of all things big and small,
you're still the greatest of all.

i love you.

updates :)

PEGGIE and CHEL aare all graduates now! CONGRATS!! *wonder how long will it be till it's my turn ^.- *

ARE YOU GAME was definitely a blast :D :D
everyone is always so pretty when it comes to events like this.. no .. actually. i take that back. everyone is ALWAYS so pretty. EVERYDAY :) sometimes i just cant help but checking both the guys and girls out ;p but often times, my eyes are more fixed on the girls :) hehe.
i think for the next event i'm SOOO gonna sign up for smtg coz i was only doing the preparation stage work but not anything on the day itself.. and having said so.. i reached there early and was asking everyone if i could help out with anything all the time .. felt kinda bad disturbing ppl :) but really have to thank billy and couple of the guys for keeping me occupied :) :)
the night was really fun-packed and the message was fantastic!!
meiching got free movie passes! AWESOME :D

SUPPER after that was fun too :)
went with li - my sassy senior :P , peggie and her siblings - dom and shaun.
dom is so super cute!! and cheeky with his charm cards :p

God has been super good to me. i've just experienced His provision for my financial difficulties :D i was left with 100bucks short to pay my rent but God is so great that suddenly, not just my pay came it. i had something extra in my account. and it was enough to pay for my rent!!!!!! :) :) :)

how great is tat!!
i'm believing for more breakthroughs and for a job in either pancake parlour or max breners!!!!!!!! YEA!

oh. one more thing. i've just joined facebook. i'm like a noob. guess i'm gonna spend my whole day doing that!! :P ehehhee time kiiller and since i have no work today.. why not?! heee :D

i'm so inpsired and stirred seeing people getting baptised and i really cant wait for the day when it;s my turn :)
Chloe, Bea, William, Alvin, Ailing, amy, yiana, debbie and all - i'm so proud of u!!! i could really felt open heaven yesterday :D

iwentformyPsdrivingexamsandifailed.
worstthingeveristohaveyourinstructornexttoyouscoldingyouwhenyou'resadenough.










sigh, buckle up and be prepared for the next one i guess :)

CANT BELIEVE IT!

seriously. who would have thought, after so many years, so many acclimatisation, being so settled, i could be nostalgic!!! o.O and guess wat? i'm missing the people and things back home! honestly, this hadnt hit me for somewhile already, understanding that i'm actually slowing settling in and sooner than i thought, i may start calling this place HOMELAND. hahhaha. but the things is, i'd never get to do that as long as the key players in my life aint with me here.

yes. i was bored. i wasnt working yo! u cant really blame me for having too much time that i started flickering on the past photos or blog hopping right? my heart just dropped and butterflies flew into my stomach.

it had been long since i felt it this way .. when was the last time?? it wasnt even as worse when i first came back in June! perhaps it's because i'm missing everyone from both malaysia, high school and even uni!! T.T
*ouch* crap! i just sat on my finger! (how smart! >.<) PAINN!!

anywayz .. i was just flicking through the photos and .. i just miss everyone and everything. sorry bout being so whiney and i know eelin and trili always said i'm very "manja" :p well .. guess i am :D (SOMETIMES :P) but u know wat?? recently i've been
pondering on the topic - LOVE.



i was very challenged to "freely give as you have freely received". of course i'm very tempted to just throw the question - WHO LOVE ME, PLEASE SAY SO!! or WHY ARENT YOUR ACTIONS EVEN DROP ME THE SLIGHTEST HINT THAT YOU CARE... cos after rather being disconnected from the bigger circle, i realised that give a lil note or a brief love-ya-goodnight message on msn can make such a HUGE difference..

so big that it makes BIG seemed small :p
(well, not to mention outings and trips - they're the bombs)

surely, love isnt something to much to ask for. everyone needs to be loved, not just from the King, but also from people. It is surely more comforting than anything to be known as a Princess or Prince and even a CHAMPION in His eyes. When His Presence floods your heart, you're crowned with royalty. Its hard to explain but yea. However, let's come back to reality. WE ARE STILL HUMAN. There's still this part in us that craves for the love from peers or family or technically, from a person. Funny aint it how you can be so refreshed under His throne but yet you still miss the love language from people. Perhaps that why God created Eve.. perhaps it's because Adam needed company. a friend and a family. a companion. a someone.

[current song: i'll be there by mariah carey. our speech night song *sniff sniff* ]

yes. i do admit. i want to be loved. i was once told & even tested, by jo at mph! :p asking, what are the 5 languages of love.



no.. not the hand language. i went to search it cos i cant remember the 5th one :p


QUALITY time
physical touch
words of affirmation and encouragement
gifts
acts of service

jo asked me which area is my strength. honestly. i duno. cos i dun think i'm really good when it comes to love. all i want is to be loved. it is a very selfish of me. and perhaps i could come up with tonnes of justifications to it. but i wanna love more. i wanna be a person who GIVE.

i realised that for too many times, for too long, i've taken too many things for granted. too many people for granted.

i'm sorry and i'm trying to change that. help me.

though i feel like i'm being challenged to love EVERYONE despite everything, it's sometimes aint the easiest thing to do, especially after i'd been receiving quite a fair bit of negative reinforment (ooo .. psy jargon!) but hey, my God is a god who adds super into natural and my God gives me the strength that i need to overcome, so even though in psychology aspect, it requires damn much effort to change, but nothing is impossible for Him.

i know i such at replying emails or even sms.. phone calls and skypes are better with me :p .. but do know that my mind is always flooded with people close to my heart, k? and trust me, at the most random time of the day. i'm sorry i'm not good at expressing them.. but i just wanna say thank you to those who had always made me felt so comfortable at being myself that i'm able to just ..
wake up with super bad hair and still open the door for ya,
or constantly adjust my dress coz it's too loose
or simply call you up when i need a ride home after dark
or just random and spontaneously play sports with
or go in your car on a rainy day when ur wipers aint working
or feel the warmth in my heart though we're like miles apart

thank u for those timely phone calls and sms-es. i love u i love u.

so for now, please, grab my hand, and let's go for a spin - i know mandy loves doing it! :p

the previous post was a lil incomplete. been trying to upload more photos to it but somehow it aint working well .. so . i'll prolly go back to it later.

just a few mental notes.

i tot this quote from some movie trailer was pretty cool.
"the dimmest (or smallest light) will still shine in darkness" - i want to shine :) like carebears ;p

i think i'm being attacked in the area of insecurity >.< it sucks but i believe by the love of Jesus, i can overcome it. perhaps it's PMS or watever, it is definitely an issue that hits today;s girls and hey.. i cant help it k when i'm actually and constantly being surrounded by super pretttay girls :P but definitely.. my honour mann.. and i believe when i overcome it.. it'll be for God's glory and would definitely help me relate wit girls from similar situation! YEA!!

my sis is arriving tmr :D YAY!! great stuff to look forward to!

God is challenging me areas tat i was once very comfortable with. but thank God for choosing me :)

matt 7 : 7 ask and you will recieve, seek and you shall find, knock and the doors will be opened for you.
this verse has not only been reoccuring in planetkids but yesterday as i went to my neighbour's hse to babysit.. it popped on the tv!!! my goodness... :D

HAD BEEN A VERY HAPPY CHILD :)

loads had been happening and i hadnt really had a chance to blog about .. so .. here's some catching up photos :) but really sorry though .. i missed my old camera.. better batt life and quality.. but still .. this camera will do for the time being >.< think about the bright side yo! it's better than none! :D


first up .. WHAT IS was a blast!!!! somehow everyone was so dressed up and it was fantastic!!!



we went for supper after that :P



and my favourite moment - icecream time :D



so guys!!! better not miss the next upcoming event - ARE YOU GAME? on the 19th oct, melbourne high school!! IT'S GONNA BE OFF THE ROOF!

after that, on the very next day .. there's --- lake entrance joy jedis outing :)

big applause to stevictory and caterrrriffic

a shot prior to the 4hr journey







fish n chips... AAAAA











thanks for having me in the trip!! it was such a blasttttt :D when i reached home. i just couldnt help but have the warm fuzzy love feeling in my heart :D


theeennnn .. last sat ..we had our own 3-some outing :)









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though sometimes i had the thought (negative bad thoughts) regarding about not having many close friends- which is rather not true when i actually start counting :P hehehehe.. I came to realise that i am actually a very much loved child <3

DEEP

i've always been challenged to dive into the deep, cos apparently, the deep has greater things to offer. The deep sea fishes with neon and gorgeous colours swims there, the corals, everything. Same thing appeals with God.

God i want more of you. more of your power. you're soooo real !!!! more of your strength.

D-Diligent
E- Exploit
E- Expand
P- Passionate.

need to get back to my ass due friday!
COME ON!

SHORT ONE

God is soooo good to me. I felt that He has just unlocked me into another whole sense of greatness and seriously... just one touch from the King is all I need.

:)

note: this is gonna be a short post due to my bed calling forth for me. hehehehe and guess wat? power naps wont work the whole night. i had experimented it. SLEEP is still the main cure for fatigue. hehehe :P

tat's the lesson i learnt on the way to lake entrance. one word sums my trip up - AWESOME!!
*shall post pic when they're uploaded*

i miss letting my artsy farsty side flow out of me. according to some people, i'm so not a science student due to my liking to procrastination and the way i handle things.. :P i do admit that there's this art/humanity side of me cos somehow .. i tend to do better in humanities subjects (excluding language) since young. and yea.. dont you think it makes so much sense when words just flow soo smoothly out of ya? ok . i'm not making sense. whatever.

anyhoo.. i just wanna say that i am a very loved girl :D thank you. sometimes, i just need to step back, reflect and say thanks. one of my many weaknesses are taking things for granted. please nudge me when you see me doing that. i hate it.

for the assignment that is due on friday.. ARRGGHHHHh. need lots of work on it.

i do think that every circumstance we face is like a training ground. so that we can learn and grow more and also, it gives him room to come through :D

Your Irrevocable Calling
TGIF Today God Is First, by Os Hillman


For God's gifts and His call are irrevocable. - Romans 11:29

It is dangerous to align your calling and your vocation as dependent on each other. God calls us into relationship with Him. That is our foremost calling. It is from this relationship that our "physical" calling results. Whether that is to be a teacher, a stockbroker, a nurse, a pastor, or any number of vocations, we must realize that when He calls us, the change in vocation never changes His call on our lives. It is a mere change in the landscape of our calling. This is why it is dangerous to associate our purpose and calling too closely with our work. When we define our work life exclusively as our calling, we fall into the trap of locking up our identity into our vocation. This promotes aspiration because of a need to gain greater self-worth through what we do.

Os Guinness, author of The Call, describes the great artist Picasso, who fell into this trap.

"When a man knows how to do something," Pablo Picasso told a friend, "he ceases being a man when he stops doing it." The result was a driven man. Picasso's gift, once idolized, held him in thrall. Every empty canvass was an affront to his creativity. Like an addict, he made work his source of satisfaction only to find himself dissatisfied. "I have only one thought: work," Picasso said toward the end of his life, when neither his family nor his friends could help him relax. [Os Guiness, The Call (Nashville, Tennessee: Word Publishing, 1998), 242.]

What happens when you lose your job? Do you lose your calling? Do you lose your identity? Do you lose your sense of well-being? No. Calling involves different stages and experiences in life. Disruptions in your work are an important training ground for God to fulfill all aspects of His calling on your life. Trust in your God who says your calling is irrevocable and that all things come from Him.

MY FIRST DAY OF WORK :D

Jesus had been very good to me :) i'm sooo grateful for what that has been happening :)

firstly .. i've been approached with 2 jobs!! YAYYYY!!!!
secondly.. i'm just so thankful that He hears my tiny-puni-est thoughts!! seriously.. he answers them and everytime He does that.. it flipping flips me and shocks me mann!

why?

All the most random thing that flies by my head somehow turned up to have a wonderful and WOW .. :O purpose.. it's not just a normal .. erm.hmm.-.- thing .. it's a WOW!!! :O purpose. and it's just so beautiful and when it's His jigsaw puzzle that is being put togehter.. my goodness!! so pretty!! :)
what am i talking about u ask?

well.. i've been blessed by having both jobs that interests me!!! :) seriously. 1 in bakery and 1 in a cafe.. well .. the one tat i'm currently working in is a soulavki cafe at oakleigh and bakery is at clayton. it's AWESOME!!!! :) well .. today was my first day.. though i'm the only one bout my age everyone seemed to be nice. and coz there's couple of mothers there .. perhaps. apart from my leg being super tired, i was given a rissole .. yummm .. also, i've been taught to do the basic waitressing stuff.. :D it's all good :) but u know wat??

i cant wait to learn how to make coffee <3

as for the bakery, tomorrow will be my first day :) YAY!!! dun ask me to bake for u k? i highly doubt i'll be able to get some tips but i shall observe closely!! hehehe :P

a few short updates.
tuckwee, my urban life leader was hospitalised >.< pray that God's healing power is with Him
WHAT IS is just a few sleeps away!! OH MY GOODNESS~!!!!
PLANETKIDS GO SPACE is coming sOOO sOON!
i've been to the church office 2 times this week. the atmosphere there is just so .. different. and of course i had tonnes of fun painting the set :)
i miss jo and my sis >.<

JUST A LIL SHARING :D

i got this email from boss. it's amazingly true and yea.. i guess it's wat rash impatient youngster (erhem.do i sound like a mum? :P) nowadays like our generation should try to embrace :)



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Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone,

To have a deep soul relationship with another,

To be loved thoroughly, and exclusively.

But God, to a Christian says,

“No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content

With being loved by Me alone,

With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me,

With having an intensely personal relationship with Me alone,

Discovering that only in Me

Is your satisfaction to be found,

Will you be capable of the perfect human relationship

That I have planned for you.

You will never be able to unite with another

Until you are united with Me,

Exclusive of anyone else, exclusive of any desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing,

One that you cannot imagine.

I want you to have the very best.

Please allow Me to bring it to you.

You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things,

Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM,

Keep listening and learning the things I tell you,

You just wait, that’s all

Don’t worry.

Don’t be anxious.

Don’t look around at the things others have gotten

Or that I’ve gotten them.

Don’t look at the things you think you want

You just keep looking to Me,

Or you’ll miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you’re ready,

I’ll surprise you with a love

Far more wonderful than any you would dream of.

You see, until you are ready,

And until the one I have for you is ready,

(I am working even at this moment to have you both ready at the same time)

Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me,

And the life I prepared for you,

You won’t be able to experience the love that

Exemplifies your relationship with Me,

And thus is the perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love,

I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me;

And to enjoy materially and concretely,

The everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love.

Know that I love you utterly,

I am God.

Believe it and be satisfied. "

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The Butterfly Principle

Overprotective parents do their children a great injustice. The caterpillar that lies inside the cocoon will never become the beautiful butterfly if someone cuts open the cocoon prematurely. It is the struggle itself that allows the butterfly to emerge as a strong, new creature of nature.

God understands how necessary this process is. That is why we are allowed to experience difficult, often life-changing events. He even orchestrates them-all for our benefit. What the Israelites thought was a cruel joke when Pharaoh sent troops to pursue them after they had been freed and penned against the shore of the Red Sea became the stage for the most publicized miracle of all time-the parting of the Red Sea. Generation after generation has heard this incredible story of deliverance. God puts us against the "Red Seas" in order to show His power in and through us. If we do not know God can deliver, then we can never learn to trust Him. Circumstances that go beyond our capabilities of solving them place us at God's complete mercy. This is how He likes it.

Do not fear the calamity that comes your way. If you are faithful to Him in the test, you will see God's power manifested like never before. Just as the Israelites were able to sing a song of deliverance, you too will have your own testimony of the Lord's faithfulness; and you will be able to recall it for others to build your faith and theirs.

leaving - gone

to those leaving the country soon.










u'll always be in my <3 coz i heart you so so much tat words cant find its place.


and those who are overseas and out there





be strong and couragous. know tat i always miss you

RECENT

i know i have not been updating for AGES. pardon me, k? i've always wanted to but somehow .. dun haf the kick to it :P and .. well .. come to think about it . i was pretty busy. but now .. NOT REALLY ANYMORE?!!!! :P why u may ask? or do i hear someone shouting "PLEASE UPDATE" with mandarin oranges flying everywhere :P hahhaaha... yes yes yes. here goes :)

for this past few weeks or so.. what have i been doing?

hmmm .. well.. there's OCF "i hope u dance" musical.
was a total blast off. no photos from peeps yet. will put up once i get them :)
The music, dance and drama team DID such a great job. not to forget those who came and all the behind-the-scene people!! :D BIG CHEERS TO THEM!!!! :D everyone worked so hard during the past few months.. all the sweat, effort and time put it in .. it's all worth it :) dont you think it's just so awesome when everyone is working towards a common goal?
the joy multiplied.
worries and burden divided.
and hand in hand, we step up to a higher level, knowing people deeper.
IT'S FANTASTIC!

and i just feel so loved by all the care and support throughout the whole practices and rehearsals!! since the very beginning. not just the OCF-ers but also from my urbies and the planetuni peeps (well, not to say tat i'm the main reason they came but still .. their support was wat that matters!!!! )they came :D and A SHOUTOUT to my sis :) all the way from burwood and hitching the public transport mann :D YOU GUYS ARE AWESOMEEEEEE!

that night God's presence was truly there. everything that happened, was truly for His cause :) and no one could have done it better. i believe that it was indeed a moment in God's eyes with what happened backstage when the altercal was given. well.. actually there were lots of konica moments too.. just tat i dun have my camera here with me >.< but seriously .. I couldnt thank God enough for how He places me and takes me away. it is sad to leave the friends and sorta my comfort zone.. but the season has come for me to move on :) i couldnt have planned it better myself. it just falls into place so nicely and of course, i'm no quitter!! i'm heading up to the greater things that God has installed for me :) though currently i'm unsure of what and where, but i am CERTAIN that my future is in His hands :)



seriously. talking about uncertainties! my goodness >.<
tell me about it :P

i had currently been in a great place of unclear paths and been through tonnes of valleys. for that moment, i thought i was in a place that i dun even know how to take the next step.



my PR status was cancelled.
it's a complicated isssue. but can you understand my fears and worries?
i was left with options and restrictions that i dun even know where it would have taken me to. leaving or staying. continue studying or withdraw all my units? will i be an illegal immigrant? who do i turn to for help and advise? should i inform uni? when all the things that was part of everyday thing has slowly faded off. when the unfamiliar circumstance arise. phone calls coming from everywhere as the deadline to our visa expiry date approaches. assignments due.
I had to be honest, my relationship with my parents wasnt great and perfect either during then. we're all tensed and stressed up. there was lots of tears.
i was in a position where things arent at the pink of it. and it was NEVER how i planned or intended it to be. well, tat's life i guess. all i needed then was just hugs and words of comfort.
i turned left and right.

but i figured turning upwards and praying to God was the best resolution before i turn to people.
PRAISE HIM when i'm in the valley
PRAISE HIM when i'm in the storm
though i am still very uncertained His plans, i believe that there's always a reason behind everything that has happened and it ALWAYS WORK FOR THE GOOD :)

so.. i've currently discontinued my units from uni. i'm now a part time student. doing ONE off-campus subject.
yes. i have lots of free time. but i'm looking into getting a job!! (please God!! i need it)
It's so silly of me. i always tot tat i have lots of lack, lots of unfulfilment and not really living out the best of what i could be. but u know what? i just realised that God's hands have always been upon me. He has REALLY never forsaken me. He constantly speaks! WOW. wat else do i REALLY need?

God, do it again.

uni just called me. i'm in debt. yes. i owe them money cos of the withdrawal and all previous issues. but u know wat? I AM BELIEVING GOD TO BE MY PROVIDER :D God, i am seriously and desperately need a job!!!

Jesus,








*takes a deep breathe*


watever it is, life's just so beautiful when we step out of our self-contained box.

WAT NOW?

well .. seeemed like i havent really been updating. lots and lots been happening. not just revolving uni, but also heaps of other stuff as well. well.. first UP, we have this upcoming event!



PLANET UNI event- WHAT IS
21.9.07 at MECC!
so DOOO COME ALONG!! it's gonna be awesome! :D

pssstt.. isnt the poster wonderful?? i wanna keep 1 to myself too!!! look out for them in campus yo!! it's gonna be such an awesome event

secondly, there's also - OCF E-NIGHT with the musical performance "i hope u dance". it's a story of faith love and hope. i'm acting and dancing. both very minor roles but during the performance.. i have to chance my costumes up to 5 times! 5TIMES! YES! I AM FOR REAL!!! crazyyy .. but yea. hope ppl will enjoy it though! :)

I am soooo excited !!

i've just been sitting in front of the com in the library for 2 hours doing the powerpoint slides and searching photos for drugs such as formoterol and albuterol. my my. i really need to get out of my world and start turning around to the people around me.

for too long, i realised that wat i'm doing is not enough.
for too long i've not said i love you.
how could i even get my head around that it's such an important step that u're leaping out and i'm not there to support u?
i suck. i'm soo sorry. allow me to pick myself up.
help me to see that i've been so selfish and so enclosed in my world.
my so-called-busy world.

Han, though i'm not in malaysia farewell-ing you, blog hopping and realised that i dint say goodbye makes me wanna cry. reading their blog makes me wanna cry. missing you makes me wanna cry. all the best my beloved fren :'( you truly are the BOMB!!!

jo, i'm so sorry for whinning but thank u so much for listening. loooove u!

oh nooo... lecture soon >.< ughhhh *dreads*

"When your memories are bigger than your dreams, you're headed for the grave" [Author unknown].

I TURN 1 YEAR OLD TODAY :D

many of you must be like ..ermmm.. hello.. u're one? look at ur size.. no way ..
or perhaps some may be like cant you do simple math? u're turning 5 next year with your leap year bday!! but .. i am proud to say .. YES!! i am turning 1 :P spiritually

my spiritual birthday!! :D yes. 1 year ago. i accepted Christ in my life. and truly. i am not the same. NEVER AGAIN. i'm not just another Christian who wants to sell you a product - Jesus. I love Him and He loves me even more than i could ever imagined!! REALLYYY!!


Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. - Job 42:3b


He is the one whom is ready to catch me when i fall,
wipe my tears away when i'm drowning myself on my bed,
He is there holding my hand as i learn to step out of my comfort zones,
He whispers words of encouragement when i stumble and fall,
He supports and gives me the strength to carry on when everyone seems to point their fingers at me
He places unexpected surprises round the corner just to fill me with His joyce.
He teaches me when i make a mistake.

He even showed me this.

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The Lord is faithful to all His promises and loving toward all He has made. The Lord upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. - Psalm 145:13b-14

Have you ever had a relationship with someone who was faithful? You knew you could depend on that person to do what he said. You learned that his word was completely trustworthy. If he said he would call you, he would. If he said he'd be somewhere at a certain time, he'd be there. In fact, if he was late, you began to wonder if he had an accident because it was so contrary to his nature. It's great to have friends who are faithful.

God is faithful. He is faithful to fulfill every promise in His Word. Sometimes we think God isn't faithful because it appears He has not fulfilled a desire that we have. Sometimes we think He is not faithful because of a crisis event that seems to say God isn't faithful. We must remember that God is more concerned about accomplishing His ultimate purpose in the life of every believer than giving us the desires of our heart. Sometimes this results in hardship.

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who said i'm forever happy. who said i've never been in troubles? in this one year, i've come across to see that the world doesnt revolve around me and i can still stumble. But it is by God's grace, that i dont stay in the pit for too long. i still cry. i still faced problems. but it's like a complex math questions,
multiplied joy
divided sorrow
added blessings
subtracted worries
increased to the power of infinity of love
root of understanding

friends, family and all. i am trying to be a better person. i want to reflect and shine His glory. i really thank God for it is Him who carried me so far. i am truly nothing without His guidance.

this song really voice it out perfect. i love it. go download it! hahahahah.


Casting Crown
In Me

If you asked me to leap
Out of my boat on the crashing waves
If you ask me to go
Preach to a lost world that Jesus saves

I'll go, but I cannot go alone
'Cause I know I'm nothing on my own
But the power of Christ in me makes me strong
Makes me strong

'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that you want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me

If you ask me to run
And carry your light into foreign land
If you ask me to fight
Deliver your people from satan's hand

To reach out with Your hands
To learn through Your eyes
To love with the love of a savior
To feel with Your heart
and to think with Your mind
I'd give my last breath for Your glory

'Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability

when I'm weak, You make me strong
When I'm blind you shine Your light on me
'Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability
How refreshing to know You don't need me
How amazing to find that You want me
So I'll stand on Your Truth, and I'll fight with Your Strength
Until You bring the victory, by the power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me
The power of Christ in me




i love the part when the kid comes and sing... WOOOOTT!! so heart-touching man.

sorry that i havent updated my blog. been up to lots of stuff :P recently.

i attempted to donate blood but failed due to the insufficient level of fluid and my super fine vein and resulted in 2 needle holes on my arm *OUCHIE*
i baked for jo's bday
ATE AND ATE LIKE NO TMR >.< hence the weight gain
i dreamt of awesome stuff tat i dun really understand wat but i'm believing for it to come to pass
super excited for planetuni's upcoming event
and also ocf play which i'm involved in gulp* dancing and acting!
i preached a message of mentoring and coaching
been to the peninsula campus to check out my future campus
i'm excited for next year, believing tat things are gonna happen and someone will come
been rejected by others
been loved
waiting
played badminton with couple of guys! was a very spontaneous act but fun
i enjoyed the special day God has given to me
i experience the times when He came and flip my situation around
i had beautiful sunny days and freezing cold gloomy day *bbrrrr*

all is good
but i want more. i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think it's time to learn that it's not jjust about me and me and me alone. i want to be more sensitive!!! i wanna break for the people around and far away.
i wanna see lives changed. i wanna see a miracle.
i wanna deliver love.

I AM FINALY MEETIN UP WITH THE CRAZEE HOUSE TAT I MISS SO MUCH!
bet they dint even tot of me >.< booo! but oh well. i'm excited seeing them :D

<3

life is just full of loads of unpredictable random bits yea??? i am getting around the semester a lil better now. less worrying about the seemingly-incapable-to-handle assignments. yes. they are always there. tingling and bugging me. but GUESS WAT? i am not gonna be overuled by them!! NO WAY!!

i'm very positive today. it feels GOOD!!
why you ask?

firstly. i started off my day with this awesome AWESOME verse from the bible tat comforted me SOOOOO much!

" I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
i will counsel you and watch over you." - psalm 32:7 -

oooo... how good does it feel to know that God watches over me!! :) :)

secondly, thank God for my group assignment is seemingly to progress well. at the very beginning of the sem everyting seemed to be .. scary!!! but now.. looks like it's falling into place and my group mates are SO LOVE-ABLE!!!

weekend was awesome too!!!
friday went to meet up with my sis. she's turning into a beautiful woman of God!! I AM SO PROUD OF U GIRL!!! u're surely a shinning light :) ocf was good too with new people coming.. i think .. perhaps .. it is time for me to respond to smtg else.

OOHHHHH!!!! did i mention tat baby was here??? and she still is but i duno whether can i meet up with ehr >.<
took her around couple of places to .. yes .. u got it.. EAt!!!!! we just stroll around the city .
SAT NIGHT WAS CRAZEE FUNNY!!
met up wit jon and my sis .. we went for vegetarian pizza!!!! mmm.. yummmmm .. *it is entirely up to ur interpretation* jon was dreading his taugei pizza and my sis found it extremely healthy. me? in between.. but surely was AWESOME experience though!!! :D even cooler! after tat. we headed home.. and ... WE MADE KAYA!!!!
liz joined us! 4 of us .. facing the pot of kaya!! my goodie .. FOR 3 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how could a BOWL OF KAYA possibly took us tat long!!! we were laughing our ass off to things tat i couldnt even remember and singing along to the good old boy bands!!!! hahaha.. we were working hard k? we had our hands moving.. mashing the kaya in order not for it to be lumpy! hahha. it was funny. by the end of it .. WE WERE TOTALLY DRAINED!

sunday was AWESOME! being with the kids make me a VERY-EXTREMELY-HAPPY MUNYEE :D

service was fantastic. but i think i'm seemingly becoming unfit!! i cant keep up with the jumping and all.. i found myself puffed out!!! OH NO!!!!! but still .. HE is worthy of ALL my praise!

God is so good to me!
He never fails to drop reminders of things i need to do and things He promised!
Peninsula. Nursing. Yes. He has been tat specific. i was like deakin? ACU? la trobe? nope. he said no. oh well. peninsula then!
and truly enough, He will carry me through it!!

Jamie shared this and i couldnt stop thinking about it twice.
She had always wanted to be a lawyer but somewat somehow.. along the way, her dreams was shattered and she tot tat it was something that was impossible to be reached. her heart was hardened to it and everything near it just seemed to be a no-no! so .. yea.. but God opened up the doors for her and she will soon be on her way to a new start dropping and leaving everything behind.

EVERY IS POSSIBLE. IF ONLY YOU BELIEVED.