Thursday, May 17, 2007

URBAN LIFE RECAP :)

uni is getting busier now especially with exams and assignments due dates coming up. they are like the most talked about topic recently.. but oh well .. we're students.. what to do :p oh oh !! jazz night and planet uni photos has been uploaded!! but i havent had the time to put them up in this blog yet.. so be patient ya?! as i said previously .. planetuni camp's.. my goodness ! now is to apply the things i've learnt into practice!! :D and oh oh!!

i went to the mothers day run on sunday after meeting up with my plc babies and staying over at mandy's place on saturday!! i miss them SO SO MUCH!!! >.< reeeeaaaallllllyyyy miss the good old times!! but surely .. we'll meet again yea?! :D i cant wait actually!!! :P pau got her liscence!!! CONGRATS!!!! cant wait for it to be my turn!! muahhahahahahhaha =D met karen at the run on sunday! it was so good catching up and thank God she accompanied me through the 4km :P well we walked all the way but we were having such a great time catching up!!! seriously, havent .. NOT EVEN ONCE i've met her in uni when we both go to the same uni!! and have relatively close classes!! ooh weelll...

anywayz ..i got this morning off :) :) YAY!!! so good. get to sleep in!! hahaha :P

but what i wanna say is tat yesterday i went to urban life. it was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mei ying and jon shared :) mei's msg spoke to me very very much personally! and it really hit me on my face!! especially when DNA encounter is coming to an end! i was really excited to go to this "graduation" thingy .. i'm graduating!! hahaha no lar.. just finishing the first chapter . more is to come!! :D i heard from those who has done it before saying tht encounter is REALLY good.. like God is really there and you will really ENCOUNTER him. so .. i was indeed very stirred and really wanna meet God and get prophesised over by the pastors! i'm even fasting dinner for it!! hoping to hear a word from the pastors. then mei ying's message struck me!! we have the Holy Spirit who is the Spirit of truth with us and He lives in us. Why wait for others to speak about us and rely on their words when the bible has already told us who we are in Christ?! i was in astonishment!! my goodies!! SO TRUE!! wel .tat was my personal hit.

what i wanna share is about jon's message! it's so encouraging!
"Dont worry, be happy"

Man werent made to worry. REALLY? Prove it i hear.
ok.

1. Matt 6 : 32 your heavenly Father knows that you need them
My God knows and hears my needs.

2. Matt 6 : 33 Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well.
My God will provide. He will give and fulfill your needs according to His time. Just like a kid with razors. When he was young, after his dad finished shaving, the razor is placed in a place unreachable to the lil fella. the father knows that one day, when he is old enough, dad is gonna give him the razor. for now, he'll prolly cut himself with it. so yea. God will GIVE it to you generously when He thinks it's time.

3. Matt 6 : 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow worry about itself.
My God knows the future. He is in control! Just leave the future in His hands and seize the day!

Be happy :)

Jesus led a joyful life. even to the point when He was sent to the cross. How can a person be happy still when he knew that all his purpose of living was to be sent to die.
Hebrews 12 :2 Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, for the JOY set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

and the amazing thing that he pointed out to us what tat.. ppl always think that Jesus is always so sad and had a sorrow face.
like this ..

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well this one not as bad.. some are like seriously a face like =(

but you know wat?? Jesus, i think and view Him as this!!

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or this

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and even this!!

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not with the hallow la

but i'm still waiting for my favourite photo of Jesus to be sent to me from my couz.. when he sends to me,, i'll share it with u guys k??

so yea.. DONT WORRY!! BE HAPPY! Goodness and mercy has ur back..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

PRAY...

i got this in my emailbox which truly applies and come in handy to lots of people out there :)

Joy jedis!! u're currently on my mind =D may God grant all of us the strength to carry on our assignments k? mak! u too!! do ur lupas-watcha-ma-call-it behaviour assignment :)

Today's Prayer
May 14, 2007

Dear God, This morning I want to pray for all the students who are taking, or soon will take, exams in school. This includes junior high, high school, college, uni and postgraduate students; teenagers, young adults, middle-age and senior adults--whatever their age. Please reward their efforts, help them to properly prepare and to retain what they have studied and what they have gleaned in class, clear their minds of distractions and help them remain focused on their task at hand. I pray that You will give them peace, wisdom, and knowledge. I pray that they will put this knowledge to good use in their lives and in the lives of those whom they will influence and touch during life's journey. I pray that You will give them direction for the future. I pray that You will be honored in all they think, say, and do. Thank You for Your help and guidance during this time. In Jesus' name I pray, amen.

Monday, May 14, 2007

i stumble upon this and couldnt be amazed by how good this dudies' photography skills are!! he/she is cool :) i wanna have skills like them! *erhem.. so that during jazz night or any up coming events the photos that come out are of better quality*

:)

Saturday, May 12, 2007

DEE-DUM DEE-DUM :D

i'm happy. i never know that love is so amazing :)

share this quote on my calender with you guys yea?

"Love is a wonderful amazing thing. You never have to take it away from one person to anoother. There's always enough to go around." - Pamela De Roy-

and on the calender itself there's this tempting sinful picture of sticky date pudding!! *drools*


have you ever wonder why people as in human kind have such short attention span or so easily distracted?? (well, at least i know i am onebut of those)

i'm supposed to be doing my work in the com lab but i ended up blog hopping and replying emails instead of finishing up my metabolic essay >.<

and i HATE how i am so easily distracted when it comes to study.. or when i'm supposed to get out of bed.. i.. i .. simply cant pull myself to it >.< IT'S SO BAD!! grrrrrr C'mmon!! really have to start shifting my bad habits!!!


but on the other hand,

i'm loving so many other aspects of life :D
God is so good to me!!! with all the people He carefully picks and places in my life!!! and i'm sure whoever that's reading this bit right now, surely u're not reading this by coincident, come on!! you know what i mean.. admit it.. i know you love me!! (i am so vain :P) but i really love you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

planetkids is rocketing!!
ocf is blasting with all the upcoming and past events~
planetuni :) :) my FAMILY in Christ who is always always there to uphold and encourage me :) loving me <3

i am seriously so blessed :)

MALAYSIAN PEEPS!! especially the A-levels [jo, pat, baby, han, joel twin, ee and ...] and those who have upcoming exams [yeen, cheez and ...], i'll be praying for all of you k? but always always know that God is there for you guys too :) whenever you're stress or whatever, give me a beep k?? i wanna be there for u guys 2!!!!!! i have to apologise for my lousi-ness at replying emails and even sms.. but u're always on my mind k?? i miss you guys so much weiiiiii~

*cant wait to bite you* :P

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY~ not tat my mum will read this! but yea.. i've gotten her a lil surprise that she is so keen and yet to find out!! hahaha :D mums love surprises too k? and even grandmamas!! :) i talked to my grandma yday and she sounded pleased ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MAY BABIES!! - jmin keat, zhen yuan and MEI KHOON- i'm so sorry i got confused and was late!! so embarassing!! :P

yeen, jo, jia mien, jia yee, jun hui, baby and han.. i miss you!!!

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Ability Versus Availability



His pleasure is not in the strength of the horse, nor His delight in the legs of a man; the Lord delights in those who fear Him, who put their hope in His unfailing love. - Psalm 147:10-11

Do you ever feel so skilled in what you do that you require little help from others? Perhaps you may feel that you are more skilled than any other in your field. Does God need your skills and abilities in order to accomplish His purposes on this earth? The answer is NO.

One thing God does not need is our skills and abilities. However, He does give us the privilege to exercise our gifts and abilities for His service. That service may be as a computer technician, a secretary, an ironworker, or even a lawyer. God calls each of us to our vocations to work unto Him. To believe that He needs our skills to accomplish His mission on earth would be to lower our understanding of an all-encompassing and all-powerful God. The psalmist tells us that His pleasure is not in our strength and ability, but His pleasure is in the attitude of the heart. It is what we find in the heart that helps determine whether ability is translated into availability. You see God is looking to and fro throughout the earth for a man or woman who is fully committed to Him. A man or woman who is committed to fearing the Lord and placing his hope in His unfailing love is the person God seeks to support. "For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to Him" (2 Chron. 16:9a). When our agenda becomes His agenda, we can expect God to fully support all that we do.

If we want to see our skills and abilities multiplied a hundredfold, then we must make them completely available to His service. Where are the opportunities in which God is calling you to be available to Him? Next time someone asks you to be involved in some activity, before you say yea or nay, make sure you check in with the Master of our decisions to ensure that your gifts and talents are being used, as He desires.



i think God is trying to say something to me!!!!
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA :D

though the weather was wet and rainy,
and wind was like whaling the whole of this moring,
outside my window is like gloomyy-dark with raindrops splattering on my window now.. but still .. my mood is like so OPPOSITE!!!

hheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D

i just cant contain it!!! I'm so excited and happy!! despite me being flooded with 2 assignments with a total amount of 3500 words due tomorrow.. i'm overfloaded with joy!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!! just one email lifted my day!

this is it.





Dear Mun Yee,

I am thrilled to inform you that your application for Planetkids Team has been approved by the Church Executive Team. We have placed you in the P46 Team, Aaron D’Orival will be your team leader. Please see Lauren Cross this Sunday and she will arrange T.Shirts for you. Jean Lim will be following you up re photo id’s.

Welcome aboard!

Assunta Bradbury
Planetkids



I know God would place me there! He's already given me so many confirmations!! :D it's just a matter of time and now .. i'm so glad that i can serve Him with all the gifts that He has generously given me :D :D YEAH!!! hopefully i dont scare the kids!! :P and hopefully i wont be too daunting or too shy!! :P

God, teach me how to do this k? i've never done it before!!


but yea ... hahahaa

guys! seriously, have u felt so happy that you wanna jump around and scream and laugh till you roll on the floor but you for some unknown reason just wanna hold it in? tat's me rite now!!! but i cant contain the joy and excitement tat is in me!! the miraculous thing was that i was just asking God which age group He wants me to be, then i was like 4 years old or grade 4 .. dun ask me why 4 .. but yea.. then LOOK!! despite it being a mere suggestion to God, just like a random thought, KACHING!!! i'm in Planet46!!! WARH! wat's this weiiii. .. nothing else could explain itself better!! God, you're so AWESOME LA~ *puts on a super malaysian accent* :D

current word count for both assignments : 0
remaining words : 3500
remaining time : 18 hours 30 mins
stress level : little to none

guess wat i'm gonna do now??

ermm .. feel the urge to go do my no.2 .. but that's not my point .. :P

i'm gonna go

PRAISE HIM!!! :)

*could hear my heart sing: JUMP JUMP*


*WOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT*





by the way, happy birthday kimchew!!! :D u're always loved :D especially when u bring me your glutenous rice.. hehehe .. yumm.. but of course, not just tat :p

Sunday, April 29, 2007

MY PHONEEEEEEE

CRAP!!! my phone cracked from the being mistreated by ... *guilty* me
being left alone in the luggage for almost the whole day, when i turned it on to realise that it has a massive crack right in the middle of it and i could see nothing is rather sad!!! now .. thank God my previous brick phone is occasionally working if i dont press or go anywhere near it's battery.. but it's so crappy!! cos have to really REALLY be gentle and handle it with care!

Perhaps it's time to get a new phone!! :P hee :) i want God to provide :)

just came back from PLANETUNI CAMP!!!!

WOW!! it's amazing how God never fails to move and this camp .. i am indeed marked!!

prior to camp, i was having diarrhea and was on the verge of puking while i was having my tummy upset.. though i've had diarrhea TONNES of times before .. but seriously.. this one was one of the worst! having diarrhea and feel like puking at the same time got my thinking of how i need to do both.. so .. it was really bad as u can imagine! those who knew me well enough would be so used to me having to rush for toilet after food would find this news to no surprise .. but this time was really bad lehh.. i was so scared that i cant go to camp mannn!! cos i was REALLY ERALLY excited about it and really wanna meet God there .. so in the midst of all the ermm uncertainty-on-how-to-handle-puke-and-poo and also the pain and disgust.. i prayed a small but desperate prayer ..

i told God, "God, i dont wanna go through all these, having to puke and poo. it's so disgusting. but IN THE NAME OF JESUS, i pray that You take away all the discomfort Lord. .."

i havent even managed to finsh the prayer and it's just like so miraculously, i am healed. as in the pain and grossness just went away!! i wiped my bum .. and though felt my tummy was exhausted.. but yea .. managed to go to uni and had a normal-like other-day. .. PRAISE GOD!! He's my healer!

and on friday!! went to camp at peguin@philip island completely healed and charged!!!


wanna write more about camp and stuff but i'll wait till i upload the photos!

but yea.

this camp is indeed tremendously different from the others. and even the one last year. it's so amazing to experience how God moves. Personally, i am a lil daunted by the sense of insecurity and feeling that i'm new and inexperienced. i am not good enough. but after this camp, God told me that He will show and lead me to mountains and He knows everything. all i need to do is to focus on Him. Looking forward on Him! It;s also so amazing how He is using uni students to speak and really speak into my heart. they stand alone more powerful cos we can always relate and fully accept the fact that they are going through perhaps the same situation as us! or perhaps even more!! so yea .. i was so blessed to hear from them!
this camp has also indeed drew a clearer picture of God's plan for me. nursing. planetkids.
on saturday night was .. wow! amazing! i experienced God's presence in a newer, higher and different level.

so .. what now?

now,
i make a choice.
a decision.

to throw all my gifts down at the cross and pick them up.
to be a passionate child of His,
to be used and to radiate Jesus.

He is so real. and the greatest thing was that, He is always around you. All you need to do is open the door and ask Him to show you how real and awesome HE can be.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

HERE'S A BRIEF PHOTO UPATE SINCE I CAME BACK IN FEB

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early birds back in melbourne outing

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kimo and my back to school visit - seriously plc girls are so blessed now!

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lee's farewell suprise!! with kingsley being the ALI driver

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chinese new year in melbourne for the.. ermm 3rd time? but this was with my couz .. so it was ok

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kimo's 19th bday

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OUR NEW HOUSE!!! moving in day

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to no surprise .. my room is the messiest of all!

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KDD's bday

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breakie together :D *pardon my bed head pls*

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1st day of uni & our house :)

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cooking lesson anyone?

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the lesson paid off well .. dint it? first dinner at home! i bought the platess!! pretteee horh? :P

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my birthday mini celebration with my housemates :) :) was a total surprise!!!

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FINALLY my comfy bed arrived after a week of sharing bed with heebie.. hope i dint snore :p

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moomba water fest

and also beasaman's house warming

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dint know that the guys CAN cook! i suspect even better than me!!!!!!

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dint get to take photos with the girls!!! >.<



then there was EASTER CAMP!!!

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in the car with joseph being the driver

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who knows that brian and i both love our high school so much! that we still wear of uniform in camp! hahaha

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of course.. dont forget to go to the counter and get ur camp t-shirt!

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which makes u look as cool as us! hahahaha

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but if u choose to, u can be as cute as Ruo too

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or as poser as jeffrey

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even better, be as best chief-cook as hui li

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or as lame and full of crap as kah fai :P

camp!! so fun!!! but so dumb tat i dint bring my cam! so all photos are from the courtesy of mak!

or else .. i could perhaps make another collage on my wall like this

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these ppl make me HAPPIIIIEEEE .. so stop asking if i have a bf .. i dun haf A bf .. i have lots of bfs and gfs too :D they rock!

and i have another wall of photos!! some of them arent up at the smiley photo collage happen to be my favourite!! :) cant wait to show u guys my fav photos!!!!! :D



and of course,

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a visit from ps julie was unforgettable!! not just with

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pretty girls. cough cough

but also

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GELATII TUBS!!

but also how God has used her to speak to me and encourage me :)

outing with Joyers

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to the movie was cool !! except when steve got the parking ticket.. but it was good bonding time :D and the movie was dumb

but when this woman came..

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everything changed

i got bruises on my legs and arms
ran for my life and the nearest shield
sweat like a cow

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cos PAINTBALL!!!!!!!!

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look at the orangey stuff!!

and we hunt around vic market for the stupid spanish dougnut

but haha ... it WAS ALL WORTH IT !!! cos i love her very very much! yinzi!!! take care in sydney k? and

plc boardo!!! let's go out again k!!!! then we can

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ermmm.. *insert adjective/action here* together!

apart from these..

yea .. nothing much else happened..

just that i found this in uni


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yea .. nothing much.

hee :D course there's more!! dint really bring my cam around so dint get to take photos! but surely apart from assignment.. everything else is goood .. my friends here and back home are good.. my family is gooood. God is good :)
:)

every decision you make has the POWER :) ooooo..

i choose to love and forgive!

wat about u?

Thursday, April 19, 2007

for some reason.. i couldnt find any reason to blog. but then .. this struck me .. and kept me on.. can i please encourage everyone to pray.

Today's Prayer
April 18, 2007

Dear Father in Heaven, Please forgive us of our sins, of our complacency, of our failure to do something about terrible wrongs that go on around us. Please help us to know what to do and say, as well as when to be still and wait for You to act. God, my heart breaks for the precious children around this world who live in the shadow of abuse. This happens all over the world, in rich and poor communities and everywhere inbetween. I pray for a supernatural intervention on their behalf. PLEASE rescue them from the mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual pain and anguish they have experienced and many continue to experience. Remove this evil from them. Take them to a place of safety, comfort, and true love. Provide for their every need. Heal their wounds, dear loving Father - their wounded souls, minds, and bodies. Please repair their spirits that may be broken and restore unto them a new hope and a new life. I pray for those who bring this harm upon these children. Oh, how Your words speaks of their demise. I pray that You will intervene, soften their hard hearts, open their eyes to their spiritual condition and their wretchedness, show them their need for You. I pray that the Holy Spirit will convict their consciences and bring them down so low that they are undone, that they have nowhere else to look but up to You. I pray that they will be saved from their sins and given new hearts and new lives. May they reach out and do all they can to stop others from the wrongs they have committed and save other children from becoming victims of abuse. Father, help us as Your children to know what we can do to help these children. I pray that You will love them through us and work through us to accomplish Your will. In my blessed Savior's name I pray, amen.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

WET PANTS

Come with me to a third grade classroom.....
There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives.

The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat."

He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap. The boy pretends to be angry, but all the while is saying to himself, "Thank you, Lord! Thank you, Lord!"

Now all of a sudden, instead of being the object of ridicule, the boy is the object of sympathy. The teacher rushes him downstairs and gives him gym shorts to put on while his pants dry out. All the other children are on their hands and knees cleaning up around his desk. The sympathy is wonderful. But as life would have it, the ridicule that should have been his has been transferred to someone else - Susie. She tries to help, but they tell her to get out. You've done enough, you klutz!" Finally, at the end of the day, as they are waiting for the bus, the boy walks over to Susie and whispers, "You did that on purpose, didn't you?" Susie whispers back, "I wet my pants once too."

May God help us see the opportunities that are always around us to do good. Remember.....Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in your garage makes you a car. Each and everyone one of us are going through tough times right now, but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can.

Keep the faith.

My instructions were to pick four (4) people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please share this with at least four (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me.

This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another.

The prayer:
Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their going out and their comings. Amen.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

HI EVERYBODY!!!! =)

I'm so sorry for the late updates and stuff .. now tat i've gotten internet and currently in the midst of easter break .. so yea .. i was reminded that i actually have a blog to update!

just a very berry brief one to fill the gap of after moving in till now..

been busy with assignment prior to holz
had a lil rollercoaster ride
went to moomba
beasaman's open house
played very addictive and funny board games
cleaned the toilet for teh first time in my entire life!!!!!!
cooked
cleaned up
groceries shopping
met lots of people, from uni, the field and even when i was crossing the road! how cool
went to first urban life :) and bible studies
fixed up my shelf


but the highlight was tat

WENT TO EASTER CAMP!!!!!!
it was just so amazing to be reminded of God's love :) and met so many people!!! most importantly, i could experience the warmth from the ppl from OCF.. afterall, we're all God's children and brothers and sisters in Christ. i'm just in awe despite the tiredness of my physical body from the 24++ hours without sleep i'm so pumped and excited for wat God is going to do :) .. it is my prayer that everyone can come to experience His love and understand that He will never forsake us.

for the Captain Faith Planets from camp,
you guys are awesome!! so fun-packed, always bubbly, never fail to bring a smile throughout camp. know tat you are greatly missed and i really cant wait to meet up with u guys again!!!!
HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Try everything twice. On Madams tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times!



2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down. (keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches;)



3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's!



4. Enjoy the simple things.



5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER.



6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive.



7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.



8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.



9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is.



10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.




11. Forgive now those who made you cry. You might not get a second time.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME THAT I AM LOVED =)

<3

Monday, April 02, 2007

SEARCHING .....

i'm sure that everyone has been on the net and trying to hit the search button.. then wat happens next? .. the timer thing comes out and u're put into the waiting mode. as though u're com just froze... at times when u're desperate, it can be pretty annoying.

guess wat?

currently.. i'm in that mode. but the thing is .. my search field is empty. or perhaps .. my name was entered in.

i ALWAYS thank God for placing the most amazing people who love me for who i am in my life. seriously .. though most of them duno Him.. but i can just see the love they have for me .. beats everything else.. and i just cant help but secretly have tears rolled down my eyes.

why? i kept asking. but guess everything has a purpose behind it.

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28

i cant see it yet. but i'll try to persevere.

but right now.. this very moment.. i'm

currently lost.

currently desperate for directions.

currently trying to figure out who i am.

currently thinking .. who am i to you, you, you and You.

i need guidance. vertically and horizontally. desperately!

i want a hug T.T

can u hear my cry?