hey guys!! i know i havent been blogging alot
special apologies to yeanzo!! hee!! if u're wondering how come i'm back into the blogging spirit .. tat's cos i've gotten the inspirations from her!! :P yup!!! :D

well .. i'm finally recovering~!! from my illness of course .. so .. bye cough and flu~!! never want u to return!! :P

brief update of things here :P
yupz .. let the photos explains it all :P

on selah's bday we went to jesh's bf hugh's place to drink (liquor) and celebrated her bday



had a scrumptious dinner at shark fin inn ..the name sounded ex d eh?? but it was good :)


mak mandy and i .. no sick tots pls!





toast to the bday gal



enjoying the bday cake at hugh's puny(no offence hugh!) but comfy appartment



u can spy on ppl downstairs at the foyer!!!

HAPPY 17TH BDAY SELAH!!!!

then coming up was kimo's 18th bday bash!!!


me and kimo the bday gal at an italian restaurant sophia;s

her bday bash was kinda a suprise too with heaps of flowers and cakes :) i'm so jeaolous like how she gets flowers on her bday and i dun >.< guys who are thinking of going after me .. hehe .. i'm easily flattered when u give me flowers!! :P hehe *hint hint * eww!! perasan!! not like any guys are going after me

anyhoo ...HAPPY 18TH BDAY KIMO!!!!

then everyone was so busy with house concerts!! i helped out with backdrop painting and lighting on the performance nite!! so .. look at the lighting effect!! ooooOOO!! hehe :P


i painted the green hills and the trees!! :P
go rosslyn!! (my house obviously)


leven's backdrop


stirling - winner of house concerts 2006

yupz!

weekend came and i spent nites sticking up photos on my wall .. was very into the nostalgic mood! >.< i miss u peeps!!


try and find urself inside there!! :P


out with sis and not to forget icecream and sunnies on super hot days like tat!



and special thanks for those from home who greeted me on my bday :)
ermm .. thanks for the advance greetings from cx (i recieved a card from him!! so unexpected but he made my day!!! )
my aunt who called prior going on outstation :)
joanne rueyyng baby singchia chern han chun wei and sikeat
thanks to those "on-time" people .. yeen and han's (who spent the tick with me and han sent 2 msges) :)
and thx to everyone who remembered my bday!!
no particular order : chongshen kahpoh (both overseas still rmbed :) thankz ya!! )
wen shen (reminder from yeen but still .. the tot tat counts ya ? :P
sikeat(2 sms from him) suiyuan (2 msges too :P) pat boyboy kimchew ady and sder jun hui alex matt boss,teck keong (and his 124?!! ie. ice tea from kim gary) meikhoon nai ma yee xian
belated greetings from wenlong long bean jia yee and jon kinyau
ermm .. still trying to recall who sms me .. dun wanna forget bout ppl like wat i did on valentines :P

ya!! .. but then .. EXTRA EXTENDED THANK U to these ppl who made a difference
- my beloved year 12 boarders!!! they threw a surprise party for me!! which i kinda found out prior to the suprise :P but thanks u guys!! i love u all!!!
- chuxiang for the first bday card i recieved this year and i cant believe that he actually made the effort!! how sweeet!!
- kimchew for calling me on the 1st of march!! :) cheered up my day :P
- mum and dad :P thanks for calling too!!
- kimchew again cos i recieved a card from him :P
- pat boy boy!! .. got a card from him!! hehe :P thanks dear!! first time recieved a card from him!!
- cutey pie shirlz who gave me heaps of hugs and a lil pressie
- leanne for organising the surprise party
- mak and mummy joycee for trying distract and divert my attention so tat the suprise mayb successful
- joyce for trying to cover up the suprise
- yeen for making me feel so loved
- yoong for the easter choc bunny tat's gonna make me go FAT :P
- franky for the super cute star soap tat i doubt i'll use

hehe!! not to forget jia mien and kah ee's unsuccessful attempts of sending sms on 12 o'clock .. i still couldnt recieve their sms .. network was kinda jam .. but still .. :P the tot tat counts .. so thx !

will blog more about bday when photos are available! so ... yeanzo! .. i blogged~~!! hehe :P

got this email from someone .. hmm .. found it rather meaningful .. and uplifting .. so ya!. . sharing it with u guys!!


A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage.
  They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes.  When the
  boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle
  open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep
  it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the
  matter.
  The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its
  color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for
  adults in small dosages.
  When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital.
  He died.
  The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her
  husband.
  When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he
  looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

  QUESTIONS :
  1.          What were the five words ?
  2.         What is the implication of this story?

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  ANSWER :
  The husband just said "I am with you Darling".
  The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior.  The
  child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in
  finding fault with the mother.
  Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not
  have happened.
  No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child.  What she needed
  at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband.
  That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of
  perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. "A journey of
  a thousand miles begins with a single step." Take off all your envies,
  jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things
  are actually not as difficult as you think.
  MORAL OF THE STORY
  This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is
  responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with
  the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human
  relationship.
  Have a nice and blessed day ...


ps. i'm not isolating myself anymore .. i so wasnt anyway .. just lazy to blog .. but will do tat some day and have a quick update! .. so ya :) keep visiting and leave me a msg k? muakz!

I'M OFFICIALLY ISOLATING MYSELF FOR A PERIOD OF TIME UNTIL I RECOLLECT MYSELF ..
NO MORE BLOGGIN TILL I FEEL LIKE IT .. SORRY GUYS! ..THOUSAND APOLOGIES .. AND NOT TO WORRY. . I'LL BE FINE :) TAKE CARE PPL .. I LOVE U GUYS HEAPS!!

thank u for those who did this for me!! :)

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eww ... my lucky charm is an insect!! >.<

Munyee, your lucky charm is a Scarab!

Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few.

When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world.

Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.

INCOMPLETE ..

my mr pee misses all his different coloured company of frens from pangkor ..
my green no. 9 shirt misses all the other 9 numbers..
my shoe is missing ..

plus .. i'm sick now >.< currently blowing off my nose!! it's already flat enough and now it's read! ..constantly breathing through my mouth! .. hate it!
i wanna get well soon!! >.<

>.<

shen's departing today >.< ish!! this morning woke up with such a sunken heart .. i know it's dumb! .. even tho we said goodbye the time when i came over .. but then .. this time he flying shouldnt have an impact on me .. but somehow .. it felt like he's going away for some very very very long time .. and i wont be able to see him in the imediate future ! .. ish !! i should be proud and happy for him .. this morning .. ish! .. so dumb .. the same feelings of when i first found out tat they're going on exchange came back to me ..emotional complexities!!

ish!! i'm gonna miss u so so so awful much shen!! >.<
u take care over there k??!! oh ya!! do remember to get hot guys contacts for all the girls back here ya?!! ^.^



a quick post on valentines ..
well .. it wasnt as many of u guys expected of me .. lots of gifts .. and wishes .. well .. not tat many .. but surprisingly there were some who still had me in their heads .. something which i'm VERY VERY happy and grateful for!!
special thanks to jon keat cwei matt ee shen wlong pat alex cx yxian ll baby for thinking of me~!! :)
love ya heapz!! muax

CAN U PROVE UR LOVE?

gonna skip the exciting formal investiture assembly where i went on stage in front of the whole school (how scary!!) .. read a reading from the bible and got my badge.. it's some kinda formal installation in front of the whole school where yr12 got recognised as leaders of the school .. i decided to blog on something more interesting .. not so much about myself (hopefully)

CAN U PROVE LOVE ?
well .. this topic dint really come to me until today when i went for religious ed class!! (damn boring.. normally .. i would skip it .. but today i decided to be a good girl ..since it's still like the beginning of term) .. ya .. so .. i rocked up to RE class .. and there was mr green there ...saying that today's class is gonna be a discussion of "intelligence design" .. for those who know wat it is ... pls explain to those who dont .. cos i dun really get it myself .. but tat's not the main point ..

the main point is tat ..
he presented us with lots of different perspectives of GOD, LOVE and SCIENCE
do u believe in a God?? how could u prove tat God existed ??? how do u know tat he truly loves u??? scientist tried so hard to prove tat there's evolution .. instead of God creating the earth .. is it so true??? now .. science got concrete evidence .. but god is there to show us tat he's the one who did everything for us ..but how can u prove it???
well .. mr green said it by giving a SUPERB example .. by giving the example of LOVE ..

*i was thinking about it as he said ..so the following is his opinion + abit of touch up from me* ^.^
how can u prove the love that ur mother unconditionally give u??? how can u prove tat u care for ur frens??? how can u prove tat u truly fall so deeply in love with someone tat u can live without ???
it is through feelings and believes
u know tat it existed somewhere and words are just simply too hard to describe ..
how would u describe the excitement u get when u check on ur phone and see a msg that say someone cares ..
how would u explain the moments of despair when u miss them so much and u wish that u never have left them??
how can u describe the courage that boosted u through words of encouragements from ur loved ones????
how and where would find the optimistic motivation when u;re left alone in the darkest room with no one else but urself???
how are u gonna explain the emotions tat love has brought to u?? happy? more than tat.. contented?? .. sad? angry? despair? it's a mixture of everything!! haha! :P
how do u prove tat u're not alone even though physically u are?
does true love really exist ?? how can we prove it?

well ..it's a tough question and i'm gonna leave it to u!!

as for me .. when i see something sweet and touching .. when i sense tat i'm loved ..or when i'm hurt .. or just the smallest thing on earth could change my emotions...then my heart would just melt in happiness or sadness.. tat;s my prove of the existence of love!! cos love is never forever sweet and smooth .. love can be challenging and heart breaking .. but in the end .. the final form of love .. is ... *there i go .. duno how to describe ..!! * AMAZING!! haha .. like wat the bible say .. "love is patient. love is kind. it is never jealous" corrinthians 13:4


so everyone!!!
start melting ppl's heart by all the lil things tat u can do! .. a simply msg like i love u can make a difference (eh! oni say it when u mean it ) tell ur parents tat u love them .. tell ur frens too!! and if u've got urself a valentines ... never forget that they deserved being pampered ... not oni on valentines day .. but every single moment tat u can show ur love .. dun fail to!

to all my dears and darlings .. at home or in aussie .. if u're reading this .. and u know tat i care about u.. (even it was like as if i dun... actually i do !! I DO~~!!!! )
i just wanna say .. i love u

happy valentines day!!! muax muax!!

UPDATE SINCE LAST WEEKEND

well .. first thing tat came up to my mind was the BOARDERS WEEKEND!!! the bhse committee spent hours and hours planning it since last year and the beginning of this year ... comin up with games and etc .. so .. the final plan was this ..

sat- going for a day trip at geelong beach and williamstown esplaneade
sun - chapel, formal lunch and BOARDERS IDOL!!

SATURDAY
well .. by the time of 8.30 .. i was awake .. but still lazing around .. lazy to get up .. eh!! i had been a nocturnal creature for more than 2 months .. how could i survive the change mann!! >.< so ... after 15minutes .. i had to force and drag myself up and going .. cos the bus is leaving at 9.30!! okie .. breaky .. dadadada .. got my cool committee headband from mandy .. confirmed and double check the equipments and stuff tat we needed .. (LOLLIES!! essential on long bus rides!) and got our asses on the bus ... heading straight to geelong!! woo hoo!! where we used to go rowing and the same place that we went 2 years ago for boarders weekend ... i think it's called the eastern beach ..








some year 11s .. ps.. the girl in white is a model!! :P


took us about 1hours and 45 minutes to get there .. had morning tea and we begun our ice breakers! was some really dumb, boring and random games cos we wanted to save the best for the last .. haha .. there's duck duck goose (somthing like tag) and the coin game .. where each year level is an amount of money and when the host called out a particular amount .. u have to form ur own group to match up the particular amount..

icebreakers wasnt tat great.. own time was the best .. cos i finally get to rest .. dun have to yell out all the time and hosting.. explaining rules .. something which i'm not really good at .. .so .. mandy, mak and i were tanning ourselves while joyce and lee were reading .. the weather tat day was AWESOME .. nice sky and the panaromic view .. fuiyo .. clean beach.. but yucky sands.. reminds me of pangkor!! i want pangkor's sand.. i had a bikini tan now :)




me mandy(in black) and mak





quote from mak's blog :P sorry mak .. i stole ur paragraph :P

" but to my dismay, when we reached there, the beach was not that pleasant looking. the sand was rough as ever and there was hardly a sea. it was filled with boats and yatchs. nevertheless, we still headed on with our tanning. mun, mandy and i just layed at the grass and tanned for an hour. the sun was no JOKE! it was sooo super hot! it burns your skin like crazy! we just had to continuosly put sun screen. "

sun screen .. never forget them!!








me and my frens :)




sis and her frens :P


then i played captain ball on the empty grass land with a bunch of younger kids .. mostly yr 10 ,my sis and lee .. haha .. so fun!! :P when we had a short break ..i ended up being wet as a target of mak, lee, mandy and my sis' water bottle!! >.< so unfair ...




me and sis before i got wet

finally .. mak, mandy, joyce and i couldnt resist the temptation of the gelati truck!! we were like charging at it!! yummmmm ... the choc and lemon was SO SO good!!! 3 thumbs up!! the lemon gelati was so soft and fluffy!! yummmmm ... so nice!! i want again!! ish .. i'm such a kid .. i even dirtied my shirt while eating!!

had dinner , pizzas at williamstown and headed back to the bhse .. was full on talking to mandy on the bus .. chat about almost everything while everyone else was sleeping!

the beach outing was good! .. like we dint force ppl to play the game tat we saved for williamstown while waiting for dinner cos everyone was so dead tired!! but in the end tat turned out to be something good! ooo .. and the response to it was shockingly comforting ... so far ... not too much of negative comment .. :P




i got burnt!!! >.< now my skin is like flaking !! >< not painful .. but i looked shit ugly!! >.<

SUNDAY
morning had formal chapel and lunch .. yew!! actually.. it wasnt tat formal anywayz.. .took me so so long to look for something formal to put on .. hate formal occasions .. i always cant find anything nice to wear!! >.< chapel was boring .. as usual .. but the highlight was tat the new committee got recognised and they recieved their badges!

lunch ..we launched something similiar to guardian angel and mortal but we changed the name to timon and pumbaa .. timon is ga while pumbaa is mortal .. originally .. my pumbaa was a very cute yr 10 girl .. but my sis went and told her tat i was her timon ..so i swapped with joyce .. now .. my pumbaa is lilian :) gave her a lollipop :P so far more to come

BOARDERS IDOL
well .. my team .. after a short reheasal .. most of us forgotten our lyrics!! :P hehe even i forgot!! we performed "raindrops keep falling on my head" .. then "the rainbow song" by delta goodrem and finally the chicken dance .. but thankfully we ended up in a cute and high note .. :P all the chicks had to tied their head up with blown up rubber glooves .. very cute and adorable!! hehe

the committee started off with a sketch.. an embarrassing one with us singing all out of tune and doing random stuff .. hehe :P kaitlyn was the host for the competition

i'll let the photos tell the story

sis was in tammi's group .. performed "dun cha"




spot my sis




my team performing the raindrop song..




leanne's group did the chicken lil dance




anisha's group performed "this love" maroon 5 which was totally out of tune




everyone was so shocked with her group cos other group tired so hard ... we were like =.=! thank goodness my group was way better than hers even though we forgot our lyrics




out of boredom .. nard in purple and joyce mummy played with the rubber gloves

kaitlyn's group.. the winning team .. performed a lipsync of ..ermm .. duno wat's the song title.. but it goes" aint no mountain high enough .. aint no river wide enough .." and .. " i like to move it move it"




sandy playing liu qing




everyone watching the idol attentively




year 10 individual group performance ... my sis was in it!! :D




year 11 performance .. got LL wor!!!








the best of all !! .. year 12 performance!!!




we sang "at the beginning " OST from anastacia .. and we ended with a high note .. everyone was screaming cos there was a big bug!! haha :P


enough bout the weekend ..
other occasions and events shall be blogged again soon!! :P hehe .. since it's such a long post d
ermm .. so happy tat i managed to talk to so many ppl yday!!! yay!!! u guys take care k???
shen and caleen ... TAKE EXTRA care now tat u're gonna be leaving ur comfort zone .. all the best and remember tat i will always love u!!! :P
haha ... 1 more thing!! apparently .. mum called and told me tat yday was my chinese lunar bday .. i told a couple of ppl and they kinda ignored me ..without saying happy bday!!! *pssttt .. u know who u are!! * hehe .. oni ONE ... my sweetest darling wished me!! hmph!! and dad woke me up in the morning while i was still deeply asleep for a belated bday wishing... :P how funny!! i was so blur and couldnt really rmb wat he said .. oh well..
happy belated chinese bday to me!! :P since i dun haf feb 29 tis year >,<

ps. more photos of the beach to come :P

i stole this paragraph of stephanie.. kimchew's prom date!! :P so ..ya .. :P hope she doesnt mind .. but it is so so true ..

"When u think of your good friends, and they never fail to drop you a message every single day saying they miss you, or they want you to come back, or they just greet you a simple, HELLO!, the feelings just change... somehow the heavy load will be lifted from your heart, and you will feel less burdened, and also having the determination to go on..."

GUYS!!
i'm ok .. just felt like letting out everything on the blog here .. so so sorry to have u guys all worried about me .. (mayb u dint bother .. >.< ) oh well .. just a quick note to tell u guys tat i'm fine :) thanks for all the encouragements and support!! brightened me up heaps!!! :)
well ..though i'm still procrastinating a lot .. but yeah .. other than homework .. bhse stuff is going well underway .. hopefully :P and guess everything will be fine?! *really really hope so*
aikz. . sometimes when i wanna pray for something .. before i sleep .. i was just too tired tat i knocked out before finishing my prayer?!! ish!! wat is tat!!?! .. >.< aikz .. so ..pray for me k ??? really appreciate all the love and support tat u guys gave! .. especially those tat has been like an angel.. looking after me from a land far away :) THANKS!!! i love u all~!!!

FIRST FEW DAYS AT SCHOOL
exciting?

well .. upon my first return i was asked to give a speech as the "boading hse captain" .. (well .. i dun really need the ".. " i am the captain .. :P just wanna emphasize it to note the sarcasm! ) it was in the formal boarders parents assosiation .. imagine me .. jet lagged .. so lost and the i-so-dun-belong-in the meeting feel.. but then i dun have a choice (sux! wanted to give some lame reason but then i failed) so.. i gave a super crappy .. childish speech >.< but ya .. tat's not the main point ... after tat//i had to sit down rite in front of every parent.. and listen to the boring speech that the chairman is giving .. at this moment .. crap! .. i was like doozing off in front of everyone!! literally fishing with my head mann >.< gosh!! ..so embarassing that even the new head of boarding - the curtis noticed .. but they were very very friendly ppl :) and they asked me to get some rest!! ..something which i really appreciate!! :P

aikz ... yr 12 this year .. means tat no more foolin around and no more seniors to look after me but instead i have to take up the role of look after everyone ..well .. not literally everyone but .. the more the better...

BAD SISTER
well ... i've been thinking yday .. mayb i think too much .. i felt tat i'm such a bad sister .. i dint really look after my sister even though i've been here for about 4 days?? ish~!! i'm such a shittty sister!! .. i want her to mix around her frens ..and learn to be more independent .. and i also dun want her to live under my shadow... i'm not too sure whether has she ever felt frustrated that everyone has been saying tat we looked really alike~ .. but ya .. i felt tat she needs to create her own impression and image.. not always by the name of "munyee's sis" .. well .. she dint say tat she minds .. but imagine myself alawys living under my cousin's name! .. crap .. ish!! .. all the expectations and everything!! duno! .. aikz .. the saddening part is tat we dun live under the same roof anymore!! nevertheless in a same room .. i felt so weird!! she had always been with me at home when i went back .. we ALWAYS sleep together!! .. this time .. with an empty table and bed in my room and no one's occupying it .. it just feel so so WEIRD!! .. aikz .. i just felt tat i'm not doing wat a sister should have done @@!! .. i was had been trying to do more and to make her settle down .. i duno .. she dint complain .. but through my own eyes .. and at nite when it's all quiet and dark .. i reflect upon myself .. i secretly cry and think that i ought to do better .. how?? i duno!

BAD CAPTAIN
hey guys!! ..welcome and meet ur new crappy captain who never fails to come up with more trouble! .. >.< aikz .. i duno .. i just feel so shit~ .. i feel tat i;m not doing my job well enough and i dun think if i put in everything i have. . i dun think i'll be able to balance my time and my studies.. i'm so selfish! .. i know .. i just felt tat things are all piling up and i dun have time to sort them out!! ... aikz .. with boarders weekedn around the corner .. and all the annual events coming up .. we need to settle things and stuff! aikz .. duno! ..see how lar! >.< this coming weekend is a closed weekend with heaps of ice breaking and activities to organise .. duno how is it gonna be like .. and with the new head of boarding. .. who seem so lost at everything isnt somehting to be relieve off.. even though we can take advantage of tat! .. but then ya.. i just felt tat things may not turn out well .. aikz .. how??!! when complaints are always round the corner and no one else seems to care but me .. when it's responsibilities tracking time .. fingers at me.. aikz .. how??? or maybe i think too much ??? would things really turn out fine when the time arises ??? I WISH!! >.<

BAD STUDENT
ish~!!!! i cant believe tat i'm actually falling asleep in so many classes!! Maths Methods(MM) .. bio and even chem!!!!aikz .. it's oni like the first few lesson of the year! .. everyone is supposedly to be really hyped up and enthusiastic about it .. me??? doozing off at the corner??~!! wat the beep???? gosh!! i DID try.. with every possible way .. aikz .. i need ady;s special way of keeping me awake .. painful .. but then .. no other choice~ ... ady!! u should come here with me and make sure tat i do stay awake~!! >.< homework.. fuiyo!! .. heapz mann .. not to mention tat i havent completed the holz hw !! .. due to bhse business .. i dint even had time to finally sit down to do my work .. yday ..when i was about to do tat ... mum called ... i was talking to her and tears wouldnt stop flowing!!! .. i tried to make them stay in my eyes.. but they were just too nnotty !! .. :( i miss being at home .. and being pampered and doing nothing .. but i told myself tat i need to buckle up .. i cannot afford to disappoint the ppl who have faith in me .. esp my beloved darling., parents!! BUCKLE UP MUN YEE!!!!!

well ... i guess .. sometimes i may sink into depression and pessimism .. i just cant find any strength or believe in myself tat i could take the next step .. but it's always comforting to recieve sms or calls .. and even email of encouragement to cheer me up!! *hint hint* .. haha ..serious/?! u'll be amazed at the motivation behind the sms-es u sent~!! .. in wat i emailed han .. last year's international magazine was out .. and their theme was "wat really matters is knowing tat someone takes a look through the window" .. welll .. for me .. wat really matters is tat knowing tat someone cares and when i look deep inside their heart .. i can see me~ :) haha .. i dun have to be big .. :P .. aikz .. duno .. stressed out!!! i tot i wont be .. i tot i would be fine .. but it appears tat i'm not.. and sometimes .. inevitably.. loneliness does creeps in and plays a black joke on me .. i hate it! ..especially when i had a big single room with 2 beds and tables to myself~!!! all i can do is nothing... it sounds really pathetic eh??? power ..knowledge and responsibilities ... can be turned into pressure and choke me till i cant think! .. aikz .. but i'm still thankful of wat i have now .. i'm glad tat i still have frens and family to encourage me ..
power and authority??... are nothing ... turn it into love (trying really hard!! the new girls are so patronising!! i;m not the one who's not trying to be friendly k?? they are!!! terrible~!! )
knowledge ... studying aimlessly and with high expectation can kill me!!! yet someone told me tat it can be fun .. see it as an enjoyment
responsibilitiies??!! hate it .. but know tat it's the essence of growing up~!

munyee~!! grow up!! u're 18 soon!! stop thinking tat u're still a kid!!! tat's life~!!

BACK TO AUSSIE >.<
all work and no play

ish ... when i'm always blogging .. it means something k?? means tat i've got a faster internet connection .. means that i'm too bored and have nothing else better to do .. means tat i'm obliged to blog cos i wanna update ppl .. or does it mean tat i wanna share my life with whoever who reads it .. (duno??) oh well .. watever it is .. it means tat i miss u guys heapz .. and i .. really cant wait to go back ... i know .. u guys must be like .. wat the hell .. u just arrived .. well .. this is was i feel like!@~!!!

anywayz... due to very limiting time .. (nearly dinner mar) ,.. i shall just cut and paste an email i wrote ... dun call me lazy .. :P cos i know i am ;p but ya .. practically .. the flight wasnt an enjoyable one .. but it was something tat i would never forget! ..



heyz u guys~!!!~

bet u're still enjoying ur whacky chink new year as i'm back in the land down under .. suffering from homesickness~!! so .. how's ur angpau collection going??? been visiting around hse by hse??? yerrr!!! i wanna do that too!!!! so unfair!!! .. dun care .. whether u guys want it or not .. next year .. we're gonna go visiting houses by houses k ??? ISH!!!! i'm so jealous~ .. so unfair!!! how come it's always me who miss out all the fun!!! so very unfair~~!!!

well .. now tat i'm back here .. it's gonna be a whole heap of work .. less play .. boarding hse stuff .. and .. well ..my sis to keep my mind busy~. .. doubtlessly .. u guys will fill my mind .. all the time!! .. i miss u guys so so so so so so much!!!! flashing back at the memories we shared .. omg~!! i still cant believe tat i'm back here .. i'm not ready for school mann .. now tat i mention school ... hmmm .. i think i still have some .. ermm ,, not some .. a lot of uncompleted hols hw to do .. ish!!! .. shit!! plus my brain is so rusted .. it's not brigthening up the situation!!

gosh!! .. for the second time in 3 years of flying to melbourne .. i dint cry~!! well .. i did tear a bit .. but it was out of horror !!! .. my flight was so freaky!!! i had this drunk gay guy sitting next to me!! .. he had so many shots of scotch with coke~!! and he made me became somewat his maid or smtg .. kept asking me to hold his drink for him ..then when he was seriously off.. he was like jumping in and out of his seat .. yelling around /.. disturbing everyone .. thank goodness i wasnt there to witness it cos i was at the toilet~ .. phew .. but yerr... i felt so uncomfortable .. when he was talking to me ... bout his records that aged 50 years .. (yeah rite ) and bout his movie with a super sexy hot guy that he wont mind being fucked.. . i tried ignoring him and then he poked me .. so i had to turn and entertain him .. i was so scared tat i might get beaten up ok.. and when he spoke to me .. his head was like so close to mine .. i had to keep drawing back .. and leaning over at mak's side .. yterrr!!! disgusting shit mann!!! it worse when he was like spilling drinks all over me and mak ... yer .. i felt so harassed .. well. . emotionally harassed k??? so .. i called the cabin crew and asked them to do somethign bout him .. and when i returned .. he started to disturb the poor lady in front of him .. yer .. she was even worse than me k?? he was like standing up on top of her ... yelling and insisting that she should look at his records~ .. eweww... the air steward came and attended to our cry of help :P .. ya .. they were rather stupid actually.. they moved me and mak instead of him ... we were placed in the very end of the cabin .. on crew seat .. yup .. of well .. we were kinda hoping to get upgraded .. but then .. ya.. dint happen .. well .. at least i wont have to live in horror for the remaining hours of the flight~!!! ish! .. and as the crew moved our stuff away .. they left my shoes there !! and i dint even dare to go and get them .. cant believe something like tat would ever happen to me!! ewww...

but dun worry guys!! i'm perfectly fine .. even though he's drunk .. he dint go overboard other than disturbing me .. not letting me to sleep and talk to me in a super close dstance.. thank goodness he dint puke or did whacko stuff.. or else i'll be damn scared!!!!! but ya .. dun worry .. i'm perfectly fine :)

now tat i'm back ehre ... had to get my butts working hard ~!! yr 12 mann .. no joke ..

but anyhow .. i miss u guys heapz//// as i was in the plane .. i was wondering wat would it be like ... if any of u guys were there with me. .. aikz .. but anyhow .. ya ..

email me k???? do update me bout everything back there !!! keep in touch2@@!! i'll reply ur email!! i promise!!! ;p take good care of the ppl around u and u urself especially!! ..
finally.. in the year of doggies :P wanna wish u guys gong xi fa cai .. may joy laughter and happiness revolves u all the time ..

i miss u guys heapz .. and remeber i love u heapz too!!!

take care ya?

munyee ;p
muakz

BLOG TILL I DROP .. NOW TAT I'M STUCKED AT HOME :)
expect a long one!! HEE

HEE!@! .. havent been updating my blog lately. . well .. i guess this is a perfect chance ..with no one talking to me on msn ... and stucked at home ( my own fault actually for sleeping in ) .. hehe ;p

hmm brief update bout myself and my plans for the upcoming future ...
well ... i've been eating and eating like nobody's business .. but oh well .. the reason tat i let myself go crazy is tat prom and pangkor were history and then it's not like anyone cares bout me being fat or thin .. so ya .. i'll just eat and live under this motto "eating is a blessing" hehe :P
but on the other hand.. i've been equivelantly burning calories tat i've put on .. well nevertheless input is always greater than output .. but ya .. i'm now suffering from muscles pain~~ butt muscles!! and guess wat .. i'm not the oni one .. chern han and tecky too!! :P we went to this ABT class in the gym yesterday and now .. look at us .. soring and aching .. aikz .. =.=! oh well .. ya .. california gym tat huijing brought us to has now been a popular place among us as it is free and it's new .. tat's y i like it so much with its super ya sui weights and classes .. well it's everything!! i'm loving it! ;p

ok .. other than that .. wat plays a part in my life?? my beloved frens and family!! DUH!!!
well .. a big farewell to lili and jane (even tho i dint tell her personally but still ) wanna wish them all the best as they leave malaysia and proceed in their journey in life in various countries~ ..

oh ya .. happy birthday to rachel ooi .. christmas baby~!!

ermm .. chernhan, zhen yuan and ady~.. get well soon k??? really cant wait to see u guys at lagoon! .. so pls pls take extra care of urself and rest well k?? if u really need someone to take care of u .. then .. aih .. i "sit dai" abit .. i'll do it for u guys lar .. but do take care of urself pls!..

as for the exchange girls .. pls reply my email or at least sms me!! u know i do miss u guys~!! well ..it has been weeks since they left for italy.. bou and ee did call us when we were at pangkor and bou called me on xmas eve~!! .. seriously they have been constantly in my mind~!! really wonder how's life over there .. but do wish them all the best and hope they're having a crazy countdown over there as we would here!

happy house warming to cousin jun and family~!! i had fun meeting up with my grandma, aunty and my nanny at that house warming party on christmas day! .. it was a town house .. but who cares .. it's the people tat matter.. aunty made us some really yummy kuih! .. oh my gosh.. i couldnt resist myself and i had more than 2 helpings!! .. it's good to go back to the village area once a while .. definately will bring back memories .. childhood memories .. seriously .. i can feel the difference between urban and village .. but if i were to choose .. i think i prefer the way i am now .. :P

hmmm .. oh ya .. merry belated christmas to everyone~!! i had a good christmas this year!! mak invited me to watch her church performance .. a musical .. very nice show!! way better than i expected .. i did invite ppl .. but then .. aikz .. guess no one was keen .. so i kinda gave up on the tot of bringing my frens .. i brought my sis instead .. we all enjoyed it! .. it was about christmas and how christ could make a diff in ppl's lives .. the songs and dances were amazingly good!! well done mak~ .. u did well~~!! *thumbs up*

went to lili's farewell party on xmas eve before going to s.pyramid and countdown there with wenlong and chongshen .. even tho i'm not superbly close to lili (sikeat was like kept saying as if we duno each other) but i think i'll miss her! .. she's a real sweet and pretty gal~!!! eh!! gar gar dei we went to watch 2 concerts together k? and at about 10 ish .. after stuffing ourselves with the yummy cheese cake tat lili's dad made ... we headed to sp to countdown~ coincidentally we met KDD, zhien wei and their gang~!! haha.. but we dint join in .. normally i would but then i din wanna dirty wenlong's car.. my oni transport home!! hehe.. i think through this i got to know wen long a lot better .. and i think he's a superbly nice guy!!

aikz .. i guess it'll do for now .. give up on uploading the photos .. due to my slow connection!! ish!! shall hopefully post some pics up..

till then ..take care and all the best!!
to everyone out there who knows me .. i know this is really random~ .. but i just wanna say ..
happy new year and may a new year brings u great vision and greater resolution.. i will always love u and i really treasure everything u;ve done for me .. every single thing .. do keep in touch and ya .. be good!!
love u heapz and heapz ..muakz muakz

What's Your True Color?
Munyee, your true color is Yellow!

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PANGKOR TRIP

havent been blogging for some while cos i was away for a trip to pangkor .. well .. the place itself wasnt as panaromic as i expected it to be .. the sea was a lil murky .. and the beach wasnt as clean as i tot .. but with the company of my frens.. it made up for all the negative side of pangkor! i wanna have a big shout out :-

THANK U TO EVERYONE WHO WENT TO PANGKOR AND ALL MY DARLING FRENS WHO MADE THIS TRIP SUCH A MEMORABLE AND FUN ONE .. I HAD HEAPS AND HEAPZ OF FUN AND ALL THE SWEET MEMORIES WILL REMAIN DEEP IN MY HEART!! I'M MISSING U ALREADY .. BUT I KNOW TAT THE TIMES WE SHARED WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN ..THANK U FOR EVERYTHING!

ohya. . have to mention tat pangkor was a day after prom .. and prom was crazily fun .. shall blogged bout it someday ..

just a brief update tat i've been to prom and pangkor .. the sweetest memories tat would always remain in my heart! :)

after pangkor was still rather hectic .. been going out non stop mann!! sunday was family day as usual .. we went to have a hot spring bath!! fuiyo!! so hot mann!! but apparently it's good for our skin .. so .. i just TAHAN!!! ;p

monday ,.. went out with chernhan chunwei sikeat chenghong wynyan jean suiyuan and a couple more to watch kingkong at mv .. then was dragged to shop with joanne and yng yng .. aikz ..results of easily tempted by food. . dint really wanna shop .. but ya .. the food she offered was tempting enough! :P ..

tuesday was mak mak's bday! .. happy burfday mak!! :P went to her hse :) found out tat her hse was really gorgeous!!!! and she seriously put in heaps of effort in it with the theme, colours and childish! hehe ;p i had fun there meeting new frens .. i had to say tat even tho not all of them are frenly but at least most of them are nice :)

weednesday!!
went gymmin with huijing liching kchew and teckliang at california gym near bukit bintang~ REALLY fun!! .. the gym was so nice and new .. the company was awesome !! we went on the treadmill the bike cardio stuff then up to the weights and hit the "steam" room :P liching kept saying she felt healthy and her tummy was flatter hehe ;p we stayed there for couple of hours and hit straight for food. . had char keoy tiow .. gained back wat we just lost! uish!! haha
then we all went to timesquare to get kc;s free landyard from digi~ .. so funny cos we were expecting something greater than a lousy dull "snow wolf lake" landyard...
today winter fest/.. good food!! yumm :P i'm hungry !! my tummy's like growling now as i blog!! eh!! cant wait to eat more tong yuan! :P

UPDATE!!!

now tat i've been at home .. well not literally at home .. but yea.. in malaysia for about a week and i havent uploaded this blog due to the laziness in me and also knowing tat my internet connection at home is freaking slow simply demotivate me to blog.. but under some so-called "order" .. i;m obliged to blog .. so here goes

brief update

1/12
ee's bday
went out to redbox in less than 5 hrs after arrival

2/12
dad's bday
we dint go for a exquisite dinner as planned .. and i was stranded in mv after everyone left me ponder pointlessly at mv at 4.30 pm .. but thank goodness my sis was there wit me .. and we went for some prom window-shopping ... show a really nice but kinda simply bag at jusco .. even though i kinda fell in love with it .. it costs a bomb!! .. it's like 300+ mann!! .. i dun think there's anyway that i can get it .. aikz .. forget it! and we went home so late tat day .. we were expected to be home by dinner time .. but somehow mum was late to pick us up and wanted us to train back .. and we forgotten to get the cake . so we had to turn back and get it .. which made us even later than as we tot we would be! >.< .. thankfully no one was mad at us .. but i was stil kinda mad at my parents .. they promised us to have a nice dinner among ourselves but it dint come true .. oh well .. i had learnt tat their words cant be taken for granted even tho it was planned bout a month ago?!
aikz .. nvm .. at least i went to shop with siyi yentink teckliang pat jean jian jun and met up with chernhan (was surprised by him) kimchew and ppl ... siyi is so thin tat it was so hard to find a nice coat for him! hehe and kc was showing off tat he has nice body .. chiu! haha..

3/12
outing with ee.. bou .. chongshen and supposedly longbean
around noon .. went to sg wang with ee and bou .. ee just finished buying her souvenirs stuff for her exchange program and i was told tat she spent like hundreds and hundreds on it


4/12
FAMILY DAY
went to klang to have bak kut teh in the morning with my family ..aunty and grandma and some other relatives after my swim .. waliau! .. my stomach was like growling like no body;s business on the long journey there .. but it was worth the travelling cos it was so so YUMMY!! .. and fattening! .. hehe .. but i was glad tat my taste buds were satisfied.. hehe .. then went shopping with sis and mum ..saw a pair of rather nice silver shoes at vinci but sadly they are platforms .. so .. dint buy them yet .. wanna keep my choices open.. dinner at aunty niu's hse .. had satay .. which i was craving for :P

5/12
the last day of spm .. finally they can put a fullstop to exams and say bye to high school ..
well .. kah ee and bou were rushing down to kl and meet up with me cos they need to buy baju kurung for the exchange trip .. mum said that chowkit's cheap when it comes to selling these stuff .. so she offered to give us a lift there .. we walked into a few shops and seeing those malays and indians promote their stuff. . i somehow felt tat i'm really priviledged to be living in such a harmonious country with such a great culture diversities .. ok .. cut the crap .. kah ee bought an indian top .. to match her batik pants then we headed off to bou's hse and to kelana jaya the talipon restaurant .. it's a steamboat + pan grill restaurant where u self service .. yeexian kept eating prawn tat the shells piled up like a mountain and chun wei was like complaining the pot of soup seemed to be seafood soup .. hehe:P chongshen and my dailou were very kind as they both offered me food :P .. well .. basically tat nite i was being served like i was a princess.. kah ee siting on my left kept scooping the hotpot food into my bowl and the ppl grilled chicken and fish and the next location they went was my stomach .. oh ya .. not to forget the super big jug of watermelon juice tat kah ee helped me out .. jia mien gave a surprised to bou as bou wasnt expecting her to come since she was at spore for the weekend .. she had a shock .. a real shock! .. hehe .. and guess who was the latest to arrive? si keat! .. hehe :p they were all so glad tat he came tat they dint scold him but welcomed him with great generous courtesy! .. funny .. matt was complaining how unfair it was.. hehe .. i agreed wit matt!! it was really a great nite .. and fulfilling nite .. for my tummy!! .. we just sat and tok crap .. do some catching up and chatting .. i always feel loved when i'm at home .. there's just this cosy and heart warming feeling deep inside ..

6/12
sis' bday and 5s3 class party
played basketball and frisbee with jo jm ry and bou in the morning .. i was earli so i made kamyu have breaky with me .. which was kinda mean cos i think he slept rather late .. :P everyone was late .. but i kinda expected tat ... it felt good playing sports with this bunch of frens!! something tat i always wanna do .. :) it always brings back memories ..hehe .. but i was really crap at frisbee .. i cant even throw properly .. >.< .. ew! .. but bou was a good teacher .. or should i say tat i was a fast learner .. hehe .. i managed to throw a lil better than i first started.. after tat .. jo was being really kind .. sending bou jm n i back .. yng and jean had committee meeting bout pangkor .. ya .. then in the afternoon .. jm decided to highlight her hair .. mum asked me to bring her to my aunty's place .. it costed her 100 .. sookhung n i was like falling asleep while she highlighted it .. glad tat shung accompanied me or else i'll be doozing off! .. hehe .. it turned out ok .. just tat i dun like the front bit .. :P
class party was great .. but when we were on the way there .. we had to rush like mad .. cos jm took 2 hrs to do her hair! i brought hotdogs .. i intended to cook them myself but then i seriously ran out of time .. so kakak had to cook them while i showered .. jo kindly offered us a trip again .. felt so good being driven around ;p hehe .. after fetching and leading everyone to yy;s hse ,.. i was shocked to see the whole table full of food! haha.. and the ppl were all very welcoming :) we ate .. played shiraque mafia husband and wife ..and the name twister .. SO FUN!! and i felt so belonged .. as in i dint feel left out at all! .. we did some cleaning .. ermm .. they did .. i oni helped collecting the rubbish ;p .. going home was such a shock ..hong kindly offered us a lift back to school and i tot i oni needed to bring yx jm and ningshuang home .. but ended up with yauhong and lihui! .. waliau ! .. my mum's car was so packed mann! hehe :P jm spent a nite at my hse .. we chatted but she knocked off rather soon .. :P

7/12
outing with muah besties
went out wit yeen jia yee and jhui to 1u .. jm and i were woken up by their call claiming tat they had arrived 1 u and hurried us there .. so we sped up and hurried there .. had lunch at sri melaka .. yumm cendol!! ... watched zathura .. found out tat chunwei was there watching the same show too .. but at tgv while we were watching at gsc .. went shopping for shoes and bags with yeen .. bought a ring instead .. the four of us had one each .. to jm this is a surprise! and we bought yeen a broch~ .. hope she likes it! :P oh! .. i tried on this pair of white heels .. they were gorgeous but they cost a bomb! .. should i get them? hmm .. duno .. shall persuade my parents! hehe
met chunwei by coincidence as we were both on the phone! .. like wat it seemed in the movies eh?? .. but then it was zhenyuan who noticed it :P .. hheehe .. he couldnt fetch me back >.< cos he was shopping with his mum .. cab back instead
spent the whole nite painting cushions for sue and bou who are departing to italy the next day .. literally oni sleep for 2 hrs max.. crazy! but i started late.. oni started doing in at 12 .. but it contained all my effort .. hope they like it..

8/12
exchange ppl departing
spent the whole morning attempting to complete ee's bday pressie ..
after that had to rush to my tailor's place to check out my dress' colour and material which happened to be a total disappointment and a total disaster! the material wasnt wat i expected and the color .. SHIT GREEN!! ahhh!! how bad can it be?! shit green worr! aikz .. how?? i saw the fabric lying on the chair and was praying hard tat it wouldnt be mine but my sixth sense was rite. . it was mine! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
god! i duno wat to say .. i just like so stunned! >.< ish!!! hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!!
then i had to rush to mv to buy narnia tickets as i promised pat .. coincidentally i met huijing and my nai ma wynyan ..:P hehe . they were buying narnia too .. but a slightly earlier show .. i queued twice hoping tat i would get nice seats and hoping tat i wont disappoint the ppl .. but once i saw we were about to get it .. i left and looked for chunwei as i need to drop off the pressies at his car .. then they told me tat we were watching perhaps love .. i was like ok .. dint really mind .. but then .. after the show .. i was like =.=! not as good as i expected ..
anyhow .. the day was a great one with the comapny of my frens~ xoxo

BACK FROM THE LAND DOWN UNDER
and would be enjoying myself for sure~

hey heyz .. exams are finally history for me and the packing and slacking lifestyle has now come to an end ~ thank god no more packing .. my stuff has now been moved from the ground floor to the top floor .. it aint an easy job considering that i've got like tonnes of stuff.. and i'm glad tat it;s done and i can be at home .. my home sweet home as i blog this .. while waiting for my slow jaring connection to download shit~ ahhh .. i miss the broadband connection at plc.. but i would rather suffer from the internet "slowness" as a result rather than stuck in aussie or going to school ..

results were alrite .. amazingly unexpected! in a good way .. i was so shocked as i recieved them .. and i still am .. english .. finally i've gotten an A .. well ..actually 2~!! as there are two essays .. :) maths methods and chem are all above 90s .. bio .. just passed as an A .. well .. gmaths advanced .. have to admit .. the hardest and my weakest subject .. i gotten a B/C .. i was just hoping for a pass after i finished the paper and now .. .i got more than tat.. hmmm .. my prayers were answered , i guess... anyhoo .. enough about exams .. so glad i dun haf to think about it in 2 months time :) YAY!!!

prior to the plane ride was really a total mess and a rush
the cab was really on time .. i wasnt expecting tat to happen but it did .. mak and i were still doing our stuff .. the luggage lid unclosed .. taking our own sweet time ..then suddenly .. fuiyo .. as i was returning charmaine's dvd .. someone came shouting along the corridoor .. "munyee~ .. ur cab;s here!!!" well .. i ran like a cow to my room .. people were just helping me to take my luggage out .. pau was packing my backpack .. lee was putting my junk back into the trunk room .. everything happened so quickly.. it was like pim-pam-poom and i was on the cab wit mak to the airport.. the plane ride was good .. with lots of good movies .. i wanted to watch quite a few but dint have enough time so i oni chose a few. .. in the end i oni get to watch 2 full one .. i fell asleep in bewitched .. :P the midnite flight was quite packed .. so ya .. i dint really get to stretch much and basically i'm restrained in my seat.. fantastic four and must love dog are alrite .. ya .. i know i'm outdated .. but u cant blame me! ..
i have somthing really sad to announce .. my jean bagpack which had been serving me through good times and bad times .. which had made my travelling easier .. was broken .. i guess i was too rough when i was handling with the zip and all my stuff inside just went messy and were liking about to fall .. so this leave me no choice but to buy a new bag in the airport .. i wanted to at least get a bagpack .. something similiar in attempting to replace the poor old guy .. but then .. there aint any .. so instead .. i gotten a gym sports bag .. is it hinting that things tat had been following me through all these while cant be replaced?? well .. it's oni a bag ..hmmm *thinking hard* .. ermm .. ok . anywayz

coincidentally.. grandma and uncle were arriving about half an hour after me .. dad asked me to go home with them by cab.. >.< first time not getting home by being picked up .. oh well >.<

when i reached home .. there wasnt any cars at the porch .. ie .. parents been out to work .. then the hse looked empty .. wont be seeing anyone except my maid in the morning ... kinda miss my maid actually .. so i gave her a big warm smile :) then.. this tall thin gal who mum claimed was going on a diet came to me .. my youngest sis .. i was so shocked to see her .. she grew taller and thiner *gasp* and my bro too .. which i found out after waking him up by kicking his arse in his room :P his voice changed too!

had chicken rice with family .. yummmm but it was raining the whole noon >.< dun like rainy days!

went out with ee,jm,shen,yx,kp,ch,matt,kc and faye this afternoon to celebrate kah ee's 17th bday .. sang k at redbox .. well .. i spent like an hour lookin for jhui n jyee .. but fate aint at our side .. when i was at sg wang .. they were at lowyat .. while when i was at lowyat .. they're at sgwang! .. oh my gosh! ... how annoying .. in the mean time .. i went under the rain to get ee's cake ... they dun haf any bakery at lowyat~ .. ish .. hate it! turn me into a wet chicken >.< singing k was just plain fun and throat soring.. :P

EXAMS ARE OVER .. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y

exams are over .. well .. i dun reckon i did well .. i so stuffed up my gms .. (add maths equivelant) .. bio was the last paper so i wasnt really in the mood to study nor to bother working hard on it anymore .. ermm .. maths methods and chem were ok .. but still not confident in them .. english .. aizk . dun really have time to proof read .. but then .. i shall know how i did in couple of days time .. >.< scared!

oh well .. on the other hand .. knowing tat there;s nothing much tat i can do .. i've been working hard on relaxing and destressing myself ..straight after my bio paper .. instead of catchin up with sleep.. i watched a movie on a laptop .. followed by lunching with lee and mandy at knox. .. oh ya ..i've bought SCRUMPTIOUS popcorns to bring back home .. :) ya .. then went to joyce's hse to celebrate jess au's bday .. went to boxhill to buy something first and also becos the trams were stuffed up .. dinner at joyce's was SUPERB and heavenly! .. everyone was supposed to cook and prepare a dish .. i made soba noodles ..it wasnt hard .. and it was alrite .. nard's coconut rice was really good tat i kept wanting more~~!! .. so so good!!! then we surprised jess by bringing her a cake .. a bday choc strawberry cake that joyce and nard baked!! .. it was like from a bakery mann1!!! ..tat;s how good it was!

mak and hippie still had pe paper to do whilst most of us had finished .. i just queitly watched movie at nite till 4+ on my bed! .. hehe :P .. i was watching hk drama series from fai zai's laptop .. wonder how i managed to do tat when i struggled so badly and so hard to wake up in the morning :P .. oh ya.. wanna thank yng yng for waking me up in the morning prior to my exams .. or else i'll just be so lost and gone case the next day .. thanks ya!

fri .. was just slacking off and not doing ANYTHING productive.. had dinner in jap restaurant .. then went out to party at nite with lotte shayna mandy(initially but in the end she dint feel like it anymore) pau kitty selah and hiipie.... drank some alcohol .. some strawberry thingy .. was really good .. not the strong ones .. it was sweet and strawberry-ish ... and i actually got passed the bouncers without having to show my id !! :P i'm mature enough eh!! :P .. hehe .. slept over at mak's bro place

saturday
was in a total rush of coming back into te bhse in the morning .. needed to get ready and prepare for yaya and steph's present etc .. well .. by the time i reached bhse and had my shower was 10.15 d .. wait! .. i still needed to wrap the pressie .. ermm .. to write plane lettter to those who are goin to china fors students exchange .. i was supposed to go with janine ,, but she fong fei geit me .. so elana had to be the victim waiting for me ... we rushed there and reached approx 12 .. when the party was like supposed to start at 10.30 :P .. well .. the party was alrite .. we just ate and sat whle the shanghai ppl prepare and practiced their performance .. the food .. which must be commented was so soo godoof!!!!!!1,,,, i ae so so much! non stop for like 3 whole hours! :P

now tat exams are over i seriously cant wait to just play play and play! :P hehe :P not tat i oni need to play ,, i got bhse stuff to organise too before i go home and play even more!! ..

i miss all of u guys

shanghai exchange ppl .. have a good time and safe trip k?

form 5 chsian .. good luck for the remaining subjects k?

ps.. this was blogged in half awake and half contiouous addirion .. so .. pardon me if it doesnt make sense. . i'm so dead and tired .. zzz

CHINESE EXAMS tmr

i'm really scared tat i'll have a blankout tmr. .. chinese is my scaling up subject for next year .. and i really dun wanna screw it up~!! ..

*in a state of anxiety*

good luck for physician~