shirt misses all the other 9 numbers..
my shoe is missing ..
plus .. i'm sick now >.< currently blowing off my nose!! it's already flat enough and now it's read! ..constantly breathing through my mouth! .. hate it!
i wanna get well soon!! >.<
Friday, February 17, 2006
>.<
shen's departing today >.< ish!! this morning woke up with such a sunken heart .. i know it's dumb! .. even tho we said goodbye the time when i came over .. but then .. this time he flying shouldnt have an impact on me .. but somehow .. it felt like he's going away for some very very very long time .. and i wont be able to see him in the imediate future ! .. ish !! i should be proud and happy for him .. this morning .. ish! .. so dumb .. the same feelings of when i first found out tat they're going on exchange came back to me ..emotional complexities!!
ish!! i'm gonna miss u so so so awful much shen!! >.<
u take care over there k??!! oh ya!! do remember to get hot guys contacts for all the girls back here ya?!! ^.^
a quick post on valentines ..
well .. it wasnt as many of u guys expected of me .. lots of gifts .. and wishes .. well .. not tat many .. but surprisingly there were some who still had me in their heads .. something which i'm VERY VERY happy and grateful for!!
special thanks to jon keat cwei matt ee shen wlong pat alex cx yxian ll baby for thinking of me~!! :)
love ya heapz!! muax
shen's departing today >.< ish!! this morning woke up with such a sunken heart .. i know it's dumb! .. even tho we said goodbye the time when i came over .. but then .. this time he flying shouldnt have an impact on me .. but somehow .. it felt like he's going away for some very very very long time .. and i wont be able to see him in the imediate future ! .. ish !! i should be proud and happy for him .. this morning .. ish! .. so dumb .. the same feelings of when i first found out tat they're going on exchange came back to me ..emotional complexities!!
ish!! i'm gonna miss u so so so awful much shen!! >.<
u take care over there k??!! oh ya!! do remember to get hot guys contacts for all the girls back here ya?!! ^.^
a quick post on valentines ..
well .. it wasnt as many of u guys expected of me .. lots of gifts .. and wishes .. well .. not tat many .. but surprisingly there were some who still had me in their heads .. something which i'm VERY VERY happy and grateful for!!
special thanks to jon keat cwei matt ee shen wlong pat alex cx yxian ll baby for thinking of me~!! :)
love ya heapz!! muax
Monday, February 13, 2006
CAN U PROVE UR LOVE?
gonna skip the exciting formal investiture assembly where i went on stage in front of the whole school (how scary!!) .. read a reading from the bible and got my badge.. it's some kinda formal installation in front of the whole school where yr12 got recognised as leaders of the school .. i decided to blog on something more interesting .. not so much about myself (hopefully)
CAN U PROVE LOVE ?
well .. this topic dint really come to me until today when i went for religious ed class!! (damn boring.. normally .. i would skip it .. but today i decided to be a good girl ..since it's still like the beginning of term) .. ya .. so .. i rocked up to RE class .. and there was mr green there ...saying that today's class is gonna be a discussion of "intelligence design" .. for those who know wat it is ... pls explain to those who dont .. cos i dun really get it myself .. but tat's not the main point ..
the main point is tat ..
he presented us with lots of different perspectives of GOD, LOVE and SCIENCE
do u believe in a God?? how could u prove tat God existed ??? how do u know tat he truly loves u??? scientist tried so hard to prove tat there's evolution .. instead of God creating the earth .. is it so true??? now .. science got concrete evidence .. but god is there to show us tat he's the one who did everything for us ..but how can u prove it???
well .. mr green said it by giving a SUPERB example .. by giving the example of LOVE ..
*i was thinking about it as he said ..so the following is his opinion + abit of touch up from me* ^.^
how can u prove the love that ur mother unconditionally give u??? how can u prove tat u care for ur frens??? how can u prove tat u truly fall so deeply in love with someone tat u can live without ???
it is through feelings and believes
u know tat it existed somewhere and words are just simply too hard to describe ..
how would u describe the excitement u get when u check on ur phone and see a msg that say someone cares ..
how would u explain the moments of despair when u miss them so much and u wish that u never have left them??
how can u describe the courage that boosted u through words of encouragements from ur loved ones????
how and where would find the optimistic motivation when u;re left alone in the darkest room with no one else but urself???
how are u gonna explain the emotions tat love has brought to u?? happy? more than tat.. contented?? .. sad? angry? despair? it's a mixture of everything!! haha! :P
how do u prove tat u're not alone even though physically u are?
does true love really exist ?? how can we prove it?
well ..it's a tough question and i'm gonna leave it to u!!
as for me .. when i see something sweet and touching .. when i sense tat i'm loved ..or when i'm hurt .. or just the smallest thing on earth could change my emotions...then my heart would just melt in happiness or sadness.. tat;s my prove of the existence of love!! cos love is never forever sweet and smooth .. love can be challenging and heart breaking .. but in the end .. the final form of love .. is ... *there i go .. duno how to describe ..!! * AMAZING!! haha .. like wat the bible say .. "love is patient. love is kind. it is never jealous" corrinthians 13:4
so everyone!!!
start melting ppl's heart by all the lil things tat u can do! .. a simply msg like i love u can make a difference (eh! oni say it when u mean it ) tell ur parents tat u love them .. tell ur frens too!! and if u've got urself a valentines ... never forget that they deserved being pampered ... not oni on valentines day .. but every single moment tat u can show ur love .. dun fail to!
to all my dears and darlings .. at home or in aussie .. if u're reading this .. and u know tat i care about u.. (even it was like as if i dun... actually i do !! I DO~~!!!! )
i just wanna say .. i love u
happy valentines day!!! muax muax!!
gonna skip the exciting formal investiture assembly where i went on stage in front of the whole school (how scary!!) .. read a reading from the bible and got my badge.. it's some kinda formal installation in front of the whole school where yr12 got recognised as leaders of the school .. i decided to blog on something more interesting .. not so much about myself (hopefully)
CAN U PROVE LOVE ?
well .. this topic dint really come to me until today when i went for religious ed class!! (damn boring.. normally .. i would skip it .. but today i decided to be a good girl ..since it's still like the beginning of term) .. ya .. so .. i rocked up to RE class .. and there was mr green there ...saying that today's class is gonna be a discussion of "intelligence design" .. for those who know wat it is ... pls explain to those who dont .. cos i dun really get it myself .. but tat's not the main point ..
the main point is tat ..
he presented us with lots of different perspectives of GOD, LOVE and SCIENCE
do u believe in a God?? how could u prove tat God existed ??? how do u know tat he truly loves u??? scientist tried so hard to prove tat there's evolution .. instead of God creating the earth .. is it so true??? now .. science got concrete evidence .. but god is there to show us tat he's the one who did everything for us ..but how can u prove it???
well .. mr green said it by giving a SUPERB example .. by giving the example of LOVE ..
*i was thinking about it as he said ..so the following is his opinion + abit of touch up from me* ^.^
how can u prove the love that ur mother unconditionally give u??? how can u prove tat u care for ur frens??? how can u prove tat u truly fall so deeply in love with someone tat u can live without ???
it is through feelings and believes
u know tat it existed somewhere and words are just simply too hard to describe ..
how would u describe the excitement u get when u check on ur phone and see a msg that say someone cares ..
how would u explain the moments of despair when u miss them so much and u wish that u never have left them??
how can u describe the courage that boosted u through words of encouragements from ur loved ones????
how and where would find the optimistic motivation when u;re left alone in the darkest room with no one else but urself???
how are u gonna explain the emotions tat love has brought to u?? happy? more than tat.. contented?? .. sad? angry? despair? it's a mixture of everything!! haha! :P
how do u prove tat u're not alone even though physically u are?
does true love really exist ?? how can we prove it?
well ..it's a tough question and i'm gonna leave it to u!!
as for me .. when i see something sweet and touching .. when i sense tat i'm loved ..or when i'm hurt .. or just the smallest thing on earth could change my emotions...then my heart would just melt in happiness or sadness.. tat;s my prove of the existence of love!! cos love is never forever sweet and smooth .. love can be challenging and heart breaking .. but in the end .. the final form of love .. is ... *there i go .. duno how to describe ..!! * AMAZING!! haha .. like wat the bible say .. "love is patient. love is kind. it is never jealous" corrinthians 13:4
so everyone!!!
start melting ppl's heart by all the lil things tat u can do! .. a simply msg like i love u can make a difference (eh! oni say it when u mean it ) tell ur parents tat u love them .. tell ur frens too!! and if u've got urself a valentines ... never forget that they deserved being pampered ... not oni on valentines day .. but every single moment tat u can show ur love .. dun fail to!
to all my dears and darlings .. at home or in aussie .. if u're reading this .. and u know tat i care about u.. (even it was like as if i dun... actually i do !! I DO~~!!!! )
i just wanna say .. i love u
happy valentines day!!! muax muax!!
Saturday, February 11, 2006
UPDATE SINCE LAST WEEKEND
well .. first thing tat came up to my mind was the BOARDERS WEEKEND!!! the bhse committee spent hours and hours planning it since last year and the beginning of this year ... comin up with games and etc .. so .. the final plan was this ..
sat- going for a day trip at geelong beach and williamstown esplaneade
sun - chapel, formal lunch and BOARDERS IDOL!!
SATURDAY
well .. by the time of 8.30 .. i was awake .. but still lazing around .. lazy to get up .. eh!! i had been a nocturnal creature for more than 2 months .. how could i survive the change mann!! >.< so ... after 15minutes .. i had to force and drag myself up and going .. cos the bus is leaving at 9.30!! okie .. breaky .. dadadada .. got my cool committee headband from mandy .. confirmed and double check the equipments and stuff tat we needed .. (LOLLIES!! essential on long bus rides!) and got our asses on the bus ... heading straight to geelong!! woo hoo!! where we used to go rowing and the same place that we went 2 years ago for boarders weekend ... i think it's called the eastern beach ..
some year 11s .. ps.. the girl in white is a model!! :P
took us about 1hours and 45 minutes to get there .. had morning tea and we begun our ice breakers! was some really dumb, boring and random games cos we wanted to save the best for the last .. haha .. there's duck duck goose (somthing like tag) and the coin game .. where each year level is an amount of money and when the host called out a particular amount .. u have to form ur own group to match up the particular amount..
icebreakers wasnt tat great.. own time was the best .. cos i finally get to rest .. dun have to yell out all the time and hosting.. explaining rules .. something which i'm not really good at .. .so .. mandy, mak and i were tanning ourselves while joyce and lee were reading .. the weather tat day was AWESOME .. nice sky and the panaromic view .. fuiyo .. clean beach.. but yucky sands.. reminds me of pangkor!! i want pangkor's sand.. i had a bikini tan now :)
me mandy(in black) and mak
quote from mak's blog :P sorry mak .. i stole ur paragraph :P
" but to my dismay, when we reached there, the beach was not that pleasant looking. the sand was rough as ever and there was hardly a sea. it was filled with boats and yatchs. nevertheless, we still headed on with our tanning. mun, mandy and i just layed at the grass and tanned for an hour. the sun was no JOKE! it was sooo super hot! it burns your skin like crazy! we just had to continuosly put sun screen. "
sun screen .. never forget them!!
me and my frens :)
sis and her frens :P
then i played captain ball on the empty grass land with a bunch of younger kids .. mostly yr 10 ,my sis and lee .. haha .. so fun!! :P when we had a short break ..i ended up being wet as a target of mak, lee, mandy and my sis' water bottle!! >.< so unfair ...
me and sis before i got wet
finally .. mak, mandy, joyce and i couldnt resist the temptation of the gelati truck!! we were like charging at it!! yummmmm ... the choc and lemon was SO SO good!!! 3 thumbs up!! the lemon gelati was so soft and fluffy!! yummmmm ... so nice!! i want again!! ish .. i'm such a kid .. i even dirtied my shirt while eating!!
had dinner , pizzas at williamstown and headed back to the bhse .. was full on talking to mandy on the bus .. chat about almost everything while everyone else was sleeping!
the beach outing was good! .. like we dint force ppl to play the game tat we saved for williamstown while waiting for dinner cos everyone was so dead tired!! but in the end tat turned out to be something good! ooo .. and the response to it was shockingly comforting ... so far ... not too much of negative comment .. :P
i got burnt!!! >.< now my skin is like flaking !! >< not painful .. but i looked shit ugly!! >.<
SUNDAY
morning had formal chapel and lunch .. yew!! actually.. it wasnt tat formal anywayz.. .took me so so long to look for something formal to put on .. hate formal occasions .. i always cant find anything nice to wear!! >.< chapel was boring .. as usual .. but the highlight was tat the new committee got recognised and they recieved their badges!
lunch ..we launched something similiar to guardian angel and mortal but we changed the name to timon and pumbaa .. timon is ga while pumbaa is mortal .. originally .. my pumbaa was a very cute yr 10 girl .. but my sis went and told her tat i was her timon ..so i swapped with joyce .. now .. my pumbaa is lilian :) gave her a lollipop :P so far more to come
BOARDERS IDOL
well .. my team .. after a short reheasal .. most of us forgotten our lyrics!! :P hehe even i forgot!! we performed "raindrops keep falling on my head" .. then "the rainbow song" by delta goodrem and finally the chicken dance .. but thankfully we ended up in a cute and high note .. :P all the chicks had to tied their head up with blown up rubber glooves .. very cute and adorable!! hehe
the committee started off with a sketch.. an embarrassing one with us singing all out of tune and doing random stuff .. hehe :P kaitlyn was the host for the competition
i'll let the photos tell the story
sis was in tammi's group .. performed "dun cha"
spot my sis
my team performing the raindrop song..
leanne's group did the chicken lil dance
anisha's group performed "this love" maroon 5 which was totally out of tune
everyone was so shocked with her group cos other group tired so hard ... we were like =.=! thank goodness my group was way better than hers even though we forgot our lyrics
out of boredom .. nard in purple and joyce mummy played with the rubber gloves
kaitlyn's group.. the winning team .. performed a lipsync of ..ermm .. duno wat's the song title.. but it goes" aint no mountain high enough .. aint no river wide enough .." and .. " i like to move it move it"
sandy playing liu qing
everyone watching the idol attentively
year 10 individual group performance ... my sis was in it!! :D
year 11 performance .. got LL wor!!!
the best of all !! .. year 12 performance!!!
we sang "at the beginning " OST from anastacia .. and we ended with a high note .. everyone was screaming cos there was a big bug!! haha :P
enough bout the weekend ..
other occasions and events shall be blogged again soon!! :P hehe .. since it's such a long post d
ermm .. so happy tat i managed to talk to so many ppl yday!!! yay!!! u guys take care k???
shen and caleen ... TAKE EXTRA care now tat u're gonna be leaving ur comfort zone .. all the best and remember tat i will always love u!!! :P
haha ... 1 more thing!! apparently .. mum called and told me tat yday was my chinese lunar bday .. i told a couple of ppl and they kinda ignored me ..without saying happy bday!!! *pssttt .. u know who u are!! * hehe .. oni ONE ... my sweetest darling wished me!! hmph!! and dad woke me up in the morning while i was still deeply asleep for a belated bday wishing... :P how funny!! i was so blur and couldnt really rmb wat he said .. oh well..
happy belated chinese bday to me!! :P since i dun haf feb 29 tis year >,<
ps. more photos of the beach to come :P
well .. first thing tat came up to my mind was the BOARDERS WEEKEND!!! the bhse committee spent hours and hours planning it since last year and the beginning of this year ... comin up with games and etc .. so .. the final plan was this ..
sat- going for a day trip at geelong beach and williamstown esplaneade
sun - chapel, formal lunch and BOARDERS IDOL!!
SATURDAY
well .. by the time of 8.30 .. i was awake .. but still lazing around .. lazy to get up .. eh!! i had been a nocturnal creature for more than 2 months .. how could i survive the change mann!! >.< so ... after 15minutes .. i had to force and drag myself up and going .. cos the bus is leaving at 9.30!! okie .. breaky .. dadadada .. got my cool committee headband from mandy .. confirmed and double check the equipments and stuff tat we needed .. (LOLLIES!! essential on long bus rides!) and got our asses on the bus ... heading straight to geelong!! woo hoo!! where we used to go rowing and the same place that we went 2 years ago for boarders weekend ... i think it's called the eastern beach ..
some year 11s .. ps.. the girl in white is a model!! :P
took us about 1hours and 45 minutes to get there .. had morning tea and we begun our ice breakers! was some really dumb, boring and random games cos we wanted to save the best for the last .. haha .. there's duck duck goose (somthing like tag) and the coin game .. where each year level is an amount of money and when the host called out a particular amount .. u have to form ur own group to match up the particular amount..
icebreakers wasnt tat great.. own time was the best .. cos i finally get to rest .. dun have to yell out all the time and hosting.. explaining rules .. something which i'm not really good at .. .so .. mandy, mak and i were tanning ourselves while joyce and lee were reading .. the weather tat day was AWESOME .. nice sky and the panaromic view .. fuiyo .. clean beach.. but yucky sands.. reminds me of pangkor!! i want pangkor's sand.. i had a bikini tan now :)
me mandy(in black) and mak
quote from mak's blog :P sorry mak .. i stole ur paragraph :P
" but to my dismay, when we reached there, the beach was not that pleasant looking. the sand was rough as ever and there was hardly a sea. it was filled with boats and yatchs. nevertheless, we still headed on with our tanning. mun, mandy and i just layed at the grass and tanned for an hour. the sun was no JOKE! it was sooo super hot! it burns your skin like crazy! we just had to continuosly put sun screen. "
sun screen .. never forget them!!
me and my frens :)
sis and her frens :P
then i played captain ball on the empty grass land with a bunch of younger kids .. mostly yr 10 ,my sis and lee .. haha .. so fun!! :P when we had a short break ..i ended up being wet as a target of mak, lee, mandy and my sis' water bottle!! >.< so unfair ...
me and sis before i got wet
finally .. mak, mandy, joyce and i couldnt resist the temptation of the gelati truck!! we were like charging at it!! yummmmm ... the choc and lemon was SO SO good!!! 3 thumbs up!! the lemon gelati was so soft and fluffy!! yummmmm ... so nice!! i want again!! ish .. i'm such a kid .. i even dirtied my shirt while eating!!
had dinner , pizzas at williamstown and headed back to the bhse .. was full on talking to mandy on the bus .. chat about almost everything while everyone else was sleeping!
the beach outing was good! .. like we dint force ppl to play the game tat we saved for williamstown while waiting for dinner cos everyone was so dead tired!! but in the end tat turned out to be something good! ooo .. and the response to it was shockingly comforting ... so far ... not too much of negative comment .. :P
i got burnt!!! >.< now my skin is like flaking !! >< not painful .. but i looked shit ugly!! >.<
SUNDAY
morning had formal chapel and lunch .. yew!! actually.. it wasnt tat formal anywayz.. .took me so so long to look for something formal to put on .. hate formal occasions .. i always cant find anything nice to wear!! >.< chapel was boring .. as usual .. but the highlight was tat the new committee got recognised and they recieved their badges!
lunch ..we launched something similiar to guardian angel and mortal but we changed the name to timon and pumbaa .. timon is ga while pumbaa is mortal .. originally .. my pumbaa was a very cute yr 10 girl .. but my sis went and told her tat i was her timon ..so i swapped with joyce .. now .. my pumbaa is lilian :) gave her a lollipop :P so far more to come
BOARDERS IDOL
well .. my team .. after a short reheasal .. most of us forgotten our lyrics!! :P hehe even i forgot!! we performed "raindrops keep falling on my head" .. then "the rainbow song" by delta goodrem and finally the chicken dance .. but thankfully we ended up in a cute and high note .. :P all the chicks had to tied their head up with blown up rubber glooves .. very cute and adorable!! hehe
the committee started off with a sketch.. an embarrassing one with us singing all out of tune and doing random stuff .. hehe :P kaitlyn was the host for the competition
i'll let the photos tell the story
sis was in tammi's group .. performed "dun cha"
spot my sis
my team performing the raindrop song..
leanne's group did the chicken lil dance
anisha's group performed "this love" maroon 5 which was totally out of tune
everyone was so shocked with her group cos other group tired so hard ... we were like =.=! thank goodness my group was way better than hers even though we forgot our lyrics
out of boredom .. nard in purple and joyce mummy played with the rubber gloves
kaitlyn's group.. the winning team .. performed a lipsync of ..ermm .. duno wat's the song title.. but it goes" aint no mountain high enough .. aint no river wide enough .." and .. " i like to move it move it"
sandy playing liu qing
everyone watching the idol attentively
year 10 individual group performance ... my sis was in it!! :D
year 11 performance .. got LL wor!!!
the best of all !! .. year 12 performance!!!
we sang "at the beginning " OST from anastacia .. and we ended with a high note .. everyone was screaming cos there was a big bug!! haha :P
enough bout the weekend ..
other occasions and events shall be blogged again soon!! :P hehe .. since it's such a long post d
ermm .. so happy tat i managed to talk to so many ppl yday!!! yay!!! u guys take care k???
shen and caleen ... TAKE EXTRA care now tat u're gonna be leaving ur comfort zone .. all the best and remember tat i will always love u!!! :P
haha ... 1 more thing!! apparently .. mum called and told me tat yday was my chinese lunar bday .. i told a couple of ppl and they kinda ignored me ..without saying happy bday!!! *pssttt .. u know who u are!! * hehe .. oni ONE ... my sweetest darling wished me!! hmph!! and dad woke me up in the morning while i was still deeply asleep for a belated bday wishing... :P how funny!! i was so blur and couldnt really rmb wat he said .. oh well..
happy belated chinese bday to me!! :P since i dun haf feb 29 tis year >,<
ps. more photos of the beach to come :P
Friday, February 10, 2006
i stole this paragraph of stephanie.. kimchew's prom date!! :P so ..ya .. :P hope she doesnt mind .. but it is so so true ..
"When u think of your good friends, and they never fail to drop you a message every single day saying they miss you, or they want you to come back, or they just greet you a simple, HELLO!, the feelings just change... somehow the heavy load will be lifted from your heart, and you will feel less burdened, and also having the determination to go on..."
"When u think of your good friends, and they never fail to drop you a message every single day saying they miss you, or they want you to come back, or they just greet you a simple, HELLO!, the feelings just change... somehow the heavy load will be lifted from your heart, and you will feel less burdened, and also having the determination to go on..."
Sunday, February 05, 2006
GUYS!!
i'm ok .. just felt like letting out everything on the blog here .. so so sorry to have u guys all worried about me .. (mayb u dint bother .. >.< ) oh well .. just a quick note to tell u guys tat i'm fine :) thanks for all the encouragements and support!! brightened me up heaps!!! :)
well ..though i'm still procrastinating a lot .. but yeah .. other than homework .. bhse stuff is going well underway .. hopefully :P and guess everything will be fine?! *really really hope so*
aikz. . sometimes when i wanna pray for something .. before i sleep .. i was just too tired tat i knocked out before finishing my prayer?!! ish!! wat is tat!!?! .. >.< aikz .. so ..pray for me k ??? really appreciate all the love and support tat u guys gave! .. especially those tat has been like an angel.. looking after me from a land far away :) THANKS!!! i love u all~!!!
i'm ok .. just felt like letting out everything on the blog here .. so so sorry to have u guys all worried about me .. (mayb u dint bother .. >.< ) oh well .. just a quick note to tell u guys tat i'm fine :) thanks for all the encouragements and support!! brightened me up heaps!!! :)
well ..though i'm still procrastinating a lot .. but yeah .. other than homework .. bhse stuff is going well underway .. hopefully :P and guess everything will be fine?! *really really hope so*
aikz. . sometimes when i wanna pray for something .. before i sleep .. i was just too tired tat i knocked out before finishing my prayer?!! ish!! wat is tat!!?! .. >.< aikz .. so ..pray for me k ??? really appreciate all the love and support tat u guys gave! .. especially those tat has been like an angel.. looking after me from a land far away :) THANKS!!! i love u all~!!!
Friday, February 03, 2006
FIRST FEW DAYS AT SCHOOL
exciting?
well .. upon my first return i was asked to give a speech as the "boading hse captain" .. (well .. i dun really need the ".. " i am the captain .. :P just wanna emphasize it to note the sarcasm! ) it was in the formal boarders parents assosiation .. imagine me .. jet lagged .. so lost and the i-so-dun-belong-in the meeting feel.. but then i dun have a choice (sux! wanted to give some lame reason but then i failed) so.. i gave a super crappy .. childish speech >.< but ya .. tat's not the main point ... after tat//i had to sit down rite in front of every parent.. and listen to the boring speech that the chairman is giving .. at this moment .. crap! .. i was like doozing off in front of everyone!! literally fishing with my head mann >.< gosh!! ..so embarassing that even the new head of boarding - the curtis noticed .. but they were very very friendly ppl :) and they asked me to get some rest!! ..something which i really appreciate!! :P
aikz ... yr 12 this year .. means tat no more foolin around and no more seniors to look after me but instead i have to take up the role of look after everyone ..well .. not literally everyone but .. the more the better...
BAD SISTER
well ... i've been thinking yday .. mayb i think too much .. i felt tat i'm such a bad sister .. i dint really look after my sister even though i've been here for about 4 days?? ish~!! i'm such a shittty sister!! .. i want her to mix around her frens ..and learn to be more independent .. and i also dun want her to live under my shadow... i'm not too sure whether has she ever felt frustrated that everyone has been saying tat we looked really alike~ .. but ya .. i felt tat she needs to create her own impression and image.. not always by the name of "munyee's sis" .. well .. she dint say tat she minds .. but imagine myself alawys living under my cousin's name! .. crap .. ish!! .. all the expectations and everything!! duno! .. aikz .. the saddening part is tat we dun live under the same roof anymore!! nevertheless in a same room .. i felt so weird!! she had always been with me at home when i went back .. we ALWAYS sleep together!! .. this time .. with an empty table and bed in my room and no one's occupying it .. it just feel so so WEIRD!! .. aikz .. i just felt tat i'm not doing wat a sister should have done @@!! .. i was had been trying to do more and to make her settle down .. i duno .. she dint complain .. but through my own eyes .. and at nite when it's all quiet and dark .. i reflect upon myself .. i secretly cry and think that i ought to do better .. how?? i duno!
BAD CAPTAIN
hey guys!! ..welcome and meet ur new crappy captain who never fails to come up with more trouble! .. >.< aikz .. i duno .. i just feel so shit~ .. i feel tat i;m not doing my job well enough and i dun think if i put in everything i have. . i dun think i'll be able to balance my time and my studies.. i'm so selfish! .. i know .. i just felt tat things are all piling up and i dun have time to sort them out!! ... aikz .. with boarders weekedn around the corner .. and all the annual events coming up .. we need to settle things and stuff! aikz .. duno! ..see how lar! >.< this coming weekend is a closed weekend with heaps of ice breaking and activities to organise .. duno how is it gonna be like .. and with the new head of boarding. .. who seem so lost at everything isnt somehting to be relieve off.. even though we can take advantage of tat! .. but then ya.. i just felt tat things may not turn out well .. aikz .. how??!! when complaints are always round the corner and no one else seems to care but me .. when it's responsibilities tracking time .. fingers at me.. aikz .. how??? or maybe i think too much ??? would things really turn out fine when the time arises ??? I WISH!! >.<
BAD STUDENT
ish~!!!! i cant believe tat i'm actually falling asleep in so many classes!! Maths Methods(MM) .. bio and even chem!!!!aikz .. it's oni like the first few lesson of the year! .. everyone is supposedly to be really hyped up and enthusiastic about it .. me??? doozing off at the corner??~!! wat the beep???? gosh!! i DID try.. with every possible way .. aikz .. i need ady;s special way of keeping me awake .. painful .. but then .. no other choice~ ... ady!! u should come here with me and make sure tat i do stay awake~!! >.< homework.. fuiyo!! .. heapz mann .. not to mention tat i havent completed the holz hw !! .. due to bhse business .. i dint even had time to finally sit down to do my work .. yday ..when i was about to do tat ... mum called ... i was talking to her and tears wouldnt stop flowing!!! .. i tried to make them stay in my eyes.. but they were just too nnotty !! .. :( i miss being at home .. and being pampered and doing nothing .. but i told myself tat i need to buckle up .. i cannot afford to disappoint the ppl who have faith in me .. esp my beloved darling., parents!! BUCKLE UP MUN YEE!!!!!
well ... i guess .. sometimes i may sink into depression and pessimism .. i just cant find any strength or believe in myself tat i could take the next step .. but it's always comforting to recieve sms or calls .. and even email of encouragement to cheer me up!! *hint hint* .. haha ..serious/?! u'll be amazed at the motivation behind the sms-es u sent~!! .. in wat i emailed han .. last year's international magazine was out .. and their theme was "wat really matters is knowing tat someone takes a look through the window" .. welll .. for me .. wat really matters is tat knowing tat someone cares and when i look deep inside their heart .. i can see me~ :) haha .. i dun have to be big .. :P .. aikz .. duno .. stressed out!!! i tot i wont be .. i tot i would be fine .. but it appears tat i'm not.. and sometimes .. inevitably.. loneliness does creeps in and plays a black joke on me .. i hate it! ..especially when i had a big single room with 2 beds and tables to myself~!!! all i can do is nothing... it sounds really pathetic eh??? power ..knowledge and responsibilities ... can be turned into pressure and choke me till i cant think! .. aikz .. but i'm still thankful of wat i have now .. i'm glad tat i still have frens and family to encourage me ..
power and authority??... are nothing ... turn it into love (trying really hard!! the new girls are so patronising!! i;m not the one who's not trying to be friendly k?? they are!!! terrible~!! )
knowledge ... studying aimlessly and with high expectation can kill me!!! yet someone told me tat it can be fun .. see it as an enjoyment
responsibilitiies??!! hate it .. but know tat it's the essence of growing up~!
munyee~!! grow up!! u're 18 soon!! stop thinking tat u're still a kid!!! tat's life~!!
exciting?
well .. upon my first return i was asked to give a speech as the "boading hse captain" .. (well .. i dun really need the ".. " i am the captain .. :P just wanna emphasize it to note the sarcasm! ) it was in the formal boarders parents assosiation .. imagine me .. jet lagged .. so lost and the i-so-dun-belong-in the meeting feel.. but then i dun have a choice (sux! wanted to give some lame reason but then i failed) so.. i gave a super crappy .. childish speech >.< but ya .. tat's not the main point ... after tat//i had to sit down rite in front of every parent.. and listen to the boring speech that the chairman is giving .. at this moment .. crap! .. i was like doozing off in front of everyone!! literally fishing with my head mann >.< gosh!! ..so embarassing that even the new head of boarding - the curtis noticed .. but they were very very friendly ppl :) and they asked me to get some rest!! ..something which i really appreciate!! :P
aikz ... yr 12 this year .. means tat no more foolin around and no more seniors to look after me but instead i have to take up the role of look after everyone ..well .. not literally everyone but .. the more the better...
BAD SISTER
well ... i've been thinking yday .. mayb i think too much .. i felt tat i'm such a bad sister .. i dint really look after my sister even though i've been here for about 4 days?? ish~!! i'm such a shittty sister!! .. i want her to mix around her frens ..and learn to be more independent .. and i also dun want her to live under my shadow... i'm not too sure whether has she ever felt frustrated that everyone has been saying tat we looked really alike~ .. but ya .. i felt tat she needs to create her own impression and image.. not always by the name of "munyee's sis" .. well .. she dint say tat she minds .. but imagine myself alawys living under my cousin's name! .. crap .. ish!! .. all the expectations and everything!! duno! .. aikz .. the saddening part is tat we dun live under the same roof anymore!! nevertheless in a same room .. i felt so weird!! she had always been with me at home when i went back .. we ALWAYS sleep together!! .. this time .. with an empty table and bed in my room and no one's occupying it .. it just feel so so WEIRD!! .. aikz .. i just felt tat i'm not doing wat a sister should have done @@!! .. i was had been trying to do more and to make her settle down .. i duno .. she dint complain .. but through my own eyes .. and at nite when it's all quiet and dark .. i reflect upon myself .. i secretly cry and think that i ought to do better .. how?? i duno!
BAD CAPTAIN
hey guys!! ..welcome and meet ur new crappy captain who never fails to come up with more trouble! .. >.< aikz .. i duno .. i just feel so shit~ .. i feel tat i;m not doing my job well enough and i dun think if i put in everything i have. . i dun think i'll be able to balance my time and my studies.. i'm so selfish! .. i know .. i just felt tat things are all piling up and i dun have time to sort them out!! ... aikz .. with boarders weekedn around the corner .. and all the annual events coming up .. we need to settle things and stuff! aikz .. duno! ..see how lar! >.< this coming weekend is a closed weekend with heaps of ice breaking and activities to organise .. duno how is it gonna be like .. and with the new head of boarding. .. who seem so lost at everything isnt somehting to be relieve off.. even though we can take advantage of tat! .. but then ya.. i just felt tat things may not turn out well .. aikz .. how??!! when complaints are always round the corner and no one else seems to care but me .. when it's responsibilities tracking time .. fingers at me.. aikz .. how??? or maybe i think too much ??? would things really turn out fine when the time arises ??? I WISH!! >.<
BAD STUDENT
ish~!!!! i cant believe tat i'm actually falling asleep in so many classes!! Maths Methods(MM) .. bio and even chem!!!!aikz .. it's oni like the first few lesson of the year! .. everyone is supposedly to be really hyped up and enthusiastic about it .. me??? doozing off at the corner??~!! wat the beep???? gosh!! i DID try.. with every possible way .. aikz .. i need ady;s special way of keeping me awake .. painful .. but then .. no other choice~ ... ady!! u should come here with me and make sure tat i do stay awake~!! >.< homework.. fuiyo!! .. heapz mann .. not to mention tat i havent completed the holz hw !! .. due to bhse business .. i dint even had time to finally sit down to do my work .. yday ..when i was about to do tat ... mum called ... i was talking to her and tears wouldnt stop flowing!!! .. i tried to make them stay in my eyes.. but they were just too nnotty !! .. :( i miss being at home .. and being pampered and doing nothing .. but i told myself tat i need to buckle up .. i cannot afford to disappoint the ppl who have faith in me .. esp my beloved darling., parents!! BUCKLE UP MUN YEE!!!!!
well ... i guess .. sometimes i may sink into depression and pessimism .. i just cant find any strength or believe in myself tat i could take the next step .. but it's always comforting to recieve sms or calls .. and even email of encouragement to cheer me up!! *hint hint* .. haha ..serious/?! u'll be amazed at the motivation behind the sms-es u sent~!! .. in wat i emailed han .. last year's international magazine was out .. and their theme was "wat really matters is knowing tat someone takes a look through the window" .. welll .. for me .. wat really matters is tat knowing tat someone cares and when i look deep inside their heart .. i can see me~ :) haha .. i dun have to be big .. :P .. aikz .. duno .. stressed out!!! i tot i wont be .. i tot i would be fine .. but it appears tat i'm not.. and sometimes .. inevitably.. loneliness does creeps in and plays a black joke on me .. i hate it! ..especially when i had a big single room with 2 beds and tables to myself~!!! all i can do is nothing... it sounds really pathetic eh??? power ..knowledge and responsibilities ... can be turned into pressure and choke me till i cant think! .. aikz .. but i'm still thankful of wat i have now .. i'm glad tat i still have frens and family to encourage me ..
power and authority??... are nothing ... turn it into love (trying really hard!! the new girls are so patronising!! i;m not the one who's not trying to be friendly k?? they are!!! terrible~!! )
knowledge ... studying aimlessly and with high expectation can kill me!!! yet someone told me tat it can be fun .. see it as an enjoyment
responsibilitiies??!! hate it .. but know tat it's the essence of growing up~!
munyee~!! grow up!! u're 18 soon!! stop thinking tat u're still a kid!!! tat's life~!!
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