MY PHONE~~~!!!!!!!!!
well .. not that there's something wrong with my phone but from today on till the 7th of may ... it'll remained switchedoff unless for alarm purposes ... cos .. I BUSTED my credit to the max max!! >.< i'm sorry ppl .. i wont be able to reply u cos this month .. my credit went up to AUD $ 107.49 shit!! tat's like RM 321 !! shit~~!!!
damn it .. i have to cut down on other (eg. food and other expenses) to save money!!
well .. i cant blame it on anyone but my laziness .. cos i was too lazy to walk down the stairs in the middle of the nite and to call ppl back home and tot tat our conversations wouldnt last so long .. (which was utterly dumb of me knowing tat i could go on forever) ..so .. i pushed my credit to the max mann!!
enough munyee .. u need to study and START SAVING >.< hopefully i can stand the temptation of going without my baby for 2 weeks~~!!
and worse still i'm gonna be spending quite some money during formal weekend!! we're planning to stay out ($$) then cab there ( $$) as well as pigging out .. eating out ( $$$$$$ ) and probably driniking and clubbing ( $$$ ) shittt!!!! i'm splurging my money like water now.. hope mum and dad dont read my blog!!
ok .. i'm gonna cut down my spending from today onwards!! i promise!!
sorry kc .. i was gonna send u a bday card tat cost 1.25 ... now .. i dun think i can .. i promise u tat there's one coming when i go back!! or when u come ok??! i'm so so sorry .. i really went out of budget >.<
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
a beautiful song .. michelle .. dun cry k?! :P
"Have You Ever?"
by BRANDY
[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]
mandy was playing that song over and over again over her ipod and it got stucked to my head too .. but yet .. nothing can beat Far Away by Nickelback!!!! i still love and crave for it tho i've heard it for probably up to 200 + already! haha :P
NICKELBACK LYRICS
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
"Have You Ever?"
by BRANDY
[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]
mandy was playing that song over and over again over her ipod and it got stucked to my head too .. but yet .. nothing can beat Far Away by Nickelback!!!! i still love and crave for it tho i've heard it for probably up to 200 + already! haha :P
NICKELBACK LYRICS
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Saturday, April 22, 2006
...
hmm .. well .. just a lil shout outs ..
happy belated birthday evil twin joel !!!!! sorrwee i dint know ur 17th bday was so special!! and i was so blur to miss it!! hope u had fun!!!!
thank u shen for calling me the other day!!! :) hehe!! nice talking to u!! i think u've put on some accent from germany!! in my opinion .. but not very sure! but take care my dear!! i sure miss u~!!
for the broken hearted .. dun forget to look up the sky and lift ur heads high.. there's always the sun .. or the moon there .. if not .. the stars would be there to go through ur toughest time with ya! .. so .. cheer up!! u never know the next moment when u look up .. there's a beautiful rainbow round the corner! know tat i'll always be there when u need me k?
ok .
where should i start with ?? sometimes .. as i was just thinking to myself after i sign into my blog .. if i can write a good post .. might as well not blog .. but on the other hand .. i enjoyed blabbering out shit here! .. as in write out the weirdest and the most random things possible! .. haha .. and also knowing that someone outthere may just bum into my blog and read the crap i wrote gives me the kick to not shutting this blog down .. :)
but then .. the school mac com cant read the url of my blog .. need to go to the windows com .. a lil troublesome .. aikz .. but i'll do tat !! wonder who left me a msg ..
updates from me ..
been to a future leader forum in melb uni .. heard some really good speakers sharing bout their career experiences and their lives .. and their views on leadership.
there were some really good and inspiring stuff tat i would really like to share but i'm not really in the mood now .. but i promise i will .. sometime later.. :P if i remember :P
well .. more of the deeper part of me ..
i duno y but i'm a lil homesick lately .. all i wanna do is have fun .. play and forget all the responsibilities and work.. i cant wait for the june break and go back!! i know .. i've been here for more than 2 years and why am i still homesick .. i've got frens here as well and i'm not greatly missed or watever shit .. but still .. there's just this tinge of loneliness in me .. i know when i go back .. it's not gonna be the same as well .. people have college and we are now on different paths .. yea .. frens still .. but i'm really scared tat i wont be as close as i used to be! .. i'm really scared .. ok .. i admit
my greatest fear is to loose a fren..
to know tat a person is there but not really there ..
to see someone cry and not being able to do something
to be loved and not really loved
i know i wont be forgotten tat easily .. (i hope) but i'm really afraid tat i may just be out of someone's mind ..
i'm scared of being alone everytime when i have to jump off the tram and walk back to school by myself in the dark
i'm scared of blogging in the computer room when all i see outside the window is pitch blackness (NOW!!) haha :P
i'm scared tat i will cry on the final day when we say goodbye
i'm even more scared tat i wont cos i'm scared tat it meant there's nothing for me to cry over
i'm scared tat i'm drowning in my pile of homework tat now i'm hating myself for being so fucking competitive
i'm scared tat i wont be able to do my job well tat i'm not even pleasing myself
i'm scared of loosing my identity
i'm scared that i wont treat ppl nicely
worse of all .. i'm scared of loosing my smile
damn . i dint know i'm scared of so many things!
shit! there's still boarding hse shit to do! .. sometimes i wonder if i dun bother .. would anyone take the initiative to care .. ya . i'm the captain .. so??? ... sometimes i need someone to push me and give me the kick and encouragement too .. i'm tired of being the pushy one! .. and tired of being pushed around (by the invisble fact) that i have to push ppl ..
i wanna go home .. and just lie on my bed and stare at my ceiling ..
hmm .. well .. just a lil shout outs ..
happy belated birthday evil twin joel !!!!! sorrwee i dint know ur 17th bday was so special!! and i was so blur to miss it!! hope u had fun!!!!
thank u shen for calling me the other day!!! :) hehe!! nice talking to u!! i think u've put on some accent from germany!! in my opinion .. but not very sure! but take care my dear!! i sure miss u~!!
for the broken hearted .. dun forget to look up the sky and lift ur heads high.. there's always the sun .. or the moon there .. if not .. the stars would be there to go through ur toughest time with ya! .. so .. cheer up!! u never know the next moment when u look up .. there's a beautiful rainbow round the corner! know tat i'll always be there when u need me k?
ok .
where should i start with ?? sometimes .. as i was just thinking to myself after i sign into my blog .. if i can write a good post .. might as well not blog .. but on the other hand .. i enjoyed blabbering out shit here! .. as in write out the weirdest and the most random things possible! .. haha .. and also knowing that someone outthere may just bum into my blog and read the crap i wrote gives me the kick to not shutting this blog down .. :)
but then .. the school mac com cant read the url of my blog .. need to go to the windows com .. a lil troublesome .. aikz .. but i'll do tat !! wonder who left me a msg ..
updates from me ..
been to a future leader forum in melb uni .. heard some really good speakers sharing bout their career experiences and their lives .. and their views on leadership.
there were some really good and inspiring stuff tat i would really like to share but i'm not really in the mood now .. but i promise i will .. sometime later.. :P if i remember :P
well .. more of the deeper part of me ..
i duno y but i'm a lil homesick lately .. all i wanna do is have fun .. play and forget all the responsibilities and work.. i cant wait for the june break and go back!! i know .. i've been here for more than 2 years and why am i still homesick .. i've got frens here as well and i'm not greatly missed or watever shit .. but still .. there's just this tinge of loneliness in me .. i know when i go back .. it's not gonna be the same as well .. people have college and we are now on different paths .. yea .. frens still .. but i'm really scared tat i wont be as close as i used to be! .. i'm really scared .. ok .. i admit
my greatest fear is to loose a fren..
to know tat a person is there but not really there ..
to see someone cry and not being able to do something
to be loved and not really loved
i know i wont be forgotten tat easily .. (i hope) but i'm really afraid tat i may just be out of someone's mind ..
i'm scared of being alone everytime when i have to jump off the tram and walk back to school by myself in the dark
i'm scared of blogging in the computer room when all i see outside the window is pitch blackness (NOW!!) haha :P
i'm scared tat i will cry on the final day when we say goodbye
i'm even more scared tat i wont cos i'm scared tat it meant there's nothing for me to cry over
i'm scared tat i'm drowning in my pile of homework tat now i'm hating myself for being so fucking competitive
i'm scared tat i wont be able to do my job well tat i'm not even pleasing myself
i'm scared of loosing my identity
i'm scared that i wont treat ppl nicely
worse of all .. i'm scared of loosing my smile
damn . i dint know i'm scared of so many things!
shit! there's still boarding hse shit to do! .. sometimes i wonder if i dun bother .. would anyone take the initiative to care .. ya . i'm the captain .. so??? ... sometimes i need someone to push me and give me the kick and encouragement too .. i'm tired of being the pushy one! .. and tired of being pushed around (by the invisble fact) that i have to push ppl ..
i wanna go home .. and just lie on my bed and stare at my ceiling ..
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
ignore this post unless it applies to u! :P
EH!! CHICKEN BACKSIDE!! POKANANA!!!
i've been very hardworking at replying ppl's mail but then SOME people havent been replying~ *cough cough*
well .. i'm abit lonely here! ..
A bit outdated ..
and a lil homesick~
shoulder angel : well .. hehe .. think on the other hand .. well . not tat u've been replying ppl very effieciently .. mayb ppl are busy leh?? just like u..
me : yalor .. see .. now tat i've got no one's mail to read i have to spam my own blog
shoulder devil : yea .. can tell that you're quite pathetic
me : ya .. considering the fact that i have a SAC on the first day of school ! wat the hell~!!
shoulder angel : no swearing!!
me : ehh .. wat am i doing here .. talking to myself?? o.O
shoulder angel and devil : *nods agreedily*
me : i really wanna go home
me : i really want a break so badly!!
me : i havent been spending time with my frens
me : shit! i dun think i'm a family person ! as in .. i love my family HEAPS.. but i'm not as close that i tot i would be
me : but i still like being in the comfort zone
me & shoulder angel : eww.. i'm so ... EW!
EH!! CHICKEN BACKSIDE!! POKANANA!!!
i've been very hardworking at replying ppl's mail but then SOME people havent been replying~ *cough cough*
well .. i'm abit lonely here! ..
A bit outdated ..
and a lil homesick~
shoulder angel : well .. hehe .. think on the other hand .. well . not tat u've been replying ppl very effieciently .. mayb ppl are busy leh?? just like u..
me : yalor .. see .. now tat i've got no one's mail to read i have to spam my own blog
shoulder devil : yea .. can tell that you're quite pathetic
me : ya .. considering the fact that i have a SAC on the first day of school ! wat the hell~!!
shoulder angel : no swearing!!
me : ehh .. wat am i doing here .. talking to myself?? o.O
shoulder angel and devil : *nods agreedily*
me : i really wanna go home
me : i really want a break so badly!!
me : i havent been spending time with my frens
me : shit! i dun think i'm a family person ! as in .. i love my family HEAPS.. but i'm not as close that i tot i would be
me : but i still like being in the comfort zone
me & shoulder angel : eww.. i'm so ... EW!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Easter Break
yay!! easter break is officially starting tomorrow~!!
i've been hearing that easter is not just about choc eggs and bunnies .. it mean so much more!! well .. i guess so .. but to me.. this easter break is gonna be a family time for me cos my daddy is here~!! woohoo!!! :D but yup .. will definately think of the true meaning behind easter :)
yay!! easter break is officially starting tomorrow~!!
i've been hearing that easter is not just about choc eggs and bunnies .. it mean so much more!! well .. i guess so .. but to me.. this easter break is gonna be a family time for me cos my daddy is here~!! woohoo!!! :D but yup .. will definately think of the true meaning behind easter :)
Saturday, April 08, 2006
SOCIAL 2006
of BARBIE and KEN
well .. what more can i say?? this year's social is a total success~!! wanna say big thank u to the staffs, committee (all my dears and darlings who had done so so much and i cant say thank u enough) and everyone who contributed, dress up and attended!! it's gonna be a nite of all nites mann!! a nite of craziness, fun, hectic, music and dancing!! *woot* haha :P
social is when a school throw a "party-clubbing" ish kinda event and invite school of the opposite sex to socialise and meet new frens .. ie. girls and guys get together and dance as well as socialising.. it has always been a big thing in the bhse for the girls .. eh! chance to meet new guys worr!! who wont look forward to it mann?!!?? hahaha .. well .. but the still are preparations tat needed to be done for the committee
the fantastic committee :) *applause*
prior to friday nite .. there had been meetings and meetings, discussions after discussions .. and phone calls as well as letters that needed to get organised before that big nite for everyone in the bhse .. well .. all of them went alrite .. and i better not bore ppl of elongating all the preparations as tat's not the true highlight!! hehe :P but tstill .. there's thank u and words of appreciation that need to be said :) so .. once again ..thank u!!
tammi,the cowgirl , mandy, err.. the not too goth + sparkle barbie and i, bling bling sparkle barbie :P - before ppl started to fill the student dining room
tammi and mandy- DJ (who was awesome and fantastic with cool song throughout the whole nite) and money collector
us gurls with mr DJ. his name is garv btw
lee and i - in charge of food :P what else can i be incharge of?!! haha .. ppl said that food was better this year too! we has chips .. pizzas... drink(constantly filled) .. marshmellows.. lollies .. and the lists goes.. haha :P but really .. have to say a big thank u to lee .. being so responsible and fed everyone so well :P hehe
lee constantly filling up drinks for ppl
kaitlyn - leading her deco bunch of girls .. the dull monotonous dining room was transformed into a barbie heaven!! so pretty!! but aikz .. no photo of it! oopz .. :P
kaitlyn, the workout barbie
after school .. mak mandy and i were like thinking of wat to dress up as ... mak is going as a ballerina... mandy n i were still like stuck and duno wat to wear ... so .. joyce marvellously came up with the sparkle barbie idea and wa la! there we go! hehe :) also .. wanna thank mummy joyce( 2 joyces in the bhse) hehe :P for the fantastic make up and hair do!! she can open a saloon d mann!! but obviously as the nite went .. n i'm not a very elegant girl .. i messed them up :P
let the photos do the talking@!! haha :)
so .. ya .. at 7.30 .. guys started to arrive and girls were on their way .. numbers were assigned so tat the guys could go n look for the girls with the same number as theirs .. bt the vice versa would work too i suppose .. heeheee :P yupz..
then there was heapz of dancing and heapz of girls dressed up :)
blondie barbies
mak the ballerina barbie and i
kate the police barbie and my sis
dancing dancing
the choo-choo train!!
ppl dancing.. ermmm ... ya.. position wise .. abit weird i have to admit
look closely.. there's a familiar guy in there!!
who else but CHU XIANG!! haha :P (well .. he came for the food and girls .. food first. ..girls come second! haha .. not for me >.< )
the teletubbies crashed in too!!! haha :P
i was running around .. with my heels for some while .. (the ones i wore to prom) .. but then .. knowing tat i'm not a heel person .. i ended up taking off my heels again . .and chuck them in the cloak room .. :P .. and felt much more comfortable!! haha .. but on the way back .. mandy and lee had to piggy back me.. aikz .. feel so sorry for them .. had to carry a pig at their backs .. but dun worry lee n mandy .. i promise i'll piggy back u in return!! hee :)
mandy piggy backing me :) she said i weighed more than her duke of ed camp backpack! obviously mandy!! i'm more than 50k lar! :P
photo shoots :)
our group
year 11s
kitty, teletub, alice the fairy barbie and selah, teletub
posers!! hehe :P
but towards the end.. the second last song .. the DJ played this song ..
Alphaville
Forever Young
Let’s dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait we’re only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don’t have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music’s for the sad men
Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we’re getting in tune
The music’s played by the madmen
Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don’t they stay young
It’s so hard to get old without a cause
I don’t want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And dimonds are forever
So many adventures couldn’t happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true
WARHLIAU!! damn sad and touching lar!! i really wanna stay forever young!! and everyone cuddle and hugged .. bearing the tot tat this is our final . .LAST social !! how sad@!! >.< selah and lydia even cried!! omg!! aikz .. it was really a sentimental moment!! this is really hit me and inserted the fact that THIS IS MY FINAL HIGH SCHOOL YEAR!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
and this
that nite was really awesome!! .. after all the stuff .. i was thinking to myself .. i really wanna stay forever young! well .. i know there's no such thing .. but hopefully at least my memories will stay and last! forever young!!
haha!! mandy cleaning up .. and me?? sitting down and take photos of her !! haha :P *lazy bumm*
then ..today was good too!! i went out with yeen .. hopefully could get a nice dress for prom but ending up ..
at koko black
what is koko black? well they serve
closer look
yup!! it was SUPERB!! total indulgence mann!! and the best thing was that chua, yeen's neighbour treated me!! yay!!!
look how happy tat woman was!! haha :) tat was how good it was!! :D i want somemore!!
aikz .. she's going home tmr!! i'll miss her heapz@!!! for 2 weeks!! safe flight my dear!!
pathetic me oni have to get AUS $7 of
for lunch to fill my craving of home!!
i wanna go kayu!! i want mamak!! i wanna go home!!!
of BARBIE and KEN
well .. what more can i say?? this year's social is a total success~!! wanna say big thank u to the staffs, committee (all my dears and darlings who had done so so much and i cant say thank u enough) and everyone who contributed, dress up and attended!! it's gonna be a nite of all nites mann!! a nite of craziness, fun, hectic, music and dancing!! *woot* haha :P
social is when a school throw a "party-clubbing" ish kinda event and invite school of the opposite sex to socialise and meet new frens .. ie. girls and guys get together and dance as well as socialising.. it has always been a big thing in the bhse for the girls .. eh! chance to meet new guys worr!! who wont look forward to it mann?!!?? hahaha .. well .. but the still are preparations tat needed to be done for the committee
the fantastic committee :) *applause*
prior to friday nite .. there had been meetings and meetings, discussions after discussions .. and phone calls as well as letters that needed to get organised before that big nite for everyone in the bhse .. well .. all of them went alrite .. and i better not bore ppl of elongating all the preparations as tat's not the true highlight!! hehe :P but tstill .. there's thank u and words of appreciation that need to be said :) so .. once again ..thank u!!
tammi,the cowgirl , mandy, err.. the not too goth + sparkle barbie and i, bling bling sparkle barbie :P - before ppl started to fill the student dining room
tammi and mandy- DJ (who was awesome and fantastic with cool song throughout the whole nite) and money collector
us gurls with mr DJ. his name is garv btw
lee and i - in charge of food :P what else can i be incharge of?!! haha .. ppl said that food was better this year too! we has chips .. pizzas... drink(constantly filled) .. marshmellows.. lollies .. and the lists goes.. haha :P but really .. have to say a big thank u to lee .. being so responsible and fed everyone so well :P hehe
lee constantly filling up drinks for ppl
kaitlyn - leading her deco bunch of girls .. the dull monotonous dining room was transformed into a barbie heaven!! so pretty!! but aikz .. no photo of it! oopz .. :P
kaitlyn, the workout barbie
after school .. mak mandy and i were like thinking of wat to dress up as ... mak is going as a ballerina... mandy n i were still like stuck and duno wat to wear ... so .. joyce marvellously came up with the sparkle barbie idea and wa la! there we go! hehe :) also .. wanna thank mummy joyce( 2 joyces in the bhse) hehe :P for the fantastic make up and hair do!! she can open a saloon d mann!! but obviously as the nite went .. n i'm not a very elegant girl .. i messed them up :P
let the photos do the talking@!! haha :)
so .. ya .. at 7.30 .. guys started to arrive and girls were on their way .. numbers were assigned so tat the guys could go n look for the girls with the same number as theirs .. bt the vice versa would work too i suppose .. heeheee :P yupz..
then there was heapz of dancing and heapz of girls dressed up :)
blondie barbies
mak the ballerina barbie and i
kate the police barbie and my sis
dancing dancing
the choo-choo train!!
ppl dancing.. ermmm ... ya.. position wise .. abit weird i have to admit
look closely.. there's a familiar guy in there!!
who else but CHU XIANG!! haha :P (well .. he came for the food and girls .. food first. ..girls come second! haha .. not for me >.< )
the teletubbies crashed in too!!! haha :P
i was running around .. with my heels for some while .. (the ones i wore to prom) .. but then .. knowing tat i'm not a heel person .. i ended up taking off my heels again . .and chuck them in the cloak room .. :P .. and felt much more comfortable!! haha .. but on the way back .. mandy and lee had to piggy back me.. aikz .. feel so sorry for them .. had to carry a pig at their backs .. but dun worry lee n mandy .. i promise i'll piggy back u in return!! hee :)
mandy piggy backing me :) she said i weighed more than her duke of ed camp backpack! obviously mandy!! i'm more than 50k lar! :P
photo shoots :)
our group
year 11s
kitty, teletub, alice the fairy barbie and selah, teletub
posers!! hehe :P
but towards the end.. the second last song .. the DJ played this song ..
Alphaville
Forever Young
Let’s dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait we’re only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don’t have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music’s for the sad men
Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we’re getting in tune
The music’s played by the madmen
Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don’t they stay young
It’s so hard to get old without a cause
I don’t want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And dimonds are forever
So many adventures couldn’t happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true
WARHLIAU!! damn sad and touching lar!! i really wanna stay forever young!! and everyone cuddle and hugged .. bearing the tot tat this is our final . .LAST social !! how sad@!! >.< selah and lydia even cried!! omg!! aikz .. it was really a sentimental moment!! this is really hit me and inserted the fact that THIS IS MY FINAL HIGH SCHOOL YEAR!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! T.T
and this
that nite was really awesome!! .. after all the stuff .. i was thinking to myself .. i really wanna stay forever young! well .. i know there's no such thing .. but hopefully at least my memories will stay and last! forever young!!
haha!! mandy cleaning up .. and me?? sitting down and take photos of her !! haha :P *lazy bumm*
then ..today was good too!! i went out with yeen .. hopefully could get a nice dress for prom but ending up ..
at koko black
what is koko black? well they serve
closer look
yup!! it was SUPERB!! total indulgence mann!! and the best thing was that chua, yeen's neighbour treated me!! yay!!!
look how happy tat woman was!! haha :) tat was how good it was!! :D i want somemore!!
aikz .. she's going home tmr!! i'll miss her heapz@!!! for 2 weeks!! safe flight my dear!!
pathetic me oni have to get AUS $7 of
for lunch to fill my craving of home!!
i wanna go kayu!! i want mamak!! i wanna go home!!!
Thursday, April 06, 2006
shit!
i just flunk my spesh sac >.<
shitty side : flung my sac for spesh , chem and english
aikz T.T pray hard tat i din make stupid careless mistakes on top of that
bright side : i did 5 out of my 6 tests and sacs i have this week! 1 more to GO!!
i really need a break mann!!
haha thank u uncle boss who called me at 1am .. :) tho i was asleep d. . but i was stilll very :)
i just flunk my spesh sac >.<
shitty side : flung my sac for spesh , chem and english
aikz T.T pray hard tat i din make stupid careless mistakes on top of that
bright side : i did 5 out of my 6 tests and sacs i have this week! 1 more to GO!!
i really need a break mann!!
haha thank u uncle boss who called me at 1am .. :) tho i was asleep d. . but i was stilll very :)
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
i've got something to share :) haha .. yupz! A-G-A-I-N
one day .. as i was just checking an my email .. as usual . .hoping for some replies even tho i myself havent been very fast at replying . . but ya .. was still keeping my hopes up /... then i saw this familiar name in my inbox
so.. doubtlessly. . i clicked it! and read the email he wrote ..
ya .. he was very sweet and updated me bout his life there ..which i find very interesting :) yup .. read read read .. yada yada yada .. then!! there was something very nice in the beggining and the end ..
i was like SO so SO flattered~
hehe :P there goes .. he wrote :
*First, I wanna dedicate these pics to u… It was taken frm my window after a rain here in spring.. A RAINBOW.. Regenbogen in german… look carefully, in one pic, there are 2 rainbows…. It reminds me of ur ever cheerful personality, bright smiles, positive spirit, and the joy u bring not only to mine, but I believe all of ur frens heart… So I thought of u at sight of it.. so here it is.. To my dear friend, mun yee…*
hah~ .. got the idea of who wrote this?? yup yup!! my darling KAMYU chongshen all the way from germany!! get jealous ppl!! haha :P and the sweetest thing is this!!
and this
and they are both dedicated to me!! haha :P get jealous girls!! haha :P hahha .. i'm bragging here but so embarassing if shen suddenly come up and tell me tat he actually dedicated the beautiful rainbows to everyone else as well =.='' better not ya shen!! hahaha :P *fingers crossed*
but then it was really nice of him to think of me in such a way :) it's such a sweet comment! .. but the rainbow where nevertheless pretty :) seriously ..
dun u think so?? sharing something tat u think is nice with someone bring joy and fulfilment in some other way as well?? hmm .. i do!! :P haha .. so thank u thank u thank u kamyu
*flashback*
well ... in kinder .. kids were just sharing food .. crayons and pencils .. i even remembered seeing someone crying when some other kid didnt wanna accept wat he or she offered!!! "take it!! take it !! y dint u wanna take it?!! y?? y??? !!! " then there goes the whinning and crying with loud screams of " WHY?!! WHY DINT U WANNA TAKE IT?? " haha .. :P
*back*
tat was how selfless kids were .. but as we slowly grow up .. truth is that we ARE all so materialistic and somewat selfish! ..look wat the world that we live in is turning us like to???*gasp* hahah .. nah .. *stop being dramatic* haha but i guess it is in human nature that we place ourselves first before others .. and think of me, I and MYSELF .. the benefits and money! .. the competition in sports .. accademic and even in life!! tat we wanna excel just to prove to others that we are BETTER than them .. well .. is it really worth it ?? trying so hard to do your best and ended up hurting urself?? aikz .. it's just another pathethic attempt of self assuring.. but seriously .. does anyone even care how good you are?? i mean .. the true u .. not judging u by studies .. position .. background and culture .. . the you deep inside ... underneathe ... i duno .. aikz ..
tat's wat i felt like recently .. i hate myself being so selfish and so kaisu!!! eww ... i'm just taking things for granted .. so confident in successing but yet the stupid fall is so hurtful .. yerr... i'm just so dumb! .. so self centered .. so .. un-munyee :( ! i duno>.< eww.. often times (ermm haha ..not often times. . oni twice this week) .. i ended up in distress ..
but it's always AWESOME to recieve something uplifting when u're down in the pit .. a rainbow is just so appropriate!! haha :) reminds me that there's always something to look forward to after the dark cloudy windy (hate the wind) rain! .. a curve tat resembles a smile :) to set things straight!!
one must love themselves before loving others. . hmm .. i guess .. but i wanna learn to give more .. and take less.. love more .. and expect less in return .. i wanna be a BETTER person in terms of relationships and handling things .. better in having a big heart and not afraid to fall .. a wanna have a better personality .. and i dun wanna distant myself from the people i love .. i'm making the effort tho!! so .. do back me up ya!!
the chaplain set my mind thinking after chapel .. " it's the troubles in life that either make us bitter or better " .. and he told something bout love today .. relationship with god, frens and in marriage .. but i wasnt really paying attention today :P oopz.. hehe the previous quote was way cooler tho .. "bitter or better?"
for me .. i supposed both .. i first get bitter ..then i'll get better?! hehe :D
should be studying for spesh sac .. but came up with a long blog .. haha :)
so ... enjoy the rainbow that shen shared with me and i'm sharing wit u (kamyu..hope u dun mind ya!! i know u wont! hehe :P ) there's always a rainbow round the corner .. so keep ur eyes wide and look out for the rainbow k?!
one day .. as i was just checking an my email .. as usual . .hoping for some replies even tho i myself havent been very fast at replying . . but ya .. was still keeping my hopes up /... then i saw this familiar name in my inbox
so.. doubtlessly. . i clicked it! and read the email he wrote ..
ya .. he was very sweet and updated me bout his life there ..which i find very interesting :) yup .. read read read .. yada yada yada .. then!! there was something very nice in the beggining and the end ..
i was like SO so SO flattered~
hehe :P there goes .. he wrote :
*First, I wanna dedicate these pics to u… It was taken frm my window after a rain here in spring.. A RAINBOW.. Regenbogen in german… look carefully, in one pic, there are 2 rainbows…. It reminds me of ur ever cheerful personality, bright smiles, positive spirit, and the joy u bring not only to mine, but I believe all of ur frens heart… So I thought of u at sight of it.. so here it is.. To my dear friend, mun yee…*
hah~ .. got the idea of who wrote this?? yup yup!! my darling KAMYU chongshen all the way from germany!! get jealous ppl!! haha :P and the sweetest thing is this!!
and this
and they are both dedicated to me!! haha :P get jealous girls!! haha :P hahha .. i'm bragging here but so embarassing if shen suddenly come up and tell me tat he actually dedicated the beautiful rainbows to everyone else as well =.='' better not ya shen!! hahaha :P *fingers crossed*
but then it was really nice of him to think of me in such a way :) it's such a sweet comment! .. but the rainbow where nevertheless pretty :) seriously ..
dun u think so?? sharing something tat u think is nice with someone bring joy and fulfilment in some other way as well?? hmm .. i do!! :P haha .. so thank u thank u thank u kamyu
*flashback*
well ... in kinder .. kids were just sharing food .. crayons and pencils .. i even remembered seeing someone crying when some other kid didnt wanna accept wat he or she offered!!! "take it!! take it !! y dint u wanna take it?!! y?? y??? !!! " then there goes the whinning and crying with loud screams of " WHY?!! WHY DINT U WANNA TAKE IT?? " haha .. :P
*back*
tat was how selfless kids were .. but as we slowly grow up .. truth is that we ARE all so materialistic and somewat selfish! ..look wat the world that we live in is turning us like to???*gasp* hahah .. nah .. *stop being dramatic* haha but i guess it is in human nature that we place ourselves first before others .. and think of me, I and MYSELF .. the benefits and money! .. the competition in sports .. accademic and even in life!! tat we wanna excel just to prove to others that we are BETTER than them .. well .. is it really worth it ?? trying so hard to do your best and ended up hurting urself?? aikz .. it's just another pathethic attempt of self assuring.. but seriously .. does anyone even care how good you are?? i mean .. the true u .. not judging u by studies .. position .. background and culture .. . the you deep inside ... underneathe ... i duno .. aikz ..
tat's wat i felt like recently .. i hate myself being so selfish and so kaisu!!! eww ... i'm just taking things for granted .. so confident in successing but yet the stupid fall is so hurtful .. yerr... i'm just so dumb! .. so self centered .. so .. un-munyee :( ! i duno>.< eww.. often times (ermm haha ..not often times. . oni twice this week) .. i ended up in distress ..
but it's always AWESOME to recieve something uplifting when u're down in the pit .. a rainbow is just so appropriate!! haha :) reminds me that there's always something to look forward to after the dark cloudy windy (hate the wind) rain! .. a curve tat resembles a smile :) to set things straight!!
one must love themselves before loving others. . hmm .. i guess .. but i wanna learn to give more .. and take less.. love more .. and expect less in return .. i wanna be a BETTER person in terms of relationships and handling things .. better in having a big heart and not afraid to fall .. a wanna have a better personality .. and i dun wanna distant myself from the people i love .. i'm making the effort tho!! so .. do back me up ya!!
the chaplain set my mind thinking after chapel .. " it's the troubles in life that either make us bitter or better " .. and he told something bout love today .. relationship with god, frens and in marriage .. but i wasnt really paying attention today :P oopz.. hehe the previous quote was way cooler tho .. "bitter or better?"
for me .. i supposed both .. i first get bitter ..then i'll get better?! hehe :D
should be studying for spesh sac .. but came up with a long blog .. haha :)
so ... enjoy the rainbow that shen shared with me and i'm sharing wit u (kamyu..hope u dun mind ya!! i know u wont! hehe :P ) there's always a rainbow round the corner .. so keep ur eyes wide and look out for the rainbow k?!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
ya~!! .. just stole a paragraph of someone's blog just then :P
well .. i'm not too sure whether am i really doing ok here .. as in .. like .. yea .. i'm all stressed out due to studies and stuff .. eh!! who wouldnt if he or she is in my shoes! check out my schedule this week!
mon - chem sac
tues - english oral sac
wed - bio test and specialist sac
thurs - spesh sac
fri - chem test
and other than studies .. i have other commitments too .. like boarding hse social, boarders jumper and stuff like committee meetings and sports!! i really need to pick up a sports or else my cv is gonna look damn empty and i'm gonna freaking be so unfit and winter is here so FAT!!! ahh!!! >.<
weekend oh weekend .. where art thou weekend!?! haha ( i miss romeo and juliet from year 10)
so .. for now .. study study study!! eww!!!
well .. i'm not too sure whether am i really doing ok here .. as in .. like .. yea .. i'm all stressed out due to studies and stuff .. eh!! who wouldnt if he or she is in my shoes! check out my schedule this week!
mon - chem sac
tues - english oral sac
wed - bio test and specialist sac
thurs - spesh sac
fri - chem test
and other than studies .. i have other commitments too .. like boarding hse social, boarders jumper and stuff like committee meetings and sports!! i really need to pick up a sports or else my cv is gonna look damn empty and i'm gonna freaking be so unfit and winter is here so FAT!!! ahh!!! >.<
weekend oh weekend .. where art thou weekend!?! haha ( i miss romeo and juliet from year 10)
so .. for now .. study study study!! eww!!!
i was stalking on random peopls'e blog and i found this!!! :) guess everyone needs a smile !! especially me at times like this!!
"that SMILE is always important, no matter where or when we must smile, with sincerity of course. Here is some quotes about smile.
People seldom notice old clothes if you wear a big smile. ~Lee Mildon
A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ~Phyllis Diller
The world always looks brighter from behind a smile. ~Author Unknown
Start every day with a smile and get it over with. ~W.C. Fields
A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. ~Charles Gordy
The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief. ~William Shakespeare, OthelloA
Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day. ~Author Unknown
Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. ~Mother Teresa
You're never fully dressed without a smile. ~Martin Charnin
Peace begins with a smile. ~Mother Teresa
A smile is a powerful weapon; you can even break ice with it. ~Author Unknown
A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give. ~Author Unknown"
"that SMILE is always important, no matter where or when we must smile, with sincerity of course. Here is some quotes about smile.
People seldom notice old clothes if you wear a big smile. ~Lee Mildon
A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ~Phyllis Diller
The world always looks brighter from behind a smile. ~Author Unknown
Start every day with a smile and get it over with. ~W.C. Fields
A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. ~Charles Gordy
The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief. ~William Shakespeare, OthelloA
Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day. ~Author Unknown
Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. ~Mother Teresa
You're never fully dressed without a smile. ~Martin Charnin
Peace begins with a smile. ~Mother Teresa
A smile is a powerful weapon; you can even break ice with it. ~Author Unknown
A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give. ~Author Unknown"
Saturday, April 01, 2006
SPORTS DAY IN THE RAIN
actually .. i think i have problem keeping track of wat i blogged. .cant really remember wat i've blogged about and wat i havent!! >.< short term blogging memory! heheeh .. but ya!! .. have i mentioned tat i met 2 badminton players from malaysian .. and i dint take a photo or their autographs?!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! so dumb!! one of them was lee sumthing :P ..i oni know their faces not their names .. so .. sorry lor .. but i recognised them and he's like freaking tall k!?!! :P fuiyo! .. ya .. i was in a hurry to watch this funk tap dance group performance the other day during the commonwealth holz .. and i met them in the street !!! alex cx and jon were there too!! aikz .. few nitez later when pat told me tat malaysia badminton were so good and stuff like tat i felt like slapping myself for not even bothering to taking a photograph with them!! ish!!! aikz .. so dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aikz! but oh well .. it's not like they're lihom!! if i met lihom on the street .. i would probably dash rite infront of him and hug him mann!! hahaha .. :P (so desperate horh? *bluek* )
but ya .. i've got autograph from the gymnast who competed in the rythmic individuals finals and some photos with them . .but they're not as LL as i tot .. better than me obviously! . haha .. i also met and got autographs from south africa women javelin and discus gold medalist!! woot!! :P haha .. cool horh~! but it's just a fame thing .. not tat i even know them personally! .. aikz ..i was just doing it for the sake of doing it .. i got their signatures on my ticket! so .. ya!! :)
back to sports day! .. it was oni yday tat we farewell our school principal in conjuction with a picnic sports day .. but sadly the melbourne unpredictable weather wasnt really happy with the leaving of our principal as the temperature dropped drasticly during the day .. iakz .. i dint really need my jumper during school and on the field .. it was drizzling and the wind was blowing like ... hmmm ..duno how to describe .. but we were literally shaking and FREEZING our asses off there!! aikz .. it's a crazy melbourne weather here!
i participated in some events... did some novelties events like tunnelball and wheel relay .. which was shit! .. cos we came last in them .. >.< aikz. . nvm .. it was the fun tat counts .. (trying to comfort myself) haha .. then i also did 400m and i came fourth!! :) better than i tot i would do .. hehe. . i tot i would come last ~!! since there were all atheletes runnign that events .. and i kinda proved myself wrong ..so happee!! i gave my best shot .. and aikz .. still couldn't make a third .. nvm ! .. it was GOOD tho!! knowing tat i've got my best shot! haha .. then the most exciting one was the 8x80m .. it was somewat a relay .. at first rosslyn was like rather slow .. coming second last .. but then .. towards the back ..we started to catch up!!! ( i was 2nd last runner k? :P trying to give myself credit! haha ) and mak mak did a fantastic job catching up with them .. all the competitors were so close .. but she won us a 3rd place~!! woo hoo!! my first and oni aths ribbon of the year!! (well .. the school is so stingy .. wouldnt give us medals //...ribbons cheap mar .. so ..ribbon was it! but dun underestimate the value of it! aint easy work!! ) it was really great!! everyone was jumping with joy!!
but i felt so bad after tat cos i promised the house captains to do 1500m .. as a sub.. after i finished the relay .. i was late and the event had already started before i reached the field ..>.< oopz.. sorry laura and brie! (not tat they read my blog) but i was taking my breathe back .. and i dint know tat 1500m was the next event ... i really dun mind subbing in .. but the thing was tat i dint know when it was .. and being a slow poke .. didi dadi .. there goes the gun shot.. aikz ..sorrwwee .... hope they dun mind ..
but overall it was good!! except for the shit weather! hehe .. we huddled around .. and stuff like tat! .. the stupid rain was literally pouring at the last event ...4x100m .. but to give mak the fullest support .. fuiyo! ... mandy and i just stood there and cheered them on!
today .. as a result of sports day ... am now suffering from full body muscle pain>.< cant even walk properly!! hehe!!! but it's a great feeling in me to know tat i'd tried my best and gave all i've got in the field ;) .. i guess i would be even more proud of myself if i did the 1500!!
ohya!! mak n i sorta exchanged dresses at nite and tried on each others' dresses!! hee ! yup@@ formal is coming up and i really want a new dress ..dun like my shit green one tat i wore for prom!! *stupid taylor* ish!! ... if anyone spot a cheap&nice dress.. pls let me know k?? i wanna look good in my final high school formal .. since i cant change my face .. hopefully a nice dress can make up for the yucky fat-ness .. desperately need help from the gals .. ermm .. would really appreciate it if any guys wanna help me out!! hee !!!!! ^.^ thanks!
actually .. i think i have problem keeping track of wat i blogged. .cant really remember wat i've blogged about and wat i havent!! >.< short term blogging memory! heheeh .. but ya!! .. have i mentioned tat i met 2 badminton players from malaysian .. and i dint take a photo or their autographs?!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! so dumb!! one of them was lee sumthing :P ..i oni know their faces not their names .. so .. sorry lor .. but i recognised them and he's like freaking tall k!?!! :P fuiyo! .. ya .. i was in a hurry to watch this funk tap dance group performance the other day during the commonwealth holz .. and i met them in the street !!! alex cx and jon were there too!! aikz .. few nitez later when pat told me tat malaysia badminton were so good and stuff like tat i felt like slapping myself for not even bothering to taking a photograph with them!! ish!!! aikz .. so dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aikz! but oh well .. it's not like they're lihom!! if i met lihom on the street .. i would probably dash rite infront of him and hug him mann!! hahaha .. :P (so desperate horh? *bluek* )
but ya .. i've got autograph from the gymnast who competed in the rythmic individuals finals and some photos with them . .but they're not as LL as i tot .. better than me obviously! . haha .. i also met and got autographs from south africa women javelin and discus gold medalist!! woot!! :P haha .. cool horh~! but it's just a fame thing .. not tat i even know them personally! .. aikz ..i was just doing it for the sake of doing it .. i got their signatures on my ticket! so .. ya!! :)
back to sports day! .. it was oni yday tat we farewell our school principal in conjuction with a picnic sports day .. but sadly the melbourne unpredictable weather wasnt really happy with the leaving of our principal as the temperature dropped drasticly during the day .. iakz .. i dint really need my jumper during school and on the field .. it was drizzling and the wind was blowing like ... hmmm ..duno how to describe .. but we were literally shaking and FREEZING our asses off there!! aikz .. it's a crazy melbourne weather here!
i participated in some events... did some novelties events like tunnelball and wheel relay .. which was shit! .. cos we came last in them .. >.< aikz. . nvm .. it was the fun tat counts .. (trying to comfort myself) haha .. then i also did 400m and i came fourth!! :) better than i tot i would do .. hehe. . i tot i would come last ~!! since there were all atheletes runnign that events .. and i kinda proved myself wrong ..so happee!! i gave my best shot .. and aikz .. still couldn't make a third .. nvm ! .. it was GOOD tho!! knowing tat i've got my best shot! haha .. then the most exciting one was the 8x80m .. it was somewat a relay .. at first rosslyn was like rather slow .. coming second last .. but then .. towards the back ..we started to catch up!!! ( i was 2nd last runner k? :P trying to give myself credit! haha ) and mak mak did a fantastic job catching up with them .. all the competitors were so close .. but she won us a 3rd place~!! woo hoo!! my first and oni aths ribbon of the year!! (well .. the school is so stingy .. wouldnt give us medals //...ribbons cheap mar .. so ..ribbon was it! but dun underestimate the value of it! aint easy work!! ) it was really great!! everyone was jumping with joy!!
but i felt so bad after tat cos i promised the house captains to do 1500m .. as a sub.. after i finished the relay .. i was late and the event had already started before i reached the field ..>.< oopz.. sorry laura and brie! (not tat they read my blog) but i was taking my breathe back .. and i dint know tat 1500m was the next event ... i really dun mind subbing in .. but the thing was tat i dint know when it was .. and being a slow poke .. didi dadi .. there goes the gun shot.. aikz ..sorrwwee .... hope they dun mind ..
but overall it was good!! except for the shit weather! hehe .. we huddled around .. and stuff like tat! .. the stupid rain was literally pouring at the last event ...4x100m .. but to give mak the fullest support .. fuiyo! ... mandy and i just stood there and cheered them on!
today .. as a result of sports day ... am now suffering from full body muscle pain>.< cant even walk properly!! hehe!!! but it's a great feeling in me to know tat i'd tried my best and gave all i've got in the field ;) .. i guess i would be even more proud of myself if i did the 1500!!
ohya!! mak n i sorta exchanged dresses at nite and tried on each others' dresses!! hee ! yup@@ formal is coming up and i really want a new dress ..dun like my shit green one tat i wore for prom!! *stupid taylor* ish!! ... if anyone spot a cheap&nice dress.. pls let me know k?? i wanna look good in my final high school formal .. since i cant change my face .. hopefully a nice dress can make up for the yucky fat-ness .. desperately need help from the gals .. ermm .. would really appreciate it if any guys wanna help me out!! hee !!!!! ^.^ thanks!
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
BACK TO SCHOOL >.<
shiitt!!!!! ... i'm so screwed for the returning of school !! .. all work and stress .. eewww.. dun like!! >.< aikz .. still trying to reply ppl's emails .. sorry!! ..
thanks to people who made me enjoyed so much during these holz .. and thanks to them who made me find it so hard to get back into study mode!! haha (nah!! .. still love them! )
yeen(charis) - had heaps of fun staying over at her place .. squishing on a single bed .. amazingly none of us fell off the bed!! haha .and of course the chats till 4 tat we had to put a stop or else it'll be never ending .. haha. . well ..thanks for taking me in .. and making me feel so loved!! ..rmb .. i love u heaps too k?!! .. and dun worry .. u're never alone .. hehe.. ohya! .. thanks for the awesome fried rice tat u cooked! everyone was so shocked tat u could cook !! haa :P
chuxiang-thank u for all the motivations during library sessions .. never fail to encourage me to work hard and strive for the best in year 12 .. and of course .. i notice tat he's being extremely gentleman lately .. oo .. thanks for treating me dinner and heaps of stuff :)
mak mak - well .. always going crazy with me ..wat more can i say..
alex - hope he comes down to town more often .. gosh !! we had so so much fun with him around .. all his lame jokes and stuff!! such a coincidence of meeting him and jason at the opening ceremony and haha .. thanks for crashing in at the library .. yup. . wasnt really productive .. but spent quality time ..tat''s wat matters eh?!! .. and alex ..reckon tat u shud thank me.. cos i'm training him up to not sleep so early .. everytime .. when we went out for supper or desert .. still chatting at the park at about 10+ 11ish .. then alex would have watery tired eyes accompanied with yawns! .. haha .damn funny .. but ya .. he's a really nice fella to hang around with :)
caleen - sorrwweee. tat we made u waited for an hour and delayed ur shopping schedule!! .. haha !@ .. but seriously .. this chick does bring joy to my holz .. tho we oni saw each other like twice or so .. but then .... it was GOOD!!! LL square!! haha
jon - well .. his parents were over .. so dint reeally spend time with him .. but then .. it was still great to have his company at times :)
jiah lit - alex's hot fren! .. haha . yup .. will post photos up .. but he's a nice guy .. he's hitting on mak .. but he's still single!! haha .. not my type tho .. aikz .. too bad :P .. damn mean oso .. pakat with lex mak and cx to tease me .. it's ok to be short k! *bluek* can always check out mak's site to spot him since mak posted photos d
jun - for inviting us to her house for yummy dinner
sis - for the awesome company throughout this 2 weeks and putting up with me :P
couz francis and ivy - for taking us in and cooking yummy stuff for us!! :) thank u!! .. and oso the unlimited access to msn and internet!! woot!! haaha .. not to forget the freedom to go everywhere we want and to return home at our pleasure ! :P but obviously i'm a responsible gal .. i tell them where i go prior to that lar!
shoulder angel : k lar.. start doing homework munyee!! tmr u have a spesh practice task .. and u havent freaking start on ur oral draft .. get into it!
shoulder devil : but then . .there's always tonite .. and u miss ur frens ..
shoulder angel : well .. the closing ceremony's tonite my dear!! u wanna watch it rite??
me : yes .. but then .. homework how??
shooulder angel: do now
shoulder devil : flunk it ..
err.. guess i'll attempt to listen to my shoulder angel for the time being .. and i'm still craving for far away!! >.<
thanks to people who made me enjoyed so much during these holz .. and thanks to them who made me find it so hard to get back into study mode!! haha (nah!! .. still love them! )
yeen(charis) - had heaps of fun staying over at her place .. squishing on a single bed .. amazingly none of us fell off the bed!! haha .and of course the chats till 4 tat we had to put a stop or else it'll be never ending .. haha. . well ..thanks for taking me in .. and making me feel so loved!! ..rmb .. i love u heaps too k?!! .. and dun worry .. u're never alone .. hehe.. ohya! .. thanks for the awesome fried rice tat u cooked! everyone was so shocked tat u could cook !! haa :P
chuxiang-thank u for all the motivations during library sessions .. never fail to encourage me to work hard and strive for the best in year 12 .. and of course .. i notice tat he's being extremely gentleman lately .. oo .. thanks for treating me dinner and heaps of stuff :)
mak mak - well .. always going crazy with me ..wat more can i say..
alex - hope he comes down to town more often .. gosh !! we had so so much fun with him around .. all his lame jokes and stuff!! such a coincidence of meeting him and jason at the opening ceremony and haha .. thanks for crashing in at the library .. yup. . wasnt really productive .. but spent quality time ..tat''s wat matters eh?!! .. and alex ..reckon tat u shud thank me.. cos i'm training him up to not sleep so early .. everytime .. when we went out for supper or desert .. still chatting at the park at about 10+ 11ish .. then alex would have watery tired eyes accompanied with yawns! .. haha .damn funny .. but ya .. he's a really nice fella to hang around with :)
caleen - sorrwweee. tat we made u waited for an hour and delayed ur shopping schedule!! .. haha !@ .. but seriously .. this chick does bring joy to my holz .. tho we oni saw each other like twice or so .. but then .... it was GOOD!!! LL square!! haha
jon - well .. his parents were over .. so dint reeally spend time with him .. but then .. it was still great to have his company at times :)
jiah lit - alex's hot fren! .. haha . yup .. will post photos up .. but he's a nice guy .. he's hitting on mak .. but he's still single!! haha .. not my type tho .. aikz .. too bad :P .. damn mean oso .. pakat with lex mak and cx to tease me .. it's ok to be short k! *bluek* can always check out mak's site to spot him since mak posted photos d
jun - for inviting us to her house for yummy dinner
sis - for the awesome company throughout this 2 weeks and putting up with me :P
couz francis and ivy - for taking us in and cooking yummy stuff for us!! :) thank u!! .. and oso the unlimited access to msn and internet!! woot!! haaha .. not to forget the freedom to go everywhere we want and to return home at our pleasure ! :P but obviously i'm a responsible gal .. i tell them where i go prior to that lar!
shoulder angel : k lar.. start doing homework munyee!! tmr u have a spesh practice task .. and u havent freaking start on ur oral draft .. get into it!
shoulder devil : but then . .there's always tonite .. and u miss ur frens ..
shoulder angel : well .. the closing ceremony's tonite my dear!! u wanna watch it rite??
me : yes .. but then .. homework how??
shooulder angel: do now
shoulder devil : flunk it ..
err.. guess i'll attempt to listen to my shoulder angel for the time being .. and i'm still craving for far away!! >.<
Friday, March 24, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
i'm craving to listen to : Far Away by Nickelback.. (thanks to wenlong!ish! :P) too bad i'm staying at my cousin's place.. cant dl songs .. ahhh ...!!! shall ask mak to play it on her ipod and share with me!! :D
Far Away
Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Far Away
Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
A RATHER CUTE POEM FROM SOME SKIN
i was searching for a new skin for this blog .. then i came along with this rather cute poem .. so .. ya .. shall share it with u guys k?
enjoy
up down, up down
happy happy, with no frowns,
bing bang, OUCH ouch
mr see-saw threw me out >.<
cut my knee , see much blood,
tears come, almost flood the whole playground!!
tat's when u came and helped me out
held my hand, and give me a broad wide smile :)
"let me be ur best fren now?"
"why just 'NOW', next time how?"
hold hands, hug hug
close frens, best frens
forever till now.
ermm ..the last bit is kinda weird. . but it's a really cute poem :P dont u reckon?
i was searching for a new skin for this blog .. then i came along with this rather cute poem .. so .. ya .. shall share it with u guys k?
enjoy
up down, up down
happy happy, with no frowns,
bing bang, OUCH ouch
mr see-saw threw me out >.<
cut my knee , see much blood,
tears come, almost flood the whole playground!!
tat's when u came and helped me out
held my hand, and give me a broad wide smile :)
"let me be ur best fren now?"
"why just 'NOW', next time how?"
hold hands, hug hug
close frens, best frens
forever till now.
ermm ..the last bit is kinda weird. . but it's a really cute poem :P dont u reckon?
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i'm happy
i'm :) smilee!
i'm glad
cos .. i recieved a phone call from pat boy boy :)
eh!! dun ever underestimate a phone call .. u never know how a timely phone call can make a difference..
(well .. it may sound similiar to all those forwarded emails tat spam up ur inbox .. but seriously ..these came out of my mine k! :P so.. keep reading !! )
a stressed out fella who had been constantly working and striving hard
all day and nite sitting in front of his working table
work
work and
work
people started to cast weird looks
but no one sees the burden on his shoulders
he needs a chill too ..
then a call from an old fren shared some of their memories
after the phone call he returns to work
but this time .. there's a smile on his face
typical situation
a lonely girl studying overseas
constantly she stares at the star in the dark blue sky
when she felt so unconnected to the world ..
as if no one even care bout her existence
ya .. some people foolish enough when they're depressed would consider do silly things (definately not me lar)
cos they felt so left out .. as if no one cares
all they are just dull and colourless .. (i heard of stories tat are so sad)
but if..
if ..
there was a phone call from the other side of the world just to say hi
a short 2 minute thing
made her day :)
least she knows tat she is not forgotten
least she knows now tat someone cares :)
least tat would save her from getting near to sinking in
i guess everyone likes to be in the center of attention occasionally .. to be noticed .. to reassure their worths ..
in the streets of the city in melbourne
there's always this guy who always pretend tat he is a martian
playing his screeching . ear piercing "music" which imitates the martian language
pedestrians walk up n down the street
kids laugh
people throw coin onto his shinny mat
all he is asking for is less than a sec of attention
and tat's all
well.. is it too much of me to ask ppl to miss me occasionally then?? compare to him.. who am i to demand so much attention?? i dun need it for a living ..
but .. it simply warms my heart :) .. so ..thank u for those who take out a moment from their hectic lives to think of me!! i sure miss u!!
i'm :) smilee!
i'm glad
cos .. i recieved a phone call from pat boy boy :)
eh!! dun ever underestimate a phone call .. u never know how a timely phone call can make a difference..
(well .. it may sound similiar to all those forwarded emails tat spam up ur inbox .. but seriously ..these came out of my mine k! :P so.. keep reading !! )
a stressed out fella who had been constantly working and striving hard
all day and nite sitting in front of his working table
work
work and
work
people started to cast weird looks
but no one sees the burden on his shoulders
he needs a chill too ..
then a call from an old fren shared some of their memories
after the phone call he returns to work
but this time .. there's a smile on his face
typical situation
a lonely girl studying overseas
constantly she stares at the star in the dark blue sky
when she felt so unconnected to the world ..
as if no one even care bout her existence
ya .. some people foolish enough when they're depressed would consider do silly things (definately not me lar)
cos they felt so left out .. as if no one cares
all they are just dull and colourless .. (i heard of stories tat are so sad)
but if..
if ..
there was a phone call from the other side of the world just to say hi
a short 2 minute thing
made her day :)
least she knows tat she is not forgotten
least she knows now tat someone cares :)
least tat would save her from getting near to sinking in
i guess everyone likes to be in the center of attention occasionally .. to be noticed .. to reassure their worths ..
in the streets of the city in melbourne
there's always this guy who always pretend tat he is a martian
playing his screeching . ear piercing "music" which imitates the martian language
pedestrians walk up n down the street
kids laugh
people throw coin onto his shinny mat
all he is asking for is less than a sec of attention
and tat's all
well.. is it too much of me to ask ppl to miss me occasionally then?? compare to him.. who am i to demand so much attention?? i dun need it for a living ..
but .. it simply warms my heart :) .. so ..thank u for those who take out a moment from their hectic lives to think of me!! i sure miss u!!
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
UNTITLED AND RANDOM~
okie .. here's smtg i wrote .. may sound depressing but i'm doing ok here k??
if i could make time go back into the past,
would i still have done the same thing again?
if i could have another chance,
would i have the courage to love and play the game?
if i'm just some gal tat u fell for twice,
why lift me up and push me down into the drain?
thanks .. cos u know wat?
i'm hurt and
i'm bleeding in pain.
all covered up in the ugly stains,
lying to others to claim tat i'm ok
while secretly in the corner, with my heads lowered,
my hands together and tears
continuously rolling down my cheeks.. i pray,
hoping tat one day i
eventually
eventually
will have the cheerful smile return back on my face
yer.. sounded so depressing horh?? yuck!! dun like it!! >.<
shall have one tat could brighten up the day!! hopefully i can come up wit something better lar .. smtg to anticipate :P
well .. i guess i've learnt alot recently .. alot bout myself and alot bout others..
holz has now begun .. it started off with an awesome fantastic weekend with me putting a weekend over at yeen's place and we sure spent some quality time:) chatted till 4+ and both of us sleeping (squashed shud be the correctly term )on a single bed .. it's amazing how lil things tat u do together can make u feel so loved .. having dinner and icecream together with yeen cx n mak mak was simply .. undescribable.. i just felt so loved!!! :P seriously! .. i felt like i have no regrets if i die the next instance.. (but surely i dun wanna die so young!and surely dun wanna die in aussie >.< ) hahaha .. but overall ... i guess frens make up a major part of my life.. and i'm easily contented when i'm with them :D i guess tat's wat frens are for .. to double the joy and divide sorrow .. haha .. generally .. ya .. it was AWESOME!!
then ..comes the spm results .. some are happy and some are disappointed with it .. i wanted to be there to support all my dears and darlings there .. and also wondering if anyone is gonna share their joy with me .. haha .. well .. ya .. congrats to all of u who did well .. i'm very very proud of u !! and thanks to those who remembered to inform me!! :D yet ..seriously .. some part of me were just thinking .. good to those who did well .. but those who were disappointed .. in front of those who superbly did well .. would they be ok ?? and those who were complaining when they had all a s except 1 or 2 b (not being particular.. but general speaking) ya .. true .. not quite as wat u expected .. but hey! at least not in front of those whose poor hearts are shattered .. well .. i shant comment on this since i personally havent been thru this and i'm have my right to judge ppl .. but just at that one hour as ppl recieve their results .. complexity drowns me ..
all i can do ..was just to be there to support them if they need .. and if they did well .. i felt honoured too!
ya..
wanna share smtg tat someone shared with me ..
- hong : " sad?? u can be as sad as u want TODAY.. cry aloud and stuff .. but rmb tat tmr is a brand new day. no more sadness or frowns on ur face "
- anonymous .. duno who said this : " when u felt tat u're not loved.. count ur blessings and look around.. the sun is still shining for u and the stars are willing to weep with u.. still think tat u're not loved?"
- long bean : " be a better person to deserve something. y is GOLD so expensive?? tat's because ppl know it's worth "
- long bean : " it's only after u've met the wrong people tat u'll learn to appreciate more when the right bunch of people finally come across ur life"
yeah!! so true .. i guess u need to define ur own values and work to be a better person ... sadness and troubles may occur .. but face it with a clear piece of mind .. accepting them and encounter them wisely .. think about the consequences and be considerate .. tat's how ppl value u ..and learn how not to take things for granted .. cos things are never for granted.. life's unpredictable ok?!! ..long bean was being very philosophical today .. hehe .. he chatted with me for 2 whole hours .. :P
so .. i guess .. life is full of ups and downs.. one moment when u tot tat u had no regrets. . .next moment ..something comes up and hits u hard in ur fragile heart! yet .. it's always comforting to find that u're not always alone in the dark ..
and i sincerely thank god for all the blessings he showered upon me!
for those who always stand by me .. and will always lend me a shoulder to lean on..when i dun voice out my probs but u know how to lift my burden .. THANK U!! i love u guys!! and to those whom i voice out and gave me hugs when i needed them .. *BIG BIG HUGS!!* i really appreciate everything.. surely it may seemed like a small thing .. but to me .. it did make a diff.. and definately make me feel loved again .. i'm a person who love being hugged k? so .. a hug at times when i'm down .. can change my frown into a smile! tat's wat a hug means to me .. may sound gay .. but ya.. i'm just a silly gal .. :D
commonwealth opening ceremony tmr .. hope i dun get bombed!! scared scared~!! haha!!
okie .. here's smtg i wrote .. may sound depressing but i'm doing ok here k??
if i could make time go back into the past,
would i still have done the same thing again?
if i could have another chance,
would i have the courage to love and play the game?
if i'm just some gal tat u fell for twice,
why lift me up and push me down into the drain?
thanks .. cos u know wat?
i'm hurt and
i'm bleeding in pain.
all covered up in the ugly stains,
lying to others to claim tat i'm ok
while secretly in the corner, with my heads lowered,
my hands together and tears
continuously rolling down my cheeks.. i pray,
hoping tat one day i
eventually
eventually
will have the cheerful smile return back on my face
yer.. sounded so depressing horh?? yuck!! dun like it!! >.<
shall have one tat could brighten up the day!! hopefully i can come up wit something better lar .. smtg to anticipate :P
well .. i guess i've learnt alot recently .. alot bout myself and alot bout others..
holz has now begun .. it started off with an awesome fantastic weekend with me putting a weekend over at yeen's place and we sure spent some quality time:) chatted till 4+ and both of us sleeping (squashed shud be the correctly term )on a single bed .. it's amazing how lil things tat u do together can make u feel so loved .. having dinner and icecream together with yeen cx n mak mak was simply .. undescribable.. i just felt so loved!!! :P seriously! .. i felt like i have no regrets if i die the next instance.. (but surely i dun wanna die so young!and surely dun wanna die in aussie >.< ) hahaha .. but overall ... i guess frens make up a major part of my life.. and i'm easily contented when i'm with them :D i guess tat's wat frens are for .. to double the joy and divide sorrow .. haha .. generally .. ya .. it was AWESOME!!
then ..comes the spm results .. some are happy and some are disappointed with it .. i wanted to be there to support all my dears and darlings there .. and also wondering if anyone is gonna share their joy with me .. haha .. well .. ya .. congrats to all of u who did well .. i'm very very proud of u !! and thanks to those who remembered to inform me!! :D yet ..seriously .. some part of me were just thinking .. good to those who did well .. but those who were disappointed .. in front of those who superbly did well .. would they be ok ?? and those who were complaining when they had all a s except 1 or 2 b (not being particular.. but general speaking) ya .. true .. not quite as wat u expected .. but hey! at least not in front of those whose poor hearts are shattered .. well .. i shant comment on this since i personally havent been thru this and i'm have my right to judge ppl .. but just at that one hour as ppl recieve their results .. complexity drowns me ..
all i can do ..was just to be there to support them if they need .. and if they did well .. i felt honoured too!
ya..
wanna share smtg tat someone shared with me ..
- hong : " sad?? u can be as sad as u want TODAY.. cry aloud and stuff .. but rmb tat tmr is a brand new day. no more sadness or frowns on ur face "
- anonymous .. duno who said this : " when u felt tat u're not loved.. count ur blessings and look around.. the sun is still shining for u and the stars are willing to weep with u.. still think tat u're not loved?"
- long bean : " be a better person to deserve something. y is GOLD so expensive?? tat's because ppl know it's worth "
- long bean : " it's only after u've met the wrong people tat u'll learn to appreciate more when the right bunch of people finally come across ur life"
yeah!! so true .. i guess u need to define ur own values and work to be a better person ... sadness and troubles may occur .. but face it with a clear piece of mind .. accepting them and encounter them wisely .. think about the consequences and be considerate .. tat's how ppl value u ..and learn how not to take things for granted .. cos things are never for granted.. life's unpredictable ok?!! ..long bean was being very philosophical today .. hehe .. he chatted with me for 2 whole hours .. :P
so .. i guess .. life is full of ups and downs.. one moment when u tot tat u had no regrets. . .next moment ..something comes up and hits u hard in ur fragile heart! yet .. it's always comforting to find that u're not always alone in the dark ..
and i sincerely thank god for all the blessings he showered upon me!
for those who always stand by me .. and will always lend me a shoulder to lean on..when i dun voice out my probs but u know how to lift my burden .. THANK U!! i love u guys!! and to those whom i voice out and gave me hugs when i needed them .. *BIG BIG HUGS!!* i really appreciate everything.. surely it may seemed like a small thing .. but to me .. it did make a diff.. and definately make me feel loved again .. i'm a person who love being hugged k? so .. a hug at times when i'm down .. can change my frown into a smile! tat's wat a hug means to me .. may sound gay .. but ya.. i'm just a silly gal .. :D
commonwealth opening ceremony tmr .. hope i dun get bombed!! scared scared~!! haha!!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
another forwarded email .. eh!! this time with my response in CAPS!
Simply beautiful... about Love...
Learn to love the people who are with
you at
present. Forget the people
in the past and thank them for hurting you, which
led you to love the
people you have right now.
* SERIOUSLY URGING PEOPLE TO DO THIS! .. HEY! LOOKING BACK AT THE PAST .. IF THERE WASNT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT U SO DEEPLY .. WHEN WILL U LEARN TO APPRECIATE?? WELL .. FOR ME .. AS THE DEPARTING AND LEAVIN MY COMFORT ZONE APPROACHES .. I ONLY TRULY APPRECIATE THINGS AND OFTEN TIMES IT'S ALWWAYSS TOO LATE .. I'M STILL TRYING TO LOVE PEOPLE MORE AND WITH ALL MY HEART :) SO DO TELL ME IF I'M DOING A RATHER GOOD OR BAD JOB K? *
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll
deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love
someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter
what.
*HMM... TRUE ... CRAZY STUFF I DID ... THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW CRAZY I AM WHEN I'M IN THE COMPANY OF THE LOVED ONES .. FRENS AND FAMILY .. *
>Everything in life is temporary because
>everything
>changes. That is why
>it takes courage to love, knowing it might end
>anytime...having faith will
>make it last.
*HMMM .. COURAGE TO LOVE... IS COURAGE AN EASY THING TO OBTAIN?? *
>Friends are not the one who laugh when you
>laugh and cry when you cry.
>They are the ones who make you laugh and stop
>you from crying. Love is the
>feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we
>fall
>off, we learn to hold
>on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never
>have to let go.
* I SO AGREE WITH THIS!!!! FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO WILL JUST STAY WITH U ALL THE TIME .. IF U'RE LUCKY FOR ALL OF UR LIFE!! .. WAS JUST TALKING AND DISCUSSING THIS WITH YEEN THE OTHER DAY .. .AND WE BOTH AGREED THAT .. WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES ARISES ... IF U LOOK AROUND .. U'LL BE AMAZED AT HOW MANY FRENS U HAVE TAT ACTUALLY STOOD BY URSIDE AND NEVER LEAVE U ALONE!!! ... AND YES .. THERE MAY BE ONE SPECIAL PERSON AT TIMES .. BUT THEN .. WHEN THE SPECIAL PERSON AINT THERE ANY LONGER .. TO SHARE YOUR JOY AND DIVIDE UR SORROW .. FRENS ARE WHO U WOULD TURN TO .. YES .. TRUE .. WE'RE ALL BUSY WITH OUR OWN LIFE .. BUT THEN .. IF U JUST SAY TAT U'RE IN TROUBLE AND U'RE LOST .. U'RE COVERED WITH SORROW .. THEY'LL BE THERE FOR U .. NOT PHYSICALLY.. BUT THE SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENTS .. SIMPLY STIR U ON~!! I'M THANKFUL AND I ALWAYS THANK GOD FOR EACH AND EVERY FREN TAT I HAVE .. THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND THOSE I LOVE*
>They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
>But do you know that
>sometimes love enters through the back door and
>before you begin to notice
>it, it's on it's way out.
>Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
*SO DEEP ... WELL .. IF THE TIME COMES AND I REALLY HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LOVE OR LET GO.. HMMM .. DUNO ..EWW.. SO HARD TO CHOOSE!!! IF LETTING GO IS A BETTER OFF OPTION .. MAYBE .. OR ELSE .. NO WAY!!!!*
Have you
>ever hated someone and
>loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so
>bad it made you cry?
* YES ! .. HONESTLY .. I HAVE!! SO MANY ZILLION TIMES!! >.< AND EVERYTIME WHEN I TOT TAT I'M OLD AND MATURE ENOUGH TAT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT TEARS. .. EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M PROVEN WRONG..*
.. Have
>you ever seen someone left alone without knowing
>why? .
>
*THE REST IS BEAUTIFUL ..SHALL NOT INTERUPT! :P READ ON!*
>Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a
>woman but luckier is the
>woman who wins the last love of a man.
>
>Love is not the right word to say when you feel
>guilty nor the right word
>to say when you like a person but love really
>matters when we share our
>thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
>
>Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
>that friendship brings,
>for friendship is like the shining moon, makes
>each
>night a brighter one.
>
>Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but
>for
>a heart that is
>loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would
>grow old but a heart that
>is loyal will never turn cold.
>
>If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
>your heart, forgive them for
>they have helped you learn about trust and the
>importance of being cautious
>to whom you open your heart.
>
>A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so
>easy
>to get, so hard to
>let go; so easy to spell, so hard to
>define...and yet
>everyone is still
>taking the risk. That's love !
>
>We are all a little weird and life's a little
>weird,
>and when we find
>someone whose weirdness is compatible with
>ours, we join up with them and
>fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it
>LOVE!
>
>Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a
>lot, it
>may give you aches
>and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in
>the
>end you will cry even
>more for not giving love a chance.
>
>Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
>steps. He has plans and He
>has His time. God's clock is never one minute
>early nor one minute late. It
>always strikes right on time.
>
>If someone loves you, love them back not only
>because they love you, but
>also because they are teaching you to love and
>opening your heart and eyes
>to things you have never seen or felt without
>them.
>
>The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
>future. Bad experiences
>indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned
>should make you better.
>
>On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
>happy with somebody else;
>but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person
>unhappy...with you?
>
>When you find arms that will hold you at your
>weakest, eyes that will see
>you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in
>both
>instances, and a heart
>that will love you at your worst, then you have
>found true love.
>
>Someday, someone might come into your life
>and love you in a way you
>always wanted.
>If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
>If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
>If your someday is today.. CHERISH
*SHARE UR THOUGHTS WITH ME !! :) I LOVE U ALL!!! * HMMM .. MAYBE ONE DAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND POST IT EH~ .. HMMM ... MAYBE ...
Simply beautiful... about Love...
Learn to love the people who are with
you at
present. Forget the people
in the past and thank them for hurting you, which
led you to love the
people you have right now.
* SERIOUSLY URGING PEOPLE TO DO THIS! .. HEY! LOOKING BACK AT THE PAST .. IF THERE WASNT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT U SO DEEPLY .. WHEN WILL U LEARN TO APPRECIATE?? WELL .. FOR ME .. AS THE DEPARTING AND LEAVIN MY COMFORT ZONE APPROACHES .. I ONLY TRULY APPRECIATE THINGS AND OFTEN TIMES IT'S ALWWAYSS TOO LATE .. I'M STILL TRYING TO LOVE PEOPLE MORE AND WITH ALL MY HEART :) SO DO TELL ME IF I'M DOING A RATHER GOOD OR BAD JOB K? *
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll
deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love
someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter
what.
*HMM... TRUE ... CRAZY STUFF I DID ... THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW CRAZY I AM WHEN I'M IN THE COMPANY OF THE LOVED ONES .. FRENS AND FAMILY .. *
>Everything in life is temporary because
>everything
>changes. That is why
>it takes courage to love, knowing it might end
>anytime...having faith will
>make it last.
*HMMM .. COURAGE TO LOVE... IS COURAGE AN EASY THING TO OBTAIN?? *
>Friends are not the one who laugh when you
>laugh and cry when you cry.
>They are the ones who make you laugh and stop
>you from crying. Love is the
>feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we
>fall
>off, we learn to hold
>on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never
>have to let go.
* I SO AGREE WITH THIS!!!! FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO WILL JUST STAY WITH U ALL THE TIME .. IF U'RE LUCKY FOR ALL OF UR LIFE!! .. WAS JUST TALKING AND DISCUSSING THIS WITH YEEN THE OTHER DAY .. .AND WE BOTH AGREED THAT .. WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES ARISES ... IF U LOOK AROUND .. U'LL BE AMAZED AT HOW MANY FRENS U HAVE TAT ACTUALLY STOOD BY URSIDE AND NEVER LEAVE U ALONE!!! ... AND YES .. THERE MAY BE ONE SPECIAL PERSON AT TIMES .. BUT THEN .. WHEN THE SPECIAL PERSON AINT THERE ANY LONGER .. TO SHARE YOUR JOY AND DIVIDE UR SORROW .. FRENS ARE WHO U WOULD TURN TO .. YES .. TRUE .. WE'RE ALL BUSY WITH OUR OWN LIFE .. BUT THEN .. IF U JUST SAY TAT U'RE IN TROUBLE AND U'RE LOST .. U'RE COVERED WITH SORROW .. THEY'LL BE THERE FOR U .. NOT PHYSICALLY.. BUT THE SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENTS .. SIMPLY STIR U ON~!! I'M THANKFUL AND I ALWAYS THANK GOD FOR EACH AND EVERY FREN TAT I HAVE .. THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND THOSE I LOVE*
>They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
>But do you know that
>sometimes love enters through the back door and
>before you begin to notice
>it, it's on it's way out.
>Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
*SO DEEP ... WELL .. IF THE TIME COMES AND I REALLY HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LOVE OR LET GO.. HMMM .. DUNO ..EWW.. SO HARD TO CHOOSE!!! IF LETTING GO IS A BETTER OFF OPTION .. MAYBE .. OR ELSE .. NO WAY!!!!*
Have you
>ever hated someone and
>loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so
>bad it made you cry?
* YES ! .. HONESTLY .. I HAVE!! SO MANY ZILLION TIMES!! >.< AND EVERYTIME WHEN I TOT TAT I'M OLD AND MATURE ENOUGH TAT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT TEARS. .. EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M PROVEN WRONG..*
.. Have
>you ever seen someone left alone without knowing
>why? .
>
*THE REST IS BEAUTIFUL ..SHALL NOT INTERUPT! :P READ ON!*
>Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a
>woman but luckier is the
>woman who wins the last love of a man.
>
>Love is not the right word to say when you feel
>guilty nor the right word
>to say when you like a person but love really
>matters when we share our
>thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
>
>Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
>that friendship brings,
>for friendship is like the shining moon, makes
>each
>night a brighter one.
>
>Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but
>for
>a heart that is
>loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would
>grow old but a heart that
>is loyal will never turn cold.
>
>If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
>your heart, forgive them for
>they have helped you learn about trust and the
>importance of being cautious
>to whom you open your heart.
>
>A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so
>easy
>to get, so hard to
>let go; so easy to spell, so hard to
>define...and yet
>everyone is still
>taking the risk. That's love !
>
>We are all a little weird and life's a little
>weird,
>and when we find
>someone whose weirdness is compatible with
>ours, we join up with them and
>fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it
>LOVE!
>
>Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a
>lot, it
>may give you aches
>and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in
>the
>end you will cry even
>more for not giving love a chance.
>
>Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
>steps. He has plans and He
>has His time. God's clock is never one minute
>early nor one minute late. It
>always strikes right on time.
>
>If someone loves you, love them back not only
>because they love you, but
>also because they are teaching you to love and
>opening your heart and eyes
>to things you have never seen or felt without
>them.
>
>The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
>future. Bad experiences
>indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned
>should make you better.
>
>On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
>happy with somebody else;
>but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person
>unhappy...with you?
>
>When you find arms that will hold you at your
>weakest, eyes that will see
>you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in
>both
>instances, and a heart
>that will love you at your worst, then you have
>found true love.
>
>Someday, someone might come into your life
>and love you in a way you
>always wanted.
>If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
>If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
>If your someday is today.. CHERISH
*SHARE UR THOUGHTS WITH ME !! :) I LOVE U ALL!!! * HMMM .. MAYBE ONE DAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND POST IT EH~ .. HMMM ... MAYBE ...
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