THE GETTING OF WISDOM
- "PLC Drama Production- world's premier"
yupz .. it sounded real gorgeous and grand eh?? and guess wat??? i'm in it~!! :P .. well .. i'm not the cast as i cant really act .. and i'm not capable of dancing u see .. so i'm in the crew .. lighting crew .. :) my job is to lit up and dim down the stage in time and accordingly ... sounded like an easy and appealing job to me at first when i signed up .. bearing the tot that oh .. no big deal man .. easy job and i could watch the play for free!! yay~!! :P but when i was at rehearsal .. oni at that time i realised tat it was completely opposite~ .. timing is very important and not to forget .. accuracy~! .. and the producer is such a fierce and strict man tat u simply couldnt afford to make any mistake .. but other than tat .. he's kinda alrite .. during the play .. i have to pay full attention to wat i was doing ..no day/night dreaming .. and keep focus ... not a single minute for me to relax .. can u feel the tense now? .. eyes on stage and hands on the desk board .. no fooling around . no toking to my frens .. no anything except for doing wat i'm supposed to be .. bring up the light .. blackout .. cross fade .. and 11 up . 12 should be down by the time she enters the stage. . and all those .. wow~!! so stressed when the house lights are down and when the ochestra started playing their music .. every single person around me is just so stressed and the atmostphere is simple so tense cos ... the most obvious mistake on stage is the lighting mistakes .. now u see ..
2 nites ago. was the opening nite ..first performance after 2 weekends of practice and mon and tues nite practices .. crews have to be in black .. gates opened at about 7.15 and the show started at 7.35 .. nard .. my partner who was supposedly to be doing lighting as well is terribly sick ..(get well soon nard~!!) and the producer couldnt afford pau to do it since she hasnt seen the whole play .. *note that i'm using present tense there .. she fell asleep last nite when she was should be watching the play .. so .. considering tat .. she hasnt watch the full play .. and she thinks tat it's very boring .. secretly .. i kinda agree too... ) phew.. the producer sitting next to me was kinda scary at first ..cos he was under so much stress and was literally so stressed out! .. but it was kinda good though cos the part where i was unsure of .. he was there to do the checking and the yes that... no .. do tat .. so ... ya ..it was pretty alrite .. :P and i wouldnt get tat much scoldings from him too .. cos he would be the one who wasnt concentrating and dint give me the queue .. so :) kinda went well last nite..especially the second half :P
something really funny happened during the interval .. cant really remember now .. something like susanne spilt the cordial all over the carpet but was saved courageously by jess .. :P
yesterday was the second nite .. nard was still poorly sick and still lyin on the bed .. so i brought pau along to help me .. the first half dint seem to go tat well cos i just have this feeling tat i brought the lights up too early .. :P but then .. the producer told me tat it was too slow .. hmmm .. i wonder why~ ?~!! well .. anywayz ... during the interval .. i sneaked and ate lots of cookies .. hehe :P need tonnes of energy and sweet things to ease the stress mann .. the jam tarts were absolutely scrumptious~!! :P stolen all of those from vicki and see ann's stall hehe :P ya .. then continuing for the second half .. i actually tot tat the second half was way better .. but in the end .. he came down from the balcony seat .. and said tat he would sit next to me again tonite to make sure tat everything is rite in order and accurate .. so tat the show would be perfect~ .. and he claimed tat it was by no fault of us .. since he changed the settings and gave us a new script .. so .. just pray for the best to come for tonite ! :) anywayz .. pau, after doing lighting for one nite.. complained tat it was actually a very tiresome and effort consuming job .. she said it was very "shang shen" since u seriouslly have to concentrate full on .. not oni ur eyes .. but also ur ears .. ur head.. ur hands ... ur everything .. personally .. i think it's even worse than excersing non stop for one hour .. well ..for ur info .. this play goes on for 3 full hours .. and ya .. i would rather excerse 1hour .. at least i can get slim ~!! hehe :P
Friday, July 29, 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
shout out 1 : does anyone know how to make a new skin??? i seriously dun like mine .. so boring and so dull~!! .. *ooh..i've got a saviour .. mandy just popped and asked me do i want the "codes" for changing the settings * still .. accepting help or suggestions from ppl!!!! if u seriously think tat reading my blog is a pain .. give me some clues to fix it k~!! appreciate tat ..thankz ..
ooh .. it's working now .. but still a yucky one. ..will have a nicer one coming up soon :)
ooh .. it's working now .. but still a yucky one. ..will have a nicer one coming up soon :)
Thursday, July 21, 2005
LOVE, LAZE and LIFE...
well .. recently.. had been hearing bout lots of ppl facing love department breakdowns.. not only one ..but a few.. well .. stil .. makes me really question what is love??? is there real truthful and fruitful love in this world??? i guess yes~!!.. this gal here feels very loved :) thankz to all her bunch of frens both here in oz .. malaysia or in anywhere from the world :P and also thanks to her unconditional love from family ..
joenah .. my ex-roomie .. came over to visit us from brunei .. she left the bhse last year .. and she was greatly missed by lots of us.. well. . ME! .. cos her presence really made a huge impact in my life and how she brought joy during the longest term of the year .. and how we all cheered each other up with all the stupid things we do.. and when the news tat she's coming over to pay a visit really lifted me up. ..something exciting to look forward too .. well .. we planned to go out on saturday ..but then ..ended up no one went cos it was rainning and joenah was sleeping .. i waited for them for hours .. but no one showed up ..it was ok still ..cos i met up with my couz and spent few hours catching up with them ..so i wasnt tat bad not seeing joenah .. but really wanna see her though .. then i heard tat she's coming over for dinner on wed .. so i was like yay~!!! .. we had dinner together .. and talked and chatted and hung out till 8smtg.. really felt loved when i was with her .. but she really lost weight!!! such a skinny ass now!!! .. aikz .. when is it gonna be my turn?? >.< anywayz.. it was very stupid of me when she was leaving .. i dint get to say bye to her because the announcement wasnt clear at all in my room .. but i did kinda say bye to her before .. so it was ok ..just hope tat she's having fun now up at brisbane!!!!
another incident is tat mum actually bought me a dress for my formal(equivelent to prom) here! she's passing it to couz' gal friend who is coming over on fri to pass it to me~!!! .. really wanna see how does it look like and whether am i gonna look fat in it!! ..really anxious@@ .. but it was very nice and very sweet of mum to do tat and very unexpected too!!! :) .. thankz mum! ... love ya so so much!!!! but even though she has gotten me the dress.. i'm still debating whether should i go to formal.. no shoes.. no bags.. no accessories .. no everything .. except the dress!!! :) ermm .. may just think about it later .. since it's like a month away..the key thing now is.. to LOOSE WeigHt .. there's where the LAZINESS fits in here..
i hate to admit this .. but i'm getting more and more lazy in excercising .. because i think i stuffed up my back .. my back has been aching quite a lot lately.. since i went back for hols .. i had seen the ortho and ate the medicine that he gave me .. but seemed like they were to no help at all .. it aint healing and it still hurts!!!! >.< so ..tat has given me a good and lazy excuse to do excercise and to keep fit~!!! but on the other hand .. i'm so scared tat somehting may go wrong .. i dun wanna end up not walking properly or having to have backaches for the rest of my life *touchwood* .. i'm just playing badminton now .. not something tat is too active and too much for my back .. but i do need it for stretching!!!!! .. but i really duno wat to do .. planned to go to a physio here .. but it's gonna cost a bomb!!!!! really in such a lost world .. i dun even know how well is my body working.. how am gonna know bout other stuff on earth mann?~@!!! >.< gosh!
another thing.. about laziness is tat i tend to look forward to school or lessons ending .. this senario never seemed to have happened before but now .. it's happening.. gosh.. why??~!! why??!!! ... everyday i go to school is just to wait for school to end .. cos the lessons are getting boring and more boring.. sometimes .. i even keep glancing at the clock ..wondering when is the bell ringing .. sometimes its.. oh damn .. another half an hour.. but sometimes it's oh yes ,,.. 10 minutes more .. but then .. tat's not the point ..the point is tat .. why am i turning to this??? i dun go for recess now but rush straight to the computer room to check and reply my email .. i dun pay full attention in class but i pray for lessons to end ... i'm getting lazy and lazier .. and now.. this all have to change.. i duno how .. i duno when. . but this cant be like this anymore.. is it becos of the fact tat i'm not going home in sept is kinda turning me upside down .. or is it because i know things wouldnt be the same by the time i go home worries me too much tat i'm not getting enough rest.. aikz.. all i know is this aint gonna be like this no more.!! nope!! i'm gonna stop this laziness!!!! *sounds determined but in actual fact... i'm not too sure whether will i do tat*
the last session .. life .. few things had been happening lately .. of ppl heart breaking .. smiling .. worrying..gossipping.cryin .. laughing.. enjoying.. being angry .. being funny .. being ignorant .. so many kinds of emotions.. so many actions.. but i just wanna raise this question. .. wat is the purpose of life when we as human being has to go through all these kinds of stuff .. well .. it is through this tat we grow .. i never realised someone or something is so important till i lost it.. for eg. my macbeth book :P still havent found it yet >.< .. i never treasure the moments i have with frens and family till i have to leave them and leave my comfort zone.. i never understood why ppl cry when they watch movies till those scenes in the movies seemed so familiar as if they were occurring rite in front of my eyes tat my tears rolled without conscience.. i never said i love u and never really know how easy is it to say it till i NEEd to express it so badly but i missed the chance ..
wat's the point of me crapping here u might wonder .. well .. i just wanna let u know tat watever happens ..for the good or bad .. i treasure u!! and start saying thank u and start appreciating someone before it's too late .. i made this mistake.. never want it to happen again ..
well .. recently.. had been hearing bout lots of ppl facing love department breakdowns.. not only one ..but a few.. well .. stil .. makes me really question what is love??? is there real truthful and fruitful love in this world??? i guess yes~!!.. this gal here feels very loved :) thankz to all her bunch of frens both here in oz .. malaysia or in anywhere from the world :P and also thanks to her unconditional love from family ..
joenah .. my ex-roomie .. came over to visit us from brunei .. she left the bhse last year .. and she was greatly missed by lots of us.. well. . ME! .. cos her presence really made a huge impact in my life and how she brought joy during the longest term of the year .. and how we all cheered each other up with all the stupid things we do.. and when the news tat she's coming over to pay a visit really lifted me up. ..something exciting to look forward too .. well .. we planned to go out on saturday ..but then ..ended up no one went cos it was rainning and joenah was sleeping .. i waited for them for hours .. but no one showed up ..it was ok still ..cos i met up with my couz and spent few hours catching up with them ..so i wasnt tat bad not seeing joenah .. but really wanna see her though .. then i heard tat she's coming over for dinner on wed .. so i was like yay~!!! .. we had dinner together .. and talked and chatted and hung out till 8smtg.. really felt loved when i was with her .. but she really lost weight!!! such a skinny ass now!!! .. aikz .. when is it gonna be my turn?? >.< anywayz.. it was very stupid of me when she was leaving .. i dint get to say bye to her because the announcement wasnt clear at all in my room .. but i did kinda say bye to her before .. so it was ok ..just hope tat she's having fun now up at brisbane!!!!
another incident is tat mum actually bought me a dress for my formal(equivelent to prom) here! she's passing it to couz' gal friend who is coming over on fri to pass it to me~!!! .. really wanna see how does it look like and whether am i gonna look fat in it!! ..really anxious@@ .. but it was very nice and very sweet of mum to do tat and very unexpected too!!! :) .. thankz mum! ... love ya so so much!!!! but even though she has gotten me the dress.. i'm still debating whether should i go to formal.. no shoes.. no bags.. no accessories .. no everything .. except the dress!!! :) ermm .. may just think about it later .. since it's like a month away..the key thing now is.. to LOOSE WeigHt .. there's where the LAZINESS fits in here..
i hate to admit this .. but i'm getting more and more lazy in excercising .. because i think i stuffed up my back .. my back has been aching quite a lot lately.. since i went back for hols .. i had seen the ortho and ate the medicine that he gave me .. but seemed like they were to no help at all .. it aint healing and it still hurts!!!! >.< so ..tat has given me a good and lazy excuse to do excercise and to keep fit~!!! but on the other hand .. i'm so scared tat somehting may go wrong .. i dun wanna end up not walking properly or having to have backaches for the rest of my life *touchwood* .. i'm just playing badminton now .. not something tat is too active and too much for my back .. but i do need it for stretching!!!!! .. but i really duno wat to do .. planned to go to a physio here .. but it's gonna cost a bomb!!!!! really in such a lost world .. i dun even know how well is my body working.. how am gonna know bout other stuff on earth mann?~@!!! >.< gosh!
another thing.. about laziness is tat i tend to look forward to school or lessons ending .. this senario never seemed to have happened before but now .. it's happening.. gosh.. why??~!! why??!!! ... everyday i go to school is just to wait for school to end .. cos the lessons are getting boring and more boring.. sometimes .. i even keep glancing at the clock ..wondering when is the bell ringing .. sometimes its.. oh damn .. another half an hour.. but sometimes it's oh yes ,,.. 10 minutes more .. but then .. tat's not the point ..the point is tat .. why am i turning to this??? i dun go for recess now but rush straight to the computer room to check and reply my email .. i dun pay full attention in class but i pray for lessons to end ... i'm getting lazy and lazier .. and now.. this all have to change.. i duno how .. i duno when. . but this cant be like this anymore.. is it becos of the fact tat i'm not going home in sept is kinda turning me upside down .. or is it because i know things wouldnt be the same by the time i go home worries me too much tat i'm not getting enough rest.. aikz.. all i know is this aint gonna be like this no more.!! nope!! i'm gonna stop this laziness!!!! *sounds determined but in actual fact... i'm not too sure whether will i do tat*
the last session .. life .. few things had been happening lately .. of ppl heart breaking .. smiling .. worrying..gossipping.cryin .. laughing.. enjoying.. being angry .. being funny .. being ignorant .. so many kinds of emotions.. so many actions.. but i just wanna raise this question. .. wat is the purpose of life when we as human being has to go through all these kinds of stuff .. well .. it is through this tat we grow .. i never realised someone or something is so important till i lost it.. for eg. my macbeth book :P still havent found it yet >.< .. i never treasure the moments i have with frens and family till i have to leave them and leave my comfort zone.. i never understood why ppl cry when they watch movies till those scenes in the movies seemed so familiar as if they were occurring rite in front of my eyes tat my tears rolled without conscience.. i never said i love u and never really know how easy is it to say it till i NEEd to express it so badly but i missed the chance ..
wat's the point of me crapping here u might wonder .. well .. i just wanna let u know tat watever happens ..for the good or bad .. i treasure u!! and start saying thank u and start appreciating someone before it's too late .. i made this mistake.. never want it to happen again ..
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
after a weekend and lots of time to think ..i'm ok .. i'm seriously healing! far better from healing
just wanna say thanks to those who had thought of me..
even a short and simple sms lifted up my cloudy day
pulled me back from the deep pit of miserable,
and most of all put a smile back on my face ..
big hugs and thanks to chuxiang,jia mien,chunwei, patrick,joel,rueyyng,yeen
thankz for just ur short sms-es .. really did more than it could ..
really thank god for frens like u guys~!!!
*feeling loved*
just wanna say thanks to those who had thought of me..
even a short and simple sms lifted up my cloudy day
pulled me back from the deep pit of miserable,
and most of all put a smile back on my face ..
big hugs and thanks to chuxiang,jia mien,chunwei, patrick,joel,rueyyng,yeen
thankz for just ur short sms-es .. really did more than it could ..
really thank god for frens like u guys~!!!
*feeling loved*
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Thursday, July 14, 2005
aikz.. tired .. down .. not really in a great mood lately.. wonder why am i so moody?? aikz .. hmm .. things hadnt been that well lately .. and it's haunting me .. even in my sleep ~!! i couldnt sleep well last nite when normally i would just dooze off at the blink of an eye.. was toosing and turning .. on the bed .. feeling uneasy and uncomfy .. woke up in the middle of the nite .. and this morning had badminton training .. wondering how am i gonna stay clear and awake this whole day and especially during double maths .. with a monotone teacher .. *here i go complaining again bt maths* >.<
well .. guys.. i strongly recommend u to skip below .. as i'm just being cranky .. and letting all my emotions out.. i'll be alrite after a while.. dun worry bout me... and i just wanna apologize .
i'm sorry if i ever break anyone's heart .. i'm not worth it.. i'm not worth the tear .. all i wanna do is just not to be in other's way .. not to be the 3rd party involving in anyone's affair .. i just wanna let u guys have all the fun and for once.. dun bother bout me .. i dun mean to be harsh or throw my tantrum or flare my temper at u.. maybe my straighforwardness has caused u misunderstanding .. or maybe we just miscommunicated .. i'm sorry .. the last thing i wanna do is to break ur heart and make u cry.. i'm sorry.. i cant say enough sorry.. but do remember this.. if u're not ok .. i will never be..
maybe wat we all need is time.. just give me some time.. i may have changed.. i'm sure everyone would have.. it's a learning process and changing is inevitable. . and pls.. could u not put pressure in our frenship .. i'm very uneasy whenever i'm with u.. always expecting everything out of me .. i'm not prefect and i'm not urs.. i lead my own life.. and i need time for myself and other ppl other than u k? .. i'm sorry if i'm not tat close to u anymore .. but tat doesnt mean tat we're not frens.. just tat we're not tat close .. will never mean tat i'm loosing u.. it's just tat u're giving up on me.. and it's really disappoint and frustrates me.. but there's nothing much that i can do .. i will just accept it. .. in pain ..
why do i still have to put on a smile when i'm secretly crying inside..
why do i still have to pretend tat i'm strong when i'm bleeding
why do ppl kept expecting me to be alrite when i'm not the the rite person
why am i the person who has to bear all the responsibilities when i'm the one who dont wanna be involved~
why bother
why bother living when life is alwayz a misery yet a mystery
why bother crying when no one sympathize u
why bother lifting ur head up when things are falling apart ~
why ? why?
why me?
well .. guys.. i strongly recommend u to skip below .. as i'm just being cranky .. and letting all my emotions out.. i'll be alrite after a while.. dun worry bout me... and i just wanna apologize .
i'm sorry if i ever break anyone's heart .. i'm not worth it.. i'm not worth the tear .. all i wanna do is just not to be in other's way .. not to be the 3rd party involving in anyone's affair .. i just wanna let u guys have all the fun and for once.. dun bother bout me .. i dun mean to be harsh or throw my tantrum or flare my temper at u.. maybe my straighforwardness has caused u misunderstanding .. or maybe we just miscommunicated .. i'm sorry .. the last thing i wanna do is to break ur heart and make u cry.. i'm sorry.. i cant say enough sorry.. but do remember this.. if u're not ok .. i will never be..
maybe wat we all need is time.. just give me some time.. i may have changed.. i'm sure everyone would have.. it's a learning process and changing is inevitable. . and pls.. could u not put pressure in our frenship .. i'm very uneasy whenever i'm with u.. always expecting everything out of me .. i'm not prefect and i'm not urs.. i lead my own life.. and i need time for myself and other ppl other than u k? .. i'm sorry if i'm not tat close to u anymore .. but tat doesnt mean tat we're not frens.. just tat we're not tat close .. will never mean tat i'm loosing u.. it's just tat u're giving up on me.. and it's really disappoint and frustrates me.. but there's nothing much that i can do .. i will just accept it. .. in pain ..
why do i still have to put on a smile when i'm secretly crying inside..
why do i still have to pretend tat i'm strong when i'm bleeding
why do ppl kept expecting me to be alrite when i'm not the the rite person
why am i the person who has to bear all the responsibilities when i'm the one who dont wanna be involved~
why bother
why bother living when life is alwayz a misery yet a mystery
why bother crying when no one sympathize u
why bother lifting ur head up when things are falling apart ~
why ? why?
why me?
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Australia, school and studies .
back from the relaxing hols .. aikz .. still in a holiday mood .. not in a mood to study or complete my 10 chinese essays as homework .. aikz ..
but in this 2 short weeks of hols.. i really truly had fun .. n i personally think tat it was even better than the april hols. . duno y though .. for this 2 weeks .. i went to genting.. wang lihom's concert, went to school, met up with frens, watched oni 1 movie ..hung around with frens.. spent time with family, watch tv .. and all the tiny things that really matters..
i also realised how valuable my frens and family are to me .. it never hit me tat i wont be seeing them for another 1/2 year till when i was leaving..standing in front of the departure gate.. hugging sis, bro n mum good bye.. and shockingly enough i met chern han in the airport.. in my mind.. he kinda represented all my frens there.. and i was crying at that time .. i tried not to .. and tried holding my tears but i just couldnt.. oh well... still not strong enough .. T.T but will try not to cry again the next time .. anywayz.. managed to get to call a few ppl wit mum's hp .. but not with mine .. i'm so sorry i dint get to call all my bestiest frens.. and i'm sorry tat i couldnt say bye to u guys personnally.. or give u guys a hug .. but i just want u guys to know tat deep inside my heart .. there's a spot 4 u and u'll never know how much i miss u and how much i wanna stay .. >.<
was pulling myself to finish up my 10essays.. completed 5 yesterday nite.. yet was so tired since i touched down .. been sleeping from 9.30 to 17.30 then went for dinner and then from 00.30 to 7.56 .. wow~!! dint know tat i can sleep so much .. well .. it's better to be unconscience that knowing tat i have work to do and responsibilities to bear .. >.< aikz..
school's ok.. but it's freaking cold now.. shivering while typing this k..
gtg for lunch now..
guys who never reply my sms~ .. u know who u are.. better do~!!! and i welcome letters, mailz, calls and sms-es..
i miss u guyz LOTZ
back from the relaxing hols .. aikz .. still in a holiday mood .. not in a mood to study or complete my 10 chinese essays as homework .. aikz ..
but in this 2 short weeks of hols.. i really truly had fun .. n i personally think tat it was even better than the april hols. . duno y though .. for this 2 weeks .. i went to genting.. wang lihom's concert, went to school, met up with frens, watched oni 1 movie ..hung around with frens.. spent time with family, watch tv .. and all the tiny things that really matters..
i also realised how valuable my frens and family are to me .. it never hit me tat i wont be seeing them for another 1/2 year till when i was leaving..standing in front of the departure gate.. hugging sis, bro n mum good bye.. and shockingly enough i met chern han in the airport.. in my mind.. he kinda represented all my frens there.. and i was crying at that time .. i tried not to .. and tried holding my tears but i just couldnt.. oh well... still not strong enough .. T.T but will try not to cry again the next time .. anywayz.. managed to get to call a few ppl wit mum's hp .. but not with mine .. i'm so sorry i dint get to call all my bestiest frens.. and i'm sorry tat i couldnt say bye to u guys personnally.. or give u guys a hug .. but i just want u guys to know tat deep inside my heart .. there's a spot 4 u and u'll never know how much i miss u and how much i wanna stay .. >.<
was pulling myself to finish up my 10essays.. completed 5 yesterday nite.. yet was so tired since i touched down .. been sleeping from 9.30 to 17.30 then went for dinner and then from 00.30 to 7.56 .. wow~!! dint know tat i can sleep so much .. well .. it's better to be unconscience that knowing tat i have work to do and responsibilities to bear .. >.< aikz..
school's ok.. but it's freaking cold now.. shivering while typing this k..
gtg for lunch now..
guys who never reply my sms~ .. u know who u are.. better do~!!! and i welcome letters, mailz, calls and sms-es..
i miss u guyz LOTZ
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
back from the land down under :)
well .. have heaps of things to do but sadly.. havent even watched a single movie~!! aikz .. really wanna watch
1. madagasca(did i spell it rite?)
2. mr and mrs smith
3. initial d
4. star wars (not tat keen anymore)
5. fantastic four
and heaps more but sadly i dun have enough weekend to watch it with my frens .. wonder who will watch movies with me during weekdays?? *wink wink* well ... i guess everyone is busy with their studies, tuition and co-curriculum .. not as free as i am .. but actually. . u guys might be surprised tat i actually do have homework to do~!! >.< have TONNES of homework to do~!!!
1. english filming assignment
2. MM setwork which i have completely no idea of wat the hell is it talking about
3. chem .. photocopied my text book to do my chapter question
4. but above all .. chinese .. the heaviest workload!!! 10 essays again~!! OMG!!!>.< dunno how am i gonna hand them in to my teacher on time .. in 2 weeks time !!!
but think on the bright side ... there's so many things to look forward to .. as in the most exciting thing is that i'm going to go to wang lihom's concert this friday at genting .. well .. hopefully we're going to the theme park :) and yesterday .. i saw him at sg. wang ... well .. not really close-up but still ..from far .. he's just so HOT! .. went all the way from my home at tropicana to sg. wang .. hoping tat i could see him but then it was just for a really really short while .. oni like less than 5 minutes or so .. =.=! aikz .. but then i dint regret i went .. i rather go out than staying at home ... :P
also .. there is pbsm nite gathering and agms for quite a few societies and clubs ..
as far as i know .. pbsm, scouts, and lkt are having agm this fri .. feel so old~!!! recalling how it was like when we were in form 1 .. looking up to the newly elected committees .. now .. it's the time to hand over the posts. . (not tat i have any :P )
not to forget that there is cheer 2004 on sunday .. have to support yiyean and her team mates ..!!!
other than those .. gotta have some time for myself too .. to do my back checkups .. duno y sometimes it just hurts like hell when i was doing sports .. mayb i'd injured it .. oh no~!! and also need to get my supplies of food, clothings :) ,stationary, and maybe some daily stuff, like toiletries..
seriously i dun think i have enough time to do wat i want .. considering the fact tat i spent more than 7 hours sleeping~!! :O
well. .. hope time slows down and for those who are having ur hols, have a great one.
well .. have heaps of things to do but sadly.. havent even watched a single movie~!! aikz .. really wanna watch
1. madagasca(did i spell it rite?)
2. mr and mrs smith
3. initial d
4. star wars (not tat keen anymore)
5. fantastic four
and heaps more but sadly i dun have enough weekend to watch it with my frens .. wonder who will watch movies with me during weekdays?? *wink wink* well ... i guess everyone is busy with their studies, tuition and co-curriculum .. not as free as i am .. but actually. . u guys might be surprised tat i actually do have homework to do~!! >.< have TONNES of homework to do~!!!
1. english filming assignment
2. MM setwork which i have completely no idea of wat the hell is it talking about
3. chem .. photocopied my text book to do my chapter question
4. but above all .. chinese .. the heaviest workload!!! 10 essays again~!! OMG!!!>.< dunno how am i gonna hand them in to my teacher on time .. in 2 weeks time !!!
but think on the bright side ... there's so many things to look forward to .. as in the most exciting thing is that i'm going to go to wang lihom's concert this friday at genting .. well .. hopefully we're going to the theme park :) and yesterday .. i saw him at sg. wang ... well .. not really close-up but still ..from far .. he's just so HOT! .. went all the way from my home at tropicana to sg. wang .. hoping tat i could see him but then it was just for a really really short while .. oni like less than 5 minutes or so .. =.=! aikz .. but then i dint regret i went .. i rather go out than staying at home ... :P
also .. there is pbsm nite gathering and agms for quite a few societies and clubs ..
as far as i know .. pbsm, scouts, and lkt are having agm this fri .. feel so old~!!! recalling how it was like when we were in form 1 .. looking up to the newly elected committees .. now .. it's the time to hand over the posts. . (not tat i have any :P )
not to forget that there is cheer 2004 on sunday .. have to support yiyean and her team mates ..!!!
other than those .. gotta have some time for myself too .. to do my back checkups .. duno y sometimes it just hurts like hell when i was doing sports .. mayb i'd injured it .. oh no~!! and also need to get my supplies of food, clothings :) ,stationary, and maybe some daily stuff, like toiletries..
seriously i dun think i have enough time to do wat i want .. considering the fact tat i spent more than 7 hours sleeping~!! :O
well. .. hope time slows down and for those who are having ur hols, have a great one.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
END OF TERM~!!!! :)
*double excited*
yay~!!! ..term is coming over to an end ~!!! really excited bout going home but yet there's so much work to do .,. so many things to consider and think of before stepping my feet onto the plane and FLY home~!! :) heheh:P *duh* anywayz .. have to start moving room tonight .. going to share room with my mummy(joyce y.) and elisa .. moving out from a single room to a triple room , leanne hippie and beatrice's current room .. and beatrice is moving into my room .. dun really wanna move.. too lazy and love my room~!!!!
well .. i guess i have to .. pack up ..clean up my room and learn to be a good roomie again~!! >.< really miss joenah and beatrice~!! my bestest roomie ever!! :)
had new RAL lesson .. changed from freaking boring women and the bible course to computing and christianity.. tot that i would be able to email or blog more .. but then the teacher has really sharp eyes~!! .. shall hide at the corner next time so that he cant catch me when i email next time :P *noti noti*
chinese teacher was so annoying and such a bias!!! she promised to help me in my project / assignment .. but then .. she was like full on helping others and ignore me!!! GRrrr!! .. so angry!!!! .. went to all the after school lessons .. still!! not my turn yet?~!!! unfair!! hate her!! >.< and she wants the thing before the end of term ,., and i would be leaving early to go home!! wat the hell is this mann .. she doesnt seem to care . but hello I DO!! .. it's a real important research that would be graded in my vce grades~!! gosh!! aikz .. but i finished it by myself .. without her help yesterday .. which was good :P
last nite was a really special nite for mrs knee and the boarders .. cos it was her farewell dinner .. it was a bridal party apparently .. mrs. knee .. my bhse yr level co-ordinator is getting married and she's not gonna be in the bhse anymore becos she'll be moving to queensland .. gold goast .. the committee put in an awesome effort to make the bridal party a success. .. sharlotte was the flower gal .. ruth bridesmaid .. didi the bride .. minnie the bridegroom.. huiying the best man .. yup~!! .. it was really funny as di and minnie were pretending to be mrs knee ans ian(her husband) .. dinner was served really slowly but the decorateed the dinning room really nicely .. :P it was a good nite . but in the case of food .. ermm .. still need improvement .. :P
had been dreaming of ppl back home lately. . duno y ??? but i really do miss U!!
*double excited*
yay~!!! ..term is coming over to an end ~!!! really excited bout going home but yet there's so much work to do .,. so many things to consider and think of before stepping my feet onto the plane and FLY home~!! :) heheh:P *duh* anywayz .. have to start moving room tonight .. going to share room with my mummy(joyce y.) and elisa .. moving out from a single room to a triple room , leanne hippie and beatrice's current room .. and beatrice is moving into my room .. dun really wanna move.. too lazy and love my room~!!!!
well .. i guess i have to .. pack up ..clean up my room and learn to be a good roomie again~!! >.< really miss joenah and beatrice~!! my bestest roomie ever!! :)
had new RAL lesson .. changed from freaking boring women and the bible course to computing and christianity.. tot that i would be able to email or blog more .. but then the teacher has really sharp eyes~!! .. shall hide at the corner next time so that he cant catch me when i email next time :P *noti noti*
chinese teacher was so annoying and such a bias!!! she promised to help me in my project / assignment .. but then .. she was like full on helping others and ignore me!!! GRrrr!! .. so angry!!!! .. went to all the after school lessons .. still!! not my turn yet?~!!! unfair!! hate her!! >.< and she wants the thing before the end of term ,., and i would be leaving early to go home!! wat the hell is this mann .. she doesnt seem to care . but hello I DO!! .. it's a real important research that would be graded in my vce grades~!! gosh!! aikz .. but i finished it by myself .. without her help yesterday .. which was good :P
last nite was a really special nite for mrs knee and the boarders .. cos it was her farewell dinner .. it was a bridal party apparently .. mrs. knee .. my bhse yr level co-ordinator is getting married and she's not gonna be in the bhse anymore becos she'll be moving to queensland .. gold goast .. the committee put in an awesome effort to make the bridal party a success. .. sharlotte was the flower gal .. ruth bridesmaid .. didi the bride .. minnie the bridegroom.. huiying the best man .. yup~!! .. it was really funny as di and minnie were pretending to be mrs knee ans ian(her husband) .. dinner was served really slowly but the decorateed the dinning room really nicely .. :P it was a good nite . but in the case of food .. ermm .. still need improvement .. :P
had been dreaming of ppl back home lately. . duno y ??? but i really do miss U!!
Sunday, June 19, 2005
this week is going to be a busy weekend as the end of term is coming up~!! :) yay~!!
ie. i'll be going home soon~!!! damn excited.. but then there's like heaps and heaps of stuff to do ..and also there's something tat had been confusing me lately and i really really wanna put it into an end..
anywayz .. there had been lots of stuff happening this weekend..starting of with the "grand concert" ..so called grand .. but trust me.. it aint tat great . .. it's oni in our school hall .. and then performing there with all the choirs and ochestra .. all the music groups ..
i had to perform on stage.. singing in voiceworks.. ermm ... *embarassed* voiceworks aint tat good anywayz.. it's the oni choir without audition .. so anyone can join . and tat means .. those crap people are elligible to join .. ie. me .. not the others.. we sang 2 songs.. and i was trying so hard not to laugh when we were singin the second song ..i still duno why i wanted to laugh so badly .. but i just felt like laughing .. yeah .. and me, janine and alice (both were standign next to me ) tried to sing louder cos it seemed to be quite soft somehow .. but i was there trying so hard not to laugh .. :P but glad tat it's over .. and we dun have to do it in term 3 cos the teachers would be too busy preparing for the asia music tour .. so yeah ,.. which is a good news
but something really annoying happened that ruined my night after i finished performing and gotten off the stage .. mrs.hunter (pn cheam no.2) who is somewat our discipline teacher were like running out of the hall asking people to tuck in their shirt .. she told me off too .. but i DID tuck in my shirt .. she' was just too old to tell the difference between tucked in and untucked .. well .. anywayz .. she was there asking me to tuck in my shirt when i had already did .. so .. she was like telling me to "pull it from underneathe" (my skirt she meant) ... i was giving her this wat the f* look .. and then she started complaning bout my sleeve.. "do up ur sleeves" .. they were both buttoned up mann !! wat the hell!!! .. yupz.. so i showed her and she was speechless .. well my gosh~!!she shouldnt haf penalised me 4 getting a big shirt tat actually cant really fits me.. it was nt my fault okie~!! just becoz the shirt is big and due to her blindness .. she started yelling at the innocent(ME!) ... maybe she should think of wat she had done .. aikz .. but no harm was done on me ..other than annoyance..but i quite enjoy her facial expression when she was speechless and was trying to find some faults on me .. but she couldnt~!! HEH!! :P .. wonder why the gals here are so scared of ehr ..she's literally another version of pn cheam mann .. hate her!!!
but wanna say thank u to minta .. giving me such a nice flower after the performance.. made me feel like a star!!! :P hehehe :P the flower issitll in my room!!! :P
after the performance .. went to pau's place to have a sleepover.. we drank there.. as in alcohol drinking .. but it was alrite .. nothing big went wrong other than ppl puking and crying for no reason.. :P i was boink off really early .. in fact i was the earliest to go off.. maybe my limit aint tat great either .. because after a few pure shots /.. i started to feel dizzy and sleepy .. my head kinda heavy .. kinda wanna puke ..but i dint really wanna puke .. so the safest thign to do is to hop on to bed . i could still hear things and i was still conscience for a while .. heard tat kitty puke .. and could feel her kissed me .. then .. still hearing shayna crying .. but after that i went off ... remembering tat i have to meet uncle kee who came over from malaysia and aunty yoke .. so .. it would be best if i'm not in a gross condition :P
cooked breaky in the morning .. cookin skills kinda deteriorate(hippie tot me this word) :P .. somehow it aint tat nice to eat :P ..well .. had breaky .. went down to city to meet up with seng,leong, uncle and autny ..had shanghainese.. waliau ..the porporttions are humongous!! SO STUFFED!! .. went shopping around at melbourne central with them .. really wished tat mum and dad were here at that moment .. real jealous seeing them a family together!!! >.< aikz .. wonder when are they coming ..
went back to bhse at 5-ish .. played card games with mandy and mak ... MISS playing MAFIA!!!!!!
have to move rooms on wed ..moving out from single room to triple room .. hoping tat i can be a good roomie :P
maths test tmr!! wish me luck!
dinner time (GETTING FAT)
ie. i'll be going home soon~!!! damn excited.. but then there's like heaps and heaps of stuff to do ..and also there's something tat had been confusing me lately and i really really wanna put it into an end..
anywayz .. there had been lots of stuff happening this weekend..starting of with the "grand concert" ..so called grand .. but trust me.. it aint tat great . .. it's oni in our school hall .. and then performing there with all the choirs and ochestra .. all the music groups ..
i had to perform on stage.. singing in voiceworks.. ermm ... *embarassed* voiceworks aint tat good anywayz.. it's the oni choir without audition .. so anyone can join . and tat means .. those crap people are elligible to join .. ie. me .. not the others.. we sang 2 songs.. and i was trying so hard not to laugh when we were singin the second song ..i still duno why i wanted to laugh so badly .. but i just felt like laughing .. yeah .. and me, janine and alice (both were standign next to me ) tried to sing louder cos it seemed to be quite soft somehow .. but i was there trying so hard not to laugh .. :P but glad tat it's over .. and we dun have to do it in term 3 cos the teachers would be too busy preparing for the asia music tour .. so yeah ,.. which is a good news
but something really annoying happened that ruined my night after i finished performing and gotten off the stage .. mrs.hunter (pn cheam no.2) who is somewat our discipline teacher were like running out of the hall asking people to tuck in their shirt .. she told me off too .. but i DID tuck in my shirt .. she' was just too old to tell the difference between tucked in and untucked .. well .. anywayz .. she was there asking me to tuck in my shirt when i had already did .. so .. she was like telling me to "pull it from underneathe" (my skirt she meant) ... i was giving her this wat the f* look .. and then she started complaning bout my sleeve.. "do up ur sleeves" .. they were both buttoned up mann !! wat the hell!!! .. yupz.. so i showed her and she was speechless .. well my gosh~!!she shouldnt haf penalised me 4 getting a big shirt tat actually cant really fits me.. it was nt my fault okie~!! just becoz the shirt is big and due to her blindness .. she started yelling at the innocent(ME!) ... maybe she should think of wat she had done .. aikz .. but no harm was done on me ..other than annoyance..but i quite enjoy her facial expression when she was speechless and was trying to find some faults on me .. but she couldnt~!! HEH!! :P .. wonder why the gals here are so scared of ehr ..she's literally another version of pn cheam mann .. hate her!!!
but wanna say thank u to minta .. giving me such a nice flower after the performance.. made me feel like a star!!! :P hehehe :P the flower issitll in my room!!! :P
after the performance .. went to pau's place to have a sleepover.. we drank there.. as in alcohol drinking .. but it was alrite .. nothing big went wrong other than ppl puking and crying for no reason.. :P i was boink off really early .. in fact i was the earliest to go off.. maybe my limit aint tat great either .. because after a few pure shots /.. i started to feel dizzy and sleepy .. my head kinda heavy .. kinda wanna puke ..but i dint really wanna puke .. so the safest thign to do is to hop on to bed . i could still hear things and i was still conscience for a while .. heard tat kitty puke .. and could feel her kissed me .. then .. still hearing shayna crying .. but after that i went off ... remembering tat i have to meet uncle kee who came over from malaysia and aunty yoke .. so .. it would be best if i'm not in a gross condition :P
cooked breaky in the morning .. cookin skills kinda deteriorate(hippie tot me this word) :P .. somehow it aint tat nice to eat :P ..well .. had breaky .. went down to city to meet up with seng,leong, uncle and autny ..had shanghainese.. waliau ..the porporttions are humongous!! SO STUFFED!! .. went shopping around at melbourne central with them .. really wished tat mum and dad were here at that moment .. real jealous seeing them a family together!!! >.< aikz .. wonder when are they coming ..
went back to bhse at 5-ish .. played card games with mandy and mak ... MISS playing MAFIA!!!!!!
have to move rooms on wed ..moving out from single room to triple room .. hoping tat i can be a good roomie :P
maths test tmr!! wish me luck!
dinner time (GETTING FAT)
Thursday, June 09, 2005
OH MY GOD~!!
I MET GUY SEBASTIAN today at lunch time and i had photos to prove that i'm not lying~!! he came to my school .. and had a super mini concert .. he spent most of his time talking about his christian faith.. singin oni 1 song!! aikz .. but then i had 2 photos with him though~!! :) .. should have asked his autograph ~!! ..wasnt a really big fan of his anyway ... but it's cool to see him here in my school .. and taking a photo with him :) quite a lot of gals went crazy over him .. =.=! .. hahha .. i'm just saying all these to make all the guy sebastian fans jealous .. ehhe *evil horns popping out* :P
anywayz..
i realised somthing today ..
i had an essay due but i hadnt started anything ~!!! gosh~!!! how blur am i??? but then i'd done my first draft now .. handing it in tmr .. hopin tat the teacher wouldnt realise .. heehee :P anywayz..
long weekend is coming ..staying over at my guardian and my cousins' place .. ie. most likely i'm able to go on msn!!!! .. hope tat i can chat with LOTS of ppl :) hehe .. so silly eh?~!! ..
cousin seng is having his uni test lately .. wishing him all the best!! and alex too~! not tat alex is having his uni test .. but he's having his semester test .. so yeah .. GOOd luck~!! :P
I MET GUY SEBASTIAN today at lunch time and i had photos to prove that i'm not lying~!! he came to my school .. and had a super mini concert .. he spent most of his time talking about his christian faith.. singin oni 1 song!! aikz .. but then i had 2 photos with him though~!! :) .. should have asked his autograph ~!! ..wasnt a really big fan of his anyway ... but it's cool to see him here in my school .. and taking a photo with him :) quite a lot of gals went crazy over him .. =.=! .. hahha .. i'm just saying all these to make all the guy sebastian fans jealous .. ehhe *evil horns popping out* :P
anywayz..
i realised somthing today ..
i had an essay due but i hadnt started anything ~!!! gosh~!!! how blur am i??? but then i'd done my first draft now .. handing it in tmr .. hopin tat the teacher wouldnt realise .. heehee :P anywayz..
long weekend is coming ..staying over at my guardian and my cousins' place .. ie. most likely i'm able to go on msn!!!! .. hope tat i can chat with LOTS of ppl :) hehe .. so silly eh?~!! ..
cousin seng is having his uni test lately .. wishing him all the best!! and alex too~! not tat alex is having his uni test .. but he's having his semester test .. so yeah .. GOOd luck~!! :P
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
havent blog for quite a while ..the funnniest thing is today in my GAT exams .. there is a passage on blog .. what is blog and it's definitions .. really weird .. >.< i was gonna laugh but then .. i managed to control myself and saved that till the last. .. a GAT test is something like an aptitude test ... sorta like iq test... i know tat my iq level is pretty low .. as well as my language level .. but then who cares! .. i went to play bb before the test .. ended up sweating like a cow when i was in the exam hall .. and they had the heater on full blast!! gosh!! ... i took off my jumper but still sweating. .!@@ felt so GROSS@! pity the people sitting next to me .. wonder if they can smell me .. :P
glad tat i'm in bb team ..even though it's the last team cos i get to SKIP classes!!! wouldnt have to go to school on thursday next week cos it's our match .. wonder if we can at least win one?!! hmmmmm =.=! .. but now tat exams are over... wasnt really in a mood to study .. and dint do any work since exams are over!! .. literally NONE!! .. even though i'll be having a maths topic test, chem prac and chinese stuff urgently due end of term .. but seemed like this lazy bug has gotten me down and i'm not working or trying to work .. not productive AT ALL!!! >.< .. and now i'm still blogging!! gEe .. o.O
have to brush up and buck up women! *talking to myself*
the past weekend wasnt that great for leanne(aka leelee) lost her wallet while we were shopping at smith street .. that was saturday .. everything went alright on fri when mak hippie me and selah went to chadstone to shop and stuff .. (i bought quite alot~!!my guilt is pinching me now >.< ) but it was awesome though~!! to just go out .. relax and chill~!! but then .. on sat .. things dint really go our way .. lee mak and mandy went to smith street earlier cos they wanted to do some early bird shopping ..they left the bhse at 9 or so .. well that's a NONO for me .. cos it's a weekend and i'm definately gonna sleep in.. so i told them i'll meet them later .. and catch up with them since i'd done quite alot of shopping the day before.. went to city at 12 or so :) yeah .. then .. reached smith ..called mandy .. routine stuff.. but mandy told me to look out for a brown roxy wallet and somehow i felt weird hearing tat n i know tat something went wrong.. but then i dint ask till we met face to face .. she told me leelee lost her wallet and she looked pretty upset about it ..well .. common sense .. who wouldnt.. i'm sure i cant even handle the situation myself. . but thankfully she dint lost her id or get hurt .. we searched all the shops and stuff ... somehow .. we just couldnt find it .. decided to lodge a police report .. went to the broook;s shop to ask where is the nearest police station .. the shopkeepers were all being really nice and they printed us this really cool map to direct us .. they were being just so nice~! yea ... we walked there .. it's not tat far away .. but for people like us who werent familiar with the place.. it was actually quite far... (it seemed far to me) .. yeah .. and we even took the wrong turn .. leelee was really down bout it .. we tried to cheer her up .. i duno why but i was acting really strangely .. i was somehow angry at what happened even though i know it was no fault of ours .. i was angry at the theif for doing so! .. it kill the mood !!! .. went to lodge the report and train to the city ...
was having major problems deciding where to eat .. the thai restaurant chu xiang recommended wasnt opened cos the time we reached there was already 3+ .. ended up eating KFC .. =p how special eh??? leelee and i havent eaten KFC for quite a while .. mak and mandy was over their diet thingy so they bought subway instead .. glad tat my diet was starting 2 days after .. then .. we went for gelato ... italian icecream .. it's just so YUMMY and delicious !! it's simply irressitable !!!! ... then ..somehow ..after such a day with so much of walking around .. we walked to the city and then from the city to crown .. twins had their concert there when we walked there... pau joyce maggie and jess au went there .. yupz ... took some pics .. and walked back to the city .. tram all the way back to the bhse .. mandy and i shared our music devices on the way back .. i lend her one side of my md earpiece and she lend me one side of her ipod .. we both were playin different songs .. but it was so funny .. it's like both singers trying to get our attention.. singing their very best .. well .. i guess jj lin jun jie won my attention .. :D
chun wei called me at nite... havent talked to people back home for so long .. felt kinda connected once again after the chat .. :) CANT WAIT TO GO BACK~!!!!!
sunday went out with joyce to smith st ..since i really wanna get something from there.. met jess and maggie at crown first .. cos they were trying to meet twins by any chance .. and they did~!! they met charlene choi .. heard tat she's really pretty .. wow~!! had porridge there... felt so cheated cos it's not as good as my mummy's porridge~!! >.< anyway .. ya .. went shopping around smith st... we both bought stuff~!! .. shopped till it's dark and we realised tat i couldnt make it in time for dinner ..so had dinner at joyce's place.. had fried veges and omelet~! she's undeniably a good cook~!! :) and she owes me 2 meals!@@!! cant wait!!
glad tat i'm in bb team ..even though it's the last team cos i get to SKIP classes!!! wouldnt have to go to school on thursday next week cos it's our match .. wonder if we can at least win one?!! hmmmmm =.=! .. but now tat exams are over... wasnt really in a mood to study .. and dint do any work since exams are over!! .. literally NONE!! .. even though i'll be having a maths topic test, chem prac and chinese stuff urgently due end of term .. but seemed like this lazy bug has gotten me down and i'm not working or trying to work .. not productive AT ALL!!! >.< .. and now i'm still blogging!! gEe .. o.O
have to brush up and buck up women! *talking to myself*
the past weekend wasnt that great for leanne(aka leelee) lost her wallet while we were shopping at smith street .. that was saturday .. everything went alright on fri when mak hippie me and selah went to chadstone to shop and stuff .. (i bought quite alot~!!my guilt is pinching me now >.< ) but it was awesome though~!! to just go out .. relax and chill~!! but then .. on sat .. things dint really go our way .. lee mak and mandy went to smith street earlier cos they wanted to do some early bird shopping ..they left the bhse at 9 or so .. well that's a NONO for me .. cos it's a weekend and i'm definately gonna sleep in.. so i told them i'll meet them later .. and catch up with them since i'd done quite alot of shopping the day before.. went to city at 12 or so :) yeah .. then .. reached smith ..called mandy .. routine stuff.. but mandy told me to look out for a brown roxy wallet and somehow i felt weird hearing tat n i know tat something went wrong.. but then i dint ask till we met face to face .. she told me leelee lost her wallet and she looked pretty upset about it ..well .. common sense .. who wouldnt.. i'm sure i cant even handle the situation myself. . but thankfully she dint lost her id or get hurt .. we searched all the shops and stuff ... somehow .. we just couldnt find it .. decided to lodge a police report .. went to the broook;s shop to ask where is the nearest police station .. the shopkeepers were all being really nice and they printed us this really cool map to direct us .. they were being just so nice~! yea ... we walked there .. it's not tat far away .. but for people like us who werent familiar with the place.. it was actually quite far... (it seemed far to me) .. yeah .. and we even took the wrong turn .. leelee was really down bout it .. we tried to cheer her up .. i duno why but i was acting really strangely .. i was somehow angry at what happened even though i know it was no fault of ours .. i was angry at the theif for doing so! .. it kill the mood !!! .. went to lodge the report and train to the city ...
was having major problems deciding where to eat .. the thai restaurant chu xiang recommended wasnt opened cos the time we reached there was already 3+ .. ended up eating KFC .. =p how special eh??? leelee and i havent eaten KFC for quite a while .. mak and mandy was over their diet thingy so they bought subway instead .. glad tat my diet was starting 2 days after .. then .. we went for gelato ... italian icecream .. it's just so YUMMY and delicious !! it's simply irressitable !!!! ... then ..somehow ..after such a day with so much of walking around .. we walked to the city and then from the city to crown .. twins had their concert there when we walked there... pau joyce maggie and jess au went there .. yupz ... took some pics .. and walked back to the city .. tram all the way back to the bhse .. mandy and i shared our music devices on the way back .. i lend her one side of my md earpiece and she lend me one side of her ipod .. we both were playin different songs .. but it was so funny .. it's like both singers trying to get our attention.. singing their very best .. well .. i guess jj lin jun jie won my attention .. :D
chun wei called me at nite... havent talked to people back home for so long .. felt kinda connected once again after the chat .. :) CANT WAIT TO GO BACK~!!!!!
sunday went out with joyce to smith st ..since i really wanna get something from there.. met jess and maggie at crown first .. cos they were trying to meet twins by any chance .. and they did~!! they met charlene choi .. heard tat she's really pretty .. wow~!! had porridge there... felt so cheated cos it's not as good as my mummy's porridge~!! >.< anyway .. ya .. went shopping around smith st... we both bought stuff~!! .. shopped till it's dark and we realised tat i couldnt make it in time for dinner ..so had dinner at joyce's place.. had fried veges and omelet~! she's undeniably a good cook~!! :) and she owes me 2 meals!@@!! cant wait!!
Friday, June 03, 2005
PARTY .. & SHOPPING~!!
ermm .. actually .. before the exams were over .. we've kinda started slacking off .. (i'm being honest now) .. we were pigging and watching "i am sam" at makmak and mandy's room ... was a really REALLY TOUCHING MOVIE!!! .. everyone in the room cried and cried .. tears were like streaming down our face mann .. but yet i cant stop snacking .. even though i was crying .. i was still eating the chips .. :P .. cant hold myself u see ..
well ..the first day off ..was wednesday.. after bio exams. apparently chadstone had a major sale on thurs .. but sadly it started from 5-11 .. LATE NITE SHOPPING~!!! gosh .. hate the bhse for the stupid rules that bounded us from getting cheap stuff~!! GRrr!!! stayed in and watched movies instead.. i watched "you got served" and "13going on 30" .. both were really awesome show!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ~!!! .. i cried in both shows ... gee ..i wonder y i kept crying when i watch movie now~!! *weird* .. megan yaya and shirleyz watched it with me lyd steph and mandi .. :) hope they enjoyed it .. and thousand apologies for my room is so small and crowded ...
at nite .. kimo and i watched "world without thieves" by andy lau .. (*Falshback: jiamien wanted to watch it before) ,.. was really GOOD~!!! the plot and the story line is really good ..dun wanna watch it again though (same here for i am sam) cos they are all sad endings. . well .. not really sad endings . but contain too sad elements ..too much for me to take in .. :P hehe
thursday ..
leelee and kimo went to melb uni library to do our chinese detailed study research .. wellll.. i said i wanna go with them .. but then i ended up sleepin in when they left the bhse .. i didnt want them to wait for me .. i'd just join them when i'm awake .. they left real early ..like 8 + .. i slept in .. (After watching OC with selah and tammi) woke up about 9 plus .. and went down to the city at 10-ish .. gosh .. Melb uni is so BIG~!!!!! i got lost~! but managed to find my way in the end .. phew!!! didnt get to meet cousin seng though .. kinda sad .. and i didnt know how to use the libarary catalogue~!! felt so stupid and so out of place since everyone else looked elder and bigger .. i felt so young~! .. :l anw .. did a bit of research and went for lunch`!!! .. FOOD~!! my source of energy .. went to vic market to meet bethany .. she went to do some grocery shopping .. wow~!! she actually cant wait to become a hsewife~! COOL ~!! anyway ... later .. we went to MAS company cos kimo wanted to change and confirm her flight .. went to smith st and did some shopping .. bought :
2 nike singlet top - for my bro (being such a nice sis)
1 nike cap
1 vitamin c tablet - for my lovely aunt
1 calcium pils -same thing
1 nike bottle
1 adidas top - for my sis (being a nice sis again)
and tat's it .. nothing actually for myself .. :P ..
love it when tat happens :) i get to shop yet i dun feel guilty
went to boxhill and met up with magz,steph,beatrice,lydia for dinner with lee n kimo
we ate at this shanghai restaurant .. the food wastn bad but the service is really shitty ..we were quite frustrated at the waitress .. and lydia suggested that we should tipped 5cents just to insult them .. was really funny how we stormed off the restaurant .. :P ehhehe :P
went to have dessert at la porchetta~!!! YUMMM~!! yet so sinful~! .. had tiramitsu and beatrice had mars bar cake ..wow ..hers was really rich .. when i was halfway through my cake i felt like dying cos it was so filling ~!! i was literrally stuffing myself with it and forcing myself to finish it with the help of magz and lyd and beatrice only where as the others just watch us eat~!! gosh .. cant believe they werent tempted and cant believe i actually finished it!! FAT ... well diet starting next week .. still have a weekend to pamper myself :D
anywayz .. we went to the time zone opposit the street and played "detona"(how do u spell the racing car thingy?) yeah .. and i came 2nd~!!! leelee came first then me then lyd .. magz was 4th and steph was last. . so FUN~!! i wanna play it again with frens back home but i bet they;ll be too good for me~~!! >.< but still everyone was sceaming and yelling and was really excited when we were playing~!! really wanna play again`!!!
went back to bhse after tat~! except for bindon and the freaking boom gate that bindom refused to open ..everythng went on fine .. and i had an awesome nite ..
watched hitch tat nite too ~!!! selah wondered do things like ppl jumping on a moving car just to express their love actually happen??? i doubt it will happen on me.. >.< hehe :P dun actually want it to happen to me .. i'll get a shock of my life mann ..
ermm .. actually .. before the exams were over .. we've kinda started slacking off .. (i'm being honest now) .. we were pigging and watching "i am sam" at makmak and mandy's room ... was a really REALLY TOUCHING MOVIE!!! .. everyone in the room cried and cried .. tears were like streaming down our face mann .. but yet i cant stop snacking .. even though i was crying .. i was still eating the chips .. :P .. cant hold myself u see ..
well ..the first day off ..was wednesday.. after bio exams. apparently chadstone had a major sale on thurs .. but sadly it started from 5-11 .. LATE NITE SHOPPING~!!! gosh .. hate the bhse for the stupid rules that bounded us from getting cheap stuff~!! GRrr!!! stayed in and watched movies instead.. i watched "you got served" and "13going on 30" .. both were really awesome show!!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ~!!! .. i cried in both shows ... gee ..i wonder y i kept crying when i watch movie now~!! *weird* .. megan yaya and shirleyz watched it with me lyd steph and mandi .. :) hope they enjoyed it .. and thousand apologies for my room is so small and crowded ...
at nite .. kimo and i watched "world without thieves" by andy lau .. (*Falshback: jiamien wanted to watch it before) ,.. was really GOOD~!!! the plot and the story line is really good ..dun wanna watch it again though (same here for i am sam) cos they are all sad endings. . well .. not really sad endings . but contain too sad elements ..too much for me to take in .. :P hehe
thursday ..
leelee and kimo went to melb uni library to do our chinese detailed study research .. wellll.. i said i wanna go with them .. but then i ended up sleepin in when they left the bhse .. i didnt want them to wait for me .. i'd just join them when i'm awake .. they left real early ..like 8 + .. i slept in .. (After watching OC with selah and tammi) woke up about 9 plus .. and went down to the city at 10-ish .. gosh .. Melb uni is so BIG~!!!!! i got lost~! but managed to find my way in the end .. phew!!! didnt get to meet cousin seng though .. kinda sad .. and i didnt know how to use the libarary catalogue~!! felt so stupid and so out of place since everyone else looked elder and bigger .. i felt so young~! .. :l anw .. did a bit of research and went for lunch`!!! .. FOOD~!! my source of energy .. went to vic market to meet bethany .. she went to do some grocery shopping .. wow~!! she actually cant wait to become a hsewife~! COOL ~!! anyway ... later .. we went to MAS company cos kimo wanted to change and confirm her flight .. went to smith st and did some shopping .. bought :
2 nike singlet top - for my bro (being such a nice sis)
1 nike cap
1 vitamin c tablet - for my lovely aunt
1 calcium pils -same thing
1 nike bottle
1 adidas top - for my sis (being a nice sis again)
and tat's it .. nothing actually for myself .. :P ..
love it when tat happens :) i get to shop yet i dun feel guilty
went to boxhill and met up with magz,steph,beatrice,lydia for dinner with lee n kimo
we ate at this shanghai restaurant .. the food wastn bad but the service is really shitty ..we were quite frustrated at the waitress .. and lydia suggested that we should tipped 5cents just to insult them .. was really funny how we stormed off the restaurant .. :P ehhehe :P
went to have dessert at la porchetta~!!! YUMMM~!! yet so sinful~! .. had tiramitsu and beatrice had mars bar cake ..wow ..hers was really rich .. when i was halfway through my cake i felt like dying cos it was so filling ~!! i was literrally stuffing myself with it and forcing myself to finish it with the help of magz and lyd and beatrice only where as the others just watch us eat~!! gosh .. cant believe they werent tempted and cant believe i actually finished it!! FAT ... well diet starting next week .. still have a weekend to pamper myself :D
anywayz .. we went to the time zone opposit the street and played "detona"(how do u spell the racing car thingy?) yeah .. and i came 2nd~!!! leelee came first then me then lyd .. magz was 4th and steph was last. . so FUN~!! i wanna play it again with frens back home but i bet they;ll be too good for me~~!! >.< but still everyone was sceaming and yelling and was really excited when we were playing~!! really wanna play again`!!!
went back to bhse after tat~! except for bindon and the freaking boom gate that bindom refused to open ..everythng went on fine .. and i had an awesome nite ..
watched hitch tat nite too ~!!! selah wondered do things like ppl jumping on a moving car just to express their love actually happen??? i doubt it will happen on me.. >.< hehe :P dun actually want it to happen to me .. i'll get a shock of my life mann ..
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
EXAMS ARE HISTORY~!!! :P
phew. .. finally today .. i went into the hilda mckay hall .. sat there by the window .. lookin outside at the cold chilly tennis court and told myself ... "this is it, gal.. just go n do ur thing~!" yupz .. then ..the reading time started to tick off .. pens up .. and began all the scribbling and writng and trying to make some sense there ... freezing my ass off when i write . ... o.O yet .. it was enjoyable ..racing against time and trying to write down every possible thing .. (unlike my screwed up english) but was real GLAD that finally all my exams for this semester are OVER~!! .. well .. (dun really wanna get my results back!) but temporarily ..they are history~!! :) hehe :P thank god i'm finally given a break ~!!
to the eyes of others .. i've been studying really hard .. hard core hard .. but to me ... i'm not studying rite. . i've been putting things off till the last minute and the price i have to pay for it is to burn "early morning" oils .. as tat's the oni way to make up the time tat i spent for the sake of fun and not working hard .. and piling up my work .. i dun wanna disappoint anyone other than myself ... i wanna aim high and do well ... (not for english anymore) .. so .. i am striving real hard .. for every possible subject ..
last thursday was the kick start of every misery .. starting off with english ..then gm* .. then MM .. but then .. i've got a weekend break as i'd went cross-country .. had lots of time to catch up.. been toking to mandy whether should i go to cross country or not before i made up my mind. .but then i went in the end after i weighed the good things and the bad things .. we both finally decided that there would be more good outcomes than bad , like keep fit, more time to study .. and probably build up my immunity system .... so i went .. came last seventh .. great improvement though .. used to be right at the back ..'
full on studying hard on chem for the weekend.. even ppl noticed that .. makmak always said that i studied hard.. well .. i study hard and play hard ..tat's all i've gotta say .. i wanna aim high .. and live life to the fullest~!! :) tat's my moto .. and i dun wanna disappoint anyone .. tat's a promise n i am trying to keep up .. it's been really hard and stressful doing tat this past week .. (glad tat it's all over now)
monday had chem.. phew ..was darn glad tat i managed to finished it on time .. i realised tat i oni have 15 minutes for the last page and i was scibbling and rushing .. heart was like pounding fast mann .. >.< i stuffed up the stupid hydrogen question ..well .. since when does hydrogen sits rite at the middle of the periodic table~?!!
studied for bio the next day and night .. bio was on wen morning .. i dint feel prepared but i can t be bothered working as hard as chem cos i've gotten a crappy teacher and the notes were crappy and i've been refering everything to my text book .. so i dint actually have time to draw out notes myself.. just studying and hoping tat eveyrthing would stick in my head .. welll ... not very sure did i miss out on anything.. the moment i went into hilda mackay hall ..the exams was held there. . .. i told myself/ /tis is it. .. give it all u've got and u're done for this semester!! :) yup .. was awesome .. even though i was shivering in cold during the exams becos it rained in the morning .. but when the teacher said pens down .. i had a hard rock heavy burden lift up from my shoulders ... it's over.. time to party~!!!!
phew. .. finally today .. i went into the hilda mckay hall .. sat there by the window .. lookin outside at the cold chilly tennis court and told myself ... "this is it, gal.. just go n do ur thing~!" yupz .. then ..the reading time started to tick off .. pens up .. and began all the scribbling and writng and trying to make some sense there ... freezing my ass off when i write . ... o.O yet .. it was enjoyable ..racing against time and trying to write down every possible thing .. (unlike my screwed up english) but was real GLAD that finally all my exams for this semester are OVER~!! .. well .. (dun really wanna get my results back!) but temporarily ..they are history~!! :) hehe :P thank god i'm finally given a break ~!!
to the eyes of others .. i've been studying really hard .. hard core hard .. but to me ... i'm not studying rite. . i've been putting things off till the last minute and the price i have to pay for it is to burn "early morning" oils .. as tat's the oni way to make up the time tat i spent for the sake of fun and not working hard .. and piling up my work .. i dun wanna disappoint anyone other than myself ... i wanna aim high and do well ... (not for english anymore) .. so .. i am striving real hard .. for every possible subject ..
last thursday was the kick start of every misery .. starting off with english ..then gm* .. then MM .. but then .. i've got a weekend break as i'd went cross-country .. had lots of time to catch up.. been toking to mandy whether should i go to cross country or not before i made up my mind. .but then i went in the end after i weighed the good things and the bad things .. we both finally decided that there would be more good outcomes than bad , like keep fit, more time to study .. and probably build up my immunity system .... so i went .. came last seventh .. great improvement though .. used to be right at the back ..'
full on studying hard on chem for the weekend.. even ppl noticed that .. makmak always said that i studied hard.. well .. i study hard and play hard ..tat's all i've gotta say .. i wanna aim high .. and live life to the fullest~!! :) tat's my moto .. and i dun wanna disappoint anyone .. tat's a promise n i am trying to keep up .. it's been really hard and stressful doing tat this past week .. (glad tat it's all over now)
monday had chem.. phew ..was darn glad tat i managed to finished it on time .. i realised tat i oni have 15 minutes for the last page and i was scibbling and rushing .. heart was like pounding fast mann .. >.< i stuffed up the stupid hydrogen question ..well .. since when does hydrogen sits rite at the middle of the periodic table~?!!
studied for bio the next day and night .. bio was on wen morning .. i dint feel prepared but i can t be bothered working as hard as chem cos i've gotten a crappy teacher and the notes were crappy and i've been refering everything to my text book .. so i dint actually have time to draw out notes myself.. just studying and hoping tat eveyrthing would stick in my head .. welll ... not very sure did i miss out on anything.. the moment i went into hilda mackay hall ..the exams was held there. . .. i told myself/ /tis is it. .. give it all u've got and u're done for this semester!! :) yup .. was awesome .. even though i was shivering in cold during the exams becos it rained in the morning .. but when the teacher said pens down .. i had a hard rock heavy burden lift up from my shoulders ... it's over.. time to party~!!!!
Monday, May 23, 2005
EXAMS~!!
*stressed* and currently sufferring from a virus tat has been spreading around in the bhse!! ,, aikz ... sorethroat and flu~!! .. well .. mine is abit weird ..cos like the others..they would have a running nose but for me. . .i'm just having a blocked nose with the liquid up in my nose (ermmm sounds abit gross) but yeah ..i CANT blow them out~!!! hate it !! just annoys me when i tried so hard blowing them out of my nose.. they simply stay inside!! GrRRR .. really hope i can get well soon so that i can concentrate well on my coming exams which is in this week ..
THURS .. would be having my english and GM*
friday ... would be having my chem and maths methods ..
next wed ... finally can celebrate the end of my exams .. concluding with bio ..
to many of you guys ..it may seems that it's oni 5 subjects. . not even half the amount of workload that u guys were or had been undergoing .. but to me.. it's real different .. it's all about the depth .. >.< have to write a lot of essays on a book ~!
so.. gtg ..
wish me luck in my coming exams~!!
*stressed* and currently sufferring from a virus tat has been spreading around in the bhse!! ,, aikz ... sorethroat and flu~!! .. well .. mine is abit weird ..cos like the others..they would have a running nose but for me. . .i'm just having a blocked nose with the liquid up in my nose (ermmm sounds abit gross) but yeah ..i CANT blow them out~!!! hate it !! just annoys me when i tried so hard blowing them out of my nose.. they simply stay inside!! GrRRR .. really hope i can get well soon so that i can concentrate well on my coming exams which is in this week ..
THURS .. would be having my english and GM*
friday ... would be having my chem and maths methods ..
next wed ... finally can celebrate the end of my exams .. concluding with bio ..
to many of you guys ..it may seems that it's oni 5 subjects. . not even half the amount of workload that u guys were or had been undergoing .. but to me.. it's real different .. it's all about the depth .. >.< have to write a lot of essays on a book ~!
so.. gtg ..
wish me luck in my coming exams~!!
Monday, May 16, 2005
am now in library.. makin out of the most of my time since exams are around the corner and i'm still not prepared at all ~!! i'm not just bloggin in case u guys are thinking tat i'm contradicting myself .. bloggin?? making use of my time??? well ??? actually.. i'm scanning stuff for chem and u know how scanning takes time and requires patience as well ?? so .. i might as well blog while waiting~! :P
well ..i feel like such a nerd`!!! is it a good thing or a bad thing?/?? hmmm.. i wonder~! ..oh well .. this weekend .. have been working my ass off cathing up with the piled up homework over the week .. aikz.. been a painful time trying to concentrate on my work .. but then there's nothing much tat i could do other than bite my lips and pull it through..
friday nite.. surprisingly i've started doing my work .. knowin tat the normal me would never ever start working on a friday nite and would oni start worrying bout hw on sunday .. oh well .. i dint really do much work now tat i recall .. went for a run in the evening with seeann, vicky,ash,beth and ppl .. to destress .. and see ann came back from the tram stop to get me cos she forgotten to at the first time ..so yeah ..
bell's gone .. will update u guys later.. :)
well ..i feel like such a nerd`!!! is it a good thing or a bad thing?/?? hmmm.. i wonder~! ..oh well .. this weekend .. have been working my ass off cathing up with the piled up homework over the week .. aikz.. been a painful time trying to concentrate on my work .. but then there's nothing much tat i could do other than bite my lips and pull it through..
friday nite.. surprisingly i've started doing my work .. knowin tat the normal me would never ever start working on a friday nite and would oni start worrying bout hw on sunday .. oh well .. i dint really do much work now tat i recall .. went for a run in the evening with seeann, vicky,ash,beth and ppl .. to destress .. and see ann came back from the tram stop to get me cos she forgotten to at the first time ..so yeah ..
bell's gone .. will update u guys later.. :)
Friday, May 13, 2005
well .. havent been a keen blogger here this gal .. ooopz.. cant blame me for having so much work and being a procastinator rite??? ^,^
anywayz .. cant really remember wat had been going on this week .. i'll just crap from wat i last remembered k ?? if this is for english hw .. i bet this is gonna be graded as low for organisation of paragraph or worse .. anyway ..who cares!! not tat many ppl read my blog anyway .. frens back home must be busy studying for their exams ..well GOOD LUCK u guys!!! dun work ur ass off .. just give it all u've got and dun stressd too much bout it k?~ btw .. birthday wishes to weiliang, kenjuin (1/5), kimchew (3/5) , meikhoon naima (4/5), wyn yan nai ma, aaron, jmin keat,zhenyuan,boubou kahpoh, mandy, seeann, and all the may babies@!!! sorry if i missed out any of u guys here! .. blame my brain for not working properly or functioning the way tat it should be cos there have been too many things in my head .. hehe :P .. anywayz .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! u;re a year older!@@@!! hhehee :P but dun worry i still love u!! hehehe :P
well.. last weekend went out with makmak to the city to her brother's place // ..she needed to pass something to him .. was planing to not bother them and read my research shit for bio in a cafe .. but then she insists me to tag along .. well .. i did and found out tat her bro was actually very nice and very frenly .. we ate lunch together .. and i realised tat makmak is an awesome sis@@!! she was just so nice to her bro and so caring!! ..brought him fruits .. make sure he eats proper meals .. not finishing her food just to make sure tat he has a bigger share .. and stuff..reminded me of my sis!! and made me inched in guilt for being so mean to my sis! .. aikz .. yeah .. and they both look alike talk alike and i bet they even think alike!!! hehhee .. yeah.. ate chinese food for lunch ..then walked to lygon st and had gelati !! .. it was so yummy!!!! would wanna go again if we go down to the city .. we even took a pic of it .. :P ate it in the park .. such a nice way of enjoying life!! ... at that very moment ..i wished so hard tat i have a brother too .. >.< aikz .. tat would never happen i know! .. well .. anywayz. . after that .. we went to bridge road at 5 .. and i'm not suprised tat the shops were all closed .. guys ..this is australia .. this is melbourne ..they dont have night life on sat or sun .. that's how sad it is .. but makmak n i literally walked from the road till the bridge and makmak was so disappointed that the shops were closed .. she kept saying and making sure tat we come here again and shop .. :P well .. i dun really like bridge road tat much ... too mature clothings there .. not my type.. :P went back late for dinner .. but was actually quite full after the yummy gelati~!! :P well ..will have to wait till 3 weeks before i can go out again ..due to exams >.< GRRRrrr hate exams!!
volunteered for mother's day breakfast at the junior school.. get the opportunity to have a feel of how's it like to be a waitress~!! .. hehe .. wasnt tat pleasing and wasnt tat bad actually .. just tat i had movement issues wearing my chuncky blazers~! .. hate wearing blazers.. makes my shoulder looked so puffed and broad .. aikz .. but then had fun serving the parents and kids breakfast .. as in even placed the food on their plates .. not only leave the food on the table and let them help themselves. . well .. anisha was full on into it ... well .. had a bit of issues with anisha since rowing.. not tat i hate her or something .. but just tat she's too demanding and too self centered~! .. she always thinks tat she's the boss and doesnt let ppl at least voice out their opinion .. goosh!!! aikz. . but there's nothing tat i can do bout it than tolerate with her or maybe just ignoring her is the best way .. ehheeh
malaysian-international week ..
well ..this coming monday is the kick start of international week .. well .. i'm in the malaysian day committee ... fearnie (head of bhse) made it sound so interesting but actually she's controlling and restricting everything tat we dint even have a chance to actually and literally do wat we wanna have for that day ..she asked us to help plannign with the authentic malaysia food .. we suggested roti canai for breaky .. char guai teow for lunch and nasi lemak for dinner ..such a great combinatiion of such awesome choice to represent malaysia and present malaysia in these dishes eh???? the thought of it actually made us loop in joy while just discussing it!!!it was so exciting talking about it and all the plans tat we were gonna have~!! but i guess thing hardly goes the way we wanted!! .. fearnie cancelled everything and i guess she made the final decision and oni allow dinner ..which is nasi lemak .. and i bet it's gonna be so stuffed up!!!! ahh .. . by just imagining it make me feel so disgusted!!! >.< well .. malaysia food bit is just gonna be disasterous to start off the week~!! >.< i dun want that to happen .. it's the chef tat's bringing down malaysia's image k~ >.< aikz... well .. aikz .. better make sure tat the performance and other stuff is not tat crappy .. tat's all i'm wishing for.. but actually.. i havent seen ppl working on international week as hard this year compare to last year .. aikz. . hongkong had charsiewpau .. and i still clearly remembered it ... they're just gonna be so snobbish and bossy and laughed at us .. >.< ARgh!!! not fair!!!! and malaysian has the highest "population" in the bhse mann!!! aikz .. hate fearnie for this!!!
not everything is screwed up .. formal parade last nite was awesome ..the yr 12 gals wore their dresses (the ones tat they are gonna wear in prom) and paraded!! it was awesome even though last year they have more year 12s// ... didi was SO pretty~!!! she wore this white dress tat made her looked like an angel from heaven ...i wanted to get a white one too .. since i borrowed joan's and now tat i've seen didi's .. .but it's hard to find a nice one. . sharlotte was faminine in her combination of black and pink but wasnt really formal .. love didi's!!! took a pic of her.. :) bet it's not gonna be cheap! well .. wonder what will i wear when it's my turn ^.^ ehehee :P but sad case cos i dun have a great body .. not even close to slim or nice body shape!! ... have to work hard to keep fit!@@@
btw .. mr. macartey .. my crosscountry teacher just asked me whether i could go and run this tues for the cross country carnival ..they need more senior gals to do the run .. well .. it's not tat i dun wan. .. but i just feel bad being the last and pulling the team down .. >.< .. and the worse bit is tat he really wants me to go and i felt a twinch inside tat i'd signed up to do cross country and not making any commitment to it!! .. aikz .. *worried worried worried* ..
kah ee .. take care of urself k .. hope u get well soon from food poisoning ..
anywayz .. cant really remember wat had been going on this week .. i'll just crap from wat i last remembered k ?? if this is for english hw .. i bet this is gonna be graded as low for organisation of paragraph or worse .. anyway ..who cares!! not tat many ppl read my blog anyway .. frens back home must be busy studying for their exams ..well GOOD LUCK u guys!!! dun work ur ass off .. just give it all u've got and dun stressd too much bout it k?~ btw .. birthday wishes to weiliang, kenjuin (1/5), kimchew (3/5) , meikhoon naima (4/5), wyn yan nai ma, aaron, jmin keat,zhenyuan,boubou kahpoh, mandy, seeann, and all the may babies@!!! sorry if i missed out any of u guys here! .. blame my brain for not working properly or functioning the way tat it should be cos there have been too many things in my head .. hehe :P .. anywayz .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! u;re a year older!@@@!! hhehee :P but dun worry i still love u!! hehehe :P
well.. last weekend went out with makmak to the city to her brother's place // ..she needed to pass something to him .. was planing to not bother them and read my research shit for bio in a cafe .. but then she insists me to tag along .. well .. i did and found out tat her bro was actually very nice and very frenly .. we ate lunch together .. and i realised tat makmak is an awesome sis@@!! she was just so nice to her bro and so caring!! ..brought him fruits .. make sure he eats proper meals .. not finishing her food just to make sure tat he has a bigger share .. and stuff..reminded me of my sis!! and made me inched in guilt for being so mean to my sis! .. aikz .. yeah .. and they both look alike talk alike and i bet they even think alike!!! hehhee .. yeah.. ate chinese food for lunch ..then walked to lygon st and had gelati !! .. it was so yummy!!!! would wanna go again if we go down to the city .. we even took a pic of it .. :P ate it in the park .. such a nice way of enjoying life!! ... at that very moment ..i wished so hard tat i have a brother too .. >.< aikz .. tat would never happen i know! .. well .. anywayz. . after that .. we went to bridge road at 5 .. and i'm not suprised tat the shops were all closed .. guys ..this is australia .. this is melbourne ..they dont have night life on sat or sun .. that's how sad it is .. but makmak n i literally walked from the road till the bridge and makmak was so disappointed that the shops were closed .. she kept saying and making sure tat we come here again and shop .. :P well .. i dun really like bridge road tat much ... too mature clothings there .. not my type.. :P went back late for dinner .. but was actually quite full after the yummy gelati~!! :P well ..will have to wait till 3 weeks before i can go out again ..due to exams >.< GRRRrrr hate exams!!
volunteered for mother's day breakfast at the junior school.. get the opportunity to have a feel of how's it like to be a waitress~!! .. hehe .. wasnt tat pleasing and wasnt tat bad actually .. just tat i had movement issues wearing my chuncky blazers~! .. hate wearing blazers.. makes my shoulder looked so puffed and broad .. aikz .. but then had fun serving the parents and kids breakfast .. as in even placed the food on their plates .. not only leave the food on the table and let them help themselves. . well .. anisha was full on into it ... well .. had a bit of issues with anisha since rowing.. not tat i hate her or something .. but just tat she's too demanding and too self centered~! .. she always thinks tat she's the boss and doesnt let ppl at least voice out their opinion .. goosh!!! aikz. . but there's nothing tat i can do bout it than tolerate with her or maybe just ignoring her is the best way .. ehheeh
malaysian-international week ..
well ..this coming monday is the kick start of international week .. well .. i'm in the malaysian day committee ... fearnie (head of bhse) made it sound so interesting but actually she's controlling and restricting everything tat we dint even have a chance to actually and literally do wat we wanna have for that day ..she asked us to help plannign with the authentic malaysia food .. we suggested roti canai for breaky .. char guai teow for lunch and nasi lemak for dinner ..such a great combinatiion of such awesome choice to represent malaysia and present malaysia in these dishes eh???? the thought of it actually made us loop in joy while just discussing it!!!it was so exciting talking about it and all the plans tat we were gonna have~!! but i guess thing hardly goes the way we wanted!! .. fearnie cancelled everything and i guess she made the final decision and oni allow dinner ..which is nasi lemak .. and i bet it's gonna be so stuffed up!!!! ahh .. . by just imagining it make me feel so disgusted!!! >.< well .. malaysia food bit is just gonna be disasterous to start off the week~!! >.< i dun want that to happen .. it's the chef tat's bringing down malaysia's image k~ >.< aikz... well .. aikz .. better make sure tat the performance and other stuff is not tat crappy .. tat's all i'm wishing for.. but actually.. i havent seen ppl working on international week as hard this year compare to last year .. aikz. . hongkong had charsiewpau .. and i still clearly remembered it ... they're just gonna be so snobbish and bossy and laughed at us .. >.< ARgh!!! not fair!!!! and malaysian has the highest "population" in the bhse mann!!! aikz .. hate fearnie for this!!!
not everything is screwed up .. formal parade last nite was awesome ..the yr 12 gals wore their dresses (the ones tat they are gonna wear in prom) and paraded!! it was awesome even though last year they have more year 12s// ... didi was SO pretty~!!! she wore this white dress tat made her looked like an angel from heaven ...i wanted to get a white one too .. since i borrowed joan's and now tat i've seen didi's .. .but it's hard to find a nice one. . sharlotte was faminine in her combination of black and pink but wasnt really formal .. love didi's!!! took a pic of her.. :) bet it's not gonna be cheap! well .. wonder what will i wear when it's my turn ^.^ ehehee :P but sad case cos i dun have a great body .. not even close to slim or nice body shape!! ... have to work hard to keep fit!@@@
btw .. mr. macartey .. my crosscountry teacher just asked me whether i could go and run this tues for the cross country carnival ..they need more senior gals to do the run .. well .. it's not tat i dun wan. .. but i just feel bad being the last and pulling the team down .. >.< .. and the worse bit is tat he really wants me to go and i felt a twinch inside tat i'd signed up to do cross country and not making any commitment to it!! .. aikz .. *worried worried worried* ..
kah ee .. take care of urself k .. hope u get well soon from food poisoning ..
Thursday, May 05, 2005
yay~!!! guys~!! guess what?? today is the 05.05.05!! such a wonderful and significant day eh?>/. well .. not really significant .. just a day so special that it would never come twice again~! .. hehehe :P so i decided to come on9 and blog despite that crap pile of homework there waiting for me to finish them .. aikz.. i can hear them calling me >.< :P hehhee.. just exaggerating .. but i am literally taking out my homework time to blog u know??~!! so u guys better read it paying super lot of attention and read it word by word!! hehhe .. read it twice even~!!! :)
hehhee :P anywayz .. life's here is alrite ...despite my sore tigh muscles from cross country and i had a emotion let out on tuesday nite .. but other than tat .. everything is A-OK :P
well ..weekend is near .. and i dun have anywhere to go .. wonder how did i spend my time last year eh??? and also ..this means tat exams are near ... just overheard the convo between book and poks..(yr 12) they are going to have hotpot this weekend!!! geesh.. jealous-nya!! well .. maybe we should too!!! but the ibs are too busy .. mandy is going away for duke of ed walk .. sarahbelah is going home .. elisa is going to her bro .. and leanne who probably wanna study .. aikz .. why am i still in such a slack cant be bothered mood??? i'm quite worried! :P but probably i'll be going down to the city with elisa and do some shopping. . will ask around and see who would wanna come along with us ..
monday .. well .. nothing much was on .. not tat i can think of it now .. but i remembered that i was being a really good gal this week for i'd been to the library so many times.. well i know i was supposed to go for pound committee but then the teacher wasnt there so .. yay~!! no duty .. but i got back my essays .. was really crappy!! C+ for both .. so bad!! compare to others. . like elena who is an esl student last year even got a B mann .. gosh .. i guess i really need to push my english and go and look out for a tutor or something .. i htink my english is totally off ! wanna have english like chongshen .. speaking to him makes me marvel as his english is WAY too good .. and i think he wont have any prob here! .. hmmm ... wonder why suddenly he popped out of my head! .. doing a film study in english .. aikz .. duno whether i can do it or not~!! :S VERY VERY TRULY DEEPLY worried~!!!
oh!! now i remembered!! monday i went to the post office with mandy cos she had to post her mother's day gift to her mum .. i'm not the kinda gal who will forget mother's day .. but she was just a day before me .. i tried to make it in time but tat dint happened ..so ..yeah .. mandy,elisa(makmak) and i went to the post office up the road and posted the stuff ... makmak and i went to the op shop to get haivanas thongs as they were oni 5bucks!!!!great bargain mann .. and normal price is like AUD$17?? my gosh!! we went there anticipatedly .. and really keen to at least get one .. but guess what?? THEY DONT HAVE OUR SIZE!!! it was either one size up or one size down!! not fair !! we were so disappointed and frustrated !! i really like the blue and the torquise one but both colours doesnt hav my size!!!!!!!! aihz .. now considering a pink or a yellow one .. anyone who would like to get a pair of thongs .. let me know .. such a great bargain tat i wouldnt wanna miss .. not that i'm helping to promote the op shop .. but yeah ..
tuesday was cross country day..
well .. i targeted to at least get top 50 .. and aimed to catch up with karen and sharlotte..considering the aussies who are so fit and run like the wind! (wonder how they do tat) and how karen n sharlz was always faster than me ...crosscountry was during lunchtime and we all got changed into hse colours.. was really excited bout it at the starting point .. we wwent rite up front to the starting line :P yeah~! .. wanna get the advantage of it!! there went the gun and everyone was sprinting .. sally said she wanted to run with us(mak,man n i) but then she was far too ahead of us tat we couldnt catch up with her .. so ..there i was running and jogging .. puffing and breathing .. aiming to at least catch up with the person in front of me. . but then i guess i dint have the stamina to maintain the speed cos there were like lots of people overtaking me ... but there was nothing tat i could do.. so .. i just saved some energy so tat i can sprint at the end .. i caught up with natasha bakthi ..this gal in my chem class... but then towards the bridge .. when she saw me started sprinting ..she sprinted too .. and she reached the finishing line before me!!!!! GRRRR!!! so angry!! cos i was oni like a step or so behind her!! omg! kinda disappointed! chiu! why did she sprint wor!! >.< but oh well .. i still got no. 40!!! *applause* :P hehehe... i achieved my aim .. but i dint get to catch up with karen and sharlotte ... they were like 10 no.s ahead of me! >.< close enough eh! muscles were aching tat nite .. >.<
hilarious moment : pau and i sat on the swing and we decided to do a backflip .. as in fall of the swing from the back of the swing cos when we swing hard the swing actually flies up and tilt towards the back .. so. pau and i swung so hard that both of us tripped the swing and made it fell backwards!! SO fun!!! :D but it was kinda scary though! :P not recommended for kids and people who have bad backs .. dun really want u guuys to try this at home!
at nite had an emotion breakout after dad's phonecall! wasnt a nice experience ... T.T but at least i talked to someone and let out my stress ..
wednesday
morniing went to crosscountry training ..ran at wattle park .. somewhere near school .. we did lots of running.. sprinting,, and walking .. i felt so bad cos the people there are like really good!! they are so fit and they ran so fast and far ahead of us@!!! i just felt so unfit and guilt cos everytime they reached mr. macarty the had to turn back to the last person and then
run back to him .. felt so bad for making them do tat!! >.< tat's y i'm thinking should i continue cos i dun wanna be a black spot in the team since they are so good without me .. and seem like i'm bringing their standard down! anyway .. i remembered there was this hill tat it's so steep and so hard to run up tat i gave up and walked .. but was so shocked that the gals dint even stop and just continued running up the mountain!!! o.O .. yeah .. still doubting on should i continue cross country or so .. but i really wanna loose all the fats!!! >.< joyce ... said i should do more tummy excercise .. hmmm .. maybe i should..
had application task (sort of an assessment) .. seriously screwed it .. dint know wat i was doing and just couldnt count tat day~!! went all wrong and i wouldnt be surprised if i failed! >.< i dint know wat i was doing!!!!!!!! aikz...
went to netball training in the afternoon.. was really good .. even though i went there by mistake .. janine told me tat it was the sports tournament training so i went but then found out tat it was afterschool netball .. was kinda disappointed at the beginning but i tend to enjoy it towards the end .. we did fitness at the beginning was really tough with my sore tighs!! then more drills and fitness, like skippin, tuck jumpin,sprinting and stuff ! .. hehee :P .. can keep fit :D anyhow .. yeah .. we had a game .. was really good cause i got to be defence! and i get to run around!! :) had lots of fun ..
thurs ..
well .. today had pound committee meeting ..and all the ib-ians were at the ToK thing .. so there were oni beatrice hippie n i .. nothing pretty much actually other than the scones that mrs.ward. . our principle made for us!hmm .. wonder y she made for us .. but it was really nice .. went back to bhse and was so angry tat the kitchen staff totally ignore me!! i dint even had one piece of chicken wing and she gave it to the people who had seconds@@@!! so angry!!! and was so pissed1!! cos i really wanted the chicken1~~ stupid fearnie (head of bhse) kept talking to me and let all the ppl cut my queue!!! so angry1!!! my chicken wing!@!! still mourning for it!! *loose weight kononnya?* volunteered for the mother's day breakfast in junior school so tat i can be a waitress and have a feel of it!! always wondered how it would be like ..and i would get a feel of it tmr morning!! :D went to the counsellor and tot tat she might suggest where to get help for english but she wasnt much of a help. .made me and mak mak went all around the school ending up at a crappy teacher.. oh well >.<
went back to the bhse and started pigging out.. ate my packet of rice crackers!! and still ate a large portion of dinner .. i think i found the reason why i still gain weight after i tried so hard to loose it!! :P mak n i were looking at a job guide... which had a list of jobs starting from A-Z and it's really thick and literally has thousands kinda jobs inside!! i still couldnt make up my mind!! any ideas??
mak mak was having fun irritating me all day!! get a life mann mak mak!!! :P stop teasing me!!! but serves her rite from all the slaps and hits tat i gave her!! hehehe :P
mandy mentioned something bout someone in the bhse is being really fake and untruthful .. wonder what she mean.. sure she didnt feel rite bout something. . hope she's alrite ..
also ..i had a weird dream again .. i had teeth falling out !! and this is not the first time i had dreams bout teeth falling out!! wonder what does it foreshadow?~!!! :P ~~~
well. . blogged for an hour!! resume back to hw time!! >.< dun wanna do hw!! >.< T.T
hehhee :P anywayz .. life's here is alrite ...despite my sore tigh muscles from cross country and i had a emotion let out on tuesday nite .. but other than tat .. everything is A-OK :P
well ..weekend is near .. and i dun have anywhere to go .. wonder how did i spend my time last year eh??? and also ..this means tat exams are near ... just overheard the convo between book and poks..(yr 12) they are going to have hotpot this weekend!!! geesh.. jealous-nya!! well .. maybe we should too!!! but the ibs are too busy .. mandy is going away for duke of ed walk .. sarahbelah is going home .. elisa is going to her bro .. and leanne who probably wanna study .. aikz .. why am i still in such a slack cant be bothered mood??? i'm quite worried! :P but probably i'll be going down to the city with elisa and do some shopping. . will ask around and see who would wanna come along with us ..
monday .. well .. nothing much was on .. not tat i can think of it now .. but i remembered that i was being a really good gal this week for i'd been to the library so many times.. well i know i was supposed to go for pound committee but then the teacher wasnt there so .. yay~!! no duty .. but i got back my essays .. was really crappy!! C+ for both .. so bad!! compare to others. . like elena who is an esl student last year even got a B mann .. gosh .. i guess i really need to push my english and go and look out for a tutor or something .. i htink my english is totally off ! wanna have english like chongshen .. speaking to him makes me marvel as his english is WAY too good .. and i think he wont have any prob here! .. hmmm ... wonder why suddenly he popped out of my head! .. doing a film study in english .. aikz .. duno whether i can do it or not~!! :S VERY VERY TRULY DEEPLY worried~!!!
oh!! now i remembered!! monday i went to the post office with mandy cos she had to post her mother's day gift to her mum .. i'm not the kinda gal who will forget mother's day .. but she was just a day before me .. i tried to make it in time but tat dint happened ..so ..yeah .. mandy,elisa(makmak) and i went to the post office up the road and posted the stuff ... makmak and i went to the op shop to get haivanas thongs as they were oni 5bucks!!!!great bargain mann .. and normal price is like AUD$17?? my gosh!! we went there anticipatedly .. and really keen to at least get one .. but guess what?? THEY DONT HAVE OUR SIZE!!! it was either one size up or one size down!! not fair !! we were so disappointed and frustrated !! i really like the blue and the torquise one but both colours doesnt hav my size!!!!!!!! aihz .. now considering a pink or a yellow one .. anyone who would like to get a pair of thongs .. let me know .. such a great bargain tat i wouldnt wanna miss .. not that i'm helping to promote the op shop .. but yeah ..
tuesday was cross country day..
well .. i targeted to at least get top 50 .. and aimed to catch up with karen and sharlotte..considering the aussies who are so fit and run like the wind! (wonder how they do tat) and how karen n sharlz was always faster than me ...crosscountry was during lunchtime and we all got changed into hse colours.. was really excited bout it at the starting point .. we wwent rite up front to the starting line :P yeah~! .. wanna get the advantage of it!! there went the gun and everyone was sprinting .. sally said she wanted to run with us(mak,man n i) but then she was far too ahead of us tat we couldnt catch up with her .. so ..there i was running and jogging .. puffing and breathing .. aiming to at least catch up with the person in front of me. . but then i guess i dint have the stamina to maintain the speed cos there were like lots of people overtaking me ... but there was nothing tat i could do.. so .. i just saved some energy so tat i can sprint at the end .. i caught up with natasha bakthi ..this gal in my chem class... but then towards the bridge .. when she saw me started sprinting ..she sprinted too .. and she reached the finishing line before me!!!!! GRRRR!!! so angry!! cos i was oni like a step or so behind her!! omg! kinda disappointed! chiu! why did she sprint wor!! >.< but oh well .. i still got no. 40!!! *applause* :P hehehe... i achieved my aim .. but i dint get to catch up with karen and sharlotte ... they were like 10 no.s ahead of me! >.< close enough eh! muscles were aching tat nite .. >.<
hilarious moment : pau and i sat on the swing and we decided to do a backflip .. as in fall of the swing from the back of the swing cos when we swing hard the swing actually flies up and tilt towards the back .. so. pau and i swung so hard that both of us tripped the swing and made it fell backwards!! SO fun!!! :D but it was kinda scary though! :P not recommended for kids and people who have bad backs .. dun really want u guuys to try this at home!
at nite had an emotion breakout after dad's phonecall! wasnt a nice experience ... T.T but at least i talked to someone and let out my stress ..
wednesday
morniing went to crosscountry training ..ran at wattle park .. somewhere near school .. we did lots of running.. sprinting,, and walking .. i felt so bad cos the people there are like really good!! they are so fit and they ran so fast and far ahead of us@!!! i just felt so unfit and guilt cos everytime they reached mr. macarty the had to turn back to the last person and then
run back to him .. felt so bad for making them do tat!! >.< tat's y i'm thinking should i continue cos i dun wanna be a black spot in the team since they are so good without me .. and seem like i'm bringing their standard down! anyway .. i remembered there was this hill tat it's so steep and so hard to run up tat i gave up and walked .. but was so shocked that the gals dint even stop and just continued running up the mountain!!! o.O .. yeah .. still doubting on should i continue cross country or so .. but i really wanna loose all the fats!!! >.< joyce ... said i should do more tummy excercise .. hmmm .. maybe i should..
had application task (sort of an assessment) .. seriously screwed it .. dint know wat i was doing and just couldnt count tat day~!! went all wrong and i wouldnt be surprised if i failed! >.< i dint know wat i was doing!!!!!!!! aikz...
went to netball training in the afternoon.. was really good .. even though i went there by mistake .. janine told me tat it was the sports tournament training so i went but then found out tat it was afterschool netball .. was kinda disappointed at the beginning but i tend to enjoy it towards the end .. we did fitness at the beginning was really tough with my sore tighs!! then more drills and fitness, like skippin, tuck jumpin,sprinting and stuff ! .. hehee :P .. can keep fit :D anyhow .. yeah .. we had a game .. was really good cause i got to be defence! and i get to run around!! :) had lots of fun ..
thurs ..
well .. today had pound committee meeting ..and all the ib-ians were at the ToK thing .. so there were oni beatrice hippie n i .. nothing pretty much actually other than the scones that mrs.ward. . our principle made for us!hmm .. wonder y she made for us .. but it was really nice .. went back to bhse and was so angry tat the kitchen staff totally ignore me!! i dint even had one piece of chicken wing and she gave it to the people who had seconds@@@!! so angry!!! and was so pissed1!! cos i really wanted the chicken1~~ stupid fearnie (head of bhse) kept talking to me and let all the ppl cut my queue!!! so angry1!!! my chicken wing!@!! still mourning for it!! *loose weight kononnya?* volunteered for the mother's day breakfast in junior school so tat i can be a waitress and have a feel of it!! always wondered how it would be like ..and i would get a feel of it tmr morning!! :D went to the counsellor and tot tat she might suggest where to get help for english but she wasnt much of a help. .made me and mak mak went all around the school ending up at a crappy teacher.. oh well >.<
went back to the bhse and started pigging out.. ate my packet of rice crackers!! and still ate a large portion of dinner .. i think i found the reason why i still gain weight after i tried so hard to loose it!! :P mak n i were looking at a job guide... which had a list of jobs starting from A-Z and it's really thick and literally has thousands kinda jobs inside!! i still couldnt make up my mind!! any ideas??
mak mak was having fun irritating me all day!! get a life mann mak mak!!! :P stop teasing me!!! but serves her rite from all the slaps and hits tat i gave her!! hehehe :P
mandy mentioned something bout someone in the bhse is being really fake and untruthful .. wonder what she mean.. sure she didnt feel rite bout something. . hope she's alrite ..
also ..i had a weird dream again .. i had teeth falling out !! and this is not the first time i had dreams bout teeth falling out!! wonder what does it foreshadow?~!!! :P ~~~
well. . blogged for an hour!! resume back to hw time!! >.< dun wanna do hw!! >.< T.T
Saturday, April 30, 2005
WeEkEnD
this is a weekend that doesnt even feel like a weekend because everyone is working so hard and tis is very worrying .. basically everyone is doing their work ..studying .. and stuff~!! >.< fuiyo~!! so scary mann .. mandy is preparing 4 her psychology exams .. the ibs ar always so hardworking .. so tat includes jesh, tammi and joyce who stayed in during the weekend .. then here comes leanne .. always always working so hard that scares n pressures me ~! scared scared!! >.< then .. the bhse is extraordinarily quiet without the geo. camp gals .. who stay next to me .. both sides .. cate n maggie .. then also .. ppl like lydia and beatrice work their ass off too .. haihz .. yr11 is really stressful i can say .. and the worst thing is tat everyone work so hard. . . probably because exams is in a months' time .. but i'm really really scared though .. looking at all the ppl studying so hard .. lookin at them pressures me .. but i just cant stick my ass on the chair and bury my head into my hw .. just cant :P
went to safeway this morning .. walked there and tram back becos we din have time .. was so scared that we might get fined or caught by a conducter but luckily no .. phew~!!after lunch .. i was waiting for mak's to confirm whether she wanted me to accompany her .. since she was at the city .. and i needed to get out of the bhse so badly .. i did a bit of english hw. .which was due like before the hols .. :P and so .. i went on and got distracted.. typical of me :P well .. i took out those farewell letters and cards that had been carefully kept in my drawer and read them all .. one by one .. i always tot i had more than tat but then maybe not .. i reread all of them .. each and every letter or card. . every word :) was really touched ... :' l dint know tat i could make a difference and dint realised that i was gonna missed so badly .. but tat was like 2 years ago .. lots of things had changed .. probably .. ppl had gotten used to me coming and me leavin .. and i made no impact at all .. but rereading those really sweet stuff was really a comfort and console that i was once so loved and protected!! was super duper sweet reading them~!! well .. and tat took my a few hours .. which was good time spent!!! :) guys .. i wanna tell u tat i still love u lots like the way it always used to be ... and i still pray for forever-ness in our friendship~!... even though we dint or may not spend tat much time together lately .*due to erhem erhem :P*.. or maybe we dint communicate as much .. or maybe i dun understand u and ur surroundings tat much anymore .. or maybe there's a gap between us since lots of things had changed.. or even the distance and the fact tat we're oceans apart .. i wanna declare that i still and will always love u and i cant afford to loose u~!~!! same goes to my family :) and may all the sweet memories be in our hearts like shinning photos!!! never be forgotten!! i miss u guys alot .. and still wonder wat's it like if i hadnt leave .. i miss u i miss u and i miss u lots!!!!! do u miss me too?? would u spare a bit of time to think of me? :P
i would always include u in my prayers!
yeah .. ermmm ..sorry guys ..got a bit emotional just then .. ya .. after reading those sweet stuff .. there i go.. sat down n resumed my work .. so guai!! did abit of bio .. then it was dinner time .. the food is surprisingly improving. .my gosh .. how am i gonna loose weight now tat they are feeding us so much and so irresistably !!! gee ~~
ohya~! ..tell u guys something really funny .. i went to cross country this fri .. i planned to take up cross country this term .. but not .. i have to think twice .. mandy n i as well as katrina and alice went on fri ..we missed abit of the last period .. ya .. i missed my chinese conversation class .. hehee :P yup .. and RAL was still darn boring ..i'm so gonna wagged it one day! ..let it be the next period mann ..!!! damn .. really cant wait when next RAL period come!!! anywayz .. back to the cross country bit .. we went to the botanical gardens to run ..it was a lovely place.. but on our way there mandy n i slept on the bus :P hehehe.. tired wat.. anyway .. the start was quick and i can see that the ppl are very enthusiastic and they sprinted full on at the start~ .. well .. mandy and i were like jogging pace then .. somehow .. we were among the few who came last in the competition and we were last in our school~! so embarassing when the younger levels were even faster than us!! gee!! have to train and run faster then~!! >.<
this is a weekend that doesnt even feel like a weekend because everyone is working so hard and tis is very worrying .. basically everyone is doing their work ..studying .. and stuff~!! >.< fuiyo~!! so scary mann .. mandy is preparing 4 her psychology exams .. the ibs ar always so hardworking .. so tat includes jesh, tammi and joyce who stayed in during the weekend .. then here comes leanne .. always always working so hard that scares n pressures me ~! scared scared!! >.< then .. the bhse is extraordinarily quiet without the geo. camp gals .. who stay next to me .. both sides .. cate n maggie .. then also .. ppl like lydia and beatrice work their ass off too .. haihz .. yr11 is really stressful i can say .. and the worst thing is tat everyone work so hard. . . probably because exams is in a months' time .. but i'm really really scared though .. looking at all the ppl studying so hard .. lookin at them pressures me .. but i just cant stick my ass on the chair and bury my head into my hw .. just cant :P
went to safeway this morning .. walked there and tram back becos we din have time .. was so scared that we might get fined or caught by a conducter but luckily no .. phew~!!after lunch .. i was waiting for mak's to confirm whether she wanted me to accompany her .. since she was at the city .. and i needed to get out of the bhse so badly .. i did a bit of english hw. .which was due like before the hols .. :P and so .. i went on and got distracted.. typical of me :P well .. i took out those farewell letters and cards that had been carefully kept in my drawer and read them all .. one by one .. i always tot i had more than tat but then maybe not .. i reread all of them .. each and every letter or card. . every word :) was really touched ... :' l dint know tat i could make a difference and dint realised that i was gonna missed so badly .. but tat was like 2 years ago .. lots of things had changed .. probably .. ppl had gotten used to me coming and me leavin .. and i made no impact at all .. but rereading those really sweet stuff was really a comfort and console that i was once so loved and protected!! was super duper sweet reading them~!! well .. and tat took my a few hours .. which was good time spent!!! :) guys .. i wanna tell u tat i still love u lots like the way it always used to be ... and i still pray for forever-ness in our friendship~!... even though we dint or may not spend tat much time together lately .*due to erhem erhem :P*.. or maybe we dint communicate as much .. or maybe i dun understand u and ur surroundings tat much anymore .. or maybe there's a gap between us since lots of things had changed.. or even the distance and the fact tat we're oceans apart .. i wanna declare that i still and will always love u and i cant afford to loose u~!~!! same goes to my family :) and may all the sweet memories be in our hearts like shinning photos!!! never be forgotten!! i miss u guys alot .. and still wonder wat's it like if i hadnt leave .. i miss u i miss u and i miss u lots!!!!! do u miss me too?? would u spare a bit of time to think of me? :P
i would always include u in my prayers!
yeah .. ermmm ..sorry guys ..got a bit emotional just then .. ya .. after reading those sweet stuff .. there i go.. sat down n resumed my work .. so guai!! did abit of bio .. then it was dinner time .. the food is surprisingly improving. .my gosh .. how am i gonna loose weight now tat they are feeding us so much and so irresistably !!! gee ~~
ohya~! ..tell u guys something really funny .. i went to cross country this fri .. i planned to take up cross country this term .. but not .. i have to think twice .. mandy n i as well as katrina and alice went on fri ..we missed abit of the last period .. ya .. i missed my chinese conversation class .. hehee :P yup .. and RAL was still darn boring ..i'm so gonna wagged it one day! ..let it be the next period mann ..!!! damn .. really cant wait when next RAL period come!!! anywayz .. back to the cross country bit .. we went to the botanical gardens to run ..it was a lovely place.. but on our way there mandy n i slept on the bus :P hehehe.. tired wat.. anyway .. the start was quick and i can see that the ppl are very enthusiastic and they sprinted full on at the start~ .. well .. mandy and i were like jogging pace then .. somehow .. we were among the few who came last in the competition and we were last in our school~! so embarassing when the younger levels were even faster than us!! gee!! have to train and run faster then~!! >.<
Friday, April 29, 2005
BacK in AusTraLia, MeLboUrnE, ScHooL, BoArdinG HoUsE
well .. all i've gotta say is tat hols was AWESOME .. at least i got a break.. laid back alot .. had quite some fun .. and chill out a alot .. enjoy the fun and comfort in my own bed room .. watching movies with mak mak, chuxiang, joel, chunwei,kahee and bou bou .. got help from frens for my hw .. went to school .. visited them .guides nite gathering..shoppin.. the excitement of taking a flight .. celebrating all those bdays of the april babies in the 2 weeks time .. enjoying the company of each other. .the climate and everything :) *even though i've been comforting myself most of the time, feeling so unloved and unprotected >.< since ppl had been busy .. ignoring me .. and not playing with me as much .. but i understand guys~ exams n study first... just let me continue to self comfort myself and i should be alrite :P *
at least i know tat i would still have frens and family to turn to when i'm down or upset .. or when i needed someone really badly .. i know tat MUST have been someone outhere who will always been there for me .. just tat i havent realised or dint take note of . .so i have to continue to smile and be strong .. as i dun wanna stress or pressure them more .. or least having me as a burden .. - another self comfort statement -
life back here wasnt tat great either .. been stressing out heaps and doiing work non stop .. cant believe i'm such a nerd!! for once .. or maybe this is the price i had to pay for not doing anywork other the hols .. >.< well ... been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 7 .. to complete all the assignments and shit loads of hw ~!! not funny at all .. indeed very stressful and not an enjoyable thing to do~!!!!! i hate it .. i wanna let it all out .. wanna cry out all the stress .. but i dun even have time to do so .. cos i've got heaps of work due the next day~!! but thank god . the weekend finally came. .. showing that there's always something bright and good to lit up things a lil bit :)
well .. all i've gotta say is tat hols was AWESOME .. at least i got a break.. laid back alot .. had quite some fun .. and chill out a alot .. enjoy the fun and comfort in my own bed room .. watching movies with mak mak, chuxiang, joel, chunwei,kahee and bou bou .. got help from frens for my hw .. went to school .. visited them .guides nite gathering..shoppin.. the excitement of taking a flight .. celebrating all those bdays of the april babies in the 2 weeks time .. enjoying the company of each other. .the climate and everything :) *even though i've been comforting myself most of the time, feeling so unloved and unprotected >.< since ppl had been busy .. ignoring me .. and not playing with me as much .. but i understand guys~ exams n study first... just let me continue to self comfort myself and i should be alrite :P *
at least i know tat i would still have frens and family to turn to when i'm down or upset .. or when i needed someone really badly .. i know tat MUST have been someone outhere who will always been there for me .. just tat i havent realised or dint take note of . .so i have to continue to smile and be strong .. as i dun wanna stress or pressure them more .. or least having me as a burden .. - another self comfort statement -
life back here wasnt tat great either .. been stressing out heaps and doiing work non stop .. cant believe i'm such a nerd!! for once .. or maybe this is the price i had to pay for not doing anywork other the hols .. >.< well ... been sleeping at 1 and waking up at 7 .. to complete all the assignments and shit loads of hw ~!! not funny at all .. indeed very stressful and not an enjoyable thing to do~!!!!! i hate it .. i wanna let it all out .. wanna cry out all the stress .. but i dun even have time to do so .. cos i've got heaps of work due the next day~!! but thank god . the weekend finally came. .. showing that there's always something bright and good to lit up things a lil bit :)
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