sports day today~!! ..
well .. at first i was kinda excited ... later as time goes by .. my enthusiasm decreases .. haih .. at first i was in wheel relay, crossball and 8x80m ..* i keep reminisce the sports day back home .. * it feels really bad when u got kick out by the others when u r suppose to b in the match .. now i understand .. i'm suppose to be in wheel relay .. but later on .. not sure whether i'm new or no close friend in my house or what... but the people there just tell me that they have enough people and they don't need me anymore .. hhey ... i'm in the first badge 1 leh .. not emergencies guyzz~~!!!!! ... how could they just ask some1 to take my place when i'm actually there .. ! .. haih .. so depressing .. well .. tat makes me 100% keen to go on other events but decreases my confident and enthusiasm in the other events coz yesterday i was so keen and desperate to win .. haih ... too bad .. anyway .. i dint do well in both other relays as well .. got no.5/6 in 8x80 and last in cross ball relays .. ohwell ..:( ..

it was really bad coz i 'm not as spirited as when i was back home .. miss badly the times when we cheer until sorethroat ... when we sat under the hot sun .. the times when we were still playing water .. when we splash each other .. when we hug the dries .. :P .. when we have to pick up the water bottles after all that mess ... the day when we have LKT duty .. when we have to clear the bins .. the day when we fool around even though the seniors were in front of us .. running 100 m .. :P and all tat .. how i wish i am back home ..

the major difference in here and msia is ... the people are so ... "cant b stuffed" .. but back home .. every1 is so enthusiatic .. even though i'm the least enthusiatic person .. but still .. i can feel the atmostphere back there .. but now .. here is like not tat united .. no teamwork .. or mayb i'm the problem .. i'm the one who's not participating enough .. i'm the problem ...