IS IT TOO MUCH TAT I'M ASKING FOR?

firstly befor i forget... HAPPY GRADUATION to all the form5s and yr 12s~~!!! .. i guessed it must be really emotional to go through this period thinking tat u've actually finished high school and now moving on to ur next step ...to ur bright future .. expecting challenges and overcoming them .. as for me .. i'm sure tat if i were one of them .. i'll be crying like a baby .. missing all my beloved darling frens .. and ermm ..still miss them >.< but anyhow. . good luck in all ur exams ya ??

well .. back to me .. hey! this is my blog .. of course it's about me! :P hehe
i'm alrite ... being a bhse captain is so much fun .. especially when it comes to room allocations
i dun get to decide everyone's room ... and they wont complain anything ..
the committee is so united .. so is our year .. we just do everything together and open up our thoughts .. no bitching behind ppl's back and no way we're gonna let others be involved
we think about each other's feeling .. and we at least try to understand ppl .. puttin our legs in their shoes
it's not all about power .. it's about fair n just .. its about ppl not the committee itself oni
see how selfless we all are!
i'm just managing so well with this room allocation thingy when there's completely no issues at all!
i get to sleep in peace and dry my eyes everynite
i get all the understandings tat i want and i know who to turn to when i'm down
i'm so strong in will and i;m very confident tat i'll pull it thru :D

hahaha!~!! so funny and sound so perfect eh??? nothing could go gone .. let me tell u .. all these are just simply plain irony!! i'm being sarcastic! .. it's all so ironic! >.<

seriously is it too much tat i'm asking for?
yesterday i was just telling megan ... all i asked for everytime if there's a chance to wish for something is to have everyone happy and healthy .. i somehow rememebered telling mandy the same thing .. welll ..she laughed and said tat no wonder my wish never come true.. well .. i guessed she's kinda rite .. tat is so not possible .. i give up now .. should i start to think of another one now tat i dun have faith in it?? .. but i still cant think of anything better to ask for .. this is wat i really want!!
guess ppl dun usually get wat they want .. and i'm one of those ppl

well .. i just want the room allocation thingy to be done in a fair .. democratic and just way so tat everyone will be happy and will come to an agreement .. leaving the room in a pleased and happy-with-wat-i-get mood .. instead of leaving the room feeling grumpy and then start bitching! .. i also want the girls to come to me or the committee if they are unhappy bt anything so tat there is actually something tat we can do about it ..say trying to fix it up or something.. instead of just .. talkin behind our back and crying over spilt milk! .. i want everyone to understand .. and learn to accept the fact tat we live in a community .. we have to compromise .. and negotiate .. we are creatures who are filled with emotions not desire .. we creeps for happiness but not earning it in a dirty way .. we have to try to stand in others positions and look thru their eyes~ .. see wat they see .. but not stabbing her even tho she's crying for help .. rite?? yet .. the human race is really biased and unjust .. no matter how hard we tried .. the selfishness and the favoutism is implanted from the day tat u are born .. can we overcome it in peace ?? i duno .. would the ppl understand ?? i duno ... aikz ..

anywayz.. i still wanna thank god for everything he has done.. giving me frens and family to support me thru tough times like this .. it aint easy for me .. nor everyone else to go through times of examinations and times of commitments.. it aint easy to face our emotions and let our rational brains to lead us .. but i still wanna say a big thank u to those who had given me the strength and the will to pull it thru .. and to believe tat tmr will be a better day!