IS IT TOO MUCH TAT I'M ASKING FOR?

firstly befor i forget... HAPPY GRADUATION to all the form5s and yr 12s~~!!! .. i guessed it must be really emotional to go through this period thinking tat u've actually finished high school and now moving on to ur next step ...to ur bright future .. expecting challenges and overcoming them .. as for me .. i'm sure tat if i were one of them .. i'll be crying like a baby .. missing all my beloved darling frens .. and ermm ..still miss them >.< but anyhow. . good luck in all ur exams ya ??

well .. back to me .. hey! this is my blog .. of course it's about me! :P hehe
i'm alrite ... being a bhse captain is so much fun .. especially when it comes to room allocations
i dun get to decide everyone's room ... and they wont complain anything ..
the committee is so united .. so is our year .. we just do everything together and open up our thoughts .. no bitching behind ppl's back and no way we're gonna let others be involved
we think about each other's feeling .. and we at least try to understand ppl .. puttin our legs in their shoes
it's not all about power .. it's about fair n just .. its about ppl not the committee itself oni
see how selfless we all are!
i'm just managing so well with this room allocation thingy when there's completely no issues at all!
i get to sleep in peace and dry my eyes everynite
i get all the understandings tat i want and i know who to turn to when i'm down
i'm so strong in will and i;m very confident tat i'll pull it thru :D

hahaha!~!! so funny and sound so perfect eh??? nothing could go gone .. let me tell u .. all these are just simply plain irony!! i'm being sarcastic! .. it's all so ironic! >.<

seriously is it too much tat i'm asking for?
yesterday i was just telling megan ... all i asked for everytime if there's a chance to wish for something is to have everyone happy and healthy .. i somehow rememebered telling mandy the same thing .. welll ..she laughed and said tat no wonder my wish never come true.. well .. i guessed she's kinda rite .. tat is so not possible .. i give up now .. should i start to think of another one now tat i dun have faith in it?? .. but i still cant think of anything better to ask for .. this is wat i really want!!
guess ppl dun usually get wat they want .. and i'm one of those ppl

well .. i just want the room allocation thingy to be done in a fair .. democratic and just way so tat everyone will be happy and will come to an agreement .. leaving the room in a pleased and happy-with-wat-i-get mood .. instead of leaving the room feeling grumpy and then start bitching! .. i also want the girls to come to me or the committee if they are unhappy bt anything so tat there is actually something tat we can do about it ..say trying to fix it up or something.. instead of just .. talkin behind our back and crying over spilt milk! .. i want everyone to understand .. and learn to accept the fact tat we live in a community .. we have to compromise .. and negotiate .. we are creatures who are filled with emotions not desire .. we creeps for happiness but not earning it in a dirty way .. we have to try to stand in others positions and look thru their eyes~ .. see wat they see .. but not stabbing her even tho she's crying for help .. rite?? yet .. the human race is really biased and unjust .. no matter how hard we tried .. the selfishness and the favoutism is implanted from the day tat u are born .. can we overcome it in peace ?? i duno .. would the ppl understand ?? i duno ... aikz ..

anywayz.. i still wanna thank god for everything he has done.. giving me frens and family to support me thru tough times like this .. it aint easy for me .. nor everyone else to go through times of examinations and times of commitments.. it aint easy to face our emotions and let our rational brains to lead us .. but i still wanna say a big thank u to those who had given me the strength and the will to pull it thru .. and to believe tat tmr will be a better day!

PLEASE OR TO BE PLEASED?
It's Never Easy

well .. lots of things had been happening and spinning on my head .. good things.. bad things.. happy thoughts .. sad incidents.. great joy .. and hurtful desire .. each n every lil thing.. but the main thing that is in my head now .. is the responsibilities of being a boarding hse captain .. and i'm sure the committe or the vice captain would have their heads spinning now too .. as it's the time of room allocation .. it's not an easy job having to please everyone and make it fair and just .. when we thought that we had found the fairest and just way to deal with it .. ppl come arousing with disastifaction .. when the committees do this .. the complaints shoot ahead .. yet .. the most annoying bit is that the opinions or "suggestions" are not aimed at us .. they would either talk behind our back or just snap it straight at the head of bhse .. when we couldnt work it out between ourselves.. wat can we do to help u when u urself dun voice ur opinions to us?? ..

it's just too hard to please everyone ..
i'm stucked in between .. when it doesnt even concerns me! ..
but the responsibilities are laid on my shoulders >.<

aikz .. it's not like anyone reading my blog would tell the stubborn heads or bitch to talk and face me.. >.<

WAT CAN i DO TO MAKE U HAPpy?

some photos to share :)

i'm fine now .. dun worry! ..went for retail therapy to release stress :P so ya ..
enjoy




the 2005/2006 boarding hse committee as bouncers on "The Nite of the Nights" celebrity themed nite .. with fat tummies and cool sunnies :P





the TELETUBIES~!!! so cute and funny .. they should have won best dressed but then there wasnt enough pressie for 4 to split .. so scary spice won it in the end



my lil nephew .. whom i stayed with during my september hols .. so so cute ya?

MUCK UP DAY

today is yr 12 final day of school .. which to them is known as muck up day .. for us .. getting mucked up by the yr 12s! ..
well .. it was a great heapz of fun .. but rite now .. i'm not really in the mood to talk about the fun stuff..

i'm currently suffering from boredom and pessimism!! >.<
i duno y but yet .. yea.. i'm feeling really shitty cos i stuffed up my chem test and i couldnt find anyone to play sports with me! >.< i do know y !
i dun feel like doing anything productive.. aka hw .. and aikz.. so screwed!!
all i feel like doing is to scream and shout the throat out of my lungs (not using my common sense here)
well ... who cares?!! at least i can release the stress that is in me ..
but tears wont come out
and things dont work out
i'm left here still .. bored bored and lastly still bored >.<

well ... sinking into the pessimism .. >.<
i used to think that i'm the luckiest gal on world ..
(i kinda still think so .. but yea .. )
i'm stucked in dilemma now ..
wondering .. who am i? why am i here ? does anyone care?
i used to be able to feel free to just knock on the door
bang on ur head or even yell or laugh at ur face ..
and spill out all the deep thoughts
in my head or in my soul
i know that there would always be someone there
to lift me up when there seemed to be no one else
i thought tat i was very loved
but now .. i'm doubting .. were those sensational things oni in my dreams?
can this still happen again
when everyone is so engaged
with the hustle bustle of their own lives
and the stress that mounting up

i dun wanna be a burden
i dun wanna be a weight
i dun wanna be a disturbance
nor an annoyance
i wanna be a angel, a cheerful angel
who brings joy and :) when there's despair
i wanna be someone who take the grief and pain ..
and put it on my shoulder
then i'll hide and weep alone .. in the dark corner ..
secretly .. silently .. and pray that .. shortly ..
i'll be able to stand again.

RANDOM THINGS
oohhh!! 3 posts in a day!! shall break my record!! :P

yupz .. having spare now .. n things just kept popping in my head .. oh .. before i forget
special shoutouts to..
KAMYU.. happy birthday !!! may u have an awesome day!!
JON .. good luck in ur oral today
CX .. good luck in ur chink oral on thurs

swimming sports was held last tues
i was supposed to be in 2 events.. but i freaked out .. knowing tat i wouldnt be as good as others.. so .. better not embarrass myself in front of the whole school ..so i let the better swimmers take my spot .. :P
tat day .. me mak and mandy were full on slacking the whole day .. went to msac and did nothing related to sports other than cheering on for lee.. :p

rat disection again on bio class
thank godness i dun haf to touch it cos it was disected by the teachers .. all we had to do were just to look and observe ..we looked at the reproductive system of the male and the female .. we even looked at the pregnant rat with 12 fetuses .. GROSS!~!!
aikz .. GROSS GROSS GROSS

RELIEF .. now in com room .. blogging :P

now tat i dun hav to go to convo lessons anymore .. since oral exams are over. . i've earned myself an extra spare :) yay!!!

well .. i've got a couple of things done since i hardly come bloggin .. oh ya ..sorry guys for replying u guys asap .. but it's in progress k ??

VALEDICTORY and CELEBRATION DINNER
valedictory dinner was held last friday .. and celebration dinner was yesterday .. both the dinners are for the yr12 to celebrate and as well to be recognised each and everyone as a special gal .. it was a time to be togther before they graduate! .. oh yea .. their final day is this upcoming friday .. muck up day!!! which means the yr12 ex-com's present ... >.< aikz .. havent even gotten any! shit!
anywayz .. u must be wondering ..wat the hell am i doing in the yr 12 celebration dinner .. i had to serve and clean up (literally as a waiter) in the dinners becos i'm in the senior committee and the bhse committee.. the valedictory dinner was held at school ..and the celebration dinner was in the bhse dining room .. valedictory dinner was helped out by all the senior committee .. megan and amanda and lots more were there .. we just had to collect the plates .. nothing much and megan had to clean up the glasses .. haha ..she broke like 5 of them!! hehehe :P so funny .. i think she broke the most in a nite :P and we got to eat the left over desserts like apple tart and cheese cake .. and fruits.. SO FATTENING .. but they were yummy ~!! :P who cares! .. ya .. then .. we collected almost everything and had nothing else to do .. so we just stood there and watched the yr 12 dance .. they given out awards and danced like mad .. someone pole danced!!! :P heheh ..they saw us standing there and started to corner us!.. so funny! .. they were imposing sick moves on us .. but we were just laughing our heads off :P they then invited us to join them .. we felt awkward .. and ran away :P ..hehe valedictory dinner was something very different and it's sure something to look forward to ..
celebration dinner was simply so good!!! :) the food especially!.tolebrone moose .. beef (nicely done .. not full cook) ..juice (not water!). i had to serve the yr12 boarders ,.. eikz. . serving again!.. but then it was really good .. we get to nibble something and we also had our committee meeting deciding the nite of the nites shit as well as room arrangements.. i guessed the food was really good cos ppl asked for seconds.. it was a realy nice and cosy dinner ..everyone dressed up nicely and the dining room was set up nicely .. candles ..deco .. and nice music .. as if u were in the restaurant . .. guess wat?? i dint drop anything on anyone!! :P .. felt so sad tat the yr12 are leavin us soon .. and i'll miss them terribly .. >.< which means tat next year .. we're the leaders and i'll no longer be under the loving and nurture of my beloved jie jie - didi .. thankz so much di ..i love u!!
(psst.. she wasnt at the celebration nor the valedictory dinner .. wonder y..hmmm)

IN THE LIBRARY :)

well ..hmm... felt like it's been a while since i last blogged. . so here's a brief outline of wat i did over the past week~!!! hehe :P

guess waT?? i'd done my chinese oral exams@!!! :) one exam done .. 6 more to go! .. aikz!! .. ya .. i did tat yesterday..
CHINESE ORAL EXAM
0550
woke up unexpected early in the morning .. when i was supposed to oni get up at 6.45 .. which was really early already ..considering the fact tat i alwayz wake up like 11.30 in the weekends :P ya .. but it was alrite .. i guessed i was really nervous .. and we wanted to avoid the traffic and not arrive late ..
0715
we left the bhse .. elena and her mum kindly offered to pick us up :) thanks aunty and elena~!! :) .. in the car .. i think everyone was really nervous .. so we hardly tok .. :P
0800
arrived the ukrainian church .. oour exam location .. how weird ? taking a chinese oral exam in a catholic church ! .. oh well ..we were early ..WAY early .. so elena's mum suggested to bring us to mcD to calm ourselves and have something to eat .. YAY ~!! food's always good!
0815
reached mcD .. chatted abit .. kimo and i ate apple pie~ ... yumm~!!! lovin it!
0855
went back to the church and get organised .. registered with the teacher in charge.. she;s an italian :P quite lenglui too!! :P met others like ivy .. nicole .. and melody .. surprisingly she was in skirts!! :P and also not to forget vicky came super early as well when her exam was like at 10 ... with her parents
0920
the first badge of oral examinees :P went into the rooms and prepared for their exams .. tense and suspense in the air ! >.< nicole ivy and mel .. (can still feel the nerves!)
0935
the italian teacher asked us to get ready and assembled .. told us where we were supposed to be and asked us to sit on the chair outside the classroom
0936
found my room .. room 7 .. sat on the chair outside .. saw nicole on the way in .. she said it was alrite and she was in my room .. so i was hoping tat my examiners were nice and approachable ..
0937
"breathe..breathe" .. was the oni phrases tat kept repeatin in my head .. everyone else went into their assigned rooms and i even heard elena started talking while i was like still sitting on the chair and waiting to be invited in .. i was literally shivering and so damn nervous!! .. i couldnt calm myself even tho i tried my very best .. i couldnt pull myself together .. so i was praying and telling myself to be calm and smile .. and kept telling myself tat i'll be fine ..
0940
out of no where .. this door behind me opened .. and i was called in ..
0941-0955
oral exams in progress ..
was really nervusos initially .. fingers were like twisting ..cold sweating and thank god i had stopped shivering .. the general talk was really wasnt wat i prepared they asked all bout school and i hardly prepared alot on it!! shit .. now i'm a bit worried.. ahh ..wat if i stuffed up ??? hope not .. but anywayz .. the detailed study bit .. i was a bit more confident in it .. they asked most of the stuff tat i prepared. . :P
0956
"xie xie" .. and tat ended my first ever assessed chinese oral exam.. it was done~!! :)

let's get the week kicking~!! :P

well .. after the weekend being stuck in the bhse .. i get to understand the fact tat staying in the boarding house during weekend .. will only make u FAT!!! .. i procrastinate the whole of saturday .. and ate most of the sunday .. for those who are expecting me to go back thin .. DREAM on~! .. ahhh!!! FAT faT d`~~ ... >.<

there wasnt anything exciting happening on monday .. other than on monday nite .. we had the committee meeting .. i hosted it?~! .. we discussed about couple of stuff like the themed dinner .. and the yr12 pressies .. and stuff. . so it was alrite .. it went pretty well .. with too many suggestions tat we came up with a elimination way of choosin the things .. everyone was very co-operative .. i somehow still feel abit condescended when tammi is around .. she seemed to be abit dominant .. but that alwayz had been her personality .. well .. thank goodness i've still got mandy and leanne by my side .. but i'm not gonna be a captain tat;s taking sides and splitting things into groups ..i want this yr12 to be unified :P not talking behind ppl's back ~ :P .. it;s hard to do . but it's my aim~ :P (bercita cita besar!! )
we came up with the themed nite .. called "the nite of the nites - celebrity nite"
there is gonna be a voting held tmr~ .. in the dining room .. for there's 4 awards ..
like the katie holmes award - likely to get married to a celebrity
the john howard awards - to be a president
the desperate house wives award - to be a hse wife wit 10kids
the cookie monster award - eats the most cookies!! ..reckon mak will win it :P
hahah :D
sounds alrite eeh ??? maybe a bit lame .. but it's just all these lame things that needs preparations and discussions k??? like even today .. tammi and i REHEARSED to make an announcement to tell ppl about this thingy .. well .. it's gonna be alrite i hope..haha ..oh ya .. bout the announcement .. we even had leanne and mandy to do the drum rolls .. a funny way .. wit ur tongue going "RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR" and the pan from the kitchen going "tinggggg !"
mandy had helped heaps with things like making posters .. buying the gifts and also making the certificates :P thank u so much~!!! well ..seemed like things are all well underway .. hope it's gonna be a good nite :P

ok ..enough bout the nite of the nites.. :P
we also discussed about getting gifts for the ex-committee ... fuiyo~.. it aint easy getting a gift for 6 gals when suggestions kept coming from another 6 gals!! i always find getting a decent gift a challengin job .. now .. 6 the amount .. and it aint easy to come to a agreement .. but we finally did .. but then the plan is hindered .. due to postage~.. ahh .. have to think of another gift .. any suggestions?

we also had a short meeting with the ex-com just then .. just had a casual yet a bit formal things to talk thru .. it was alrite .. they gave us lots of tips on how to do things and how to organise the upcoming event for next year .. it was good .. but i would wanna catch up with didi more ... she's like a big sis .. and i wanna ask more things from her~ .. :)

to do list :
- organising rooms for the yr12 - already recieving opinions ..(not from my yr somemore .. but it's a good suggestion )
- boarders jumper
- the celebrity themed nite - nite of the nites voting
- ............................ - actual dressed up and red carpet nite
- orientation week
- boarders weekend
- valecdictory dinner help out in serving
- celebration dinner - help out
- committee tshirt
- ex-com gifts
- social for next year

the list continues!!!

dint know tat there' so much to do as a captain!!!!!

interesting website for those who can read chinese. go test for your 'real' age ^^ . have fun!


http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm


my results were this ..

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄16岁

与您实际年龄差-1岁


幼稚度80％


成熟度32％


老化度19％

FIRST WEEK OF TERM
n i cant wait for the hols to come~

well ..the fourth term kicked started off with tonnes of work and essays due .. SACS and tests!! .. it wasnt any better when our english teacher was sick and was taken over by the yr 12 teacher who had no idea of wat we were doing! .. she simply expects us to know everything when we know so lil!! >.< gonna have to work harder .. not to forget tat chinese is getting harder and more stressful !! with just a week to go then my oral exams!!! hard core! >.< kept telling myself to stay calm .. and just go in there n bullshit bout chinese tea confidentally !! :P hope my trick works!

and ya .. i went for this all school badminton championship and got thrashed~!! there were some really good ppl~!! among the wesley school's team ..they already had 2 state player .. then .. at this bush-country team .. they were big .. massive and strong~ gosh@!! leanne, cathreen, jess n i represented plc ..well .. we werent as good as them but yea.. it was overall a great experience ... i couldnt stop blaming myself in the last match when i was leading 6-1 and i lost !!! arrhhh!! i tot tat i could win her but i dint!! very annoying ..and the rules were just plain stupid .. normally .. we play best of 2 out of 3 games .. but then .. this one ..there wasnt a rematch .. one game determines it all~!! >.< oh well .. probably the slacking mood and laziness over the hols tat i wasnt as fit (not tat i am) as before the hols .. or maybe because i havent played or do any sports so long detiorates my performance tat day.. oh well .. it was over anywayz .. but the experience was awesome.. i get to know cathreen leanne and jess abit better ... i used to be very prejudiced against cath .. becos she's seemed so snobbish .. but then .. after a long chat with her while waiting for our cab who took an hour plus to arrive.. i realised tat she is really nice :) overall .. we came 3rd .. not too bad .. but there was oni 4 teams! :P

went out for dinner with the head of bhse .. fearnie n fearno with the new bhse committee at sofias ,camberwell .. an italian restaurant~!! was BLOATING after tat!! seriously!! ate so much! think i gained more than i use! >.< cant get rid of the fats!! >.< arhh .. had couple of pastas .. pizza .. icecream .. and they made me order hot choc too!! omg!! my roomies and frens actually did ask me to dapao .. but when i was thinking of them .. fearnie called the leftover as "scraps" which kinda hindered me .. n in the end .. i dint take away any .. oh well .. treat them chocolate instead :P we discussed of wat a committee should plan ahead and think about .. well .. nothing much actually .. other than term 4 theme dinner and the yr12's farewell .. thinking ahead about the yr12 jumpers as well .. want it to be cool and memorable :) hehe :P actually.. i'm quite enjoyin being a bhse captain .. i really wanna thank all those who have faith in me and believe in me~ .. i wanna ppl proud of me .. and make our year a good one.. do u think i can?? well i hope so! but i do need encouragements! :P

ya.. and just had my oral trialz with 2 teachers from random schoolz. .. wow~!! i managed to do it! .. it wasnt great but glad tat i dint stumble over myself as much as my first sac .. haha. . well .. the teachers were very nice to start off with .. and the questions tat they asked werent the ones tat i prepared .. but i did bullshit a lot~!! :P special thanks to chunwei tho .. he asked me to think as if i'm speaking to him while doing it. . i think that eventually help .. not tat i'm thinking alot of him .. just a way to calm me down i guess .. oh well .. the real oral exam is in a week .. monday the 17th~ .. a day before chongshen's bday!! ahhh >.< damn scared!! but i get to miss a day of school cos the oral exam is in north melbourne~ .. ya mann .. so formal and so far away .. but luckily elena was nice enough to pick me up there .. thank u~!! wish me luck ya ?? :P

u guys back in malaysia .. study hard for ur spm k ???
we all work hard together k?? i prepare my oral and catch up with my hw .. u do more revision k/?? gambateh!

HOLZ OVER ..
Another new term .. another new beginning :)

well .. real sorry for not really been bloggin over the holz .. i simply realised that i intend not to blog when i have the access to msn ~!! well .. now tat msn is totally out of the list (school doesnt allow the usage of msn) ya .. i'm back to bloggin :P the way to update ppl who may be interested in my life :P

after vicky's party .. i moved from my guardian's hse to my cousin's place. . a really comfy place to stay where i could just to wateva n felt so free :) i felt very welcomed and had this sense of belonging :) ya .. and the best thing is tat i had no curfews!!! at home i still have to go home before 8 .. but over there~!! fuiyo~ syok! haha .. but i still felt bad to be troubling my lovely cousin ,francis(who always offers me yummy food :P he opens a restaurant here u see) , his wife , ivy (pharmacist who always picks me up from the train station at nite) and their cute lil son, leon ( 4yrs old .. cute and funny~ brought heaps of laughter) i slept in the originally study room .. wit the com just sitting there .. basically was really hard fighting the temptation of not going online and do my hw .. ended up not doing heaps of work ~! gotta do lots of catch up now .. *yea rite .. still bloggin here then huh? *

anywayz .. as most of u probably would have known .. i worked in the fun fair.. Royal melbourne show .. selling showbags. . aka. toys for kids .. working there was considerably fun initially ..seeing all the kids and their parents .. and just making them happy simply makes me happy too :P the first day i had an early day off.. went home at 4 .. so it wasnt tat tiring .. but the following days .. when the parents somehow seemed a bit grupmy and unreasonably .. and standing at the counter for about 7to 8 hours a day .. i would end up going home FLAT out! dint have the energy to do anything else other than had a shower and went straight to bed ~!! :P hehe .. it aint easy to earn money .. by the end of each day .. my legs were so tired .. mann .. i had to wash them with hot water to ease the tiredness and hot water encourages blood circulation apparently .. :P haha .. well well .. but i did get an hour break a day .. to either eat my meals or just have a break.. most of the time .. i would walk around the show ..looking at all the stalls which sold really interesting things .. like food .. (ohya .the had the hotdog thingy tat we ate at taiwan .. i couldnt rmb the name.. neh.. the hotdog wrapped with bread n then fried . ya.. that one. .can someone help me out wat its name is again ? :P ) toys .. accessories.. perfume~!! so much to see!! :P seriously.. the place was HUGE~ n by the end of the show .. i still didnt manage to see ALL of it~! .. haa .. but ya .. met jonathan in the show .. he was literally surrounded by gals ! hehehe :P he said tat he wanted to visit me while i was working .. n i think i did give him clear instructions .. but maybe he was too distracted to locate me :P anywayz.. it was oni coincident tat i saw him .. during my break .. i came out of the food market (stop thinkin tat i'm such a pig ~ it was just coincidentially) .. ya,, and i was seeing this guy .. so familiar .. jumping up n about .. yup .. it's him .. jonathan .. i dint manage to check out his gals friends . .. cos he was busy pinching me!!! @.o .. but .. ya.. he must have been pretty "attractive" for there are about 9 gals there!! haha ~! :P
then .. during my day off.. i met up with alex, jason and their fren, jeena (alex's erhem .. so called "fren".. quite pretty :P ) who came up from geelong .. to go to the melbourne show .. i dint manage to go there wth them cos i was still sleeping :P too tired from work the other day .. but we had lunch together n went to the BOOKSHOP together:P hhaa.. so guai .. spent bout an hour or so there.. hehe ..
the last day of work .. phew .. was awesome .. cos by the end of it .. i was so sick n tired of it .. it was so repetitive >.< .. so not challenging~!! but was kinda sad too .. cos i met some awesome ppl there ... they were all very nice .. but i duno y .. i was stupid enough not to ask for their contacts~! omg!! well .. too bad .. hopefully i can see them there again next year .. well . i believe in a thing call faith u see :P

there goes my second week .. working my ass off.. .hopefully i will get a high pay :) the experience was good :)

my third week went flying by .. i tot tat it would be a catchng up week .. since i dint do anything much on the 1st and 3rd week :P but it dint really go as i planned .. i had to keep in mind tat my oral exam would be in less than 2 weeks when shcool reopens .. and 10essays from chinese ... maths hw .. and a persuasive essay due rite at the beginning of term~~ GOISH .. how could i finish all of them ??? so .. i told myself.. i had to do them~!! no matter wat! .. yea.. i did them .. with lots of procrastinating ~!! :P haha :P i did few chink essays the first day .. went on line most of the time .. talked on the phone .. enjoying my privacy like no body's business :P but thru on9 ... i found out tat there had been lots of things going on .. mostly .. bad news. . i sometimes really felt tat i'm so useless.. seeing them in so much pain .. but yet there is nothgin much tat i could do to undo the pain~ >.< hate myself!!! arhhh!! but someone special told me tat it actually help alot by just being a listener ... true .. but yet .. there is so much more tat i wanna do than be a listener .. i wanna put a smile on their faces again .. but i dont know how .. >.<
ya .. anywayz .. megan went to switchfoot's consert on wed .. she actually asked me to go with her. . it was a bit too sudden .. i wasnt really prepared n i dint really wanna spend so much on them when i hardly heard of their songs.. so i decided not to.. but i went out with megan n grace .. the whole morning we were trying to find how to go to the riverbank , southbank to have lunch .. somehow or another.. we jsut couldnt.. !! the trams jz kept going on the wrong track! .. or should i say tat we kept going on the wrong tram! :P .. aikz .. ahha .. end up going to eat dimsum .. yumcha in chinatown .. yummm ... while they were at the concert.. i went to the library .. (So guai leh :P )
WEEKEND .. i spent it with my primary frens who are a pair of twins .. a guy, samuel and sheryl ... they are currently studying in sydney .. and they came up to melbourne to spend their holz. . so happened that jon had knew them since young ..they were childhood ffrenz.. so we all went out together.. with jon n i as hosts~@ :P hehehe :P jon's parents were here too .. so they treated all of us lunch .. havin a promise tat we will treat them hokkien mee from the twins and char keoy teow from me back :P hahah .. anywayz we brought the twins to chadstone .. the biggest shopping mall .. ermm .. then boxhill .. for dinner .. well actually .. in short .. i did spend quite a lot of time with them .. 3days! went to city.. melbourne central .. hiiiii :) - selah just came n wrote this RANDOMLY :P - did lots of walking around .. watched 3 movies .. sky high .. wedding crashers .. and cinderalla man .. and even took sticker photos!! i had to admit tat the sticker photos werent tat nice and partly it was becos of me! :P

holz ended with a walk by the riverbank with the twins.. the lights.. the smile .. the experience and everything .. WAS AWESOME :)