eh~!! wonder wat's wrong with me these days .. keep checking forwarded mails .. but it's worth it
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
thanks to people who made me enjoyed so much during these holz .. and thanks to them who made me find it so hard to get back into study mode!! haha (nah!! .. still love them! )
yeen(charis) - had heaps of fun staying over at her place .. squishing on a single bed .. amazingly none of us fell off the bed!! haha .and of course the chats till 4 tat we had to put a stop or else it'll be never ending .. haha. . well ..thanks for taking me in .. and making me feel so loved!! ..rmb .. i love u heaps too k?!! .. and dun worry .. u're never alone .. hehe.. ohya! .. thanks for the awesome fried rice tat u cooked! everyone was so shocked tat u could cook !! haa :P
chuxiang-thank u for all the motivations during library sessions .. never fail to encourage me to work hard and strive for the best in year 12 .. and of course .. i notice tat he's being extremely gentleman lately .. oo .. thanks for treating me dinner and heaps of stuff :)
mak mak - well .. always going crazy with me ..wat more can i say..
alex - hope he comes down to town more often .. gosh !! we had so so much fun with him around .. all his lame jokes and stuff!! such a coincidence of meeting him and jason at the opening ceremony and haha .. thanks for crashing in at the library .. yup. . wasnt really productive .. but spent quality time ..tat''s wat matters eh?!! .. and alex ..reckon tat u shud thank me.. cos i'm training him up to not sleep so early .. everytime .. when we went out for supper or desert .. still chatting at the park at about 10+ 11ish .. then alex would have watery tired eyes accompanied with yawns! .. haha .damn funny .. but ya .. he's a really nice fella to hang around with :)
caleen - sorrwweee. tat we made u waited for an hour and delayed ur shopping schedule!! .. haha !@ .. but seriously .. this chick does bring joy to my holz .. tho we oni saw each other like twice or so .. but then .... it was GOOD!!! LL square!! haha
jon - well .. his parents were over .. so dint reeally spend time with him .. but then .. it was still great to have his company at times :)
jiah lit - alex's hot fren! .. haha . yup .. will post photos up .. but he's a nice guy .. he's hitting on mak .. but he's still single!! haha .. not my type tho .. aikz .. too bad :P .. damn mean oso .. pakat with lex mak and cx to tease me .. it's ok to be short k! *bluek* can always check out mak's site to spot him since mak posted photos d
jun - for inviting us to her house for yummy dinner
sis - for the awesome company throughout this 2 weeks and putting up with me :P
couz francis and ivy - for taking us in and cooking yummy stuff for us!! :) thank u!! .. and oso the unlimited access to msn and internet!! woot!! haaha .. not to forget the freedom to go everywhere we want and to return home at our pleasure ! :P but obviously i'm a responsible gal .. i tell them where i go prior to that lar!
shoulder angel : k lar.. start doing homework munyee!! tmr u have a spesh practice task .. and u havent freaking start on ur oral draft .. get into it!
shoulder devil : but then . .there's always tonite .. and u miss ur frens ..
shoulder angel : well .. the closing ceremony's tonite my dear!! u wanna watch it rite??
me : yes .. but then .. homework how??
shooulder angel: do now
shoulder devil : flunk it ..
err.. guess i'll attempt to listen to my shoulder angel for the time being .. and i'm still craving for far away!! >.<
Friday, March 24, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Far Away
Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i was searching for a new skin for this blog .. then i came along with this rather cute poem .. so .. ya .. shall share it with u guys k?
enjoy
up down, up down
happy happy, with no frowns,
bing bang, OUCH ouch
mr see-saw threw me out >.<
cut my knee , see much blood,
tears come, almost flood the whole playground!!
tat's when u came and helped me out
held my hand, and give me a broad wide smile :)
"let me be ur best fren now?"
"why just 'NOW', next time how?"
hold hands, hug hug
close frens, best frens
forever till now.
ermm ..the last bit is kinda weird. . but it's a really cute poem :P dont u reckon?
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i'm :) smilee!
i'm glad
cos .. i recieved a phone call from pat boy boy :)
eh!! dun ever underestimate a phone call .. u never know how a timely phone call can make a difference..
(well .. it may sound similiar to all those forwarded emails tat spam up ur inbox .. but seriously ..these came out of my mine k! :P so.. keep reading !! )
a stressed out fella who had been constantly working and striving hard
all day and nite sitting in front of his working table
work
work and
work
people started to cast weird looks
but no one sees the burden on his shoulders
he needs a chill too ..
then a call from an old fren shared some of their memories
after the phone call he returns to work
but this time .. there's a smile on his face
typical situation
a lonely girl studying overseas
constantly she stares at the star in the dark blue sky
when she felt so unconnected to the world ..
as if no one even care bout her existence
ya .. some people foolish enough when they're depressed would consider do silly things (definately not me lar)
cos they felt so left out .. as if no one cares
all they are just dull and colourless .. (i heard of stories tat are so sad)
but if..
if ..
there was a phone call from the other side of the world just to say hi
a short 2 minute thing
made her day :)
least she knows tat she is not forgotten
least she knows now tat someone cares :)
least tat would save her from getting near to sinking in
i guess everyone likes to be in the center of attention occasionally .. to be noticed .. to reassure their worths ..
in the streets of the city in melbourne
there's always this guy who always pretend tat he is a martian
playing his screeching . ear piercing "music" which imitates the martian language
pedestrians walk up n down the street
kids laugh
people throw coin onto his shinny mat
all he is asking for is less than a sec of attention
and tat's all
well.. is it too much of me to ask ppl to miss me occasionally then?? compare to him.. who am i to demand so much attention?? i dun need it for a living ..
but .. it simply warms my heart :) .. so ..thank u for those who take out a moment from their hectic lives to think of me!! i sure miss u!!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
okie .. here's smtg i wrote .. may sound depressing but i'm doing ok here k??
if i could make time go back into the past,
would i still have done the same thing again?
if i could have another chance,
would i have the courage to love and play the game?
if i'm just some gal tat u fell for twice,
why lift me up and push me down into the drain?
thanks .. cos u know wat?
i'm hurt and
i'm bleeding in pain.
all covered up in the ugly stains,
lying to others to claim tat i'm ok
while secretly in the corner, with my heads lowered,
my hands together and tears
continuously rolling down my cheeks.. i pray,
hoping tat one day i
eventually
eventually
will have the cheerful smile return back on my face
yer.. sounded so depressing horh?? yuck!! dun like it!! >.<
shall have one tat could brighten up the day!! hopefully i can come up wit something better lar .. smtg to anticipate :P
well .. i guess i've learnt alot recently .. alot bout myself and alot bout others..
holz has now begun .. it started off with an awesome fantastic weekend with me putting a weekend over at yeen's place and we sure spent some quality time:) chatted till 4+ and both of us sleeping (squashed shud be the correctly term )on a single bed .. it's amazing how lil things tat u do together can make u feel so loved .. having dinner and icecream together with yeen cx n mak mak was simply .. undescribable.. i just felt so loved!!! :P seriously! .. i felt like i have no regrets if i die the next instance.. (but surely i dun wanna die so young!and surely dun wanna die in aussie >.< ) hahaha .. but overall ... i guess frens make up a major part of my life.. and i'm easily contented when i'm with them :D i guess tat's wat frens are for .. to double the joy and divide sorrow .. haha .. generally .. ya .. it was AWESOME!!
then ..comes the spm results .. some are happy and some are disappointed with it .. i wanted to be there to support all my dears and darlings there .. and also wondering if anyone is gonna share their joy with me .. haha .. well .. ya .. congrats to all of u who did well .. i'm very very proud of u !! and thanks to those who remembered to inform me!! :D yet ..seriously .. some part of me were just thinking .. good to those who did well .. but those who were disappointed .. in front of those who superbly did well .. would they be ok ?? and those who were complaining when they had all a s except 1 or 2 b (not being particular.. but general speaking) ya .. true .. not quite as wat u expected .. but hey! at least not in front of those whose poor hearts are shattered .. well .. i shant comment on this since i personally havent been thru this and i'm have my right to judge ppl .. but just at that one hour as ppl recieve their results .. complexity drowns me ..
all i can do ..was just to be there to support them if they need .. and if they did well .. i felt honoured too!
ya..
wanna share smtg tat someone shared with me ..
- hong : " sad?? u can be as sad as u want TODAY.. cry aloud and stuff .. but rmb tat tmr is a brand new day. no more sadness or frowns on ur face "
- anonymous .. duno who said this : " when u felt tat u're not loved.. count ur blessings and look around.. the sun is still shining for u and the stars are willing to weep with u.. still think tat u're not loved?"
- long bean : " be a better person to deserve something. y is GOLD so expensive?? tat's because ppl know it's worth "
- long bean : " it's only after u've met the wrong people tat u'll learn to appreciate more when the right bunch of people finally come across ur life"
yeah!! so true .. i guess u need to define ur own values and work to be a better person ... sadness and troubles may occur .. but face it with a clear piece of mind .. accepting them and encounter them wisely .. think about the consequences and be considerate .. tat's how ppl value u ..and learn how not to take things for granted .. cos things are never for granted.. life's unpredictable ok?!! ..long bean was being very philosophical today .. hehe .. he chatted with me for 2 whole hours .. :P
so .. i guess .. life is full of ups and downs.. one moment when u tot tat u had no regrets. . .next moment ..something comes up and hits u hard in ur fragile heart! yet .. it's always comforting to find that u're not always alone in the dark ..
and i sincerely thank god for all the blessings he showered upon me!
for those who always stand by me .. and will always lend me a shoulder to lean on..when i dun voice out my probs but u know how to lift my burden .. THANK U!! i love u guys!! and to those whom i voice out and gave me hugs when i needed them .. *BIG BIG HUGS!!* i really appreciate everything.. surely it may seemed like a small thing .. but to me .. it did make a diff.. and definately make me feel loved again .. i'm a person who love being hugged k? so .. a hug at times when i'm down .. can change my frown into a smile! tat's wat a hug means to me .. may sound gay .. but ya.. i'm just a silly gal .. :D
commonwealth opening ceremony tmr .. hope i dun get bombed!! scared scared~!! haha!!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Simply beautiful... about Love...
Learn to love the people who are with
you at
present. Forget the people
in the past and thank them for hurting you, which
led you to love the
people you have right now.
* SERIOUSLY URGING PEOPLE TO DO THIS! .. HEY! LOOKING BACK AT THE PAST .. IF THERE WASNT THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT U SO DEEPLY .. WHEN WILL U LEARN TO APPRECIATE?? WELL .. FOR ME .. AS THE DEPARTING AND LEAVIN MY COMFORT ZONE APPROACHES .. I ONLY TRULY APPRECIATE THINGS AND OFTEN TIMES IT'S ALWWAYSS TOO LATE .. I'M STILL TRYING TO LOVE PEOPLE MORE AND WITH ALL MY HEART :) SO DO TELL ME IF I'M DOING A RATHER GOOD OR BAD JOB K? *
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll
deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love
someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter
what.
*HMM... TRUE ... CRAZY STUFF I DID ... THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW CRAZY I AM WHEN I'M IN THE COMPANY OF THE LOVED ONES .. FRENS AND FAMILY .. *
>Everything in life is temporary because
>everything
>changes. That is why
>it takes courage to love, knowing it might end
>anytime...having faith will
>make it last.
*HMMM .. COURAGE TO LOVE... IS COURAGE AN EASY THING TO OBTAIN?? *
>Friends are not the one who laugh when you
>laugh and cry when you cry.
>They are the ones who make you laugh and stop
>you from crying. Love is the
>feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we
>fall
>off, we learn to hold
>on tighter...hoping that next time, we may never
>have to let go.
* I SO AGREE WITH THIS!!!! FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO WILL JUST STAY WITH U ALL THE TIME .. IF U'RE LUCKY FOR ALL OF UR LIFE!! .. WAS JUST TALKING AND DISCUSSING THIS WITH YEEN THE OTHER DAY .. .AND WE BOTH AGREED THAT .. WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES ARISES ... IF U LOOK AROUND .. U'LL BE AMAZED AT HOW MANY FRENS U HAVE TAT ACTUALLY STOOD BY URSIDE AND NEVER LEAVE U ALONE!!! ... AND YES .. THERE MAY BE ONE SPECIAL PERSON AT TIMES .. BUT THEN .. WHEN THE SPECIAL PERSON AINT THERE ANY LONGER .. TO SHARE YOUR JOY AND DIVIDE UR SORROW .. FRENS ARE WHO U WOULD TURN TO .. YES .. TRUE .. WE'RE ALL BUSY WITH OUR OWN LIFE .. BUT THEN .. IF U JUST SAY TAT U'RE IN TROUBLE AND U'RE LOST .. U'RE COVERED WITH SORROW .. THEY'LL BE THERE FOR U .. NOT PHYSICALLY.. BUT THE SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENTS .. SIMPLY STIR U ON~!! I'M THANKFUL AND I ALWAYS THANK GOD FOR EACH AND EVERY FREN TAT I HAVE .. THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND THOSE I LOVE*
>They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
>But do you know that
>sometimes love enters through the back door and
>before you begin to notice
>it, it's on it's way out.
>Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
*SO DEEP ... WELL .. IF THE TIME COMES AND I REALLY HAVE TO CHOOSE TO LOVE OR LET GO.. HMMM .. DUNO ..EWW.. SO HARD TO CHOOSE!!! IF LETTING GO IS A BETTER OFF OPTION .. MAYBE .. OR ELSE .. NO WAY!!!!*
Have you
>ever hated someone and
>loved him so?.. Have you ever missed someone so
>bad it made you cry?
* YES ! .. HONESTLY .. I HAVE!! SO MANY ZILLION TIMES!! >.< AND EVERYTIME WHEN I TOT TAT I'M OLD AND MATURE ENOUGH TAT I'LL GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT TEARS. .. EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M PROVEN WRONG..*
.. Have
>you ever seen someone left alone without knowing
>why? .
>
*THE REST IS BEAUTIFUL ..SHALL NOT INTERUPT! :P READ ON!*
>Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a
>woman but luckier is the
>woman who wins the last love of a man.
>
>Love is not the right word to say when you feel
>guilty nor the right word
>to say when you like a person but love really
>matters when we share our
>thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
>
>Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
>that friendship brings,
>for friendship is like the shining moon, makes
>each
>night a brighter one.
>
>Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but
>for
>a heart that is
>loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would
>grow old but a heart that
>is loyal will never turn cold.
>
>If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
>your heart, forgive them for
>they have helped you learn about trust and the
>importance of being cautious
>to whom you open your heart.
>
>A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so
>easy
>to get, so hard to
>let go; so easy to spell, so hard to
>define...and yet
>everyone is still
>taking the risk. That's love !
>
>We are all a little weird and life's a little
>weird,
>and when we find
>someone whose weirdness is compatible with
>ours, we join up with them and
>fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it
>LOVE!
>
>Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a
>lot, it
>may give you aches
>and pain, but if you don't follow your heart; in
>the
>end you will cry even
>more for not giving love a chance.
>
>Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
>steps. He has plans and He
>has His time. God's clock is never one minute
>early nor one minute late. It
>always strikes right on time.
>
>If someone loves you, love them back not only
>because they love you, but
>also because they are teaching you to love and
>opening your heart and eyes
>to things you have never seen or felt without
>them.
>
>The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
>future. Bad experiences
>indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned
>should make you better.
>
>On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
>happy with somebody else;
>but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person
>unhappy...with you?
>
>When you find arms that will hold you at your
>weakest, eyes that will see
>you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in
>both
>instances, and a heart
>that will love you at your worst, then you have
>found true love.
>
>Someday, someone might come into your life
>and love you in a way you
>always wanted.
>If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
>If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
>If your someday is today.. CHERISH
*SHARE UR THOUGHTS WITH ME !! :) I LOVE U ALL!!! * HMMM .. MAYBE ONE DAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND POST IT EH~ .. HMMM ... MAYBE ...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
special apologies to yeanzo!! hee!! if u're wondering how come i'm back into the blogging spirit .. tat's cos i've gotten the inspirations from her!! :P yup!!! :D
well .. i'm finally recovering~!! from my illness of course .. so .. bye cough and flu~!! never want u to return!! :P
brief update of things here :P
yupz .. let the photos explains it all :P
on selah's bday we went to jesh's bf hugh's place to drink (liquor) and celebrated her bday
had a scrumptious dinner at shark fin inn ..the name sounded ex d eh?? but it was good :)
mak mandy and i .. no sick tots pls!
toast to the bday gal
enjoying the bday cake at hugh's puny(no offence hugh!) but comfy appartment
u can spy on ppl downstairs at the foyer!!!
HAPPY 17TH BDAY SELAH!!!!
then coming up was kimo's 18th bday bash!!!
me and kimo the bday gal at an italian restaurant sophia;s
her bday bash was kinda a suprise too with heaps of flowers and cakes :) i'm so jeaolous like how she gets flowers on her bday and i dun >.< guys who are thinking of going after me .. hehe .. i'm easily flattered when u give me flowers!! :P hehe *hint hint * eww!! perasan!! not like any guys are going after me
anyhoo ...HAPPY 18TH BDAY KIMO!!!!
then everyone was so busy with house concerts!! i helped out with backdrop painting and lighting on the performance nite!! so .. look at the lighting effect!! ooooOOO!! hehe :P
i painted the green hills and the trees!! :P
go rosslyn!! (my house obviously)
leven's backdrop
stirling - winner of house concerts 2006
yupz!
weekend came and i spent nites sticking up photos on my wall .. was very into the nostalgic mood! >.< i miss u peeps!!
try and find urself inside there!! :P
out with sis and not to forget icecream and sunnies on super hot days like tat!
and special thanks for those from home who greeted me on my bday :)
ermm .. thanks for the advance greetings from cx (i recieved a card from him!! so unexpected but he made my day!!! )
my aunt who called prior going on outstation :)
joanne rueyyng baby singchia chern han chun wei and sikeat
thanks to those "on-time" people .. yeen and han's (who spent the tick with me and han sent 2 msges) :)
and thx to everyone who remembered my bday!!
no particular order : chongshen kahpoh (both overseas still rmbed :) thankz ya!! )
wen shen (reminder from yeen but still .. the tot tat counts ya ? :P
sikeat(2 sms from him) suiyuan (2 msges too :P) pat boyboy kimchew ady and sder jun hui alex matt boss,teck keong (and his 124?!! ie. ice tea from kim gary) meikhoon nai ma yee xian
belated greetings from wenlong long bean jia yee and jon kinyau
ermm .. still trying to recall who sms me .. dun wanna forget bout ppl like wat i did on valentines :P
ya!! .. but then .. EXTRA EXTENDED THANK U to these ppl who made a difference
- my beloved year 12 boarders!!! they threw a surprise party for me!! which i kinda found out prior to the suprise :P but thanks u guys!! i love u all!!!
- chuxiang for the first bday card i recieved this year and i cant believe that he actually made the effort!! how sweeet!!
- kimchew for calling me on the 1st of march!! :) cheered up my day :P
- mum and dad :P thanks for calling too!!
- kimchew again cos i recieved a card from him :P
- pat boy boy!! .. got a card from him!! hehe :P thanks dear!! first time recieved a card from him!!
- cutey pie shirlz who gave me heaps of hugs and a lil pressie
- leanne for organising the surprise party
- mak and mummy joycee for trying distract and divert my attention so tat the suprise mayb successful
- joyce for trying to cover up the suprise
- yeen for making me feel so loved
- yoong for the easter choc bunny tat's gonna make me go FAT :P
- franky for the super cute star soap tat i doubt i'll use
hehe!! not to forget jia mien and kah ee's unsuccessful attempts of sending sms on 12 o'clock .. i still couldnt recieve their sms .. network was kinda jam .. but still .. :P the tot tat counts .. so thx !
will blog more about bday when photos are available! so ... yeanzo! .. i blogged~~!! hehe :P
Friday, March 03, 2006
A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage.
They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the
boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle
open. He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep
it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the
matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its
color and drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for
adults in small dosages.
When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital.
He died.
The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her
husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he
looked at his wife and uttered just five words.
QUESTIONS :
1. What were the five words ?
2. What is the implication of this story?
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ANSWER :
The husband just said "I am with you Darling".
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior. The
child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in
finding fault with the mother.
Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not
have happened.
No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed
at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband.
That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of
perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. "A journey of
a thousand miles begins with a single step." Take off all your envies,
jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things
are actually not as difficult as you think.
MORAL OF THE STORY
This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is
responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with
the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human
relationship.
Have a nice and blessed day ...
ps. i'm not isolating myself anymore .. i so wasnt anyway .. just lazy to blog .. but will do tat some day and have a quick update! .. so ya :) keep visiting and leave me a msg k? muakz!
Monday, February 27, 2006
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
Munyee, your lucky charm is a Scarab!
Let's hope you're not afraid of bugs, because it turns out that scarabs are your lucky charm. But before you get creeped out, you don't need the living thing for luck to come your way. (No one wants a living dung beetle crawling around in their pocket, after all.) So consider yourself one of the fortunate few.
When the likeness of the scarab is stamped, carved or engraved onto stone, glass, wood and metal, it becomes one of the oldest good-luck charms in the world.
Keep one next to your heart for long life. Place one next to your head while you sleep for protection. As the sacred symbol of the eternal soul, you might want to carry more than one scarab charm—one for this life and one for the next.
my mr pee misses all his different coloured company of frens from pangkor ..
my green no. 9 shirt misses all the other 9 numbers..
my shoe is missing ..
plus .. i'm sick now >.< currently blowing off my nose!! it's already flat enough and now it's read! ..constantly breathing through my mouth! .. hate it!
i wanna get well soon!! >.<
Friday, February 17, 2006
shen's departing today >.< ish!! this morning woke up with such a sunken heart .. i know it's dumb! .. even tho we said goodbye the time when i came over .. but then .. this time he flying shouldnt have an impact on me .. but somehow .. it felt like he's going away for some very very very long time .. and i wont be able to see him in the imediate future ! .. ish !! i should be proud and happy for him .. this morning .. ish! .. so dumb .. the same feelings of when i first found out tat they're going on exchange came back to me ..emotional complexities!!
ish!! i'm gonna miss u so so so awful much shen!! >.<
u take care over there k??!! oh ya!! do remember to get hot guys contacts for all the girls back here ya?!! ^.^
a quick post on valentines ..
well .. it wasnt as many of u guys expected of me .. lots of gifts .. and wishes .. well .. not tat many .. but surprisingly there were some who still had me in their heads .. something which i'm VERY VERY happy and grateful for!!
special thanks to jon keat cwei matt ee shen wlong pat alex cx yxian ll baby for thinking of me~!! :)
love ya heapz!! muax
Monday, February 13, 2006
gonna skip the exciting formal investiture assembly where i went on stage in front of the whole school (how scary!!) .. read a reading from the bible and got my badge.. it's some kinda formal installation in front of the whole school where yr12 got recognised as leaders of the school .. i decided to blog on something more interesting .. not so much about myself (hopefully)
CAN U PROVE LOVE ?
well .. this topic dint really come to me until today when i went for religious ed class!! (damn boring.. normally .. i would skip it .. but today i decided to be a good girl ..since it's still like the beginning of term) .. ya .. so .. i rocked up to RE class .. and there was mr green there ...saying that today's class is gonna be a discussion of "intelligence design" .. for those who know wat it is ... pls explain to those who dont .. cos i dun really get it myself .. but tat's not the main point ..
the main point is tat ..
he presented us with lots of different perspectives of GOD, LOVE and SCIENCE
do u believe in a God?? how could u prove tat God existed ??? how do u know tat he truly loves u??? scientist tried so hard to prove tat there's evolution .. instead of God creating the earth .. is it so true??? now .. science got concrete evidence .. but god is there to show us tat he's the one who did everything for us ..but how can u prove it???
well .. mr green said it by giving a SUPERB example .. by giving the example of LOVE ..
*i was thinking about it as he said ..so the following is his opinion + abit of touch up from me* ^.^
how can u prove the love that ur mother unconditionally give u??? how can u prove tat u care for ur frens??? how can u prove tat u truly fall so deeply in love with someone tat u can live without ???
it is through feelings and believes
u know tat it existed somewhere and words are just simply too hard to describe ..
how would u describe the excitement u get when u check on ur phone and see a msg that say someone cares ..
how would u explain the moments of despair when u miss them so much and u wish that u never have left them??
how can u describe the courage that boosted u through words of encouragements from ur loved ones????
how and where would find the optimistic motivation when u;re left alone in the darkest room with no one else but urself???
how are u gonna explain the emotions tat love has brought to u?? happy? more than tat.. contented?? .. sad? angry? despair? it's a mixture of everything!! haha! :P
how do u prove tat u're not alone even though physically u are?
does true love really exist ?? how can we prove it?
well ..it's a tough question and i'm gonna leave it to u!!
as for me .. when i see something sweet and touching .. when i sense tat i'm loved ..or when i'm hurt .. or just the smallest thing on earth could change my emotions...then my heart would just melt in happiness or sadness.. tat;s my prove of the existence of love!! cos love is never forever sweet and smooth .. love can be challenging and heart breaking .. but in the end .. the final form of love .. is ... *there i go .. duno how to describe ..!! * AMAZING!! haha .. like wat the bible say .. "love is patient. love is kind. it is never jealous" corrinthians 13:4
so everyone!!!
start melting ppl's heart by all the lil things tat u can do! .. a simply msg like i love u can make a difference (eh! oni say it when u mean it ) tell ur parents tat u love them .. tell ur frens too!! and if u've got urself a valentines ... never forget that they deserved being pampered ... not oni on valentines day .. but every single moment tat u can show ur love .. dun fail to!
to all my dears and darlings .. at home or in aussie .. if u're reading this .. and u know tat i care about u.. (even it was like as if i dun... actually i do !! I DO~~!!!! )
i just wanna say .. i love u
happy valentines day!!! muax muax!!
Saturday, February 11, 2006
well .. first thing tat came up to my mind was the BOARDERS WEEKEND!!! the bhse committee spent hours and hours planning it since last year and the beginning of this year ... comin up with games and etc .. so .. the final plan was this ..
sat- going for a day trip at geelong beach and williamstown esplaneade
sun - chapel, formal lunch and BOARDERS IDOL!!
SATURDAY
well .. by the time of 8.30 .. i was awake .. but still lazing around .. lazy to get up .. eh!! i had been a nocturnal creature for more than 2 months .. how could i survive the change mann!! >.< so ... after 15minutes .. i had to force and drag myself up and going .. cos the bus is leaving at 9.30!! okie .. breaky .. dadadada .. got my cool committee headband from mandy .. confirmed and double check the equipments and stuff tat we needed .. (LOLLIES!! essential on long bus rides!) and got our asses on the bus ... heading straight to geelong!! woo hoo!! where we used to go rowing and the same place that we went 2 years ago for boarders weekend ... i think it's called the eastern beach ..
some year 11s .. ps.. the girl in white is a model!! :P
took us about 1hours and 45 minutes to get there .. had morning tea and we begun our ice breakers! was some really dumb, boring and random games cos we wanted to save the best for the last .. haha .. there's duck duck goose (somthing like tag) and the coin game .. where each year level is an amount of money and when the host called out a particular amount .. u have to form ur own group to match up the particular amount..
icebreakers wasnt tat great.. own time was the best .. cos i finally get to rest .. dun have to yell out all the time and hosting.. explaining rules .. something which i'm not really good at .. .so .. mandy, mak and i were tanning ourselves while joyce and lee were reading .. the weather tat day was AWESOME .. nice sky and the panaromic view .. fuiyo .. clean beach.. but yucky sands.. reminds me of pangkor!! i want pangkor's sand.. i had a bikini tan now :)
me mandy(in black) and mak
quote from mak's blog :P sorry mak .. i stole ur paragraph :P
" but to my dismay, when we reached there, the beach was not that pleasant looking. the sand was rough as ever and there was hardly a sea. it was filled with boats and yatchs. nevertheless, we still headed on with our tanning. mun, mandy and i just layed at the grass and tanned for an hour. the sun was no JOKE! it was sooo super hot! it burns your skin like crazy! we just had to continuosly put sun screen. "
sun screen .. never forget them!!
me and my frens :)
sis and her frens :P
then i played captain ball on the empty grass land with a bunch of younger kids .. mostly yr 10 ,my sis and lee .. haha .. so fun!! :P when we had a short break ..i ended up being wet as a target of mak, lee, mandy and my sis' water bottle!! >.< so unfair ...
me and sis before i got wet
finally .. mak, mandy, joyce and i couldnt resist the temptation of the gelati truck!! we were like charging at it!! yummmmm ... the choc and lemon was SO SO good!!! 3 thumbs up!! the lemon gelati was so soft and fluffy!! yummmmm ... so nice!! i want again!! ish .. i'm such a kid .. i even dirtied my shirt while eating!!
had dinner , pizzas at williamstown and headed back to the bhse .. was full on talking to mandy on the bus .. chat about almost everything while everyone else was sleeping!
the beach outing was good! .. like we dint force ppl to play the game tat we saved for williamstown while waiting for dinner cos everyone was so dead tired!! but in the end tat turned out to be something good! ooo .. and the response to it was shockingly comforting ... so far ... not too much of negative comment .. :P
i got burnt!!! >.< now my skin is like flaking !! >< not painful .. but i looked shit ugly!! >.<
SUNDAY
morning had formal chapel and lunch .. yew!! actually.. it wasnt tat formal anywayz.. .took me so so long to look for something formal to put on .. hate formal occasions .. i always cant find anything nice to wear!! >.< chapel was boring .. as usual .. but the highlight was tat the new committee got recognised and they recieved their badges!
lunch ..we launched something similiar to guardian angel and mortal but we changed the name to timon and pumbaa .. timon is ga while pumbaa is mortal .. originally .. my pumbaa was a very cute yr 10 girl .. but my sis went and told her tat i was her timon ..so i swapped with joyce .. now .. my pumbaa is lilian :) gave her a lollipop :P so far more to come
BOARDERS IDOL
well .. my team .. after a short reheasal .. most of us forgotten our lyrics!! :P hehe even i forgot!! we performed "raindrops keep falling on my head" .. then "the rainbow song" by delta goodrem and finally the chicken dance .. but thankfully we ended up in a cute and high note .. :P all the chicks had to tied their head up with blown up rubber glooves .. very cute and adorable!! hehe
the committee started off with a sketch.. an embarrassing one with us singing all out of tune and doing random stuff .. hehe :P kaitlyn was the host for the competition
i'll let the photos tell the story
sis was in tammi's group .. performed "dun cha"
spot my sis
my team performing the raindrop song..
leanne's group did the chicken lil dance
anisha's group performed "this love" maroon 5 which was totally out of tune
everyone was so shocked with her group cos other group tired so hard ... we were like =.=! thank goodness my group was way better than hers even though we forgot our lyrics
out of boredom .. nard in purple and joyce mummy played with the rubber gloves
kaitlyn's group.. the winning team .. performed a lipsync of ..ermm .. duno wat's the song title.. but it goes" aint no mountain high enough .. aint no river wide enough .." and .. " i like to move it move it"
sandy playing liu qing
everyone watching the idol attentively
year 10 individual group performance ... my sis was in it!! :D
year 11 performance .. got LL wor!!!
the best of all !! .. year 12 performance!!!
we sang "at the beginning " OST from anastacia .. and we ended with a high note .. everyone was screaming cos there was a big bug!! haha :P
enough bout the weekend ..
other occasions and events shall be blogged again soon!! :P hehe .. since it's such a long post d
ermm .. so happy tat i managed to talk to so many ppl yday!!! yay!!! u guys take care k???
shen and caleen ... TAKE EXTRA care now tat u're gonna be leaving ur comfort zone .. all the best and remember tat i will always love u!!! :P
haha ... 1 more thing!! apparently .. mum called and told me tat yday was my chinese lunar bday .. i told a couple of ppl and they kinda ignored me ..without saying happy bday!!! *pssttt .. u know who u are!! * hehe .. oni ONE ... my sweetest darling wished me!! hmph!! and dad woke me up in the morning while i was still deeply asleep for a belated bday wishing... :P how funny!! i was so blur and couldnt really rmb wat he said .. oh well..
happy belated chinese bday to me!! :P since i dun haf feb 29 tis year >,<
ps. more photos of the beach to come :P
Friday, February 10, 2006
"When u think of your good friends, and they never fail to drop you a message every single day saying they miss you, or they want you to come back, or they just greet you a simple, HELLO!, the feelings just change... somehow the heavy load will be lifted from your heart, and you will feel less burdened, and also having the determination to go on..."
Sunday, February 05, 2006
i'm ok .. just felt like letting out everything on the blog here .. so so sorry to have u guys all worried about me .. (mayb u dint bother .. >.< ) oh well .. just a quick note to tell u guys tat i'm fine :) thanks for all the encouragements and support!! brightened me up heaps!!! :)
well ..though i'm still procrastinating a lot .. but yeah .. other than homework .. bhse stuff is going well underway .. hopefully :P and guess everything will be fine?! *really really hope so*
aikz. . sometimes when i wanna pray for something .. before i sleep .. i was just too tired tat i knocked out before finishing my prayer?!! ish!! wat is tat!!?! .. >.< aikz .. so ..pray for me k ??? really appreciate all the love and support tat u guys gave! .. especially those tat has been like an angel.. looking after me from a land far away :) THANKS!!! i love u all~!!!