>.<

shen's departing today >.< ish!! this morning woke up with such a sunken heart .. i know it's dumb! .. even tho we said goodbye the time when i came over .. but then .. this time he flying shouldnt have an impact on me .. but somehow .. it felt like he's going away for some very very very long time .. and i wont be able to see him in the imediate future ! .. ish !! i should be proud and happy for him .. this morning .. ish! .. so dumb .. the same feelings of when i first found out tat they're going on exchange came back to me ..emotional complexities!!

ish!! i'm gonna miss u so so so awful much shen!! >.<
u take care over there k??!! oh ya!! do remember to get hot guys contacts for all the girls back here ya?!! ^.^



a quick post on valentines ..
well .. it wasnt as many of u guys expected of me .. lots of gifts .. and wishes .. well .. not tat many .. but surprisingly there were some who still had me in their heads .. something which i'm VERY VERY happy and grateful for!!
special thanks to jon keat cwei matt ee shen wlong pat alex cx yxian ll baby for thinking of me~!! :)
love ya heapz!! muax