My japanese name is 藤原 Fujiwara (wisteria fields) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations).
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HOLZ UPDATE

hols had started bout 2 weeks ago .. to be exact .. about 13days ago.. yupz .. meaning tat i havent blog since then .. wow~! :P just felt as if something is missing in me when i havent blogged .. something tat doesnt feel rite .. gosh! i'm addicted! *gasp!* hahaha .. nah .. just that i felt obliged to blog..geeshh... so here i go..

well .. hols been alrite so far .. well .. on friday .. was really glad tat the last day of term has finally arrived :) seriously needing tat break .. but the fact tat i'm not going home till dec really depresses me .. but now.. as i'm writting this blog .. i've actually survived 2 weeks here~! wow!! amazing heh? lots of ppl think so too .. even me myself! :P hahah . . anywayz .. ya .. was still busy packing on fri after school when half the bhse had gone .. aikz .. got a ride from joyce's sis down to sis and met up with muah daddy in his hotel~!! phew. . i nearly knocked on the wrong door~!! he actually sent me an sms telling me tat he was in room 316 .. somehow .. i tot tat he was in room 313 .. n thankfully i checked with the receptionist .. and fuii.. hehe .. found dad in the rite room in the end. .. hehe ..phew ~!!
had heaps of fun when dad was around ..brought him to the good restaurant and he pays for everyhting :P guess i'd gained few kgs when dad was here ... brought him to vic market to buy me fruits and also he needed to get them for the ppl tat we were gonna visit... ya .. we went to my cousin, seng's hse .. and his grannies hse .. just to say hi .. caught up with leong as we went around the city and had lunch at this chinese restaurant ..where we were their one n oni customers when we were there!! fuiyo!! haha ..when we walked in we repeated questioned ourselves whether was the restaurant open .. ohmygosh~! it was so yummy .. dad said he read it in some magz ..no dount it was so scrumptious then :P
went for dinner with my guardian with dad and leong .. did all the random things like "surveying the shopping market" and stoll around city .. watched tv at hotel :P ya .. had breaky (yumcha) with couz francis and he invited us to his hse .. he offered dad the ride to the airport too .. :P i think it's very nice of him :) and he also offered me to stay at his hse .. (which is where i am now) aikz .. was so sad when dad had to leave .. i was at the airport ..with my luggage at the boot of the car. . airticket n passport in my bag .. yet i wasnt the one flying .. hugged dad goodbye and yea .. recollect myself n left ~ NEARLY had tears rolling down but didnt~

staying at my guardian's place wasnt such a pleasant experience .. everything i did . i felt so restricted .. i couldnt have easy access to internet or the phone or anything ..i had to behave myself in a formal .. goodie goodie gal kinda way .. i hate it! well .. hate is a word too strong .. errmmm .. maybe just dislike it .. being constrained and everything ~ ..ya ... would prefer tat i stayed in the bhse .. hmm sounded like i'm contradicting myself eh?? but then in the bhse i could do wateva tat i felt like doing.. at least i was at ease .. but in my guardian hse ..she seemed to be very particular about things .. and yea. . i just felt tat i was really unwelcomed .. or maybe i was just thinking too much and comparing too much bout things .. or maybe it was just becos tat her sister in law was coming and she was stressed .. or maybe it was bcos tat she was going to tasmania and she dint feel tat she prepared for it ..or maybe it was becos of me not liking to stay under the roof of others who i'm not tat close to.. or maybe ..wateva .. it's gotta be my fault .. well ..watever it was . it was the past.. i'm not staying with her now .. and to be frank ..it wasnt tat bad .. just tat i have to constrain myself and behave properly .. no fooling around .. yea .. maybe i should start learning to behave :P

Vicky's Party
vicky's party was obviosly doubtless fun~!it was a sleepover party :P everyone had to be dressed in pyjamas :P there was about 18of us who went there .. inc megan nessa grace mel tina steph seeann ash janine shirlz and more .. see ann was very kind to bring me to vickz' hse when i arrived at the train station .. it was raining too .. :P double gratitute to her! :P anw .. ya .. we pigged out while waitin for everyone to arrive .. everyone took the eforrt to dress up .. was amazing :P haha :P we played some games.. firstly we were divided into groups .. in my group .. we had jess elena tina nessa and me .. then we played games like tressure hunt .. (hunting for photos) ..our group had to hunt for vicky's photo .. it was like everywhere~ so funny when we were actually tearing her hse down .. looking in basically everywhere .. behind the cupboard ..even underneathe the toilet bowl ~!! gosh ..so desperate .. in the end .. i was laughing like xiao poh .. our group won the first round but in the second game .. proved tat we werent as smart as others.. in who wants to be a millionaire ..we just raised our hands even tho we dint know the answer just to make sure that the other team wouldnt get 2 marks~ how evil .. but it was really funny tho ..cos a wild guess of mine got the answer ~!! :P jehehe .. and the last game was like shiraq .. was really funny when i saw the hostesses act .. some were too obvious and some were just too vague to guess.. :P the classic answer .. was elena's hipppooopppootaaammuuss ~!! so funny! but she got it~! well .. after tat was just plain playing random games like 007(i tot them how to play it.. the taiwan game tat long bean tot us) and also card games :P at about 1smtg ..we were stil watching movies like zoolanders and bride n prejudice .. was so tired ~!
but slept at 4/5 .. gosh .. wonder how the ppl manage to wake up at about 8 the next day .. cos i oni woke up at about 10 :P .. vicky'd parents were very nice n frenly..i had a great time at vicky's place :) thankz vicky for taking the trouble to organise everything :)

HOLZ ARE HERE

with the end of term come whizzing around .. aikz .. havent started packing yet!! and have to get my butt off this bhse .. staying with either my guardian and my cousins .. with not so much of convenience or privacy .. not being able to do wateva i feel like and stuff .. and the most annoying part is tat .. i'm not going home ~!!!! >.< i wanna go home now ..
mak and mandy went on the plane as i type this.. aaarrrrgggghhhhh ... i wanna go home ..

but thinking on the bright side.. no one would be free to play with me .. cos everyone would be too busy with their trials .. which reminded me to wish u guys all the best in the trialz ... i know tat most of u guys are really stressed out .. but still GAMBATEH orh!!! ..

so ... 3 weeks here .. wat can i do ..i have these options :
- work (duno where yet)
- good news : daddy's coming over for the weekend .. for business trip
- staying over at cousins and guardian .. (does that count as something to look forward to?)
- maybe going over to joyce's place with sally to just mess up her hse and get fat by baking cookies or cooking .. (obviously my role is to eat !! )
- wat really worries me is tat .. how am i gonna do my laundry and stuff??? how ? do i still have computer access as convenient as in the bhse?? would i be a hastle to the ppl whom i'll be staying with???

i duno

but so glad tat daddy;s coming :) yay!!!

trialz gambate!

THE WEEKEND

friday nite .. HOTPOT and STEAMBOAT nite :)
well ... at first i went to play badminton with megan and jess considering the fact tat i overslept and missed the training and finals are coming up soon .. so yeah .. need lots of practice to catch up .. so yea .. played till 5 .. then i caught the tram and went to knox to meet up with mandy and mak .. they were shopping there .. but i wasnt really in a mood to shop .. then i suddenly remembered that i needed to buy bday pressie for someone special ... so yea .. got a roxy wallet and a ripcurl belt. . anywayz .. do u know tat there's this really yummy popcorn shop in knox city??? they were sensational!! hope they werent fattening .. cos i bought and finished them :P anywayz . we missed the bus to boxhill where we were supposedly to have hotpot .. no choice but to cab there ..
pau selah hippie shayna tammi and joyce had already started eating .. we joined in .. somehow or another .. i wasnt tat full after all the eating .. omg~!! am i turning into a pig ???? NOOOO!!!! hehe :P anywayz .. ya .. we went to have gelati .. or should i say i went and ate gelati after tat .. well .. it was really yummy .. but surprsisingly ..it wasnt as fun as last time .. nor it was as filling ... hmm .. oh well .. but was glad tat i'm finally not gated!! i'm free!!

saturday- SANDY"S 18th BIRTHDAY
went to joyce's hse to celebrate her bday :) was great fun .. went to her hse in the morning and had to carry the groceries that she bought for joyce :P haha .. yupz ... she made me carry all those stuff .. but it was alrite ..the tot of us eating them up and bbq 'em all .. simply shuts me up :P ya.. nard and earth bought alcohol :P yumm ,... awesome .. anywayz .. i cooked some yummy chicken and mushroom .. so proud .. then when we just started to get into it .. it rained!@1! arrrhhh .. oh well .. moved into joyce's hse .. well .. we started playin games..
- marsmellow chuck and catch
- gruesome fishball with various sauces
- the most of all .. i tot them how to play mafia with limited amt of ppl (nard,joyce,sandy,lorraine,maggie) i miss playing mafia with u guys so much~!!!!!!!!
- drank .. for some unknown reason .. my face got really red .. but i have to clarify tat i wasnt drunk ok?? i was still in a clear mind :)
- slept over at joyce's hse .. watched a movie by the hot and charming louis koo :P

AFTER CAMP BEING CANCELLED
it was still good :)

well .. sadly camp was cancelled .. i guessed all the yr 11 were depressed cos .. supposedly we would have been having fun out there .. maybe skiiing .. at least no school .. but yet the stupid power failure and trees on the campsite stopped it and we all had to go to school .. how shit was it? no one was in a schooling mood .. ppl even wag school ... but course not me .. i oni missed badminton training ACCIDENTALLY!

the school made a leadership program on fri to make up the camp .. it was held at school.. we had speakers and some activities.. yupz .. it was good .. NO SCHOOL :) ya .. in the morning ...after roll call .. we went to the school hall and did some activities

1. photo of when u started school or kinder ..
well .. i've oni got a photo of me when i was 4 .. i brought it there. .i had so much baby fat then .. yet now .. it went down to my body~!! >.< anywayz ya .. we had to share memories of us when we were young with the person next to us ... mandy told me how she was called bread face when she was young ..and it really kinda suited her .. no offense though .. :P anywayz .. then we were divided into groups to write out the comparison between when we were young and now ..
group F consisted of
-mandy
-lydia
-serene
-tamista
-cat
-laura
-ashley
-hannah
-yaya
-me

2. speaker
it was supposedly to be the carreers counsellor .. guess she must be real busy .. she dint come and the talk was presented by mrs casey. she talked about making decision and choices .. especially in our tertiary studies .. was kinda boring .. :P but i like her closing speech .. "leadership is about involvement and commitment. have both"

3. ice breaker
we had the dance which is somesort tat resembles night walk in camp fire .. for me .. it's kinda different .. was totally messed up >.< but still had fun :)

4. speaker
the ex- legal study teacher came to talk to us about leadership (mind u .. this was supposedly to be a leadeship camp) ... she was a really good speaker .. even when there were technical difficulties .. she told us that leadership is about communications .. it's about leading your own life before leading others .. lots and lots .. such a pity i cant remember all of them .. i would love to share it though!! oh ya .. she said one's life is like cross-stich and tapestry .. on the front or the surface is great and nice and beautiful ..yet when u turn it over .. there's mistake .. thread not cutten ... knots all over and stuff .. u would oni show the back to the family and family . .. arrrghhhh.. i cant recap wat else did she say but i remember that she was a fab speaker and she has this quote tat stuck on my head..
"management is about doin the right things and leadership is about doing things rite "

5. lunch
pizza for free .. yummm ...everyone was supposedly to oni have 2 pieces .. but boarders ... (me) had more than tat. . i had 3! ya .. :P anywayz .. we went to play basketbal after tat .. was great fun though .. but too bad i had to go back earlier to finish decorating our shoe box to give it to the poor kids

6. speaker
she told us about parties .. drinking.. clubbing and also the consequences of them ..
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great stuff :)

7. spring festival carnival
each group had to come up with 2 models .. modelling the group's most creative fashion for the spring fashion . shall upload some photos later .. was great fun though .. serene and cat were the models .. mandy played music to go with the show .. i kinda wanna be the model at first but then serene took it ..so i was like ..ok .. yeah ... i dun mind .. :P

camp dint take place .. but was replaced by this one day leadership program .. it was great stuf f .. i guessed god have other arrangements for us when somethings dint happen ... i'm sure tat it's for the better :) yet .. i couldnt help thinking that it would be way better if we had been to the camp .. but on the other hand .. it wasnt tat bad ..