CAMP"S CANCELLED!!!!
oh my god~!! can u believe it.?!! camp's cancelled becoz the thunderstorm last nite strucked the trees and 15 trees had fallen down on the school compound !!! after all the preparation and packing and all the effort tat everyone put in~!! now it's cancelled~!!! >.< everyone's disappointed cos tmr and fri has to be a normal studying day~! when we first tot tat we could escape and have a break .. but now!!! no@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< gosh!! now tat camp's over.. all those junk tat i bought for camp are now gonna turn into fats~!! (cos i bot so much ~)
the day gals were really disappointed cos camp to them were supposedly to be a real big thing~! >.< it's like an overnight party for them .. but for boarders.. it's like a relaxing time .. to get out of school ground and slack off~ .. now !!! everyone has to study! HATE it ... annoying~! getting fat .. and not doing anything productive~!! >.<
good luck at ur trials or coming exams if u have one :P
well .. anywayz. . happy merdeka day
i'm still proud to be a malaysian~!! :)
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
TERM COMING TO AN END ~
yet i'm not going back~ *sob sob*
aikz .. how time flies .. term coming to an end~!!! how fast!!! well ... this would be the first time of me not going home .. i'm kinda scared and anxious. . i duno how am i gonna survive this long lasting 3 weeks?? no school .. no excercise .. dont have the convenience of internet access .. dun have the comfort of being myself for i have to behave myself in front of my cousins and guardians .. >.< aikz aikz .. how??? i kinda wanna go home now tat everyone who was staying back are changing their minds and buying ticket to go home >.< aikz .. but then i will not! .. i am determined and i shall help mum and dad to save money~! .. (since i wasted so much on food! :P ) well .. anywayz .. i'm hunting for a job over the hols to fill up my time .. or else i wont do anything productive other than gain weight (which is the last thing i want!!!!! ) argghhhhh!!!! any suggestions of wat can i do?
oh ya~! have i mentioned that i've successfully completed my 40hour famine 2 weeks ago??? if not .. yupz!! i have *applause* :P hehe :P i survived 40hours without solid food .. had oni been drinking juice .. and surprisingly enough .. i wasnt tat hungry .. hmmm .. maybe i should be doing this more often .. so tat i can loose all the fats in me!! :P hehe :P
so glad tat dad's coming over at the end of the term~!! really excited bout it cos at least i can still feel tat i'm connected to my home and family :) excited excited .. (partially becos he's bringing me more food :) apparently he's gonna bring mooncake!!!! hehe ~!! ) ya.. but it's good though .. cos it's the beginning of the hols and i stay with him .. and do wateva i feel comfortable doing :) yay~!!
well .. quite alot of lil things been happening .. nothing too much tat is really exciting .. but then .. ya..
senior house sports ..
badminton competitions
swimming trials
yr11 camp coming up .. actually ..it is tmr!!!
nominations for the school captains
yet i'm not going back~ *sob sob*
aikz .. how time flies .. term coming to an end~!!! how fast!!! well ... this would be the first time of me not going home .. i'm kinda scared and anxious. . i duno how am i gonna survive this long lasting 3 weeks?? no school .. no excercise .. dont have the convenience of internet access .. dun have the comfort of being myself for i have to behave myself in front of my cousins and guardians .. >.< aikz aikz .. how??? i kinda wanna go home now tat everyone who was staying back are changing their minds and buying ticket to go home >.< aikz .. but then i will not! .. i am determined and i shall help mum and dad to save money~! .. (since i wasted so much on food! :P ) well .. anywayz .. i'm hunting for a job over the hols to fill up my time .. or else i wont do anything productive other than gain weight (which is the last thing i want!!!!! ) argghhhhh!!!! any suggestions of wat can i do?
oh ya~! have i mentioned that i've successfully completed my 40hour famine 2 weeks ago??? if not .. yupz!! i have *applause* :P hehe :P i survived 40hours without solid food .. had oni been drinking juice .. and surprisingly enough .. i wasnt tat hungry .. hmmm .. maybe i should be doing this more often .. so tat i can loose all the fats in me!! :P hehe :P
so glad tat dad's coming over at the end of the term~!! really excited bout it cos at least i can still feel tat i'm connected to my home and family :) excited excited .. (partially becos he's bringing me more food :) apparently he's gonna bring mooncake!!!! hehe ~!! ) ya.. but it's good though .. cos it's the beginning of the hols and i stay with him .. and do wateva i feel comfortable doing :) yay~!!
well .. quite alot of lil things been happening .. nothing too much tat is really exciting .. but then .. ya..
senior house sports ..
badminton competitions
swimming trials
yr11 camp coming up .. actually ..it is tmr!!!
nominations for the school captains
Friday, August 26, 2005
STuFFED up 2 out of 3 TESTS ..
how bad can it be?
well .. guess i'm completely ok and learning to get over the fact tat life is full of "people running to meet each other .. with their hands open ... but their purpose is wrong .. they meet and continue to run.. passing each other" (i'm quoting from my english text book , Accidental Tourist, from last semester ) hehe :P ya .. i guess .. people do run to meet each other .. well ... i;m fortunate enough tat i havent met anyone who has a fault purpose :P .. but then .. i guess what "purpose" meant in the text is tat the view of life is different .. ok .. shall not discuss about my boring book .. i hate it anywayz .. but i couldnt stop getting pissed at myself for just simply being the dumbest gal in the school~!!!! god~!! why are they so smart??
as most of u might have known .. i've got 3 tests this week ... 2 maths application task (damn complicated maths question phrased in words not maths equations) and one chinese oral sac (school assessment course) . .. well .. i admit tat i wasnt really prepared for maths cos i've got chinese sac .. as it is more important .. but then the fact tat i screwed up chinese sac made me felt so useless and so stupid .. all the effort were all wasted ~!! >.< i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it!!!
i had spent nights and nights trying real hard to memorise my chinese sac shit .. and i really made the effort cos ii wanna do well in it .. yesterday ..when i was standing outside the door .. i still fell alrite ..as in still had all the shit in my head .. feeling alrite confident but still slightly nervous .. .. then .. as i enter .. my blood was pumping ..and for no reasons .. i start to freak out ..i duno y but i was real nervous!!!! gosh~!!! she is my teacher and i'd seen her so many times .. but i was still nervous~!! why though??? worse thing was tat i went blank .. not knowing how to speak up my words .. i had the image of the info in my head tat i memorised .. but words just dun seemed to come out of my mouth .. grr~!! why though ??? i was trying to focus and kept telling myself tat i can do it .. i can i can .. but it dint really work .. i was stiill nervous .. i stuttered .. i went ermm .. as if i have some speech problem ..and all of those yucky ggross shit had been recorded and will be sent out to assess if needed ... gross!!! how could i just do tat though?? stumbled over my speech .. went blank and wat else could go wrong? >.< the annoyin bit was tat when i was outside the room . i was completely fine~!! nothing like wat i was when i was inside ...
the effort i took to prepare it now .. it simply seems to be tedious! .. i slept at 1 . waking up at 5 for 2 continuous nights to prepare it .. and on the very day itself i had badminton training .. tat i tried to wake up earlier to go through it .. (but i couldnt :P) all the initiatives seemed so much like a wasted effort~!! >< hate myself for being so dumb ..
and just then .. maths application task .. left out one page completely blank! ... i had no time becos the previous questions i was making dumb mistakes!! and the question was worth 13 marks!! gosh . .. another screwed up test again~! arrrgggghhhh!!!
i feel like slapping myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aikz .. have to pull myself together .. it's oni 2 freaking dumb tests! who cares! yet inside myself .. i do care!!!!!!!! >.< so contradictory eh?
i'm fine .. just a bit frustrated at myself .. but i'm fine ..
how bad can it be?
well .. guess i'm completely ok and learning to get over the fact tat life is full of "people running to meet each other .. with their hands open ... but their purpose is wrong .. they meet and continue to run.. passing each other" (i'm quoting from my english text book , Accidental Tourist, from last semester ) hehe :P ya .. i guess .. people do run to meet each other .. well ... i;m fortunate enough tat i havent met anyone who has a fault purpose :P .. but then .. i guess what "purpose" meant in the text is tat the view of life is different .. ok .. shall not discuss about my boring book .. i hate it anywayz .. but i couldnt stop getting pissed at myself for just simply being the dumbest gal in the school~!!!! god~!! why are they so smart??
as most of u might have known .. i've got 3 tests this week ... 2 maths application task (damn complicated maths question phrased in words not maths equations) and one chinese oral sac (school assessment course) . .. well .. i admit tat i wasnt really prepared for maths cos i've got chinese sac .. as it is more important .. but then the fact tat i screwed up chinese sac made me felt so useless and so stupid .. all the effort were all wasted ~!! >.< i hate it !! i hate it !! i hate it!!!
i had spent nights and nights trying real hard to memorise my chinese sac shit .. and i really made the effort cos ii wanna do well in it .. yesterday ..when i was standing outside the door .. i still fell alrite ..as in still had all the shit in my head .. feeling alrite confident but still slightly nervous .. .. then .. as i enter .. my blood was pumping ..and for no reasons .. i start to freak out ..i duno y but i was real nervous!!!! gosh~!!! she is my teacher and i'd seen her so many times .. but i was still nervous~!! why though??? worse thing was tat i went blank .. not knowing how to speak up my words .. i had the image of the info in my head tat i memorised .. but words just dun seemed to come out of my mouth .. grr~!! why though ??? i was trying to focus and kept telling myself tat i can do it .. i can i can .. but it dint really work .. i was stiill nervous .. i stuttered .. i went ermm .. as if i have some speech problem ..and all of those yucky ggross shit had been recorded and will be sent out to assess if needed ... gross!!! how could i just do tat though?? stumbled over my speech .. went blank and wat else could go wrong? >.< the annoyin bit was tat when i was outside the room . i was completely fine~!! nothing like wat i was when i was inside ...
the effort i took to prepare it now .. it simply seems to be tedious! .. i slept at 1 . waking up at 5 for 2 continuous nights to prepare it .. and on the very day itself i had badminton training .. tat i tried to wake up earlier to go through it .. (but i couldnt :P) all the initiatives seemed so much like a wasted effort~!! >< hate myself for being so dumb ..
and just then .. maths application task .. left out one page completely blank! ... i had no time becos the previous questions i was making dumb mistakes!! and the question was worth 13 marks!! gosh . .. another screwed up test again~! arrrgggghhhh!!!
i feel like slapping myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aikz .. have to pull myself together .. it's oni 2 freaking dumb tests! who cares! yet inside myself .. i do care!!!!!!!! >.< so contradictory eh?
i'm fine .. just a bit frustrated at myself .. but i'm fine ..
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
TEARS .. droplet from the eyes
well ... i duno y .. but i've kept seeing tears coming out of various eyes recently.. but yet sadly .. none are tears of joy .. they were just plain sad .. solemn .. and unhappiness .. >.< why though ???
why do people have feelings ???this is wat i frequently asks myself .. wouldnt it be better if we were numb .. and live a dull life each and everyday /??? at least we wouldnt have to get hurt by some sensitive feelings tat "aint productive" ..
but even though i've been hurt for thousand millions times ... i still choose to have feelings .. stupid hey? but then .. it is only then tat i can feel joy .. and happiness.. only through this tat i can be happy and then the live tat i want ..cos i simply cant live a dull monotonous numb live ... i guess no one ever could .. mayb by getting hurt tat we mature .. maybe .. i'm confused~!
when i crashed into c2(faizai;s room) .. her roomate was crying .. she had alwayz been cheerful .. asking ppl how are they . and . seemed to be so organised and stuff. .. tat i would never tat of sadness would hit her so hard .. . when later asked why .. it was just tat she felt somehow rejected .. but glad tat she is able to put a smile back on her face now .. and is feeling perfectly alrite now .. *relieved*
then .. melb uni open day .. (shall talk about it later) ..when returned back to the bhse .. just a simply casual conversation with a best fren .. then .. i found out that there were so much resentment and disatisfaction in her .. so much frustration .. she is annoyed bout how ppl treat ppl .. the unjust and unfair in life .. the purpose of living .. and really deep meaningful stuff tat she had been troubled with .. she couldnt pull herself together to do wat she is supposed to ... like hw .. commitments and stuff .. she duno wat she wants for herself .. cos she's just too nice .. forever thinking bout others .. and pressuring herself .. trying to live up to someone tat she finds out tat she is not .. she hates how our world is governed by unspoken rules. . how appearances does matter.. and why ppl have to behave the way they should .. she wants to live as a cavewoman (Something tat i wouldnt even wanna consider bout ) cos she just doesnt like the world and the way it is now .... i consoled her abit ... but i dun think i really helped alot .. but i felt really bad listening to her .. there were just too much sadness in her .. too complicated. .. tat i felt tat i'm so useless as a fren .. couldnt even cheer her up .. i tried so hard to .. but words just ran away off my head.. yet .. my ears were very attentive .. shoulders ready to be leaned on .. yet .. guilt creeps in me for .. the problem in her is still there .. hate myself for being so useless.. but i'm glad tat i was there to listen to her .. pal.. hope u can stand up soon ..
tears just rolled out of a pair of ballerina's eyes yesterday ... her exams are coming soon .. yet she felt so unprepared .. the pressure in her is consuming her .. she wanna do well in her exams .. yet she doesnt have enough time .. doesnt have a good place or studio to practice. . nor a good teacher to guide her ... she is just so lost and she is faced with such a big challenge!! bearing the tot tat she has to focus on her studies. . everyting is just a bit too much for her .. and wat i did was just giving her words of encouragement .. how helpful >.< i wanna do more !!! but yet i duno wat is wise to do .. hate myself!!!!
well ..the last one is the one tat touches me the most .. she cried a lot .. was like crying full on... till the next day .. her eyes were swelling .. and the reason u might ask // its becos of her frens back home .. she is from malaysia .. and knowing tat her frens are having spm .. she tries to encourage them as much as possible .. and also .. deep inside her .. she knows tat when she returns home in dec. .. everything would be different as her friends would have graduate and may possibly be setting out for their future education and stuff ...everyone going in different directions .. being glamourous and successful .. she knew it ... she knew tat the day would come.. . but according to her .. it just dint hit her till one day .. her best fren is planning to go on the exchange programme (which is a real hot thing now i heard) during the period when she is at home for hols .. meaning .. they may not be able to spend time together~! .. and tat really hit her hard .. it's like chucking a brick on her head! .. she was just thoroughly shocked at the thoughts of not having her best frens' company during the hols when in the past they spent tonnes of crazy moments together .. it was simply unbelievable ! ... deeply in her ..she is proud and alwayz having her head up high for every single thing her frens did at home .. even by listening to stories and stuff. .she is happy enough to know bout all the small things tat happen to her frens ... but the fact tat everyone is seperating after spm just terrifies her .. wat if she looses contact .. wat if they never meet again ..so many "wat if"s .. aikz .. and the fact tat she left her comfort zone and came over to study her has made her see the change and "effects of seperation".. . she cried and cried becos she misses them so much but yet she cant do anything about it ....
lots of people may think tat she is just being stupid and foolish .. crying over the future tat is still a mystery .. or something tat is inevitable ... but for me ... i clearly understands her and empathied her .. for she was me >.<
well ... i duno y .. but i've kept seeing tears coming out of various eyes recently.. but yet sadly .. none are tears of joy .. they were just plain sad .. solemn .. and unhappiness .. >.< why though ???
why do people have feelings ???this is wat i frequently asks myself .. wouldnt it be better if we were numb .. and live a dull life each and everyday /??? at least we wouldnt have to get hurt by some sensitive feelings tat "aint productive" ..
but even though i've been hurt for thousand millions times ... i still choose to have feelings .. stupid hey? but then .. it is only then tat i can feel joy .. and happiness.. only through this tat i can be happy and then the live tat i want ..cos i simply cant live a dull monotonous numb live ... i guess no one ever could .. mayb by getting hurt tat we mature .. maybe .. i'm confused~!
when i crashed into c2(faizai;s room) .. her roomate was crying .. she had alwayz been cheerful .. asking ppl how are they . and . seemed to be so organised and stuff. .. tat i would never tat of sadness would hit her so hard .. . when later asked why .. it was just tat she felt somehow rejected .. but glad tat she is able to put a smile back on her face now .. and is feeling perfectly alrite now .. *relieved*
then .. melb uni open day .. (shall talk about it later) ..when returned back to the bhse .. just a simply casual conversation with a best fren .. then .. i found out that there were so much resentment and disatisfaction in her .. so much frustration .. she is annoyed bout how ppl treat ppl .. the unjust and unfair in life .. the purpose of living .. and really deep meaningful stuff tat she had been troubled with .. she couldnt pull herself together to do wat she is supposed to ... like hw .. commitments and stuff .. she duno wat she wants for herself .. cos she's just too nice .. forever thinking bout others .. and pressuring herself .. trying to live up to someone tat she finds out tat she is not .. she hates how our world is governed by unspoken rules. . how appearances does matter.. and why ppl have to behave the way they should .. she wants to live as a cavewoman (Something tat i wouldnt even wanna consider bout ) cos she just doesnt like the world and the way it is now .... i consoled her abit ... but i dun think i really helped alot .. but i felt really bad listening to her .. there were just too much sadness in her .. too complicated. .. tat i felt tat i'm so useless as a fren .. couldnt even cheer her up .. i tried so hard to .. but words just ran away off my head.. yet .. my ears were very attentive .. shoulders ready to be leaned on .. yet .. guilt creeps in me for .. the problem in her is still there .. hate myself for being so useless.. but i'm glad tat i was there to listen to her .. pal.. hope u can stand up soon ..
tears just rolled out of a pair of ballerina's eyes yesterday ... her exams are coming soon .. yet she felt so unprepared .. the pressure in her is consuming her .. she wanna do well in her exams .. yet she doesnt have enough time .. doesnt have a good place or studio to practice. . nor a good teacher to guide her ... she is just so lost and she is faced with such a big challenge!! bearing the tot tat she has to focus on her studies. . everyting is just a bit too much for her .. and wat i did was just giving her words of encouragement .. how helpful >.< i wanna do more !!! but yet i duno wat is wise to do .. hate myself!!!!
well ..the last one is the one tat touches me the most .. she cried a lot .. was like crying full on... till the next day .. her eyes were swelling .. and the reason u might ask // its becos of her frens back home .. she is from malaysia .. and knowing tat her frens are having spm .. she tries to encourage them as much as possible .. and also .. deep inside her .. she knows tat when she returns home in dec. .. everything would be different as her friends would have graduate and may possibly be setting out for their future education and stuff ...everyone going in different directions .. being glamourous and successful .. she knew it ... she knew tat the day would come.. . but according to her .. it just dint hit her till one day .. her best fren is planning to go on the exchange programme (which is a real hot thing now i heard) during the period when she is at home for hols .. meaning .. they may not be able to spend time together~! .. and tat really hit her hard .. it's like chucking a brick on her head! .. she was just thoroughly shocked at the thoughts of not having her best frens' company during the hols when in the past they spent tonnes of crazy moments together .. it was simply unbelievable ! ... deeply in her ..she is proud and alwayz having her head up high for every single thing her frens did at home .. even by listening to stories and stuff. .she is happy enough to know bout all the small things tat happen to her frens ... but the fact tat everyone is seperating after spm just terrifies her .. wat if she looses contact .. wat if they never meet again ..so many "wat if"s .. aikz .. and the fact tat she left her comfort zone and came over to study her has made her see the change and "effects of seperation".. . she cried and cried becos she misses them so much but yet she cant do anything about it ....
lots of people may think tat she is just being stupid and foolish .. crying over the future tat is still a mystery .. or something tat is inevitable ... but for me ... i clearly understands her and empathied her .. for she was me >.<
hey guyz~!! .. patient mann .. will post my photo up as soon as i get a photo of it from mandy k? .. still real busy .. having chinese sac this thurs where i have to freaking memorise 6 pages full about chinese tea!! their names are so long tat i cant even rmb .. >.< god pls help me~!! >.< and this test is real important as it is accumulated and counted in our final exams .. shit me ~!! on top of tat .. i'll be also having my gmaths * application task .. on the same day as my chinese sac and on friday as well .. dun wanna do it .. >.< havent even prepared my cheat sheet. . how am i gonna manage?? >.<
special birthday wishes to all the august babies ..
1st fei zhai
5th my dearest mummy :)
6th florence
8th yentink
10th joanne
14th singchia & couz oiloon
15th tammi
16th zhien wei
20th my cutest bro
22nd hua chu
21st hai ming
27th toh yuen & gopi
28th rueyyng
29th couz leong
happy belated / advance Birthday~!! really hope tat my wishes can get to u .. but anw .. have a great awesome 17th burfday and may all ur wishes come true k/???? enjoy and have a great time :) study hard .. party harder~!! :P
special birthday wishes to all the august babies ..
1st fei zhai
5th my dearest mummy :)
6th florence
8th yentink
10th joanne
14th singchia & couz oiloon
15th tammi
16th zhien wei
20th my cutest bro
22nd hua chu
21st hai ming
27th toh yuen & gopi
28th rueyyng
29th couz leong
happy belated / advance Birthday~!! really hope tat my wishes can get to u .. but anw .. have a great awesome 17th burfday and may all ur wishes come true k/???? enjoy and have a great time :) study hard .. party harder~!! :P
Monday, August 22, 2005
PROM ..
prom was great fun .. all the dressing up .. making up .. and getting excited .. well .. seemed like i was the one who tended to be the most excited since this was my first eva prom .. i wanna have a good time so tat i can ensure that when i go back .. the prom back home would be better :P hehe :P yupz ... everything started off early ..
well .the nite before prom .. i was painting my nailz .. guess wat ??? first time of my painting my nailz .. and i aint tat great at it .. spent like 3 hrs painting 5 fingers .. how bad can it be ??? my nails ended painted my tammi and selah .. hehe :P thankz guyz .. .well .. i know no one barely notices someone else's nailz .. but the day gals. . they spent like AUD $60 to get their nails done at the pros .. well .. shall not compare to them .. but when someone else is painting ur nails .. u really feel like a princess being taken care of .. hehe :P should have taken a photo of tat :P
anywayz .. went to boxhill to pick up my make-up artist ... kitty and pau(givin kitty mental support) .. my neighbour next door .. hehe :P they went out over the weekend .. and suggested tat we have lunch out .. avoiding yucky and fatten bhse food .. yupz .. wanna look thin in the dress .. so they had chicken/duck rice .. well for me .. i had a bun ..
we started dressing up for it at about 3 ..
kitty did makmak' s hair first then mine .. mak's hair was straightened .. and initially .. they wanted to curl mine .. but it turned out to be a disaster .. so.. at about 4 .. i had to have another shower again to straigthen the curl .. aikz ..3 shower in a day!! i dint even take as many shower in a hot day in msia .. :P yupz .. after all the hastle .. we then decided to leave my hair as normal . not doing anything to it ..
kitty was the pro make-up artist .. she did make up for both mak and me .. mandy did her own . .she was good enough to do by herself.. she drew a spider web kinda thingy on her eye .. very cool .. look at the pic below .. she was the one in black dress next to vanessa in red ..
our cab arrived at 6.45 .. we pulled off from taking the limo since it was a bit too expensive .. abit disappointed .. but still .. kinda glad tat i dint get on the limo .. went to the function hall near chuxiang's school ..
the moment i arrived .. i was in total shock!! looking at everyone else being so pretty and gorgeous!!! seriously !! everyone was so dressed up .. getting their hair and make up done at the pro .. and omg!~!! it was such a glamerous scene .. even the most unpredictable galz.. wearing their dresses. . no offence to anyone .. but seriously.. everyone .. was simply .. irresistable~!!! ermmm ..except for rachel soon . .who wore a suit .. as in guy suit .. a bit awkward ... but she really did stand out~!! :P
personally .. i think jacky, vanessa, iona and mary (see photo below) were really pretty ... i think quor's dress was really attractive cos it is my favourite color .. baby blue~!! and jen the queen simply rocks~!! yan and hannah were simply elegant .. i know i've said it ten billion times .. but still .. everyone was real pretty !!!
well .. knowing tat i'm such a person tat couldnt stop taking photo.. the moment i arrived and took off my jacket.. snap snap .. here i went.. taking photo with possibly every single one tat i know and i could ask . .. wanna catch all these memories .. :) but it wasnt long enough till we were asked to sit down and then entree which is a choice of either pumpkin or minestone soup was served .. when i was on the table .. i got to meet roy,ron and mark .. megan's , van's and yasmin;s date.. i think mark is cute~!! sorry guys.. not posting the pic of him n me though :P .. anywayz .. ya .. was on the table with the company of megan and roy, van and ron, yasmin and mark, grace, makmak and mandy :) mandy said tat there was this cater boy who was hot .. but then .. i think he was just alrite .. but then dint get a photo of him tho .. >..<
it wasnt long till everyone finished their soup and the dance floor started to get crowded .. everyone mingled and danced.. as for me .. i grabbed hold of every single possible opportunity to take photo with ppl :P typical of me .. guess i'll be doing tat in msia prom too :P they had some really nice songs like usher's "yeah" and blink 182's " all the small things" which brought back memories .. and tonnes more .. which i couldnt remember off head. . but yeah .. it was very silly of me .. for i was a bit too high and was too into it tat my tiara fell off couple of times tat i had to trouble mandy to put it back up ... evidently .. i dun have the grace of a princess .. :P
there were a few guys who werent tat sociable .. they were just sitting on their seats when everyone else were dancing .. ppl may think that their dates ditch them .. well .. in my opinion ..there could oni be 3 possibilities .. 1. they dint like dancing or maybe dancing aint their thing .. 2. they din like the music or the song ... 3. they were not open enough or sociable to go for a mingle .. 4. they were just shy // .. hmmm .. should have asked them eh~! :P
after a few dances .. when the dancing floor started to get crowded .. they just had to stop the music and broke the news tat dinner was gonna be served .. everyone was so high and so in the mood .. but then ... oh well .. we went back to our seats and waited anxiously for our food .. praying tat it would be better than bhse food :P thankfully ..it did .. ermm .. but the look of the potato looked a bit like the shape of a shit .. shall post photo of it :P hehe :P i had some stuffed chicken .. very fattening .. but who cares~!!:P hehe
when our dinner was in front of us .. it was a normal thing to start eating .. but then it is also courtesy and manners to wait for the everyone on the table is there before u start consuming ur food.. well .. megan wasnt back yet as she was busy takiing photos or talking to ppl .. everyone was just waiting for her .. except one.. van's partner .. i guesseed he was too hungry tat he started eating .. :P but ron was being a real gentleman .. he waited for megan to come back :) how nice ..
tips for gentlemen
-it's gonna be nice and good if u escort ur date into the hall when entering ..
-remember to push in her class as she sits .. :P (optional)
-wait for her to come back .. wherever she'd gone before u start eatin ..
-make the first move.. ask ur date to dance
after dinner .. we went back on the dance floor .. we also took a group photo .. it was taken by the professionals with all the special ..cool .. camera and equipments.. but weird enough ..the lady asked us to pose really weird poses ..like biting our finger or pretend to be a tiger .. i dint follow her instructions or course ~!!! :P .. after learning how to pose cutely and creatively in front of the camera from the taiwan trip .. i put the learnt skills into good use and pose decently infront of the camera .. :P
the photos and dancing continues .. but not to forget there was also a short award session .. the award winners were as follow .. (some photos available)
prom king - sam (ashlea's date)
prom queen - jen
miss congeniality - romily
cinderalla - jess yoong (no photos available)
best couple - priya and date (no photo)
best dancer - jacky's date (no photo)
the night continues with lots of laughter and dancing and socialising .. it was an AWESOME night wiht great loads of fun .. but sadly .. it ended too soon .. and without us knowing .. it was time to go .. we dint even know tat the last song was coming ... mandy said tat they should have said tat ermm .. smtg like " this is the last song .. invite someone special to dance with u " or smtg like tat~!! hmmm .. good idea!!! prom committee should consider tat ... and also we didnt have ladies' choice .. or men's choice .. i dint really wanna leave tat early .. but then mandy and mak were quite keen on leaving.. so i had to .. bid goodnite to the others and hugged. . it was such a short nite~!! >.< bet it's gonna be shorter the one back home ..
lucky enough .. we managed to catch a cab without much obstacle and hopped on to go to joyce's hse ... aikz .. the taxi driver memang blur~!!! wasted a few dollars going on circles!! but then ... it was such a great nite tat i dint really bother ~!! hehe :P and the moment we reached joyce's hse ..we full on pigged out.. noodles ..chips ..choc ... chipz .. milo .. everythign .. but sadly ..we couldnt make it to the movies in the cinema .. ended watching stephen chow's movie at home .. a great way to end prom eh?
:)
prom was great fun .. all the dressing up .. making up .. and getting excited .. well .. seemed like i was the one who tended to be the most excited since this was my first eva prom .. i wanna have a good time so tat i can ensure that when i go back .. the prom back home would be better :P hehe :P yupz ... everything started off early ..
well .the nite before prom .. i was painting my nailz .. guess wat ??? first time of my painting my nailz .. and i aint tat great at it .. spent like 3 hrs painting 5 fingers .. how bad can it be ??? my nails ended painted my tammi and selah .. hehe :P thankz guyz .. .well .. i know no one barely notices someone else's nailz .. but the day gals. . they spent like AUD $60 to get their nails done at the pros .. well .. shall not compare to them .. but when someone else is painting ur nails .. u really feel like a princess being taken care of .. hehe :P should have taken a photo of tat :P
anywayz .. went to boxhill to pick up my make-up artist ... kitty and pau(givin kitty mental support) .. my neighbour next door .. hehe :P they went out over the weekend .. and suggested tat we have lunch out .. avoiding yucky and fatten bhse food .. yupz .. wanna look thin in the dress .. so they had chicken/duck rice .. well for me .. i had a bun ..
we started dressing up for it at about 3 ..
kitty did makmak' s hair first then mine .. mak's hair was straightened .. and initially .. they wanted to curl mine .. but it turned out to be a disaster .. so.. at about 4 .. i had to have another shower again to straigthen the curl .. aikz ..3 shower in a day!! i dint even take as many shower in a hot day in msia .. :P yupz .. after all the hastle .. we then decided to leave my hair as normal . not doing anything to it ..
kitty was the pro make-up artist .. she did make up for both mak and me .. mandy did her own . .she was good enough to do by herself.. she drew a spider web kinda thingy on her eye .. very cool .. look at the pic below .. she was the one in black dress next to vanessa in red ..
our cab arrived at 6.45 .. we pulled off from taking the limo since it was a bit too expensive .. abit disappointed .. but still .. kinda glad tat i dint get on the limo .. went to the function hall near chuxiang's school ..
the moment i arrived .. i was in total shock!! looking at everyone else being so pretty and gorgeous!!! seriously !! everyone was so dressed up .. getting their hair and make up done at the pro .. and omg!~!! it was such a glamerous scene .. even the most unpredictable galz.. wearing their dresses. . no offence to anyone .. but seriously.. everyone .. was simply .. irresistable~!!! ermmm ..except for rachel soon . .who wore a suit .. as in guy suit .. a bit awkward ... but she really did stand out~!! :P
personally .. i think jacky, vanessa, iona and mary (see photo below) were really pretty ... i think quor's dress was really attractive cos it is my favourite color .. baby blue~!! and jen the queen simply rocks~!! yan and hannah were simply elegant .. i know i've said it ten billion times .. but still .. everyone was real pretty !!!
well .. knowing tat i'm such a person tat couldnt stop taking photo.. the moment i arrived and took off my jacket.. snap snap .. here i went.. taking photo with possibly every single one tat i know and i could ask . .. wanna catch all these memories .. :) but it wasnt long enough till we were asked to sit down and then entree which is a choice of either pumpkin or minestone soup was served .. when i was on the table .. i got to meet roy,ron and mark .. megan's , van's and yasmin;s date.. i think mark is cute~!! sorry guys.. not posting the pic of him n me though :P .. anywayz .. ya .. was on the table with the company of megan and roy, van and ron, yasmin and mark, grace, makmak and mandy :) mandy said tat there was this cater boy who was hot .. but then .. i think he was just alrite .. but then dint get a photo of him tho .. >..<
it wasnt long till everyone finished their soup and the dance floor started to get crowded .. everyone mingled and danced.. as for me .. i grabbed hold of every single possible opportunity to take photo with ppl :P typical of me .. guess i'll be doing tat in msia prom too :P they had some really nice songs like usher's "yeah" and blink 182's " all the small things" which brought back memories .. and tonnes more .. which i couldnt remember off head. . but yeah .. it was very silly of me .. for i was a bit too high and was too into it tat my tiara fell off couple of times tat i had to trouble mandy to put it back up ... evidently .. i dun have the grace of a princess .. :P
there were a few guys who werent tat sociable .. they were just sitting on their seats when everyone else were dancing .. ppl may think that their dates ditch them .. well .. in my opinion ..there could oni be 3 possibilities .. 1. they dint like dancing or maybe dancing aint their thing .. 2. they din like the music or the song ... 3. they were not open enough or sociable to go for a mingle .. 4. they were just shy // .. hmmm .. should have asked them eh~! :P
after a few dances .. when the dancing floor started to get crowded .. they just had to stop the music and broke the news tat dinner was gonna be served .. everyone was so high and so in the mood .. but then ... oh well .. we went back to our seats and waited anxiously for our food .. praying tat it would be better than bhse food :P thankfully ..it did .. ermm .. but the look of the potato looked a bit like the shape of a shit .. shall post photo of it :P hehe :P i had some stuffed chicken .. very fattening .. but who cares~!!:P hehe
when our dinner was in front of us .. it was a normal thing to start eating .. but then it is also courtesy and manners to wait for the everyone on the table is there before u start consuming ur food.. well .. megan wasnt back yet as she was busy takiing photos or talking to ppl .. everyone was just waiting for her .. except one.. van's partner .. i guesseed he was too hungry tat he started eating .. :P but ron was being a real gentleman .. he waited for megan to come back :) how nice ..
tips for gentlemen
-it's gonna be nice and good if u escort ur date into the hall when entering ..
-remember to push in her class as she sits .. :P (optional)
-wait for her to come back .. wherever she'd gone before u start eatin ..
-make the first move.. ask ur date to dance
after dinner .. we went back on the dance floor .. we also took a group photo .. it was taken by the professionals with all the special ..cool .. camera and equipments.. but weird enough ..the lady asked us to pose really weird poses ..like biting our finger or pretend to be a tiger .. i dint follow her instructions or course ~!!! :P .. after learning how to pose cutely and creatively in front of the camera from the taiwan trip .. i put the learnt skills into good use and pose decently infront of the camera .. :P
the photos and dancing continues .. but not to forget there was also a short award session .. the award winners were as follow .. (some photos available)
prom king - sam (ashlea's date)
prom queen - jen
miss congeniality - romily
cinderalla - jess yoong (no photos available)
best couple - priya and date (no photo)
best dancer - jacky's date (no photo)
the night continues with lots of laughter and dancing and socialising .. it was an AWESOME night wiht great loads of fun .. but sadly .. it ended too soon .. and without us knowing .. it was time to go .. we dint even know tat the last song was coming ... mandy said tat they should have said tat ermm .. smtg like " this is the last song .. invite someone special to dance with u " or smtg like tat~!! hmmm .. good idea!!! prom committee should consider tat ... and also we didnt have ladies' choice .. or men's choice .. i dint really wanna leave tat early .. but then mandy and mak were quite keen on leaving.. so i had to .. bid goodnite to the others and hugged. . it was such a short nite~!! >.< bet it's gonna be shorter the one back home ..
lucky enough .. we managed to catch a cab without much obstacle and hopped on to go to joyce's hse ... aikz .. the taxi driver memang blur~!!! wasted a few dollars going on circles!! but then ... it was such a great nite tat i dint really bother ~!! hehe :P and the moment we reached joyce's hse ..we full on pigged out.. noodles ..chips ..choc ... chipz .. milo .. everythign .. but sadly ..we couldnt make it to the movies in the cinema .. ended watching stephen chow's movie at home .. a great way to end prom eh?
:)
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
HOTPOT aka. STEAMBOAT
havent been updating for quite some while .. aikz .. really sorry guys.. was really busy .. now tat i've gotten a tagboard .. i'm actually quite surprised tat quite a lot of ppl visits my blog~!! :) yay!!!! keep reading ya~!! my motivation to blog ..
this weekend was thoroughly an enjoyable and unforgettable one .. :) seriously ..it was great great fun`!!!
last friday nite .. pau..kitty.. me .. karen and feizhai went to city to have hot pot .. we wanted to wait for pau to return from physics camp .. so tat we can all take a cab there together .. but then at about 5.30 ..the cab was there .. outside the door waiting for us . but then .. pau aint back yet!!! we were like omg ..wat to do .. we called her so many thousand times but then .. she said she stil need a few minutes.. she's literally outside the school .. we were like wat now ??? plus the new annoying staff .. mrs murphy was like freaking bugging us .. "it's very noti gals very noti of u" ..we were totally giving her the wat the hell kinda look .. we had no other options but to hop on the cab .. the cab driver was like "cant u gals be more organised"
but then .. oh well .. we would just meet pau at the nearest train stop // .. while we were waiting at camberwell .. kitty and i were hunting for make-up stuff for the prom.. we dint really get stuff cos i;ve borrowed heaps of make up stuff from didi .. and she's got tonnes .. so i dun really need to buy tat many stuff .. went for hotpot aka steamboat wit pau karen kitty and feizai>.< i was like full on eating then .. which i shouldnt be cos formal was on the next day .. oh well .. who cares .. i couldnt be stuffed anymore .. :P pigging out!! yummmm with all the fish balls :)
on my way back to the bhse was scary.. i had to go on the cab cos i freaking miss the tram by one sec@@!!! >.< gosh .. the tram was literally leaving in front of my face! how annoying is tat!! and then i realised tat the next tram would be in 45 minutes ... no way am i waiting in the dark alone .. in the cold alone .. >.< for an instance i felt very insecure and very scared in the dark chilly streets of melbourne .. really scared tat anything might happened .. yet the warmth from my stomach comforts me ... then i hopped on the cab and reached bhse safely :)
havent been updating for quite some while .. aikz .. really sorry guys.. was really busy .. now tat i've gotten a tagboard .. i'm actually quite surprised tat quite a lot of ppl visits my blog~!! :) yay!!!! keep reading ya~!! my motivation to blog ..
this weekend was thoroughly an enjoyable and unforgettable one .. :) seriously ..it was great great fun`!!!
last friday nite .. pau..kitty.. me .. karen and feizhai went to city to have hot pot .. we wanted to wait for pau to return from physics camp .. so tat we can all take a cab there together .. but then at about 5.30 ..the cab was there .. outside the door waiting for us . but then .. pau aint back yet!!! we were like omg ..wat to do .. we called her so many thousand times but then .. she said she stil need a few minutes.. she's literally outside the school .. we were like wat now ??? plus the new annoying staff .. mrs murphy was like freaking bugging us .. "it's very noti gals very noti of u" ..we were totally giving her the wat the hell kinda look .. we had no other options but to hop on the cab .. the cab driver was like "cant u gals be more organised"
but then .. oh well .. we would just meet pau at the nearest train stop // .. while we were waiting at camberwell .. kitty and i were hunting for make-up stuff for the prom.. we dint really get stuff cos i;ve borrowed heaps of make up stuff from didi .. and she's got tonnes .. so i dun really need to buy tat many stuff .. went for hotpot aka steamboat wit pau karen kitty and feizai>.< i was like full on eating then .. which i shouldnt be cos formal was on the next day .. oh well .. who cares .. i couldnt be stuffed anymore .. :P pigging out!! yummmm with all the fish balls :)
on my way back to the bhse was scary.. i had to go on the cab cos i freaking miss the tram by one sec@@!!! >.< gosh .. the tram was literally leaving in front of my face! how annoying is tat!! and then i realised tat the next tram would be in 45 minutes ... no way am i waiting in the dark alone .. in the cold alone .. >.< for an instance i felt very insecure and very scared in the dark chilly streets of melbourne .. really scared tat anything might happened .. yet the warmth from my stomach comforts me ... then i hopped on the cab and reached bhse safely :)
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
TAGBOARD's UP!!
to all who visits my blog...
if u keep scrolling down to the end of the page .. u'll see a tag board.. yupz .. it's up!! ..
do leave me a msg or so .. i'll reply u asap!
but also .. could someone pls teach me how to move it to the side of the page instead of the bottom??? thankz ..
adieus
to all who visits my blog...
if u keep scrolling down to the end of the page .. u'll see a tag board.. yupz .. it's up!! ..
do leave me a msg or so .. i'll reply u asap!
but also .. could someone pls teach me how to move it to the side of the page instead of the bottom??? thankz ..
adieus
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
CHAPEL with A GOOD SPEAKER
- his speech did impact me! -
ermm .. i've got something to share with u .. i duno .. i just find it very interesting and very motivative.. it was monday nite .. when we usually have chapel in the boardin hse ... the usual reactions would be like .. "aww .. not again " .. or .. "wat a waste of time . why cant they just cancel it .. " and so on the negative comments of it ... and usually at this time .. everyone is kinda locked inside the dining room and was only allowed to go back after chapel's over .. after dinner .. and in tat case .. normally.. i would be either doozing off to sleep or .. day dreaming .. :P not a real good listener when it comes to chapel .. but surprisingly .. monday .. i kinda pay attention to wat the reverend said .. weird eh?? but i supposed he was a really good speaker .. will try to recap wat he said ..
firstly .. he said ..wat is it to like to live young?? .. well .. i suppose this u guys clearer than me .. tat is live young is not to try all the harmful drugs or do anything to harm ppl or harm ourselves .. live young is to be young in spirit and enthusiastic in life .. yupz .. he spoke of those first .. which kinda attracted my attn bcos they were words of familiarity .. i heard it before from someone older.. someone rather important in my life :) yup yup .. live young .. kidults! and be good!
after that .. he asked .. who would love to be loved .. i raised my hands .. and i wasnt ashamed .. cos i really know wat it was like to feel unloved .. and he shared his experience of his christianity life .. and how god loves him ..but i'm not gonna go into details .. but yeah .. i do agree with him tat being loved is very important! .. so yeah ..
but the most interesting thing is yet to come .. he said once when they promoted the mini cooper or smtg.. the company had this slogan .. "life's like a journey, enjoy the ride" .. he caught the company caught the public's attention becos it relates to life and it is a metaphor .. he asked us .. wat is the things tat u would care if u were on the care ride???
well .. he came up with 4 most vital things
comfort
acceptance
being forgiven
and the purpose
think about it .
i guess he's kinda rite .. comfort .. u would wanna feel comfortable when u're on the car ride .. seatin on a comfortably soft jumpy cushion .. and with air conditioning and stuff... same in life .. u would wanna have a way of living tat u're comfortable in .. being urself and doing wat u want in ur way .. then comes in acceptance.. in a ride.. its best if u have a partner or a companion who accepts u .. it's really crude to be socially rejected .. i guess i dun really wanna be unaccepted~ :P and he also said tat it feels really good to be forgiven .. knowing tat u've done wrong but then being forgiven simply ease ur guilt .. i cant bare coping with guilt .. finally is the purpose .. wat is ur purpose of going on the car ride?? similiarly wat is the purpose of living????
i know my purpose of living.. i know i'm just so lucky to come to this world .. and i try to live everyday to the fullest ..try to make and cheer everyone inc myself up even though things are simply just out of place and dun turn out well .. i'm trying to live life to the fullest cos i want no regrets .. (i know i will have some but trying to minimize them) i know i'm not perfect .. but still. .. i enjoy being imperfect~ :p i know God has given me the best thing on world .. and i'm thankful for tat and thankful tat he's given me a purpose of living..
i guess the reverend is a really good speaker hey~. .. i think all these times .. he was the best one that i've ever listened to.. :P ..
just feel like sharing with u ~ .. think about it ..
is ur car ride or journey enjoyable??
- his speech did impact me! -
ermm .. i've got something to share with u .. i duno .. i just find it very interesting and very motivative.. it was monday nite .. when we usually have chapel in the boardin hse ... the usual reactions would be like .. "aww .. not again " .. or .. "wat a waste of time . why cant they just cancel it .. " and so on the negative comments of it ... and usually at this time .. everyone is kinda locked inside the dining room and was only allowed to go back after chapel's over .. after dinner .. and in tat case .. normally.. i would be either doozing off to sleep or .. day dreaming .. :P not a real good listener when it comes to chapel .. but surprisingly .. monday .. i kinda pay attention to wat the reverend said .. weird eh?? but i supposed he was a really good speaker .. will try to recap wat he said ..
firstly .. he said ..wat is it to like to live young?? .. well .. i suppose this u guys clearer than me .. tat is live young is not to try all the harmful drugs or do anything to harm ppl or harm ourselves .. live young is to be young in spirit and enthusiastic in life .. yupz .. he spoke of those first .. which kinda attracted my attn bcos they were words of familiarity .. i heard it before from someone older.. someone rather important in my life :) yup yup .. live young .. kidults! and be good!
after that .. he asked .. who would love to be loved .. i raised my hands .. and i wasnt ashamed .. cos i really know wat it was like to feel unloved .. and he shared his experience of his christianity life .. and how god loves him ..but i'm not gonna go into details .. but yeah .. i do agree with him tat being loved is very important! .. so yeah ..
but the most interesting thing is yet to come .. he said once when they promoted the mini cooper or smtg.. the company had this slogan .. "life's like a journey, enjoy the ride" .. he caught the company caught the public's attention becos it relates to life and it is a metaphor .. he asked us .. wat is the things tat u would care if u were on the care ride???
well .. he came up with 4 most vital things
comfort
acceptance
being forgiven
and the purpose
think about it .
i guess he's kinda rite .. comfort .. u would wanna feel comfortable when u're on the car ride .. seatin on a comfortably soft jumpy cushion .. and with air conditioning and stuff... same in life .. u would wanna have a way of living tat u're comfortable in .. being urself and doing wat u want in ur way .. then comes in acceptance.. in a ride.. its best if u have a partner or a companion who accepts u .. it's really crude to be socially rejected .. i guess i dun really wanna be unaccepted~ :P and he also said tat it feels really good to be forgiven .. knowing tat u've done wrong but then being forgiven simply ease ur guilt .. i cant bare coping with guilt .. finally is the purpose .. wat is ur purpose of going on the car ride?? similiarly wat is the purpose of living????
i know my purpose of living.. i know i'm just so lucky to come to this world .. and i try to live everyday to the fullest ..try to make and cheer everyone inc myself up even though things are simply just out of place and dun turn out well .. i'm trying to live life to the fullest cos i want no regrets .. (i know i will have some but trying to minimize them) i know i'm not perfect .. but still. .. i enjoy being imperfect~ :p i know God has given me the best thing on world .. and i'm thankful for tat and thankful tat he's given me a purpose of living..
i guess the reverend is a really good speaker hey~. .. i think all these times .. he was the best one that i've ever listened to.. :P ..
just feel like sharing with u ~ .. think about it ..
is ur car ride or journey enjoyable??
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